~Questioning Reality~'s Blurty

yeha
and so the semester is coming to an end. I am still alive and what seems to be no worse for the wear. I feel like I am starting to find my place here at NEU a little bit. My place being...no where. I took a stupid online quiz (see below) and it pointed me as a "loner" and I guess that is sort of what I am. A social, loaner. I cant say that I really have, or have ever really had a "group" of friends. I mean i have my close friends, but they have always been different from oneanother. Oh well. It gets kind of lonely sometimes i must say.
I really want to travel. I NEED to travel, but I am going to be stuck in boston, taking classes...when i dont even know what I want to study. i dont know, I think i want to transfer into international business. It sounds kind of cool, and I would have to become fluent in a foreign language inorder to graduate...which is tre` cool. I really want to wander around, of go driving. This weekend should be cool though, less than jake, moby and the dropkick murphys. on the other hand I have sooo much fucking work to do....I need a hug, I havent had a good one of those in a while. I mean ive had hugs, but not one that really mattered..its hard to explain. I miss my fairfield friends, and after this summer most are going to be gone, or will be so shot from drugs that well i doubt the will even be human to me anymore. But that is a story for another night. i dont even know where i was going with all this...
later a

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