Behind Blue Eyes' Blurty

Ignorance is bliss, then again, so is decadence
Someone managed to piss me off today, and they didnt even know it... No doubt theyve been intrigued to come along and check out what I have to say so let me greet them now...

"Hi there, welcome to my personal hell, where teeny bopping isnt allowed and people your age should be allowed to teeny bop anyway... wake up and smell the roses because Ive just done a banging shit in the bog"

*Grins Evilly like Cheshire Cat*

Here is what I intended to post as a comment on my special guests blurty... apoparently it was too big, so Ill post it here rather than shorten it because It wouldnt have the full effect...

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Fuck it... no more stuff assing about... Ill reveal my identity... IM spong... but surely people dieing in your life has made it worth being suicidal about? We all die... sooner or later... Painful or not its not pleasant... surely theres something worse to get REALLY REALLY upset about?

let me run you through my life for a moment...

Lets start with deaths eh?

1. Mother's Best Friend 1: Leukaemia: She died not long after her daughter gave birth, a few days later after her daughter was out of hospital, they all gathered around her comatose body and topld her it was ok to leave this world, a few moments later she took her last breath

2. Grandmother: Stroke... I was only young and all I can remember of her really was when she was in hospital tied to machines in a comatose state...

3. Cousin: Accident, my cousin wanted to be a truck driver all of his life... he fulfilled his dream and died doing what he loved. His trck was in the middle of a convoy when it left the road and was totalled. I will always remember His great smile and personallity, hell he had a pretty wicked moustache too.

4. Uncle: Cancer of the liver: When they discovered te cancer in his body, it was the size of 2 tennis balls, his liver was in a word: fucked. The cancer was too big to remove without fucking his liver anyway... so he ended up visiting hospitals every few weeks to get chemo in order to "Improve" his quality of life... It didnt... he would have to stay at the hospital because chemo fucks your immune system... if he were in the outside world, a simple cold would have killed him.

5. Back Neighbours Son: Leukaemia: I didnt know him well but i reckon if we got to know each other better, we would have been alright mates... He was into Metallica, Van halen all the music I am Into... He was a bit of a rock'n'roller to say the last.

6. Good mate's Mother: Cancer of the Liver: Basically same circumstances as my uncle... she was given a ball park estimate on when she would die and had to plan what fiscal "good" moments she had with her family while she was well. I think her funeral was the only funeral to date where I've actually cried.

7. Mothers Best Friend 2: Cancer also: She only had about 6 weeks from the discovery of her cancer to the day she died, my mother quickly flew upto Darwin to see her on her deathbed but to no avail, she died while my mother was flying there. I always liked this lady, she always greeted me with a "Whaddya know?"

8. Fiancee of Mothers Best Friend 2's Daughter's Fiancee: Accident: About 6 moths after the passing of my mothers Best friend, her daughers fiancee was killed In an Industrial accident, my mother screamed when she heard the bad news, after the passing of her friend, she vowed to look after her daughter and that happened, She flew out to Perth for that funeral... NB: On the plane back KISS was sitting about 4 rows infront of her.

OK so theres deaths somewhat out of the road...

Other not particularly nice things...

My Auntie, You may know of her... Your indulgent self is probably aware of a few establishments within this small city such as Giannis, Alenis, Sorrentos, The Funk Lounge. She owns all of these establishments... She gave birth to a child with Downs syndrome. Most people find this to be a bad/depressing situation but she finds her children to be a blessing regardless. Id say shes the most capable person to look after a downs syndrome child...

Let me tell you about my family.

my sister who would be about 26ish now, had learning difficulties. she basically fell in with the wrong crowd, that and she was sexually abused by the father of the children she was baby sitting. He messed her up downstairs so much that he would have to go out and get doctors appointments to get her prescription vaginal creams. Police would often visit our house. My brother and I were none the wiser. My mother eventually had a nervous breakdown because of my sister. She ended up becoming a prostitute. But that aint where it ends... While being a pro, she met her first "serious" boyfriend, he was a drug dealer/user and was also the father of her first child. she left him for a dude she met while visiting in Jail. Once he got out, she married him and had her second child. he was a rather abusive person and she ended up giving him the flick as well. she got back into prostitution after this. She ended up having a third child to one of my fathers friends.

The children were taken from her and are now living with my family, two of the three have some major psychological problems, and the other has less obvious problems but problems stemming from when she was living with her mother anyway.

At the moment My sister is living in queensland with a Jockey (she is one in her own respect too eh? Knob Jockey... GET IT???) And travelling with a circus.

See, a dog is a minor thing and will be when you look back on your life

Funny thing is, you've met my family and no doubt didnt imagine any of this eh?

dont even make me mention your bestie

Things cant be that bad...

You rag on about your mother ebing a lazy bitch/slut/whore/scrag/trollop and whatever else when she "tells" you to cut the wood... tell me, does your father do the washing, dishes, clean the house and whatever else while working on his farm? What about you? Maybe you should take a step into your mothers shoes and stop being a clown of decadence...

Be a dear and do the world a favour... stick a shot gun in your vagina and pull the trigger... we need less ignorant people, im sure your fertility would be a great place to start...

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Well now that thats off my chest...

Current Mood: aggravated
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