~Questioning Reality~'s Blurty

well I cant sleep...what a surprise
Hmm, maybe I should see a doctor. Can't sleep once again. So once again ill write for a few, not like anyone reads this thing but it helps. So as I lay staring at the ceiling I started to think of the last time I was happy. Not happy as in the opposite of depressed kind of happy, but actually happy. The English language needs some more basic words. So then as my brain likes to I started to analyze and think more. So I started to think of the last 3 and then 5 times I've been happy, and they are: 1) standing out on the roof of my friends apartment for hours watching Boston in the early morning...so strangely peaceful and yet so chaotic, a beautiful mess. 2) driving from Boston to canton, ny to visit Kirk. One of my favorite things to do is travel, even by myself. Just relaxing and not being able to do anything else but drive and listen to music for 7 hours was really, really needed after the stress of transferring schools, and the empty, curvy back roads in upstate ny were amazing. 3) Laying on the bow of the boat with my dad watching the sunset and the stars come into view.. 4) Sitting on the beach in the middle of the night playing with Carrie’s dog...5) Hiking up Cadillac mountain and watching the sunrise..

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~ A

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: nothing...roommate is passed out