Behind Blue Eyes' Blurty

Carissa
Today Carissa fainted, i was the only one there who somewhat knew how to help.

After school she said that she didnt feel right and would go home, I made her sit down and stop worrying about Naisy... Im sure hed rather she got home ratehr than faint on a street and get hit. Well she fainted and a few moments later mum came. We took her to the medical joint. she seemed fine there. Just as we were about to get up and leave, she said that her legs looked yellow, mum probably didnt know the symptoms of her fainting so thought nothing of it. i was there and didnt try to stop her from getting up because she had only fainted an hour or so before so I assume that it was symptoms carrying on. a we were walking her to a wheelchair, she fainted again. the doctor witnessed it and she had a REALLY minor seizure that is nothing compared to what she did at school and at home. He almost straight away ruled out epilepsy. Apparently she fainted again at Jays afetr we dropped her off. mum kinda wants her to come and saty at our hosue for the weekend because this place is a lot more open and a lot less stuffy. I guess you could say that Jays place isnt really an ideal place for her to stay. Mum is a bit worried about her because she seems a to be really pre occupied with Naisy, trusting him too much and stuff... I mean yeah, sure always trust your signifacnt other but as far as shit like this is concerned, you can only really trust yourself. She was really fucked up and yet, she was worrying about Naisy, which is sorta uh... worrying. I think that the 2 sharing a single bed isnt that great for her either because she seems tired a lot. I dont know what to think.

Well Im tried, and If i wish to continue on this subject, I will

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