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~To sleep perchance to dream~ [02 Jul 2003|04:54pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Nana Katase - "Telepathy" ]

Last night, well I came back from the library only to come in contact with a little conflict, and by little it just means that I do not know exactly what to make of it. Evidentally our sleep mate, Setzer Gabbiani had a conflict with a female and that said female threw a vase at him. Of course considering what he said to -me-, I would not blame her if she had thrown anything heavier at him with whatever he said to her.

Setzer told me that Sigurd and I make way too much noise. I am not completely senseless not to know what he was meaning. Part of me wanted to go into our room, grab Sigurd and let Setzer hear exactly what -noise- meant. Can you break the sound barrier with.. sex?

So at any rate me and Miss Durante tended to the man's shoulder wounds, I exchanged pleasantries with the girl and then I headed back to the room where Sigurd was. He was in the process of emptying out the closet when he saw me walk in. I calmly asked him what he was doing and then he turned to me and just said out of the blue, "You need a costume!"

A costume for what, was my response and that is when he notified me about the costume party on friday night. I told him that I do not need to go as anything and that I shall just go as myself, if I decide to go. However I do not have a choice.

"You mean you're going as a serial killer, Hyu? They look just like everyone else. Don't be silly, you are going and in costume!"

I did not have the heart nor the inclination to argue with my roommate and so now I am going as a pirate along with Sigurd. I do not think I can pull it off but I suppose I must make Sigurd happy. And that smile when I said yes, it almost made me weak just thinking about it.

After plans were underway we both sat on my bed and watched some more Utena. Granted it was hard to concentrate with Sigurd's fingers running through my hair or his lips touching against the back of my neck. Part of me wanted to sleep with Sigurd again, but then part of me questioned the wisdom in that so we ended up going back to our mutual beds to sleep.

Now it is the morning and I am in serious need of some breakfast. Sigurd is still asleep, he is so beautiful in repose. It is hard -not- to grow fond of him.

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~Perhaps our sleepmates are not so bad after all~ [18 Jun 2003|03:52pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Erasure - Breath of Life ]

I just had the pleasure of meeting Magus Zeal, our next door neighbor whom Sigurd has all but proclaimed, in his own words, a dick. (you did not hear that word coming from my mouth). It was funny actually because I wanted to talk with them about how we were going to divide the matter of bathroom cleanup. And so I knocked on the door and Magus answered quite abruptly.

I can see why Sigurd would find the man intimidating.

I stated my purpose, I did not beat around the bush and I think he looked shock before he smiled (It was a smile, though very faint) and said he was heartened to think that not everyone were pigs like his roommate.

Needless to say we have a schedule now. We are in charge of cleanup every other week. Wiping down the shower and tub, cleaning the sinks and etc. Of course it is encouraged that people pick up after themselves, it will save quite a few time.

We went into Magus's room and discussed it and I noticed that he was a big Divine Divinity player. (I am too.) and so I gave him my name and told him that if ever he wanted to go adventuring, I would be quite happy to play online with him.. That also surprised him though once again I -think- that he was pleased. It will not hurt to foster good diplomatic relations between our room and theirs.

Ah, my ramen is ready says the beeping of the microwave. I do not know where Sigurd is though, no doubt with his brother. It is all well, though.. strangely I miss him. Does that sound wierd?

Back to downloading some more Erasure and Spandau Ballet from Kazaa. That is arguably my favorite band for all of you that are curious.

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~OOC~ [04 Jun 2003|02:24pm]
Well I have found Citan's -true- birthday as evidenced from how I changed it in his survey. October 28th. I just decided to dig out my old Birthday book and start reading. Now this is why I chose it for Citan.

Gem: Agate - This stone may promote health and lead you to a long life.
Flower: Osmunda - You tend to be a happy dreamer.
Astral Color/Color Need/Apparel Color: Your astral color is black, the color of protection, birth and beginnings. Red in your enviroment gives you energy and Stamina. In your wardrobe, Green is your power color for overcoming obstacles.
Fragrance: Buy pots of cinnabar, green tea or other scents from the sunny mediterranian or orient.
Tree: Walnut - You are unusually helpful and always looking for constant changes in your life.
Instruments: Oboe, Flute, Clarinent, Piano, French Horn, Organ, Piccolo (Now people, don't laugh at the organ part.. that isn't funny.. *snickers*)
Bird: Bird of Paradise - The "bird of the Gods" You will shine and love in extraordinary circumstances.
Symbol: The crown - the universal sign of dignity

Insights: (Now tell me if this doesn't fit our doctor)

You have the need to dig deeply into everything. Getting to the bottom of things is your speciality and you pursue it in careers such as scientist, chemist, astronomer. astrologer, paralegal or inventor. For you, solving problems is as important and natural as breathing. You love to read history and are likely to make it\

You have no problem catching the hearts of others - deciding the next step in relationships however will always seem crippling. You simultaneously fear and yearn for a solid committment. You are far too difficult for even you to figure out. You tend to look for problems even when none exist, but you refuse to be honest about your concerns. You tend to run from conflict. You need calm and peace so much that you force others to keep silent when open discussions would be more healing.

You change your mind on major issues three times a day. Your home is your castle and you will always feel more secure when you are there. Your optimism makes it easy for others to believe that things will get better in time. You are too intense and easily overwhelmed by sentiment. Your kindhearted generosity will complicate your life in ways you can't imagine. You readily agree to help, but often don't follow through. Eventually, you will be a huge success in more then one area. You may accomplish more in one lifetime then most do in several.

Yup that is the end of it there.

My Citan honey! *hee's*
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~Left to my own devices, I probably would~ [02 Jun 2003|05:55pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Duran Duran - Big Bang Generation ]

"Entering the atmosphere,
Don't know what is waiting here. oh no."

Well I woke up extra early this morning and Sigurd is still asleep so I thought that I would check my email and surf the net really quickly. And wonders upon wonders I found one of those amusing surveys so I thought that I would probably fill one out for myself and post it here.

// series one - you
-- Name: Do you want my given name or the one that I go by? Well my parents officially named me Hyuga however from an early age I just did not like it so I assumed a nickname. I go by Citan normally and it is fairly easy to pronounce unlike Hyuga in which everyone goes, "what?" and I have to repeat it. My last name is Uzuki.
-- Birth date: October 28th
-- Birthplace: Shevat
-- Current Location: SSU
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Dark brown, -almost- black
-- Righty or Lefty: I can use both hands. I got curious once and decided to write with my left hand, and then I started using them both to write stuff. Now it is all a matter of which one gets to the pen first.
-- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: It is very complex. I was born in Shevat but my parents hail from Solaris. They seem to want me to get some sort of job in their engineering and research department. We shall see.
-- The shoes you wore today: I have not put on any shoes yet, right now I am wearing socks. I really do thing that I am the only one in this dorm that has a drawer completely dedicated to socks. My feet are sensitive, they must be kept warm at all times.
-- Your eyes: Didn't I already answer this question? *checks back* Yes, yes I did.
-- Your weakness?: It all depends on what you term as weakness. I would not give you any reasonable weakness. But I do like pizza. And perhaps Sigurd's smile. But it is such a -lovely- smile.
-- Your fears: I do not think I fear anything really, everything has an explanation, everything has a -logical- explanation be it the dark, bugs or death. I will not go into the explanation for those because I do not think I want to be writing all morning
-- Your perfect pizza: Now this is a question that I can get into; Sausage, Pepperoni, Olives, Onions, Mushrooms, Actually, let us just call it the works with everything -except- anchovies. (They are nasty and disgusting. I will not even feed them to Yui.)
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: Graduation, of course that will be achieved easily enough

// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: I am not overly social so I stay away from AIM, I do have AIM though, called 'thegooddoctor'
-- Your thoughts first waking up: That I have classes in three hours of which I have to prepare, not to mention that there is breakfast that must be had
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite(or same) sex: Their smile..
-- Your best physical feature: My hands. I am -very- vain about my hands. I work on all sorts of contraptions and gadgets and they get what needs to be done, done so naturally I would take good care of them.
-- Your bedtime: I do not think I have a set bed time. Rather I go to bed either when I am tired or whenever the need arises.
-- Your greatest accomplishment: Well I have a great deal of projects for this room of ours. I am just going to have to get permission to do all those things. I might be able to do that if I promise them that I will stay in this room for the next 3 years.
-- Your most missed memory: Evidentally I have quite a few missed memories, memories that I did not even know I had..

// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King for Breakfast, McDonalds for anything else. Burger King has the best breakfast sandwhiches.. and being that I used to pull quite a bit of all nighters in high school, the breakfast sandwhiches were invaluable.
-- Single or group dates: I have not been on a date yet. From what I have heard though, the dating pool is rather scary so I think I shall refrain and reply neither
-- Adidas or Nike: *blink* Hiking boots?
-- Lipton or Nestea: Green tea.. I will accept no imitations.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuchino. I have the machine that I have yet to unpack. The froth fascinates me.
-- Boxers or briefs: As a rule, I would rather wear boxers, but I own both. None of my briefs are white though. white is not a colour that should be worn down there.

// series five - do you
-- Smoke: Heavens, no! Smoking is very bad for you. It has been clinically proved.
-- Cuss: In any language there are words to use that get your meaning across just as well if not better as expletives.
-- Sing well: I only sing in the shower. Everyone sings good in the shower...It is the combination of steam, the enclosed area and the echoe of the walls.
-- Take a shower everyday: Yes, with the sinking feeling that I may have to take a shower twice a day at the least..
-- Have a crush(es): *At this question he pauses to regard the man across the room sprawled out on the bed asleep.* Perhaps.
-- who are they: Can not a man have -any- secrets? Oh yes, I forget myself...I am answering a survey. All secrets -must- be bared.
-- Do you think you've been in love: Having not been in love, it is hard to reason what it is that I feel now. I think it -might- be love. Whenever I look at him, I smile.
-- Want to go to college: I am currently attending college, yes
-- Like school: I have always liked school and there really isn't a subject that I do not like with the exception of gym. Luckily though I do not have gym so I will not have to worry about getting myself dirty
-- Want to get married: Marriage is the farthest thing on my mind
-- Type w/ your fingers keys: I type in the way that is proper, my fingers rarely stray from the direct placement.
-- Believe in yourself: If I do not believe in myself, then who will?
-- Get motion sickness: Of course not! I pride myself on my stomach of steel
-- Think you're attractive: Looking at myself in the mirror, no I do not think I am attractive but only because I have seen myself constantly my entire life and I do not see anything striking about myself.
-- Think you're a health freak: Maybe
-- Get along with your parents: Yes I get along with my mother and my father. Sometimes there is a difference of opinion but it seems to come out all right in the end.
-- Like thunderstorms:I am not a thunderstorm person
-- Play an instrument: I was forced to take piano lessons as a child if that helps.

// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoke(d): No
-- Done a drug: No
-- Have Sex: ...Perhaps
-- Made Out: ..... Perhaps
-- Go on a date: No
-- Go to the mall?: I stopped by Solaris INC to pick up a stronger ethernet card. but I try to avoid malls unless I have to. Too many people. I do like to observe people but the mall is too impromtu.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Yes, last weekend in fact. I was packing up my things and well the snack monsters decided to visit me, so I ended up eating my share of snackfood with the occasional revisits to the convenience store to stock up some more.
-- Eaten sushi: Yes I am quite a fan of japanese cuisine.
-- Been on stage: I was always the Technical Director back stage, I made sure that everything was in operational order
-- Been dumped: Having never had a significant other, I can say that no I have never been dumped
-- Gone skating: I am clumsy on skates
-- Made homemade cookies: Everyone dispairs of me ever having any skills in the kitchen, so if I had ever gotten it in my mind to -bake- something, I would of probably burnt it
-- Been in love: Hmmm..
-- Gone skinny dipping: No
-- Dyed your hair: No
-- Stolen anything: No

// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Heavens no..
-- If so, was it mixed company: N/A
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: I have never been in a situation where my logic or reason has been thrown into question. Someone has to be the guardian angel of the group.
-- Been caught "doing something": Doing what?
-- Been called a tease: Sigurd called me one yesterday..
-- Gotten beaten up: No, I might not like to fight but I -can- suitably dissuade anyone from picking fights with me.
-- Shoplifted: No
-- If so, did you get caught: N/A
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Of course, I do like myself and I don't think I would want to be anyone else

// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: I am not sure I even want to be married though I can see myself settling into a comfortable life sharing relationship
-- Numbers and Names of Children: I do like children, sometimes they are a lot smarter then people seem to realize. I think that if I were to have a daughter, I would want to name her Midori, and a son I definitely like the name of Citan, It is a name I would pass down to a child
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: N/A
-- How do you want to die: In my sleep. of old age after having lived a very fufilling life
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Something involving an Engineering Major
-- What country would you most like to visit: Solaris.. I have not been there yet

// series nine - opposite(same) sex
-- Best eye color?: Blue
-- Best hair color?: Very light.. almost as light as mine is dark.
-- Short or long hair?: Perhaps on the longish side.. maybe the bangs
-- Best height : Sigurd is tall enough that I feel protected, but not so tall that I don't get a crick in my neck when I look into his eyes..
-- Best weight: Oh dear.. I feel like I -must- apply all these questions to Sigurd..
-- Best articles of clothing: Must be well dressed,
-- Best first date location: We have not had a 'date' yet.
-- Best first kiss location: It was on my bed, we were talking and it just happened. There was nothing orchestrated.

// series ten - number of
-- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: 0
-- Number of girls you have made out with: 0
-- Number of girlfriends you've had: 0
-- Number of boys I have kissed: 1
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: 1
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: I am not sure, I trust myself.. and perhaps I could learn to trust Sigurd.. I know so
-- Number of CDs that I own: It isn't about CDs, it is about MP3s
-- Number of piercings: I am completely pierceless
-- Number of tattoos: I know, I am boring
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Quite a few, I was prone to volunteer at the Shevat Labs in the summer and I was apart of that team once a year. Hence my name was mentioned in the paper quite a bit. I am not bragging though
-- Number of scars on my body: Only the scar from when I had my appendix taken out
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Nothing really.. I have just begun living.. perhaps I will regret something in the future

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~I cannot believe this happened~ [26 May 2003|10:17pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | Neverending Story -- Theme ]

*Post locked against Sigurd for the mere fact that this is venting*

Evidentally me and my roommate, Sigurd Harcourt get along very well.

Too well if you take my meaning.

We had, errh relations last night. Though perhaps I should explain circumstances, shall I?

Last night we had a party in our room. It was at Sigurd's insistance and well it was nice to have people gathered around. I am by no means a people person but I -can- adjust. We met many delightful people, Toma the Explorer, Marle the Princess from Guardia, Sydney a rather enigmatic individiual. And Lucca a Genius with mechanics and the whatnot. Which reminds me I should give her a ring one of these days, I bet we could have quite a few fascinating discussions.

And then after most of them were getting drunk with the exception of me, Lucca and Sydney who quite sufficed with jolt. And afterwards we cleaned up and dragged the people passed out of the room. Yui went with Sydney for the night mostly for the safety of Sigurd and I let him have my bed while I slept on my shevat hammock

Someone left the window open and I got rocked out of my rather comfortable bed, landing hard on the ground and thereby waking my dear roommate up.

We just started to talk and we even watched some anime. There was some casual flirting between us, mostly on Sigurd's part though I may of contributed to it. (I know I did.)

The next moment we were on my bed having sex and we couldn't stop, it was like -I- wasn't control, rather some being inside of me that I have never thought existed there before. We fell asleep in each others arms but still.. it was potent, it was like a drug, an addiction.

I want to say I love him but I know it is too soon. One does not fall in love this quick, its lust.

That is what it is.. lust.


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~Hmmmmm~ [29 Apr 2003|03:20pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | "All the Things She Said" by T.a.T.u ]

This is very interesting..

This whole dorm is very interesting, I am at the computer lab now after putting my stuff in the room that I share with someone else. I think he was in classes. I didn't feel motivated to really unpack so I decided to go explore. Mainly the library, I mean I figure I will be spending most of my time there reading, emmersed in books. I don't see myself making any friends right away, and I ask myself if I really want to. I also checked to see if there was pizza delivery anywhere. I love pizza, but I love microwaves too. Hmmm.. leftover pizza, especially in the morning. Thank shevat for that!

I looked over my schedule as well, the subject I am looking forward to would have to be Philosophy and Religions.. oh and Biology. The human body has often fascinated me.. a wonder how a tiny heart and go and motivate itself and start up.. and therein is life.

Oh enough of my philospohical rambles, I digress. I am going to go to the grocery store, pick up some top ramen and then head back to the room to get my computer set up.


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