THEW40

8:36am: Apathy
I'm feeling down this morning.

Reason number one is . . . a wee bit complicated. My Mom's best friend's granddaughter died this weekend in what I can only describe as a freak accident. She was 18 months old. Her Mom is about my age (I think we're off by a month or two) and while I wouldn't say we grew up together, we certainly knew each other well enough. I'll be going to the calling hours this afternoon with my Mom and Grandpa.

(Yeah, I don't know why he's up either)

Reason number two is school. After such a great semester last Fall, I thought this one would be a cake-walk. It's not. I'm really, really struggling. I get behind and I just shut down. It happens every damn semester. Last year, I nipped in the bud before it got too damaging, but this time around, time is running out and between moving and wedding planning, it's just proving to be difficult.

Fucking shit, why can't I just be like any of you and get this stuff right? Why do I make it so much harder on myself? Why in the hell do I have to be such a failure when it comes to this?

Fuck it.




. . . I'm not voting today. I don't know who I want to support nor does it really matter.

~W~

8:55am: Politics
Okay, well, maybe I lied about voting. I do plan on voting, but I guess I'm still undecided.

Part of me is really leaning towards Obama. I think he has energy, he has strength, and he has the focus our country needs. And as much as I do support Clinton, I can't help but wonder if we will being a Presidency that's very similar to the one her husband had. Which, mind you I was a minor for most of that time, is something that wouldn't be a bad thing . . . but I feel like we need to move forward. And I honestly believe that Obama can move us forward.

I still haven't made up my mind. I wish I could just see a chart that listed how either one feels about the issues. Clinton is this way about Health Care, Obama is this way.

I'll just let my gut speak for me when I enter that booth (well, more like walk up to that machine).

~W~

4:55pm: I voted for . . .
Obama.



~W~

11:21pm: Fuck! Yeah!

Powered By TheirAdult Toysa>



Take that, Bates.

~W~