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|Tuesday, October 21st, 2003|
it's like a broken record...wow, I haven't updated in such a long time, blah blah blah. Yes, we did have to put Tiger to sleep, but since then we have gotten two (!!!) more kitties. Rufus and Cali are demonic bastard kitties, but there so CUTE! (ok, girlie moment gone)
i'm gonna go run around screaming, k?
Current Mood: **twitches**
Current Music: Tsunami Bomb~Lemonade
|Friday, May 2nd, 2003|
A bad start to the weekend...
We adopted a kitten last year about two weeks before Christmas, and soon after noticed that he was having trouble breathing. Well, it turned out he has F.I.P., which is this nasty, incurable virus (sorta like Feline Leukemia). But we had medicine to give him, and it looked good, but tomorrow we might have to put him to sleep. This is really hard on my mom, seeing that it IS her cat, but I've gotten so attached to him. Even my dad has, and he hates cats with a passion.
He's still just a kitten...I want to scream...
Current Mood: sad, angry, depressed...
Current Music: my dad snoring
|Thursday, May 1st, 2003|
|get a fucking sense of humor...
ha. i've basically gotten shit on from people at the AFI message board because of something i posted. i thought it was funny and i still do, so FUCK all of them. i actually had to change my name and start all over cause i couldn't even reply to someone without getting bitched at. people are so fucking uptight. Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: VNV Nation
|Tuesday, April 1st, 2003|
i'm depressed...damn medication isn't helping...
he likes me, i like him...we've told each other this, while his relationship with his ex was on the line. now they are officially broken up, but he keeps on talking about her...TO ME. i know he misses her... it's enough to make me start cutting myself again.
Current Mood: In pain....stupid braces
Current Music: A.F.I.**Cereal Wars
|Thursday, March 20th, 2003|
It's so sad
I've been using my Deadjournal for quizzes, but lately I'm filling this thing up with them. I need to speak about my inner feelings so complete strangers can read about them. ...Yeah, maybe later.
|Do I look gay in this outfit???
-The Great Below-
Extremely sensitive, you are still waiting for that
one love to either return or come into your
life for the first time. You know deep down
that you're going to end up getting hurt again,
but you're still hopeful. What Nine Inch Nails song are you? brought to you by Quizilla
YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!! what's YOUR deepest secret? brought to you by Quizilla
You are a cross dressing kitty What kind of kitty would you be? brought to you by Quizilla
It's SO cute!
Unfortunately, you are the BACKUP GUITAR. It's
great that you have a good outlook on life..
just try to stop putting your friends up on a
pedestal. ESPECIALLY when their heads are
swollen enough.. What rock-band instrument are you? brought to you by Quizilla
You to virgin,go out and have some fun What Kind Of Sexual Are You brought to you by Quizilla
You are GIR. You are... completely insane... and,
quite possibly, the most lovable creature in
the universe. Whether you're screaming and
running into things, making soap with bacon,
watching mindless television programs, or
devouring everything in sight, there's no
question about it--you are filthy with
cuteness... like a baby... except... metal. The Greatest, Most Advanced Invader Zim Character Profiling Quiz EVER!!! brought to you by Quizilla
Oh, hell yeah!!!
That has just made my day. I should be trying to finish Dreamcatcher right now, you know before I see what horrible piece of POOP they turned it into.
grape First Quiz! Lime, or Grape, eh? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: craaaaazyCurrent Music: Mindless Self Indulgence**Rip Off
|Tuesday, March 18th, 2003|
|I'm gonna get mah quiz freak on!
To you, the world is logical. Everything happens
for a reason, life is scientific. You like to
find solutions. I doubt you needed to take this
quiz in order to realize this. What color do you see the world in? brought to you by Quizilla
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla
You have ADD! What is your mental profile? brought to you by Quizilla
I ALREADY KNEW THAT Current Mood: closed in
Your Guy is Wild Kyle!
The guy for you is Wild Kyle.
He is a spontaneous, crazy guy who always has surprises up his sleeve.
He is always up for anything and isn't afraid of your kinky ways.
With a man like Wild Kyle, you will always have someone to go on an adventure with.What Guy is Right for *You*?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
God it's been so long sine I've written in here. I think I actually forgot about it. Oh well. Maybe I'll write more later. Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Vex Red**Can't Smile
|Wednesday, January 29th, 2003|
|Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002|
Yeah, I'll do another one...
01. I hurt: when I forget to take my medication
02. I love: my friends
03. I hate: my insecurity
04. I cry: too much
05. I fear: clowns. evil, evil clowns
06. I hope: my life goes somewhere
-- 07 is missing! --
08. I feel alone: in my heart
09. I kill:my impatience
10. I talk: too little
11. I listen: too much
12. I break: my nail...OMG!!!
13. I see: this computer screen
14. I smell: nothing...stupid stuffy nose
15. I taste: strawberry
16. I work: at an insurance company
17. I remember: my childhood
18. I hold: on to hope
19. I hide: in the corner.
20. I pray: to no one
21. I walk: and chew gum at the same time
22. I drive: an imaginary station wagon (with wood panelling!)
23. I eat: bad things
24. I burn: memories
25. I breathe: when i remember to.
27. I miss: being a kid
28. I touch: the keyboard
29. I learn: to hate
30. I feel: tired
31. I know: i'm
32. I said: not enough.
33. I dream: of monkeys and happy bunnies...
34. I have: an obsession with 80s music
35. I want: love
36. I fell: and can't get up!
37. I wait: for the end.
38. I need: to be loved back
39. I live: when i feel like it
40. I die: when rejected
Current Mood: empty
Current Music: Send Me An Angel....punk goes pop
|Steeeeeeeeealiing a suuuuurveeey!!!!
[Spell your first name backwards]:Anitsirk
[The story behind your LJ user name]: On Deadjournal i'm bluetape, for the band Black Tape For A Blue Girl. On Blurty, i'm ThemeParty, or Death'sThemeParty. That's just something that popped into mah head.
[Are you a lesbian?]: nope
[How old?]: 20
[Where do you live?]: small,hick town, Illinois
[4 words that sum you up]: weird, funny, mood-swingy, giggly
[Wallet]: black with a blue star on the front...oh, yeah! Clearance at Hot Topic!
[Hairbrush]: My hair is too short to brush....i COMB it. O_o
[Toothbrush]: Purple and bright green-->electric. Hmmmm...BUZZY!!
[Jewelry worn daily]: Bat necklace, pentacle ring, fairy ring, big celtic-like ring with a red stone, studded bracelet, black cuff watch, various jelly bracelets, earrings, if i rememeber.
[Pillow cover]: green and pink
[Blanket]: Care bears
[Coffee cup]: I hate coffee
[Underwear]: today they're yellow!
[Shoes]: purple low top converse, or black high tops ones.
[Handbag]: Black leather with red stitching and trim and red skulls printed on one side
[Favorite top]: they one that i'm wearing today...it looks like a pajama top-white with red and pink vertical stripes and three black skull-and-crossbones on back
[Favorite pants]: the ones that I wear practically every day.
[Cologne/Perfume]: Slumber Party by Juice Bar, or Ginger Patchouli by joe Boxer
[CD in stereo right now]: Punk Goes Pop-->punk bands covering pop songs.
[Tattoos]: none right now. I wanna get a little Hello Kitty one, or a star on my hand
[Piercings]: One in each ear lobe, and two in the cartilage of my left ear.
[What you are wearing now]: Jeans, purple chucks, that pajama skull top.
[Hair]: short and spiky and brown-ish
[Makeup]:Black and purpl sparkly eyeshadow. Current Mood: relievedCurrent Music: Punk Goes Pop.....a cover of Nelly Furtado's I'm Like A Bird
|Tuesday, November 26th, 2002|
|I HEART MONKEYS
Yeah, I'm done with the report. I lived....I think. I tried to get away with not doing it in front of the class, but the teacher wouldn't let me....bitch.
I'm so relieved. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: the sweet sounds of people typing mixed with the heater
|Monday, November 25th, 2002|
The smile is fake, but the rage is oh, so real.
Yeah! I just finished my first Malice Monkey comic. It sucks SO fucking much, but eeeeeeeee! I'm going to photocopy it and leave them everywhere!
And now, an interpretive dance on fuel cells and the environment...
God, it's supposed to snow tonight, and if I can't get to school tomorrow I'm going to be majorly pissed off. That's sounds so un-normal for me, but I have to give an oral report tomorrow and if I don't get it over with I'll die. (like I'm not dying right now over the prospect of doing it in less than 24 hours.) I got a new drug though!!!! For those with severe anxiety-panic attack disorder. THAT'S ME!!!!! I really hope we don't have to memorize the damn thing. I'm not suposed to take two of the same anxiety pill at once, but tomorrow I just might do that. There's nothing like giving a presentation while on the way to an overdose!!! Whoo-wee!
Current Mood: Filled with horrible panic
Current Music: Same thing...(the cure)...wish I'd brought more cds.........
|Tuesday, November 19th, 2002|
|Will you kill in my name?
Now you have to pay for deadjournal, and I'm cheap, so I signed up on Diaryland.com and that is just full of frickin teenyboppers that think they're cool cause they can cuss on there. It makes me homicidial. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: The Cure-->Greatest Hits