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11th February 2009

11:13pm: Bitching . . .
I'm going to just bitch here for a second and maybe you guys should just ignore it.

Be aware.

You want to know one of the things that's bothering me the most? It's not being able to buy comics. I know it's the stupidest thing in the world, I know I shouldn't be bothered by it, but when it's the one thing you can count on for 17 years, you really miss it when it's gone.

And I wasn't counting on sacrifacing comics right now. I did when it was the building up to the wedding and I did when it getting in the holidays, but now? Fuck, now? God, it's awful. I can't stand it. It's driving me up a wall to know that every Wednesday and new stack of comics is filled back in that box behind the counter.

What's worse is that there are comics I want that aren't being held for me. And that there's so many back there that I can't just go in and buy "a few." I have to wait and wait and wait. And wait until I have enough money to pick them all (or most of them) up.

February is my comic anniversary. It's a stupid tradition, but I celebrate it every year. Except for this year. Ugh.

And it's not just comics.

I want these so bad. http://www.mattycollector.com/store/matty/DisplayCategoryProductListPage/categoryID.12422000

I was going to get the He-Man for Christmas, but . . . it got screwed up.

I know this is stupid and I really shouldn't be complaining about it, but it's only escapism I have right now and I can't fucking get to it.

I'm pathetic.

~W~
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