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so today hasn't been half bad. i woke up on time and fairly untired, mostly because sarah and i stuck to our 2 am curfew. well, i was a little late and she was a little early so it balances out. i've met this guy out of the washington d.c. chatroom whose personality comes across so vaguely that i feel this incredible curiosity (bordering on arousal) so that i must poke and prod and figure him out. we argue over different points of view and it becomes almost sexual-
i'm sorry that i haven't kept up with this journal. i can feel the negative aftereffects of me not writing. the anger just eats away at me and i can't do anything about it except get sad, get angry and cry, then cut.
we should start writing again. maybe. anyway, back to today.
my roomie got an 80 on her history test and i'm hoping that'll negate her whole theory of going home to NoVa to taking classes there. she thinks she's a failure and she's really not.
i'm sorry that i haven't kept up with this journal. i can feel the negative aftereffects of me not writing. the anger just eats away at me and i can't do anything about it except get sad, get angry and cry, then cut.
we should start writing again. maybe. anyway, back to today.
my roomie got an 80 on her history test and i'm hoping that'll negate her whole theory of going home to NoVa to taking classes there. she thinks she's a failure and she's really not.