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so i visited him on tuesday night. almost thought i wasn't going to make it, because i finished watching movies with keli at like midnight and couldn't find an open gas station to fill up on to make it down to woodbridge.
by the way, i want everyone to know that Cold Mountain and Big Fish are great movies, especially Big Fish- that was fantastic, but i watched that Wednesday and that would probably be a whole separate journal entry.
so i came home, took a shower, and was off. I got there around 1:30 and stayed until 7:18 (and that's probably exact). i'm so glad that i made it home and i want to apologize to EVERYONE that was on north 95 and north route 1 on wednesday morning. i'm really not that much of an idiot, and falling asleep at the wheel is not a common occurence, but I was sooooooooooooooo tired driving home. and there was no place to stop, that was the worst part. I just had to keep going until I got home and could collapse.
fortunately i made it and without accidents...or at least none that i was awake for. and there are no new scratches, dings, etc on the van. so happiness all around.
all in all, i feel it was a good night. i'm going to spare people the details, even though i really want to describe in detail. i finally got a straight answer out of him. one that i can understand and perhaps working on believing. but i think that certain things he says are true. he's been around for almost a year, what does that say? well alex was around for 2, but sometimes you really do need to question motives...
heh.
but i think now, i should probably stop. because when i'm not being all analytical and questioning stuff and wondering why he doesn't need to talk to me all the time, i'm kinda content.
by the way, i want everyone to know that Cold Mountain and Big Fish are great movies, especially Big Fish- that was fantastic, but i watched that Wednesday and that would probably be a whole separate journal entry.
so i came home, took a shower, and was off. I got there around 1:30 and stayed until 7:18 (and that's probably exact). i'm so glad that i made it home and i want to apologize to EVERYONE that was on north 95 and north route 1 on wednesday morning. i'm really not that much of an idiot, and falling asleep at the wheel is not a common occurence, but I was sooooooooooooooo tired driving home. and there was no place to stop, that was the worst part. I just had to keep going until I got home and could collapse.
fortunately i made it and without accidents...or at least none that i was awake for. and there are no new scratches, dings, etc on the van. so happiness all around.
all in all, i feel it was a good night. i'm going to spare people the details, even though i really want to describe in detail. i finally got a straight answer out of him. one that i can understand and perhaps working on believing. but i think that certain things he says are true. he's been around for almost a year, what does that say? well alex was around for 2, but sometimes you really do need to question motives...
heh.
but i think now, i should probably stop. because when i'm not being all analytical and questioning stuff and wondering why he doesn't need to talk to me all the time, i'm kinda content.