[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in
|Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003|
|wow...that sums up my relationships...
|You think of yourself as being beautiful, comforting, deep, and poetic.|
|Others think of you as being reliable, fun, cuddly, and playful.|
|Your relationships can be described as overpowering, enticing, scary, and deep.|
|When stressed, you feel trapped.|
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|Friday, March 21st, 2003|
My parents left for texas today, at 3 this morning. Although I'm sure the chances of their flight being taken hostage is low, I've still been having paralyzing dreams about them being killed on the way. The dream basically consists of me watching inside the plane...without being physically on the plane. Then, suddenly these men come out of nowhere and start shooting people. My parents being part of the group that is shot. Another dream I've been having is the plane crashing. The whole time I'm watching my mothers' face...and seeing my step father so helpless...and I can read my mothers' thoughts. She's saying my name, and saying "I'm sorry"...even thinking about it, and writing about it now makes me cry. I'm staying home all day to wait for their call when they arrive in texas. Although I've had my issues with god...and praying...and believing...I've been asking him to spare them...because I need them. And I don't want them to die that way. Someone...please pray for my parents, and the safety of their travels? Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: Static X- Stem
|Tuesday, March 11th, 2003|
So, today sucks...because I have abosolutly nothing to do DAMMIT! lol...oh well....I'll write more later.
|Monday, March 3rd, 2003|
I hate the people in this town. I hate this town. I hate people that gossip...I'm just full of hate right now......
|Friday, February 14th, 2003|
So, it's valentines day, and I don't really have much planned. I rented three movies and got chinese food. That's the extent of my Valentines Day. The only year I've ever had a Valentine was last year, and we broke up..so..once again..back to my old routine. LOL, it's not really that big a deal, I don't mind though. I hate most holidays anyway, they're all fake and so far away from their original point. *sigh* oh well. I like the movies I picked. *nods* yep...bye bye for now. Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: Stabbing Westward - Waking up beside you
|Friday, February 7th, 2003|
So, this is my official first blurty entry...wow...I feel so...devirginized? I think there should be some kind of celebration for first timers....well....first time blurtians that is. (blurtians isn't even a word *shakes head*)