: end of the year. leaving tomorrows.
it hit me about an hour ago, that i have failed again at a relationship.
i'm not going to say anything about what's going on with him because i honestly don't know.
he dumped me at like 2 am this morning, deliberately waiting until i put up an away message and went idle.
at least i was going to call.
on a better note,
my dad finally bought a new house, so i'm moving and i get the basement!! woot! and he also got a new car, so if we can fix it all up by the end of summer, i get his 2001 jeep cherokee. maybe today i should be materialistic, because all this news makes me happy. :-)
so does passing my bass jury and getting a B in human anatomy.... beat that suckers
a freshman can get a B in a junior level class (but that might be only at radford lol)
tomorrow i have my last counseling appt down here for the year, and i'm going to have to admit that she was right, and attempting to date charlie again was a bad idea. there's going to be all sorts of crying. there's a small silly part of me that wishes emotions could make up for all kinds of shortcomings, but obviously it's not true. i love the guy with all my heart, but it really doesn't do a thing for him, nor does it save me from being a failure.
it hit me about an hour ago, that i have failed again at a relationship.
i'm not going to say anything about what's going on with him because i honestly don't know.
he dumped me at like 2 am this morning, deliberately waiting until i put up an away message and went idle.
at least i was going to call.
on a better note,
my dad finally bought a new house, so i'm moving and i get the basement!! woot! and he also got a new car, so if we can fix it all up by the end of summer, i get his 2001 jeep cherokee. maybe today i should be materialistic, because all this news makes me happy. :-)
so does passing my bass jury and getting a B in human anatomy.... beat that suckers
a freshman can get a B in a junior level class (but that might be only at radford lol)
tomorrow i have my last counseling appt down here for the year, and i'm going to have to admit that she was right, and attempting to date charlie again was a bad idea. there's going to be all sorts of crying. there's a small silly part of me that wishes emotions could make up for all kinds of shortcomings, but obviously it's not true. i love the guy with all my heart, but it really doesn't do a thing for him, nor does it save me from being a failure.