: Somedays it just hits ya more than others . . .
I woke up today, and she was the first thing on my mind.
I got a shower, got dressed, and got in the car - and she only lingered in my thoughts.
I worked all day, packed groceries, did carts, talked to my friends, and she still sat back there, in the back my mind - smiling amusingly, dark hair waving around her soft face, eyes resting on me. Tricia rested her head on her arm and just sat at the edge of my mind, making me miss her all the more.
All day, I longed for the gentle touch of her thin, artistic fingers. I wished to feel her tender embrace, to experience her body against mine in a loving hug. I hoped that I would soon press my lips against hers - to kiss her once more.
She stuck around with me, in my thoughts, all day long. When I thought she was fleeting, I suddenly remembered something she said to me or some stupid joke and POOF! she was in my thoughts again.
It's been nearly ten days since I've seen Tricia last, and it'll be at least two-three more weeks until she comes up again. Long distance relationships are hard. Very hard. Harder than I ever thought it would be. But we're moving through it, going through it, and making the best of it.
And for the most part, I've been satisfied as to just how much we've been able to hold together. But, like the title says, somedays, it's just hits ya more than others.
I miss Tricia. I miss everything about her. She's been on my mind all day. The funny thing is, of course, that when we talked today, I didn't mention any of this. Like - like I forgot it for a few minutes or something. I did remember (?) it just now though, and I told her.
She was half-asleep, of course, so she may not have understood the truest feelings in my words.
If not, then this should do it:
I really, really missed you today, Tricia. I really do.
And so I'll go to sleep, and maybe you'll come to. In my mind only perhaps; but in my heart - most definetly.
~W~
I woke up today, and she was the first thing on my mind.
I got a shower, got dressed, and got in the car - and she only lingered in my thoughts.
I worked all day, packed groceries, did carts, talked to my friends, and she still sat back there, in the back my mind - smiling amusingly, dark hair waving around her soft face, eyes resting on me. Tricia rested her head on her arm and just sat at the edge of my mind, making me miss her all the more.
All day, I longed for the gentle touch of her thin, artistic fingers. I wished to feel her tender embrace, to experience her body against mine in a loving hug. I hoped that I would soon press my lips against hers - to kiss her once more.
She stuck around with me, in my thoughts, all day long. When I thought she was fleeting, I suddenly remembered something she said to me or some stupid joke and POOF! she was in my thoughts again.
It's been nearly ten days since I've seen Tricia last, and it'll be at least two-three more weeks until she comes up again. Long distance relationships are hard. Very hard. Harder than I ever thought it would be. But we're moving through it, going through it, and making the best of it.
And for the most part, I've been satisfied as to just how much we've been able to hold together. But, like the title says, somedays, it's just hits ya more than others.
I miss Tricia. I miss everything about her. She's been on my mind all day. The funny thing is, of course, that when we talked today, I didn't mention any of this. Like - like I forgot it for a few minutes or something. I did remember (?) it just now though, and I told her.
She was half-asleep, of course, so she may not have understood the truest feelings in my words.
If not, then this should do it:
I really, really missed you today, Tricia. I really do.
And so I'll go to sleep, and maybe you'll come to. In my mind only perhaps; but in my heart - most definetly.
~W~