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this picture just makes me laugh. oh that andrew...(this was from our trip down to baltimore with our history class it was pretty kickin rad i mean look at the kid and his hot dog!)
i got bored and couldnt fight the urge to post something completly and fully STUIPID AND POINTLESS in here. so i did. but hey.. the picture is hot..yeah.
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norma jean: memphis will be laid to waste |
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i forgot about this one. haha. also my LJ is being invaded by nasty little comments from some annon. person. i dont understand why they just cant say who they are and just grow up. the shits fuckin old it realy is.
wel things havent been too bright these days really... jared likes michelle. its not like it isnt obvious. and she has starit up told him she is with mike and gah. it really sucks. and all i do is bitch bitch bitch. so.. im just going to TRY to stop dewling on this shit..
today i got drunk after school with kristen. it was tight. i havent gotten drunk in a while. so...i was shit faced. two bottles it added up to in the end. but i have a huge gash on my leg from falling onto some sharp meatal down in the basement . i thought there was somethin behind me and bam there i go. josh had to carry me up teh stairs and fix my leg. im so stupid. (NOTE: josh and jamey came over after kristen left at around 2.30) HA! and i fell down the staris too. almost completely down too. in a skirt. today was fun. but im felling all the bumbs and bangs now.
jessa called. and told me that k10 and kt were making rumors about me. but it is hard to belive who. bing that they are all three of my good friends. and it sucks. goddamn. it makes me want to drink some more. haha. but in teh same phone call mike wanted to talk to me about the coke kristen michelle and i are buyin on saturday. it michelle and my frist time doin coke =O im kinda freaked out but excited too. it was an odd phone call really.
im RAMBLING. oh god. im so lonely/bored/PATHETIC. god i need a life.
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well kt ditched me today. and she is all shits and giggles like we had no plans today at all. i feel so rejected. it is passed just the feeling of being ditched. i am so angry. i love kt so much but right now i am just so mad. it seems that she thinks that she knows everything and that her veiw on a situation is always the right one. and if i had a diffrent thought about it that is diffrent or oppoiste of hers she would get mad at me. in my dead journal i want to say so much but i know that she would get mad. i wish it didnt have to be so. also if k doesnt like someone then it is like i cant be friends with them either or she will think i am like betraying her ro something. for example, i met one of michelle's friends, jessica, adn jessica is a lesbian. well it seemed like jessica was always hitting on me and stuff like that. she was really nice an di would qualify her as my friend but i didnt like thet fact that she was hitting on me. well was talking to k10 about it but then kt found out and blew up about it. she bitched jessica out and told her to leave me alone and all kinds of stuff. i am so mad now becuase jessica probly hates me now. but i want to be friends with her. but if kt was to find out she woudl flip a bitch. but who is she to tell me who can associate with and who not to. but it just makes me mad. and paras..paras is really nice just because she is a lesbian and wants to look like a guy really shouldnt matter. kt doesnt like her becuase they (kt paras and k10) were all takling shit on each other at the mall. but after that another time at the mall paras was cool with them and they just were all bahh.but i mean i hold nothing against her and i have to hide the fact that i dont hate paras at all. it fuckin sucks. i hatethat everything is this way. my god i wish taht they could all just get along. god so much fucing drama damn. i hate this. i wish shit wasnt so damn complicated. god i just want to stab someone. where is leah when you need her. i coudl really stabher right about now. but that fucking whore is in rehab...
these past days have just been so full of fucking shit..god damn. i am not in a good fucking mood at all. i wish i was in deep creek right now get away from all this fucking shit.
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[27 Jul 2003|07:44pm] |
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blurty kind of sucks. i cant do alot of shit that i coudl do on my DJ. like edit my comment links and shit. and i am not going to buy a fucking account just so i can. but still. i can deal...
well i hung out with kt, k10, and heather today. heather drove us around. she took us to Ztehas. she kept calling me EMOly. hah. and frocing em to eat food and liek holding me down and shovling food in my mouth..it was great. after that we went to k10 and heathers house and while we were there i openly said ''your nothin' but pure shit and diluted nigger blood'' and she thought that i said it to her so she like grabs soem fucking soap and liek holds me down and wipes the soap all in and around my mouth. ugh. it was sick. i blew a bubble..hah.
tim just got back today. i didnt realize how much i missed him until he got back. i hope he can go to deep crrek on friday. ugh just me and chris...oh god. it will be hell. he will ask about k10 the entire time and ah. maybe i can have kt and k10 both go to so chris wount bother me with that stuff....one can only hope..
but there is nothing to fucking do now. steven jumped on me today and i think that my ribs are bend.hah. he is heavy. and it didnt help that i hit my head in the door today..and that i i got hit so many times with a hard ass pillow but steven...ugh. im sore.
its just one of those emo kind of days. but i dont know why..
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[27 Jul 2003|03:22am] |
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ugh. kt will NOT wake up..and i am wide awake so there is no way i can get to sleep.
well tonight pretty much sucked. the only good thing was that today was the forst day in three fucking weeks that i got to see kt..but the show tonight was soo bad.it sucked so much. i saw jay there and michelle. dorthy was being her self obsorbed self and it pissed off everyone.i met one of k10s friends, pat, he is so cute. i kind liked him but kt likes him also so i am just going to fuck off. but i cant help but feel like shit because she is going to end up getting him...but i shoudlnt be saying that i am going out with tim..i mean i love him and everything but when he isnt around i need that love and stuff that i cant have when he isnt around..damn him fo rliving somewhat far away...but yeah..back to the show...brenna went and it pissed me off she is such a trendy fuck..and she is a slut and i cant stand her and i think she knows that to...but anyway the shwo sucked. Halfkast was there that is the only somewhat good thing about the show...and pat he was so sweet and nice. he is a lilttle emo kid to. but it just makes him so much more cute. damn i am such a bitch.i sit here liking this guy i just met tonight when i am with tim..ugh. i mean i love tim but there is yeah..
speaking of tim he is comming back tomorrow. i think that will help eliminate the pat and me likeing him and shit.. one can only hope.
but damn. what i would dp for a jack right now..a. i dont want tp take on of kts bacuse that would be mean as shit.. i wish i had some right now. damn why was i so lazy today? i should have gotten some..ugh..
well i am going to try to do something productive other than being a comnputer nerd so im out..
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[27 Jul 2003|03:09am] |
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well then this is my first entry...i also have an dead journal..but i thought i woudl try this out have one that no one i knwo really will ever read...everyone reads my DJ. =sigh= but i am at my friends kt's house so i cant make my journal all kick ass looking until i get home i have all kinds of shit in store for this jornal..i havent even filled out any of the user info shit i am just wayy to lazy to do anything rally right now. i guess that is why i made this anyway..well thats about all..im out..
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