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23rd January 2008

10:44am: When will those good times roll?
Man, Monday was such a good day. I had the whole day to piss around do nothing. The only thing I had to do was go to work at 4 and work until 9. And I was in such a good mood. I felt positive and in love and happy with life. Honestly. I felt like me and the world and whole universe were on a good page.

Then this happened at 10ish: http://siriusfanatic.livejournal.com/34311.html

This whole thing just make me sick to my stomach. I can't think straight half the time out of pure worry that she won't be there for our wedding. She could get up to a year in jail (because it could be 2 consecutive six months sentences). If she got tossed in jail next month or even early March for six months, it would be okay, but if not . . . yeah.

I just don't know what to do/say. Part of me is willing to push the wedding back, but that would be potentially messy. I'm trying not to think about it, but how can I not? How can we plan this wedding without the thought of her Mom not being there in the back of our minds?

I wish we had a clear idea as to what was going to happen.

Gah.

I don't know.

WORD VOMIT!

~W~
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