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    Monday, April 28th, 2008
    12:11 am
    JAMES MICHAEL-DOUGLAS
    all this and nothing all this and once
    maybe for all.
    we can get the dirt devil and do something
    about this dust cloud in my head,
    a black and decker with a past that's
    checkered.
    what do you feel about the decor of these rooms?
    the tornado swings by and busts the doors off their
    hinges.
    the window pane rattles as the shutters shudder when
    the feel me cringing.

    this isnt a house,
    it certainly isnt a home
    and none of us want to live here anymore.

    its a wash. its a cracked windshield
    the way this mind works I cant explain
    high wire hard ware with a hay wire hard stare
    a total block in the front of my brain
    focus focus focus focus focus focus
    focus on the pain.
    focus on a paragraph, sentence structure
    creativity
    and I'm to blame.

    my weaknesses all exposed
    half way there like knee high panty hose.
    and its inexplicable how the details
    now are on the internet for download.

    this isn't a house,
    it certainly isn't a home
    and you know what they say about doing what you do when in rome.
    Tuesday, April 1st, 2008
    3:05 am
    HAHAHA OH SHIT
    that vacuous smile:
    eyes are something beautiful,
    if you catch that sort of thing.
    A color I can't quite recall,
    except for the neon vacancy
    signs radiating out of the pupil.
    Wandering down the halls,
    everything working out in ways
    that won't be understood.

    An excuse is just failure masked by self-pity.

    As for gems like the one above,
    its fine. Because a breath in a
    direction is a death kiss.
    For all best intentions, a wish
    list of desires never ending.
    Wednesday, October 10th, 2007
    1:47 am
    THIS TEXT IS AN ATTEMPT TO GET YOU TO TALK TO ME
    been strung out.
    like beta god's
    cataclysmic
    iditarod.
    Explained at length
    in Testament I.
    These people are unappreciative,
    Lazy, and will not repent.
    Their starry eyed, refusal of
    reality simply will not relent.

    Dirty money loves dirty money,
    Floods and Fires won't wash
    their bodies clean.
    They've come prepared.

    But the omnipotent doesn't
    test out his powers anymore.
    Apparently he believes he's
    worked out the kinks.

    While we create ways to fight
    impending disaster, just so
    we can simply say. if he's there
    we don't care what he thinks.
    Wednesday, May 30th, 2007
    1:55 am
    LET ME REDIRECT THAT ASS!

    www.livejournal.com/users/im_naive
    Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007
    2:22 am
    THESE BANANA CLIPS DONT LIE
    Well Well,

    the media and advertising firms are sitting
    around waiting for us to lay golden eggs.
    Lately, though, i've been shitting out
    stink bombs.

    theinternet, you know what I mean?
    we've been here for a minute,
    maybe two, and we've spent a year
    here, maybe two. Collective, online
    time, seventy-two-hundred seconds.
    I've been kicking it rapid fire
    on this piece, sending out post
    after post, like I must be dropping
    a new release.

    Well Well,

    It's new years day, and in philadelphia
    it's kind of a big deal.
    I see everyone I don't want to see,
    have a panic attack on the streets
    as its perfectly fine to walk around with
    open alcohol containers.
    Not sure why thats bothersome to me,
    not sure why I care.

    Girls come out of hibernation, and I
    wish I was in one.
    I'm awkward, there I said it.
    Esophagus closes, Eyes swell
    gravity with a choke hold.
    Don't really think I'm too bad of a guy
    I wonder why.
    This might be too personal, but at this
    moment I don't really care.
    I've been shitting out stinkbombs,
    at least let this one mean something.
    The chaos of power chords, a message
    in Braille. If I could read with my fingers
    Things might be better in here.
    If we could read with our lips,
    I might just be a literature aficionado
    I’d go for anyone now.

    Well Well,

    any day now, any day now. Waiting for a future.
    Maybe I'll do some volunteer work with you.
    Monday, December 19th, 2005
    12:23 am
    I am verifying my emil Address
    Monday, December 5th, 2005
    1:17 am

    (i'll leave you to your own devices)

    honestly,
    I am the most special.
    I don't waste my time on the television screen
    like my antithesis below.
    Bravo my dear, time to eat a baseball bat.
    I avoid DDR like it's a radioactive canister
    of ooze. Sore-ee 'bout that.
    I make stomach aches, like your
    foods of choice.

    but then again thats the strange thing about poets
    the most offensive, oh no he didn't - oh yes he
    did, nuh - uh , uh - huh. Keep you returning.
    There is lack of humility, humanity and sometimes gravity.
    Lets just say we're pop culture: If I were Diddy and you were
    girl cancer. You wouldn't be crying because I was there.

    It's hard to imagine the source of such references,
    Unrefereed on theinternet. But motherfuckers don't be
    confused about my feud. I set that giraffe_on_fire.
    Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
    10:22 pm
    erefer
    Let's presuppose every ] is a >,
    and we'll close every tag, like
    every door in your life. You
    seem content to close.

    [marquee] my life sucks, my life sucks
    [/marquee] get over it, you don't know
    excatly how bad people have it, you're
    too worried about every little neuron
    in your brain, to the point of misdirection,
    indescression on your latest malfunction,
    trite like, "houston we have a problem"
    run and get the zoloft to solve it.
    [marquee] remember to close your tags,
    when you're popping tags. because it's
    common courtisey. [/marquee]
    [bold] shut the fuck up [/bold]
    [underline] and close your tags
    [/underline] like you're closing the doors
    in your life.
    Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
    10:27 pm
    9 - 8 & 2. Riding Elevators Hurting Equilibriums.
    It was a strange red summer,
    not a cruel one,
    not a bananarama summer jam
    at 3 AM, manhattened out of
    your mind, in a manhatten
    night.

    I saw that on a napkin, as
    I washed off my hands.

    Washing my hands has become
    more routine than tying the
    black bags, than tying the
    white ones. I know who you
    are.

    Let me elaborate:

    Same brown bag lunch every day,
    You notice if I adjust the
    picture frames on your desk.
    I see your face, smiling in them,
    You don't even know who I am.

    I come in, with my master key
    unlock the doors, empty the
    cans. And learn everything about
    each and everyone of you.
    I know you when I pass you,
    You don't even realize when I am
    there.

    A perfect assassin.
    Sunday, September 25th, 2005
    11:38 pm
    AW SKEET SKEET GODDAMN
    oh ... alpha five ... i'm barely alive.

    TYRANNOSAURUS,
    PTERODACTYL,
    TRICERATOPS,
    SABER TOOTH TIGER,
    MASTODON,

    Oh that Mastodon. What a Trickster he was,
    Always with his break dance moves, and
    hip hop fighting. I guess that's why I always
    liked him. I liked his sass, I liked when he
    kicked some ass, I liked when he dropped
    the axe. Oh that Mastodon, Furry ancestor
    of the Elephant, frozen in ice. Fighting crime
    in Angel Grove.

    Well, or, so I thought.

    Always with the nostalgia, always with the
    pointed words and phrases, cannot use words
    and phrases. But let me tell you. I will ROFL
    and the way to the goddamn bank -- the blood
    bank. And when I tell you to stick that shit
    in your pipe and smoke it. You'd best have lit
    it first. You'd best have understood where the
    ire stems from, where the anger dwells.

    Frozen in a volcano, short of EXIT spells.
    Friday, September 16th, 2005
    12:44 am
    YOGA AND THE PATH TO SHUTTING THE FUCK UP
    You can't type. You can't speak.
    Spell, Think right - yet you're
    so goddamn happy. You don't get
    it, do you? You don't get the
    anticipation, the anxiety, the
    attacks. Yet I've always just
    decided everyone is dumb, I am
    one who is not, I am smart I
    AM.

    THURSDAYNIGHT
    choking myself with jumper cables.
    Lets see: Red Clamp Positive,
    Black Clamp yup, thats here too.
    Pulling from both sides, wishing
    like many here that I would die.

    FRIDAYMORNING
    12:01, Yeah sike. I'm still alive.
    I realized the bullshit I see,
    The bullshit I feel. Regardless,
    I am alive. I can write, I can
    speak, I can see, think, eat, sleep
    bathe. I know what I have, and I
    accept it. Embrace it. I know what
    I have, and I know what there is,
    there are people who have not,
    So I decided my drama is just
    miniscule. if Atman is Brahman,
    Then helping others is just
    helping myself.

    The Presidents making promises,
    because people can't walk on
    their own floors.
    They lost pictures of events
    they cried, had joy at.
    And you're wasting film on
    your bloody arms.

    PRESENT
    I'm doing the best that I can.
    12:43 am
    YOGA AND THE PATH TO SHUTTING THE FUCK UP
    You can't type. You can't speak.
    Spell, Think right - yet you're
    so goddamn happy. You don't get
    it, do you? You don't get the
    anticipation, the anxiety, the
    attacks. Yet I've always just
    decided everyone is dumb, I am
    one who is not, I am smart I
    AM.

    THURSDAYNIGHT
    choking myself with jumper cables.
    Lets see: Red Clamp Positive,
    Black Clamp yup, thats here too.
    Pulling from both sides, wishing
    like many here that I would die.

    FRIDAYMORNING
    12:01, Yeah sike. I'm still alive.
    I realized the bullshit I see,
    The bullshit I feel. Regardless,
    I am alive. I can write, I can
    speak, I can see, think, eat, sleep
    bathe. I know what I have, and I
    accept it. Embrace it. I know what
    I have, and I know what there is,
    there are people who have not,
    So I decided my drama is just
    miniscule. if Atman is Brahman,
    Then helping others is just
    helping myself.

    The Presidents making promises,
    because people can't walk on
    their own floors.
    They lost pictures of events
    they cried, had joy at.
    And you're wasting film on
    your bloody arms.

    PRESENT
    I'm doing the best that I can.
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