ravengurl13

2:08pm: rantings of an obsessive person, part 1
but only because i have a feeling, it's going to continue-
i can't seem to keep my nose out of anyone else's business, but at the same time, i seriously feel as though he's a manipulative, deluded bastard who deserves nothing more than to get his ass kicked. he makes her cry, he pisses her off, he makes her upset, he doesn't let her have her space, and sometimes she feels as though that's the way it's supposed to be...
that's not the way it's supposed to be.
if she ever reads this, guessing from various other responses to my recording my life, our friendship's gone, but then again it seems as though it already is. i just can't help but stand up for people who seem like they can't stand up for themselves. but she is and that just makes him all the worse.
am i being out of line?

( i should've just kept my mouth shut )

5:02pm: stolen from someone's xanga-
Life and death
There are things worth dying for.
I would kill to save my own life.
I would kill to save the life of a loved one.
I would give my life to save another.
I would give my life to save the life of a loved one.
I would kill to avenge a wrong done against me.
I would kill to avenge a wrong done against a loved one.
I would kill to avenge the rape and/or murder of a loved one.
I would rather die on my feet than live on my knees,
I would kill out of love.
I would kill out of hate.

Fear
I am afraid of dying.
I am afraid of living.
I am afraid of other people.
I fear for the safety of my loved ones.
I am afraid of the future.
I am afraid of heights.
I am afraid of water.
I am afraid of fire.
I am afraid of insects/arachnids.
I am afraid of enclosed places.
I am afraid of wide open spaces.
I am afraid of crowds.
I am afraid of myself.
I am afraid of what I am capable of.

Sorrow and Regret
I have sinned.
I have done things that I regret doing.
I have hurt people who didn’t deserve to be hurt.
I have perpetuated a cycle of retaliation.

Honor and Virtue
I take responsibility for my own actions.
Sometimes I feel responsible for the actions of other people.
Sometimes I feel responsible for things I have no control over.
I have a code of Ethics that I live by strictly every day.
I don’t lie.
I don’t lie, unless it is to protect someone else’s feelings or to prevent conflict.
I don’t cheat.
I don’t cheat, except to beat other cheaters.
I don’t steal.
I don’t steal, except from those who have already stolen.
I believe that Honor is its own reward.
I am trustworthy.
I am Honest.
I am Honorable.
I am a good person.
I will stand up for what I believe in.
I will stand up for those who can’t stand up for themselves.
I will protect the innocent.

Duty and Loyalty
I am Loyal to my Faith.
I am Loyal to my Nation.
I am Loyal to my loved ones.
I am Loyal to myself.
I ALWAYS put other people’s needs above my own.
I Usually put other people’s needs above my own.
I feel the need to give other people all the help I can.
I do what is right, not just what’s best for me.
I am a leader.
I am a follower.
When a task comes to me, I see it through to the end.