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too cool now [05 Mar 2003|10:58am]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | lady in red --chris deburgh ]

snow day* uhh yeah?? i like the sleeping in part but im gona be bored off my ass the rest of the day. i thot about calling jord ... since i havent seen him since feb20th and seeing if he wanted to grab a bite to eat .... then i rememebered thats prolly not allowed. ya kno the whole us together in public mite not go over well with him. sooo here i sit. i'll prolly bee sittin herre all day :o) i have lost a couple pounds tho maybe once i loose 30 he wont mind being seen with me. no... maybe when i loose 30lbs and get my braces off. that mite work?? wow thats sad. WORD.

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[05 Mar 2003|11:05am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | brilliant dance --dashboard confessional ]

so this is odd. the painful realization that all has gone wrong. and nobody cares at all. nobody cares at all. so you buried all your lovers clothes and burned the letters lover wrote but it doesnt make it any better. does it make it any better? and the plaster dented from your fist in the hall where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memorys will fade. so this is strage.. our side stepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all... where no body leads at all. and the picture frames are facing down and the ringing from this empty sound is deafining and keeping you from sleep... and breathing is a foreign task. thinkings just to much to ask and your meausuring your minutes by a clock thats blinking eights. this is incredible, starving, insatiable, yes this is love for the first time. well you'de like to think that you were invincible yea well weren't we all once... before we felt loss for the first time. this is the last time. is this the last time? this is the last time.

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[05 Mar 2003|11:34am]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | broken hearts and concrete floors -dc ]

cause turning to you is like fallin in love when your ten...

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ohh seussical. [05 Mar 2003|11:45am]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | alone in the universe *seussical ]

there are secrets on a leaf.. in the water.. in the air. hidden planets tiny worlds all invisible. not a person seems to know.. not a person seems to care. there is no one who believes a thing i say. well, i'm fairly certain at one time or other... great thinkers all feel this way. im alone in the universe. so alone in the universe. i found magic.. but they dont see it. they all call me a lunatic.. okay! call me a lunatic. if i stand on my own... so be it. cause i have wings yes i can fly around the moon and far beyond the sky. and one day soon i know there you'll be... one small voice in the universe.. one true friend in the universe. who believes in me... im alone in the universe. so alone in the universe. my own planets and stars are glowing. no one notices anything.. not one person is listening! they dont have any way of knowing... nobody knows that i have wings yes i can fly around the moon and far beyond the sky. well someday soon you will hear my plea... one small voice in the universe. one true friend in the universe. please believe in me. yes i have wings and i can fly. around the moon and far beyond the sky. you called my name and you set me free... one small voice in the universe. one true friend in the universe. who believes in me....*

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[05 Mar 2003|12:36pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | airports -something corporate ]

and ive taken 18 showers jus to pass the time.

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