: meme time!
Blame Tricia. http://siriusfanatic.livejournal.com/
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now, don't name the person:
1. Sometimes when you would get upset and tell me you miss us, I would sometimes think "Well, you're the one that wanted a divorce." But I would never say that because without you there, the house stopped being home.
2. Why can't we talk about something fun or interesting for a change?
3. Why do you always have to act like an idiot? We love you for who you are. Grow up and take some responsibility for your life.
4. I'm more proud of you now than I've ever been before and I miss you even though you're not that far away and I act like I don't. You were always my favorite pain in the ass.
5. Stop lying and stop exaggerating. It's transparent and there's no need for it. You're a great person and are better than that.
6. I miss talking to you even though you drove me absolutely insane sometimes. And no, IMing isn't enough.
7. I never lost respect for you, no matter what, and I will always wish you the best. I wish we had parted on better terms.
8. Your boyfriend is a jerk and you can do better.
9. Your boyfriend is completely wrong for you and you can do better. He's still a cool guy, though.
10. I miss you every damn minute and that sometimes scares me.
NINE things about yourself:
1. I'm the loveable loser. But not the really loveable kind like Napolean Dynamite or Dwight Schrute. I'm not funny enough. Nor fictional.
2. I'm quiet; extraorindarily internal. I tend to look at things differently.
3. I'm dependable. Maybe not with everything, but with most things. If you need me, I'll be there.
4. I don't have much of a cofidence problem. I'm pretty fuckin' awesome.
5. I love to write. There's not much else that I love more. It takes a higher priority than just about everything else in my life. If I never get published, that's okay. It will never stop me from writing.
6. I enjoy coloring with my Prisma Markers.
7. I hate my belly and how fat I am/was.
8. I can never get anything right, it seems.
9. I have to force myself to focus on, well, just about everything.
EIGHT ways to win my heart:
1. Make me dinner.
2. Surprise me (just as long as you don't show up unannounced -- I hate that). I love surprises.
3. Accept me for who I am. I'm a nerd, I'm a dork, I'm a loser who loves things that are associated with being such.
4. Lend me an ear and just listen.
5. Don't yell at me for no reason.
6. Also - don't whine.
7. Don't put on a show. Don't hide yourself from me. I'm open, I'm understanding.
8. Have boobies.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. I hate my job and surely there is something else I could be doing right now.
2. I wish I had a beard.
3. I wish I had more money to spend on stuff I don't need.
4. Will I ever get something published?
5. I can't wait to have kids.
6. I need a nice big deus ex machina.
7. When is my laptop going to just die out on me? I know it's coming.
SIX things you wish you never did:
1. Fuck up at Kent Stark
2. Fuck up at Stark State
3. Fuck up at Stark State again
4. Go to North Carolina for Labor Day back in '03. Man, what a disaster!
5. Go into IMT.
6. Stop trying.
FIVE turn offs:
1. Girls farting
2. Complicated underwear.
3. Monkeys on sitcoms. WTF?
4. The smell of dogs
5. A knife in my back
FOUR turn ons:
1. Boobies
2. Looking good in something fancy/formal
3. Looking good in something causual/pjs
4. Laughter (now that sounds wrong!)
THREE words that describe your life:
1. Sleeping
2. Writing
3. Coffee
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Fulfill a certain fantasy
2. Get some genuine acclaim
ONE confession
I can not for the life of me get some closure to Justin's death.
~W~
Blame Tricia. http://siriusfanatic.livejournal.com/
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now, don't name the person:
1. Sometimes when you would get upset and tell me you miss us, I would sometimes think "Well, you're the one that wanted a divorce." But I would never say that because without you there, the house stopped being home.
2. Why can't we talk about something fun or interesting for a change?
3. Why do you always have to act like an idiot? We love you for who you are. Grow up and take some responsibility for your life.
4. I'm more proud of you now than I've ever been before and I miss you even though you're not that far away and I act like I don't. You were always my favorite pain in the ass.
5. Stop lying and stop exaggerating. It's transparent and there's no need for it. You're a great person and are better than that.
6. I miss talking to you even though you drove me absolutely insane sometimes. And no, IMing isn't enough.
7. I never lost respect for you, no matter what, and I will always wish you the best. I wish we had parted on better terms.
8. Your boyfriend is a jerk and you can do better.
9. Your boyfriend is completely wrong for you and you can do better. He's still a cool guy, though.
10. I miss you every damn minute and that sometimes scares me.
NINE things about yourself:
1. I'm the loveable loser. But not the really loveable kind like Napolean Dynamite or Dwight Schrute. I'm not funny enough. Nor fictional.
2. I'm quiet; extraorindarily internal. I tend to look at things differently.
3. I'm dependable. Maybe not with everything, but with most things. If you need me, I'll be there.
4. I don't have much of a cofidence problem. I'm pretty fuckin' awesome.
5. I love to write. There's not much else that I love more. It takes a higher priority than just about everything else in my life. If I never get published, that's okay. It will never stop me from writing.
6. I enjoy coloring with my Prisma Markers.
7. I hate my belly and how fat I am/was.
8. I can never get anything right, it seems.
9. I have to force myself to focus on, well, just about everything.
EIGHT ways to win my heart:
1. Make me dinner.
2. Surprise me (just as long as you don't show up unannounced -- I hate that). I love surprises.
3. Accept me for who I am. I'm a nerd, I'm a dork, I'm a loser who loves things that are associated with being such.
4. Lend me an ear and just listen.
5. Don't yell at me for no reason.
6. Also - don't whine.
7. Don't put on a show. Don't hide yourself from me. I'm open, I'm understanding.
8. Have boobies.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. I hate my job and surely there is something else I could be doing right now.
2. I wish I had a beard.
3. I wish I had more money to spend on stuff I don't need.
4. Will I ever get something published?
5. I can't wait to have kids.
6. I need a nice big deus ex machina.
7. When is my laptop going to just die out on me? I know it's coming.
SIX things you wish you never did:
1. Fuck up at Kent Stark
2. Fuck up at Stark State
3. Fuck up at Stark State again
4. Go to North Carolina for Labor Day back in '03. Man, what a disaster!
5. Go into IMT.
6. Stop trying.
FIVE turn offs:
1. Girls farting
2. Complicated underwear.
3. Monkeys on sitcoms. WTF?
4. The smell of dogs
5. A knife in my back
FOUR turn ons:
1. Boobies
2. Looking good in something fancy/formal
3. Looking good in something causual/pjs
4. Laughter (now that sounds wrong!)
THREE words that describe your life:
1. Sleeping
2. Writing
3. Coffee
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Fulfill a certain fantasy
2. Get some genuine acclaim
ONE confession
I can not for the life of me get some closure to Justin's death.
~W~
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