Tyler-I R SLEEPY AND ALONE.

10:18pm: I scored a 41% on the "HoW AzN aRe YoU??" Quizie! What about you?

4:29pm: http://www.purplekittyyarns.com/
too.
damn.
cute.

1:34am: http://www.livejournal.com/~coffee_milk
YOU ROCK.

6:22pm: WAHHHHHHHHH
http://www.guess.com/Products/Womens/product.asp?Product_Id=106591&sub_sec_id=72&cat_id=264

5:51pm:

What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
Destiny	Death by Monkeys
Date when you fufill your destiny	November 23, 2018
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8:40pm: eeeeyeah blurty bites ass.

5:46pm: so i was invited to the other side of the room, right? wow! SO touched you have no idea! only, if i left i would have faced a group of people I wish were my friends who would have inside-joked, talked about things i know nothing about, and kept way above me the whole time I wouldnt be able to enjoy it. Like anyone actually would want me there. yeaaaaaaaah right. im frickin invisble enough as it is, so no insult to them... but where i sit, i can be myself and act like a moron and not be judged or made feel lesser than i already am. Lauren, Claire and Sarah, thanks.
I sure miss that other side though, but the most intimidating rush of nervousness and self consciousness always sweeps over me when i'm around any of them. I wish they would reach out a little.
Andrew would have.

9:17pm: really beginning to wonder why two websites are necessary...
any idea?
not like claire reads or anything...
or anyone else for that matter.
not like anyone calls either for that matter....

12:59am: heard some guy in a truck singing this really loudly while I was on my bike today:

"she FUCK-ING hates me!"
(probably does, dude, probably does...)

10:41pm: dont you hate having to force yourself to watch happy movies...
even if you're not
...even close to being happy.

its also pretty bad when blowing money and pigging out for a day does absolutely nothing to rejuvinate any peppiness whatsoever.

9:54pm: so much hw... so little time
so much time... so few calls from HIM
~BIG SOB~
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

9:27pm: mark is so unbelieveably lucky...
its just cuz im a celebrity. so we go to the rally burger stand and i order a cheeseburger and a miller genuine draft. she of course doesnt give me the beer. so i give her the 5 dollar bill and she gives me change for a twenty. i give her a puzzled look and i figure out that she wasnt just kidding me about the twenty dollars in change she just gave me for a 5 dollar bill. i cover up for that face i made by asking where my beer was. she giggled and i ran away by making 16 bucks on a cheesburger transaction.

amaaaaaaayzing

9:03pm: how embarrassing can it be when you dial your DAS # instead of your BOYFRIEND's...ugh "Can i speak to andrew, please?" "Tyles... its me, Dad"
"GREEEEEEEEEEEAT."
they both HAD to have FLIPPIN 619 #s
you know how much my PHONE bill was for andrew and dad alone....OMG
is $25 a little TOO much, to you too???

11:15pm: just when i start to feel all warm and fuzzy inside,
my heart gets thrown against the nearest wall right after.

1:56pm: WOOOHOO
http://www.cmi.k12.il.us/Urbana/uhs/english/salinger/catcher.htm
http://www.cmi.k12.il.us/Urbana/uhs/english/salinger/catcher.htm
http://www.cmi.k12.il.us/Urbana/uhs/english/salinger/catcher.htm
!!!!!

7:48pm: Don't scream about
Don't think aloud
Turn your head now baby
Just spit me out

Don't worry about
Don't speak of doubt
Turn your head now baby
Just spit me out

Why follow me to higher ground?
Lost as you swear I am.
Don't throw away your basic needs,
Ambiance and vanity.

6:20pm: when confused, angry, tentative, hungry, contemplative, exhasperated, lost, woeful, sullen, morose, horny, stupid, bored, inspired, lonely, uninspired, battered, irritable, constipated, forlorn, star-crossed, or just plain clueless... I have a simple solution.
Make crepes. Tons of em. Until you pass out from the heat, hunger, or anticipation.
Or you get too caught up in it and begin to flip them across the room out of sheer frustration... but that remains my frist move.... before I do anything REAALY dumb, brave, heartless, and the list goes on...
MAKE CREPES.
NOT LOVE.
heh.

1:06am: arent boys just adorable when you catch them putting on lip balm?
SOOOO CUTE.
and their goofy smile when they NOTICE you caught them.
OH priceless.

5:43pm: once again, it is safe to say i thoroughly am hating my life.

12:28am: coolest site as of NOW
http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=216.40.225.63/carmenk/tn_carmenkass109.gif&imgrefurl=http://www.atpictures.com/carmenk/&h=120&w=92&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dcarmen%2Bkass%26start%3D80%26svnum%3D10%26hl%3Den%26lr%3D%26ie%3DUTF-8%26sa%3DN

11:16pm: lindy is soo awesome!!!
so are her chinchillas!!!!

okay, heavy duty sweatshop labor begins tomorrow... and its not just because the scary playwrights lady called to scare me shitless...
...but because its the RIGHT thing to DO.
after hw and playwriting completed...will happily watch igby goes down, eat mounds of lemon sobet and architchoke hearts (not in a salad together obviously...) and talk to boyfriend for hours on end.
hopefully WILL finish...hopefully.
wishful thinking is REALLY happening a LOT lately...

10:35pm: it also told me i was a stupid pervert and a cate (neko)...sooooo
tonight isnt my lucky night i'm guessing.
i think i just saw a ghost
i also think i have ADD and am bipolar.
and a touch of schizophrenia...

10:33pm:
You're A Fan Service!
Your only real purpose is to amuse the perverts.
You always seem to fall with your butt in the
air, and everyone always knows what colour your
panties are.


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no no
this is more realistic

You're A Bishoujo (Attractive Young Woman)!
You are loved by all, and you know it. You love
the attention you get, because or your sense of
style, and perfect face. Congrats.


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R IIIIIIIIIIII G H T

10:23pm: check it outtttt hot hot hotttt men on nan's site.
go go go.
run run run
scream scream scream
holllleeeee shiiiiiiiit
byee

9:41pm: oh and btw, monday night football sucks.
a lot.

9:29pm: "you sat there and inhaled it? you're gonna give yourself brain damage"
quote of the day, provided by my dear old mom, on how sitting in my closet after spraying RAID is a BAD thing...
oh, right.
woops.

9:47pm: who the hell is jason mraz? mzar? mzra i dunno

9:46pm: captain cayayayayayaaaaveman.
hehehe I LOVE THE 70's... sad, huh?

5:37pm: ooer.
Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf... creeepy book.
i think i'll go rent the movie.
finished half of my hw!!
oooer and DONT see LE DIVORCE...ugh terrrble.

11:26pm: erin wore my shirt.
noooo.
maybe will become more ingenuitive and wear mine inside out and cross out palm and put NUDE BEACH hehehe.woo
stupid, yeah