Monday, February 9th, 2004
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9:00 am - As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer, and I'll beg for forgiveness.
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Yesterday me and emily went to bobby's rugby game. i dont understand it at all. pretty cool to watch though. tyler kicked ass. bobby sat out on a couple of the games and we only saw him play once. charles was there. he got a new hat. lol. tomorrow is the mest concert. thats gonna be so awesome. tonys the best looking man ever. me and emily did technically see mest at little stink 2. but that didnt count cause we werent watching. we were in line to get autographs from simple plan. we should have cut the line cause by the time we got there chuck and david had walked off. and we got out picture taken with pierre. but emilys aunt took the picture and she is in love with him so its just his face with half of mine and emilys. its funny. still need to talk to adam about my ticket to his show. we're gonna see senses fail!! and we'll be in the front. damn straight we will. i have an orthodontist appointment today after school. and i have to talk to the dude about my jaw. cause a while back they had to spread my upper teeth. and now the left side of my jaw locks. so i can only open that side of my mouth halfway at times. i dont think its cause of that though. i think im inbred or something...
If you're gonna rip my heart out could you use a knife thats dull and rust in color..
current mood:  anxious
current music: "Silver and Cold" by AFI
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Thursday, February 5th, 2004
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12:57 pm - I love the Drive-thru Records DVD.. its awesome..
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Emily brought them both to school today. and they're the coolest ever. carter the cat.. the creepy man hug.. jeff and ace from the early november dancing.. and the bloody romance video. and senses fail.. they're awesome too. ms. fritz is beginning to piss me off. cause i never do my work. and she wants me to. so it sucks.. me and emily have to walk home today and tomorrow. we had to on monday too. last night when i walked home chuck was skating home. hes a looker. yeah. im gonna go watch more of the dvd now. bye.
current mood:  happy
current music: "I want to hear you sad" by The Early November.
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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
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11:17 am - Dude.. pig farmers should fucking die..
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I wasnt as into the whole vegetarian thing as emily is. but thats cause i havent seen peta videos in a very long time. fuck dude. i saw a pig farm one and they beat the pigs just for kicks and they slit the throat of a pig. the it showed them skinning it and it was showing vital signs that means it was still alive. like blinking, moving its legs and head. and they skinned it with a blade the size of an exacto knife so it took forever. then they cut one of the hind legs off of the pig. it didnt show the actual cutting but you could hear the sawing noise. it was really messed up. those workers deserve to be killed like that. fucking bastards. you can go to http://www.petatv.com/more.html and go to investigations and pig farm investigations to see it. but after seeing that every time i see someone eating meat i'm gonna get pictures of that video in my head. dude.. that's wrong. so wrong.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: "Dreaming A Reality" by Senses Fail
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Monday, February 2nd, 2004
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12:32 pm - I had a dream last night and in my dream i took a knife to you.
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I slit your throat from ear to ear. The wound was gasping for the air. Your scream so clear.
Concerts so far are: Mest. Sp and Mxpx. Senses Fail friday the 13th. Warped Tour, of course. and i want to go see the casualties when they come next month. and also adam's show. the battle of the bands at the roseland. cause the whistle pigs are playing again and their singer was hot. amelia agrees with me. and its supposedly going to be judged by the early november. as told by adam. and they're an awesome band. ace and jeff's dances are the coolest! and ace is hot.. so yeah. i still need to talk to my dad about mest and its in a week from tomorrow. senses fail i can go to. sp and mxpx i can also. my mom is hesitant about warped tour. and doesnt know about the casualties. the casualties were good last time i saw them. back in may. the hot worker from hot topic went to that show. with bad religion and hot potty. bad religion are also gonna be at warped. super excited about that. i cant wait to see senses fail. emily says they're good live. she went to the drive-thru invansion when my mom wouldnt let me go. damn her. damn her to hell. me and emily are getting out of school at 2:30 so we can get there early. adam thinks we're crazy for going so early but we have a better chance of meeting the band members. and we get a spot at the barricade. last time i was at the barricade though i bruised my ribs where the bar was and it hurt.. but thats cause im a pussy for pain. that sucked. and i'm gonna have 2 concerts 3 days apart so im gonna try avoiding that again. holy shit! tony lovato! i love that guy. hes really hot and i really wanna meet him. hes my "idol". hottest man ever, i say. God bless Dan Trapp. God bless Dan Trapp from Senses Fail.
current mood: anxious
current music: "Freefall Without A Parachute" by Senses Fail
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Friday, January 30th, 2004
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10:32 pm - I would walk 500 miles. And i would walk 500 more.
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We saw the play. and oh my god! I GOT PINOCCHIO'S AUTOGRAPH!! and it was funny.. she called me emily cause she always gets mixed up with us 2 and she said shit. and she was surrounded by little kids. emily didnt hear her though. it was funny. andrew was the "burly lumberjack". we got his autograph too. emily still remembers him as the dude who we printed porn for. but it was crazy. there was a shit load of little kids everywhere. and i dont like little kids. well. its alright when theres just a few but when they're together. its annoying as hell. there was a little boy that came up with his grandparents and sat in the row behind me and emily and i swear to god. that kids voice sounded like hell itself. its was the worst voice i've ever heard. and he was loud too. he must've been 5 at the most though. miles was there. so we said hi to him a couple of times. he got really muscley over the summer. its weird. cause he used to be scrawny and now he's.. scary? jennifer did good in the play. yeah.
current mood:  blah
current music: "500 miles" by The Proclaimers
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5:49 pm - If you're gonna rip my heart out, could you use a knife that's dull and rust in color?
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Yeah. i havent wrote in this for a couple days now. eh.. well. evan is almost winning in the race now. emily is not used to it yet. got some good pictures for the uhh.. *cough*.. yearbook. all thanks to travis. the early november are a very good band. they dance very nicely. on the drive-thru dvd its cool.. go to my website. iono. its somewhere in my info.. emily wants me to type the link. eh..: http://sp_gc_punks.tripod.com. i finally redid my page.. kinda. i changed the song. i dont remember what i changed it to. ooh. yellowcard - avondale. its a good song. tonight we're going to pinocchio. it will be cool. jennifer as the lead. we, being travis emily and myself, got to walk home early today from school. went to my house for a bit. and my dad brought us up emilys hill cause it sucks.
current mood: amused
current music: "Avondale" by Yellowcard
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Monday, January 26th, 2004
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8:34 pm - The Day i learn to fly.. i'm never coming down.
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Today i slept till 5. that was cool. watched the winter x games. sucks so bad that shaun white hurt his leg. he wouldve won. my mom and dad are very smart, i tell you. They were up in the mountain one day and her and my dad were watching the snowboarders while sitting on some bleachers. and one of the younger guys sat next to my mom. so she started talking to him. and they talked off and on for maybe a half hour. and every once in a while some kid would walk up and ask him for his autograph. but she didnt think to get his autograph or even ask who he was. and then when the olympics come on tv they have those interviews with the athletes. and we're watching it and my mom says that she's talked to the guy before. Jesus Christ! it turns out to be Danny Kass! she couldve gotten his autograph. damn. and on the x games it showed danny sitting there and he looked at the camera and my dad was sitting next to me. and he told me that he's a pretty good looking guy. he said that i have to meet him and marry him. lol. that was really funny cause my dad's really uptight about dudes and me. the hermit crab pinched me today. those things pinch hard! it sucked.. i love my kitty..
current mood: hopeful
current music: "Heaven Knows" by Rise Against
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2:16 am - God bless america..
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Would God bless the murder of the innocent?
Would God bless a war based on pride?
Would God bless a money-hungry government? no
Would God bless our ineffective court system?
God bless the sweatshops we run.
God bless America.
God bless America.
Warcraft is not doing so well right now. the games they're having suck. maybe some people have school tomorrow so they're not going on. iono. well. i saw the butterfly effect today with emily. i like that movie. the 13-year-old dude was hot. when me and emily got back to her house after the movie we searched for his name and found a movie called 'incest'. he's in love with his sister in that. very odd. and the director's a teen. and like emily said. usually kids our age write about what they think is cool or what has happened to them. so that's a bit weird. and he was in unbreakable as the 'hostage boy'. i never saw that movie though. so i shall have to rent it. the hermits are doing pretty good. davey's a little bitch though. he always hides in his shell. and they poo like crazy. im just too lazy to clean it. i might do that tomorrow. eh. no ones online. but its usually me just sitting here since 8 playing warcraft till early the next morning. jared was on for a bit so i talked to him. nerds, potheads, and people that just play it cause its fun play warcraft. i'm a nerd. yeah. im gonna go now. my cats pissing me off. he keeps on sitting on the mouse. jerk.
current music: "Blood-red White & Blue" by Rise Against
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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2:45 am - "Skateboarding can change your life, especially if you didn't have one to begin with"
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Today was a pretty good day. school wasnt too bad. i'm just hoping that mr. waibel got my story that i sent him. i sent it 20 mins. before school ended. and i had a 63% so the paper i sent in would make me passing. im gonna cry if he didnt get it. kelly spent the night again. he's cool. heh. i let him borrow my playstation for a couple nights and he brought over the clackamas yearbook from last year. pretty cool. warcraft isnt that good now. all the crappy players go on late at night and screw up the games. i like the teachers at our school. and i hate the kids who dont like the teachers just cause they're teachers. wally's cool. so's tyvand. we're gonna watch the snake eat a mouse on tuesday. it'll be cool. i'm eating grapefuit. this stuff is awesome. it's one of those foods you hate when you're little but its good later. spam too. i was forced to eat it by my mom and it was pretty good. but now i'm a vegetarian so i cant have it anyway. chick's are crazy. our friend jared was talking to some girl he knows online. she mentioned kyle. and me and emily knew him so we thought we'd make a joke that one of us were stalking him. she started flipping out. and she told her best friend to im us and cuss us out. and the friend brought her older sister to the computer to talk for her. i hate it when people do that. and she started bitching to our friend miles and telling him that we were 'talking shit' about him. and we hadnt mentioned him at all. and she started bitching to kyle and kyle wanted us to stop talking to her to get her to stop. but she had some shit of jared's so he had to keep talking to her to try to get it back. so i think we were pissing kyle off. miles said that he couldnt try to calm her down cause he has an anger problem and he'd just end up getting into a fight. kyle got pissed and put his away message up. then im guessing miles talked to her and got into a fight so he put his away message up. and the chick was just freaking out and me and emily just kept saying we were sorry. and since she was all pissy she wouldnt give jared back his crap. and then she started to calm down and jared told her he was really sorry. then she said 'well, your friends aren't'. she's a complete dumbass.. i hate that chick. i feel sorry for guys if that's what they have to put up with. so damn moody..
current mood: content
current music: "You Know How I Do" by Taking Back Sunday
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
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9:05 pm - They finally caught the killer. found the skin beneath her nails.
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Squeeze him hard enough and he'll confess
He swore a solemn oath
To never disobey
But then he took our wives and kids away
The vendetta red cd reminds me of way back when. at camp collins and oaks park. maybe i was listening to the cd during that time. iono. aww. now i feel really bad for adam. him and his 'love life'. okay. there's this chick at my school. kourtney. i dont know her. never talked to her before. but she glares at me all the time. what the hell. she's always glared at me though. since the beginning of the year. and now at emily too. maybe she's the type that just.. doesnt like people for stupid ass reasons. dont get me wrong. i dont want to be her friend or anything. frankly, i think she's a complete bitch. but i'm scared of her. she's tall and big. if she ever read this and asked me about it i would pee myself right then and there. but seriously. what the fuck is her problem. i think of her as one of the huge women from futurama. i love that show. that one and family guy. 'what's your fatass doing here'.
Suicide: The Permanent Solution To A Temporary Problem
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
IF YOU’RE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL, TOO
Faith exposes us
(Ashamed of who we are)
When they're cursing your name you'll be falling apart
current mood: jubilant
current music: "Suicide Party" by Vendetta Red
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6:07 pm - The purple background takes the cake.
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Today.. is a day that will go down in megan's history. we walked home today. nice scenery, yes. we got food. wendys. but before that. we had a yearbook meeting. oh yes. and uh. me and emily got a job. a.. very nice job. we got to add the grade onto everyone's name. so we saw everyone's school picture. wow. wow. we got to see everyone. there's one very nice picture. mine sucks to hell. very bad. "mine sucks too" - emily. i love that picture. it's my new best friend. he's pretty. i like his picture. its very nice. i will stop now. "it is very nice" - emily. the floating.. torso..
current mood: ecstatic
current music: "Miss America" by Something Corporate
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12:43 pm - So drain out my lungs. Before the fluid brings a choke. I cannot inhale the sparkle of your voice.
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Can you see the signs?
Can you sense the changing of the winds?
Can you sense the stillness in the air?
Calm will remain, oh so shortly
Tomorrow me and emily are going to putnam after school. to buy the tickets for pinocchio from jennifer. we had a journal thing in waibel's class about religion. and i felt kinda stupid cause i dont know jack shit about my religion. i'm lutheran and i havent gone to that church since i was a very little kid. like.. 4th grade maybe. the last church i went to was emily's cause she hated it so i was there. i remember when we slowly took the belt off of a chick's jacket while she was sitting in front of us. then i took it. that was funny. cause emily and i stayed after cause emily wanted to ask, or more state to, the dude that since you can be forgiven by god for everything then a priest could rape boys and as long as he asked to be forgiven then he would go to heaven. and before emily talked to the guy about that the girl was freaking out asking if the guy had seen her belt. and i had it in my pocket. but emily soon told her parents that she was athiest and they got angry and she didnt go to church anymore. but i cant blame her for not believing anything cause her parents kinda forced it on her when she was little. she went to a catholic school. and went to church a lot. and.. one of the nuns said that her pets wouldnt go to heaven when they die. i think that's what triggered it.
When the teachers walk by and im writing in my journal they think i'm doing some kind of typing work. heh. i really need to get my ass into gear. i'm failing waibel's cause i didnt do the papers. well. i did the persuasive one. but he lost it and i had already deleted it. so that sucked bad. i would be passing if he had it. pshh. i constantly play spider solitaire and now freecell. bad habits. bobby, emily's older brother, might go to the ccc program in new urban next semester. but emily's mom doesnt want him to cause she thinks that he's trying to just find an easy way to pass. he'll be gone next year. and that'll be weird. but his room's gonna be turned into a 'party room?'. iono. the fun room. it'll be cool.
I just found out that i have to get a note from ms. fritz saying that i'm passing all my classes to be able to go to the yearbook meeting. and im not passing waibel's. so i have to write the story within the next hour. god damnit.
current mood: aggravated
current music: "The Shooting Star That Destroyed Us" by A Static Lullaby
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Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
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12:52 pm - And that's what you get for falling again; you can never get him out of your head
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My advice for the day: Bend over with the hips not the legs.
current mood: amused
current music: "Pretty Girl" by Sugarcult
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11:21 am - So we were an accident.. You'll always be my favorite one.
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The video for that song is awesome. he's in love with a big pink bunny.. Yesterday went to the mall with emily and adam and i got a hermit crab. his name's davey. $5. but.. when my mom got home she was all pissy cause she said i could only get one that lives in the water. and the one i got was a land crab. so we had to go out and buy a shit load of crap for it. food. sand. dude. the sand is the coolest! it's purple. i already had a fish tank so i didnt need that. but it ended up costing $60 for all the crap. my mom calls it my great $5 investment. she payed for it all. heh. but he's cool. and i guess they're supposed to live in groups. so my mom bought him a little buddy. jade is his name. he's cool too. but the little bastard pinched me. at petco, which is where we went, they had ferrets and one of them bit me too. they poo like crazy. i was watching jade last night and he went over to a corner and started situating himself in his shell and moving around a lot. he moved away a minute later and a little poo lay where he was sitting. my fish are cool though. i will tell you all a little story about them. my only chick fish gave birth to some babies a couple days ago. they're guppies so they give live birth. there's 3 other male guppies and a lonely tetra. cause i'm lame with cleaning and the others died. but my fish are super-fish and they are now kinda amune to the crappy water. i had 4 fish at once a long while ago. 2 females 2 males. and the lonely tetra. i've had him forever. but one of the females gave birth and 3 of the babies survived. and they all had a cool blotch of purple like the dad. 3 of the main 4 fish died and the cool purple male was left. so i again had 4 fish (the 4 i have now). but the sad thing is that my new babies are inbred. cause no matter what, it was either one of her brothers or her dad that got her pregnant. i used to have gay fish. cause there were no females left and the others were still babies. benji and tony. they did it with each other. in the fish way. but yeah. enough of that. and.. i dont think i have anything else to say other than final fantasy is a very good game. so i'll go now and wander mindlessly?
current mood:  weird
current music: "My Favorite Accident" by Motion City Soundtrack
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Saturday, January 17th, 2004
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9:50 pm - To save you we may have to kill you. For freedom you may have to die.
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Today was an okay day. i babysat with emily. her little cousins. and little abby's so cute. when i got there she gave me a picture and it was of some kind of animal. i dont remember what. and its just scribbles of color. but i'm gonna put that up in my cubicle. Then i'll feel cool. emma played with my hair. she always talks like she's a major hair stylist and says stuff like "what should we do with this?" or "this just will not do!" and flips my hair. i was the contestant. yes. they are contestants. she just ended up putting a clip with a red bow in it after brushing it for a long time. they were remodeling their kitchen so the food was all gone somewhere. i got up numerous times trying to hunt it down. emily was sitting on the couch content and i kept on getting up, being the fat kid i am, and searching. i finally found it. on the pool table downstairs. and made easy mac. that was the best..
I wasnt writing in this for the last couple of days cause on thursday blurty was being a little bitch and not updating. i wrote a freakishly long entry and it had some kind of error and when i clicked back it was gone. that really pissed me off. then yesterday i wasnt in the mood to write and i went to bed at 10:30. and im not in the mood again today to write a lot so i wont say all that much in this entry.
I feel bad for kelly cause dane (my brother) is sleeping while he's over playing video games by himself. i played a game of halo with him and i didnt care for it too much. he's the kind of person that if i killed him he'd make up an excuse why he died. that he was stuck and he couldnt move right and that he gave me a kill so it wouldnt be one-sided or when he'd die he'd say "you're getting used to the controls now".but after a while i left telling him i was getting medicine for dane cause he had a headache. so i brought that up and left again. and then i went on the computer, which is what im doing now, and just a minute ago he asked if i was gonna play more. and since i cant say no to anyone i told him i'd finish this and play more. damnit! i dont want to.. cause i rented final fantasy and i want to play that.. but kelly's cool. he goes to clackamas. heh. and i got to see his yearbook from 2 years ago. and i saw a couple people from my school in there. good times.. he doesnt have the one from last year yet though. so i must ask him if he has it yet.
Emily's brother bobby won 'best eyes' at putnam for the yearbook. i dont really look at his eyes in that way. he's like my second brother. cooler one. but i suppose they could be.. for our yearbook we're having that 'best...' and 'most likely to be..' too. tom has pretty eyes to me. and the dude in my class, evan. sean has really pretty eyes too. they're really bright blue. come to think of it. they're all blue. still feel bad for tom. but kyle.. kyle has the best eyes ever! they're brown. so he's different than the others. he's really hot. but he goes to putnam so i cant vote for him.. it was funny cause emily mentioned how i thought kyle was hot in the car with bobby. and he got into 'big brother bobby' mode and asked who he was and what grade he was in. that would really suck. if he ever said anything to him. though im pretty sure he wouldnt. i remember him saying that he'd lynch the guy if me and emily got a boyfriend.
No school on monday so that sucks. only 4 days of school before hot dude leaves. and travis comes. travis's gonna come to new urban on thursday and be with emily to get the hang of the school. we were sitting on emily's couch yesterday and travis told me to move so he could lay down. but i wouldnt. and i was laying on half the couch already. so he just put a pillow on my leg and layed on me. it was funny.
But yeah. i'm gonna be off now. eat my pizza. and hopefully play final fantasy. i think dane's awake now.
current mood: complacent
current music: "Operation Iraqi Liberation (O.I.L.)" by Anti-Flag
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
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1:01 pm - He whispers that he loves her but she's probably only looking for..much more than he could ever give
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Today's going good. i actually did some geometry. still don't understand it worth shit though. worked on some of costa's crap. amazing. at lunch me emily and adam went out to the baseball field and played in the snow and mud. good times there. we met the new campus monitor. and we talked about the spice girls. lol. pretty funny. damnit. i still need to put pictures up in my cubicle. damn them to hell for making me move. take all my shit down to move one spot to the right. but.. i do have the raccoon up. he is cool. i named him... adam. as of now. cause adam lazzara is hot. shaun white's hot. i feel bad for tom. really bad.. we, being me and emily, need to hang out with amanda again. she's going to the mxpx show so we'll see her then but that's in february. yay! my birthday's in... iono how many days. february 20th. you figure out the days. what is a good song? why, november rain by guns n roses is a good song. i have come to this conclusion. jared is a very "touchy-feely" friend. yes.. heh. i can write about him in here cause he doesnt read this. he's my buddy. i dont think he's hot though. yesterday was fun. we intended to tape a commercial for our DCI cause it sounded like fun.. iono. and we ended up just taping random crap. but we dont get to see it until tomorrow. set by emily. i like her camera. when travis gets here. which hopefully is soon. emily's gonna do a documentary of a day in the life of a new urbian. and travis will tape people cause i sure as hell aren't going to. anti-flag is a very good band. i like their new cd. i have nail polish again. black and purple. i like purple. yeah. oh. and i've been meaning to put this in here for a long time. i have a new diet... not actually a diet. just what i eat. i eat bean and cheese burritos and drink tea. tea is very good. yes. and burritos.. do i really have to say anything? i cant think of anything else to say.. so i'll be off. bye
current mood:  morose
current music: "Post-War Breakout" by Anti-Flag
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9:19 am - What this world needs is something new.. what this world needs right now is you..
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God, i love khaki pants..
Yeah, that's all
current mood:  accomplished
current music: "Protest Song" by Anti-Flag
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Monday, January 12th, 2004
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8:21 pm - If only you knew half as much as you pretend to...
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Aww. this is my third and last journal entry for the day. i make so many cause i keep forgetting things. first and foremost, before i forget again, i must speak about my appreciation for khaki pants. they are.. the best. awesome yes. dudes should wear them all the time. cause they are very.. nice. yeah. and second. damn everyone for leaving at semester. even though i wrote about this in my last entry i will write about it again. cause it is very important. a very hot piece of ass is leaving and that is very sad.. i will miss him dearly. and his ass. and his eyes. oh god. the eyes. they are very pretty. i will listen to taking back sunday. good emo for bad times. and drink my coffee. i still havent studied at all for my permit. damnit. i still have to do that. and lastly. i want to see shaun white in a speedo. he'd be hot. me emily and jared were talking about this earlier. well.. not really jared he didnt like the subject. and not really emily either. so i guess it was just me telling them about how awesome it would be to see him in one. cause he was on trl today. i dont watch trl.. just watched it cause it was after boiling point and im an mtv junkie and.. shaun white was on it and he is very hot. i never got that ice cream. heh. i opened the freezer and saw burritos so i made those. still a fat kid. a fat kid at heart as they say. i appreciate my food. lol.
current mood: sad
current music: "Bike Scene" by Taking Back Sunday
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7:27 pm - You're the one stepping on the back of my shoes, you're the one using me as amuse..
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My kitty's so pretty. he has a pretty face. i say that cause he's sitting next to me. he's a fatty. my brother feeds him too much. he can kick ass with the other cats though. i always see those creepy cats on the cat food boxes. but my cat's pretty.. yeah. done with that.
Today was a good day, a very good day. heheh. one more thing. casper(my kitty) is sitting at the bottom of the steps looking up like there's something there and no one's home. he's a little secret agent. But yes.. today was the first day of school in 3 weeks! holy crap. that's a long time. lot of good things. heh. the scenery's great. classes werent that bad. especially costa's. the bean bags are gone! i dont know where they went! but they're gone! damn them. they're against us. trying to get us to do work.. i did my english crap for the day. but that's about it. i hate geometry. it sucks. really bad. then i played spider solitaire and watched music videos the rest of the day. then when we got picked up i went to emilys. nothing different there. and jared came over for a bit. tomorrow's jared day so we get to 'escort him' to the bus and maybe to his class too. i miss jared. cause when semester's over he might not get another class at shellenberg. aww. and semester's gonna suck. everyone's leaving. adam. and a bunch of other people. one in particular that i very sad about. god damnit. how dare him!
We missed adams show today. that sucks. bad. he's going out with sarah now. pshh. but i dont care really. that makes it sound jealous and crap. but no. i just.. dont like her that much. cause we used to be friends. and now. we're not. yeah. i wanna see brice again. i thought he was hot. but i wanna see if it was one of those things where i see a dude and he's hot.. but it fades the next time i see him. with him and deron. he was hot too. damn me and thinking everyone is hot. aww. the kitty's visiting me again. that's the only time he hangs around me. when everyone's gone. jackass.
Emily's gonna send me the mp3 thing from adam's other show. the one where brice sings. thats awesome. the guy from the whistle pigs was really hot! i mean.. really. i was watching the real world vs. road rules thing. and he looks a lot like theo from road rules. its weird. but i dont think theo's hot at all. but the one from whistle pigs is really hot. emily calls them long lost brothers.
Emily's mom is gonna get an online journal so she will be one of my friends. heheh. me and emily have been tryint to get her to have an aim name "coolquiltnliz" for a long time. and now that's her name on here. heh. cause she's quiltin liz and of course the cool. just to make her sound corny. i'm gonna go get myself some ice cream now cause im such a fat kid.. aww man...
current mood: lonely
current music: "Sunset Strip Beach" by Eve 6
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9:15 am - Back To School...
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Yes, i'm in school now. i expected everyone to change and for everything to be so different and really.. nothing has changed. the most is colored hair and maybe a hair cut. that's practically that same thing i wrote to emily in my email to her. heh. today on the bus to putnam we passed ben and kyle walking. and travis knows that i think he's hot so he told me to look out the window. but i didnt see that they were there. so i looked back over the seat behind me cause we had already passed them a little. and i kinda popped my head up a bit. and then he looked up and caught eyes with me. at the time i felt like an idiot but now i think it's funny. cause kyle.. is really hot. speaking of hot people i was thinking last night of my top ten hot guys. so i shall write them here.
Not in any particular order: David from simple plan. Tony from mest. Johnny Depp of course. he is majorly hot. and i wanna see his new movie when it comes out. its scary. so i'll pee myself while thinking "wow, he's so hot". Tom from mxpx. Andrew from something corporate. Adam from taking back sunday. Billy from good charlotte cause he's pretty. Meggers from the casualties and his ass. cause i think it's the best i've ever seen. Shaun White. wow. he's hot. and then the last spot is for 3 people. One: Kyle Two: Josh Stern, the camera dude for autopilot off. he might not still be that though. and three: the hot dude from my school. i cant say his name cause i know somehow someone would find out. but he should know already unless he's a complete dumbass.
Yeah. I'll say that's all for now. it already took me a couple hours to finish that one cause i kept minimizing it. bye
current mood:  predatory
current music: "Annihilation Of The Generations" by S.T.U.N.
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