Sunday, February 15th, 2004

Time	Event
12:55p	Valentines Day Massacre Nevermind the title... nothing too bad happened on valentines day... I didnt get anything if thats what youre thinking... Kinda hard to be given someting when youre an un friendly fat bastard like me... Umm Went to Jays house... hung out there... I like going there, because normally Jay, Carissa and Naisy are there... these 3 people rank higher up on my tiered friendship ranking list than most others... So I enjoyed my time... although I did spend a lot of time on Jays computer... Mainly because I was voice chatting to Ciara... A friend in America... I was kinda excited... Ive never really heard a 'real' american before... can't say shes much of a singer though... I wasnt depressed by Valentines day... maybe Jay was... Im not sure... I hear Carissa had a nice day... I hope both Michael and her did, although Michael had to work... I intend on applying for a Job in the not-so-faraway-future... My severe amount of sparetime is excruciatingly painful with nothing to do... oH welll... Wish me luck... -Josh P.S. The weather here was FUCKING hot yesterday... so here I am now sitting in a vinyl chair with a sweat mark from my ass... my body feels pretty dirty from dried sweat on my skin so I shall have a shower... Wish me luck! Current Mood: drained Current Music: Sabba Cadabbra - Metallica (Black Sabbath) (Comment on this)
5:28p	Thanks At this point I would like to thank a few of my friends for being my friends and standing by me... At times I dont think deserve the quality of my friends... Naisy, Carissa, Jay, Jess... You guys are right up the top of my list of friends... and I thank you for being there for me... Thanks Current Mood: guilty Current Music: X Japan - Dahlia (1 Comment | Comment on this)
9:24p	I feel sad For some unknown reason, I feel sad... I feel not sad as in "Oh no, I dont get any Valentines sad" Im sad as in "I feel like such an asshole who takes advantage of everyone and everthing and abuse the LIVING SHIT out of it..." Nothing else matters by Apocalyptica (Cello quartet) came on and I almost cried... why fuck am I like this? Nothing Else Matters So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they say Never cared for games they play Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know And I know So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are No nothing else matters The Beatles came on also, Yesterday is also pretty fitting not about girlfriends leaving or anything just sadness is what Im after Yesterday Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away Now it looks as though they're here to stay Oh, I believe in yesterday. Suddenly, I'm not half to man I used to be, There's a shadow hanging over me. Oh, yesterday came suddenly. Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say. I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday. Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play. Now I need a place to hide away. Oh, I believe in yesterday. Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say. I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday. Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play. Now I need a place to hide away. Oh, I believe in yesterday. Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Apocalyptica - Nothing Else matters, Yesterday - Beatles (3 Comments | Comment on this)

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