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Behind Blue Eyes' Blurty:
| Tuesday, September 7th, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 11:21 pm | Lyrics ideas... Through me the way into the suffering city, Through me the way to the eternal pain, Through me the way that runs among the lost. I am the portal to lucifer I am the gates of HELL | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| 11:04 pm | The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Test | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| 10:22 pm | Music: Mudvayne - Death Blooms, A World So Cold well Its getting close to my birthday... I better start organising shit... Like whats happening and WHERE What I wanna do is have people down at thewoolwash in tents and swags and shit... And people can drink and shit if they want and not worry about going home... Hows that for an 18th idea? | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Saturday, September 4th, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 8:45 pm | Goldie Dude Nick got the gold top epiphone from our teacher Its FUCKING WICKED!!! I intend to give it a shot tomorrow at our Jam... Its more of a Jazz or Blues guitar, It is hollow bodied electric and how sweet is it? Very sweet... | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Sunday, August 29th, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 9:41 pm | Recording Global Exit are making preparations to record a demo disc/EP thingy... hopefully we can land ourselves a singer before october... since that is when we intend to get our careers off the ground... Any takers? Anyone wanna sing??? Male, Female, mixture... roll up and show me what you can do... We need some serious vocal enlightenment... Please we want more than screaming... | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| 9:34 pm | Friends Well my friends... It seems we need to ALL catch up... I am feeling a little isolated... So far the only people I have met this week are: My Driving Instructor, Workmates (Including Sarah Norris the mysterious sexy chick who was Wilf's Right-Hand errm... Man way back when I was in year 10), My family, Saxon and Nick... so a get together is at hand people I dunno where, I dunno when... But theres gonna be some people and Me... and Its gonna be cool | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| 9:17 pm | Puple Stain To fingerpaint is not a sin I put my middle finger in Your monthly blood is what I win I'm in your house now let me spin Python power straight from Monty Celluloid loves got a John Frusciante Spread your head and spread the blanket She's too free and I'm the patient Black and white a red and blue Things that look good on you And if I scream don't let me go A purple stain - I know Knock on wood we all stay good 'Cause we all live in Hollywood With Dracula and Darla Hood Unspoken words were understood Up to my ass in alligators Let's get it on with the alligator haters Did what you did - did what you said What's the point yo what's the spread Black and white a red and blue Things that look good on you And if I scream don't let me go A purple stain - I know And if I call for you to stay Come hit the funk on your way It's way out there but I don't care 'Cause this is where - I go Knock on wood we all stay good 'Cause we all live in Hollywood With Dracula and Darla Hood Unspoken words were understood It's way out there But I don't care 'Cause this is what I want to wear Knock on wood we all stay good 'Cause we all live in Hollywood To finger paint is not a sin I put my middle finger in Your monthly blood is what I win I'm in your house now let me spin Feather light but you can't move this Farley is an angel and I can prove this Purple is a stain upon my pillow Let's Sleep weeping willow Black and white a red and blue Things that look good on you And if I scream don't let me go A purple stain - I know And if I call for you to stay Come hit the funk on your way It's way out there but I don't care 'Cause this is where - I go Knock on wood we all stay good 'Cause we all live in Hollywood With Dracula and Darla Hood Unspoken words were understood It's way out there But I don't care 'Cause this is what I want to wear Knock on wood we all stay good 'Cause we all live in Hollywood ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Let me say dooley that these lyrics would probably rate up there with Murderdolls as far as Yuckiness goes... | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| 8:52 pm | Splurging big time... Well my friends... Yesterday I went and splurged big time... I ordered the Iceman guitar Ive been wanting... With full support from Sax and Nick... They both reckon Its a kickass looking axe... In the words of Saxon Wilson... "It looks so metal" I also put on layby a kick ass acoustic bass guitar made by ashton... I picked it up and playd about 2 tunes and i was head over heels in love... The damn thing felt wonderful in my hands, Playing was so comfortable... I could picture it literally melting in my hands... i felt like some sort of super south american loverman... Its tone was so mellow and rather than having a polished finish it was matte... At $400 it was literally a steal... After playing all the basses in the store, this one was right for me...  Baby, Baby make me loco Baby Baby Make me Mambo Ohhhh oh oh Ohhhh oh oh Thank god for The Red Hot Chili Peppers | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 9:49 pm | The only way you'll read my thoughts... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MY FAMILY HAS DECIDED TO CANCEL MY BIRTHDAY. mY MOTHER IS JUST ON MY last nerve, first last week she got me all excited telling me were going to adleaide and then she tells me the friday morning (the morning we are supposed to go) were not goin, after i told the bus driver I wasn't going to be on. Wasn't that pissed off but believe me i fucking am now. She goes to Adelaide on Friday, forgetting to give me the money that she said she'd gottne everything ready for abd telling me, no you are not allowed to go shopping. She said she was coming home on Sunday with my New Phone. Its Tuesday and she still isn't fucking here. Monday, she tells me the same thing, except ' oh nana told me to have the day off, theres nothing on for you to come home for' (of course it soudned to me they were planning on surprising me but now.....) So obviously she doesnt come home. Today She plans to come home after getting my brother (who of course isn't a fucking mechanic) to fix up the car and the car FUCKING BREAKS DOWN HALFWAY HOME! Now I know I can't blame her because of the car, but I can tell her that is so evil, apparently my birthday is nothing to come home for. Her youngest child is not important enough, but of course her son the male of the fucking family is. NOw does that sound fair to you? Of course you expcet the same treatment from her towards my sister BUT NOOOOO she rushed up to adelaide for my sisters 17th (and how old am I this year?) and wanted to cancel our trip when we were on our way to singapore because it was on the same day as my sisters 22nd birthday. But no, that same year she took me up to adelaide and chucked me into a FUCKING ALL GIRLS BOARDING SCHOOL ON THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY PARTY AND EXPECTED ME TO BE ALRIGHT WITH IT! I was late getting home to my own birthday party. i had to get my sister to go out and meet my friends so they wouldn't think that I had bailed on them. I WAS 3, NOT 1 OR 2 HOURS LATE, BUT 3, FOR MY BIRTHDAY PARTY. Because she chucked me into boarding school. DIdn't get to have a big 16th, course that was because I was in a boarding house and she expected me to friends with everyone but of course I wasn't. You know if people think I am complainging about nothing compared to what they have been through they can just stick it up their fucking arses and get the fuck over it, because i think I have put up with it enough as it fucking is because this has happened to me all my fucking life. Fuck this, I'm sick of them. The minute I get a job and have anough money to rent a flat with a friend I am fucking out of here. Fuck them all. And for once think about how I feel maybe? Huh. Fucking bastards ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2 words: Bling Bling... Again, talk about a hard life... Look around at your friends... In particular your "Bestie"... Enough said? Who cares if your mum hasnt brought your new phone home... Fucking hell quit being a fucking spoil brat... Your dad has his farm and your mum has her shop to keep her quiet... You go on trips over seas... London, Singapore... Many people hardly leave the country, let alone their home state for holidays... You've been places, seen things... you get given the arse to a boarding school and wonder when your brand new mobile phone is coming... Will it have Polyphonic Ringtones? Does it take pictures at 1200dpi? WHo knows? of course dpi means nothing to you... As long as you have your creature comforts... Chips, Phone and your Bestie Will you feel comfortable... and comfort is all that matters to you... Its people like you who need to be slapped upside their head... Wake up and smell the fucking roses... Or ill drive your head so hard into vegetation, your face will be a mangled mess from the thorns of society... | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Sunday, August 22nd, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 4:38 pm | Push the pins into your skin, unleash the godless life within A friend of mine (dont let the subject line fool you, she is christian... thats just some lyrics from a little song I wrote) gave blood the otherday, I admire her audacity to do something so giving... Personally I wouldnt go through with the procedure... To put it simply, I dont like needles... Not because of the pain, I dont really find needles painful... More the feeling of them... I had a blood test a few weeks ago... (NO CHOLESTEROL PROBLEMS FOR ME!!!) It didn't hurt in the slightest... There was a sensation I had never felt before... It wasn't painful, yet it wasnt pleasant either... its just something I wasnt familliar with and had no intention to become familiar with... Let me put it this way, I'd rather be hit in the guts with a bat, Smashed in the face with a chair or punched in the back of the head... All because I know what these feel like -Josh | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| 1:58 am | Well It is two minutes to 2am and Im taking a moment from watching Red Hot Chili Peppers - Live At Slane Castle to update my journal... Flea is dressed as he does... In a black suit with white skeleton painted on it, only how flea can do it... not much has been happening in my life at the moment, only work... Amy, Isabella, Izzy, Bella, Bubbles... Who the fuck ever... take a look at yourself, you pitiful piece of a human being... there is more to life than donnie and debs... BTW, chicken tastes better cooked... Well today was fine... I was supposed to go down today and order my new guitar since weekends are the only time I can go to shops without them being closed... Work simply doesnt allow me to go to shops... My fucking selfish fucking bogan of a father had things on his agenda... they were: U/12 hockey (He is in no way affiliated with any under 12 hockey team, yet he finds hockey to be more worthy of his time than his son...) Nieces swimming lessons (this I can understand, mum wasnt home to take them, it was his duty...) so after explaining to him the night before that i needed to go to Philtronics to order a nice shining new guitar, (Ibanez Iceman to be exact...)   "There is no mistaking the Iceman, the classic speed machine that has thrown around more metal than the guys at Fort Knox. The Iceman was born to rock" -Ibanez website, http://www.ibanez.co.jp/world/country/frame_australia.html he then promptly told me that he had forgotten and then wondered why I was fucking shitty, I only have a one day opening to do shit and because of a slight case of insomnia, I often spend the time within that window catching up on lost sleep during the week... so when I was awake, i was ready to go by 10:30ish, expecting father to be home from swiming lessons by 11:00 - 11:30... But the hockey beckoned too hard and the fucker couldnt resist... so at 1:00 pm... and after telling me that he would watch a 1 minute long swimming race on television, he decided to hang out the fucking washing... Then he told me that I shouldnt spend my money 2 weeks after I have just gotten some... doesnt the dickhead know what Order means? Its paying off in installments while the instrument is still arriving after being made and BRAND NEW... so anyway, I lost my chance this week to fucking order something very important to me... Later today I jammed with Nick and Crack... fucking hell, everytime I play with Saxon, I wonder If I am worthy... hes so fucking good at playing his instrument, I just fucking smile when I hear him make the fucker scream... I often think of myself as being a person who can encourage Saxon to write music, and Both he and I put each other under pressure to write proper decent music together. So far I think we have succeeded considering how long we have been playing together... After a fairly long hard session with the boys, I really felt good and was extremely hot and sweaty to boot... Nick pulled out a beer for us to share... I must admit, a cold beer does sit well when you're hot... A couple of year 8 chicks rang up both Nick and Saxon over and over, inviting them to a party... their party was just the 2 of them and Nick and Saxon, they both declined... Saxon has a girlfriend who a) is "Hot" according to numerous sources and b) Would get jealous or something... Nick has to play footy grand final today so he had to go to bed at 9... I woulda gone, until I found out they were year 8... I asked Saxon what they were celebrating (in all seriousness) He turned around and said in a Joking way "Their Fir..." I cut him off at that, It was after all the inevitable answer, I was kinda fishing for it, but didnt expect quiet little Sax to say something like that... We ended up getting them to ring Nicks mobile and stuck them on speaker phone and played pool and talked shit to some year 8's, must admit... I had fun... I also said we should go on a road trip to big day out... they didnt seem to mind the idea actually... I think as long as theres booze, Nick wont have a problem... As long as theres decent Rock and Roll Music, Saxon wont have a problem... So now what was a trio, has become a "Quio" for desire of a better description of a trio of five people... Just a few words before continue... I'm looking to make all of my gear Ibanez, the quality of their instruments is virtually unbeatable in my opinion... Hopefully if our band gets off the ground, I can get my name on the list of "artists" on their site, and hopefully I would have a custom something-or-other on my list of instruments... I really think Global Exit can write some decent shit... My music definately has a Flea falvour to it, Saxons has quite a bit of John Frusciante with a pinch of Kirk Hammett in it, which makes for a very beautiful flavour... I think my lyrics often flow in a similar vein to that of a System of a Down, If we could actually piece together the words to the riffs and then find notes at which to sing the words, and in a way in which all of this elements gel, would be totally sweet... I think we may be almost ready to record a demo... hopefully then, people can hear what we sound like and want to become a singer... well now, Ive written a lot for this one I think... always remember, love the world, love yourself and if You dont... Hurry up and die... | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Wednesday, August 11th, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 7:49 pm | Mickey D's Amy Spencer says: Were you defending me againest spong     The McRib by Joe About every couple years a wonderful thing happens that gives me a new reason to eat out. No, I’m not talking about the Olympics, it wasn’t even a good guess. Christmas and All Saints Day would be other bad guesses. What I am referring to, however, is that delectable dish at Mickey D’s that’s so eloquently named the McRib. This word McRib may not be recognized by your average spell-checker, but to the seasoned fast food eater, it’s a staple on his Desert Island Menu. For those of you who don’t have the pleasure of knowing what the heck I’m talking about, I know there’s a ton of you out there, but I’m mean about this particular subject here. The McRib is a "specialty menu item" on the McDonald’s menu. At least it is in California, where they make us wait to have it, and then once we get it they take it away! McDonald’s description of this dish is "processed pork shaped like ribs, with pickles, onions, and BBQ sauce." Although this might be the quickest way to describe the McRib, I would happily refurbish this by adding that it’s might-righty tasty! What makes the McRib so special? Well, first off, it’s only offered occasionally. My guess is that whatever meat this great sandwich is made from comes from an animal that is pretty hard to hunt, hence, making it harder to stockpile the delicious ingredients to eventually appease the masses. The up side to the limited time deal is that the public will want it more, and respect it more when it’s available. If you had a backyard full of rocks, rocks wouldn’t be all that cool. But if you’d never seen a rock before, you’d surely be amazed once you had. Apply this to the McRib, but don’t go eat any rocks. I assume the next attraction lies in the aesthetics of the McRib. The most noticeable being how it resembles every other McRib ever made. These things are identical, and still, we eat them. When creating this carbon copy sandwich, McDonald’s took great consideration in forming the actual "patty" as it has such detail you can actually see a rib-like texture, the beauty part of this maneuver is… NO BONES! The actual meat looks like a sort of "particle board" of meat. Looks to me like they took bits of other meat and compressed it into one piece, bathed in sauce. Speaking of the sauce... The "mystery meat" is dunked in a reddish barbecue sauce that is unlike any I’ve encountered before. Fortunately, the uniqueness of the sauce is equal or greater than the strangeness of the meat. My personal opinion on the McRib is one of respect. I love these things and often eat them 3 days straight! But after analyzing the sandwich, it doesn’t seem nearly as tasty as it actually is. So much for science. The only question I have about the McRib is: Why pickles? Who puts pickles on anything barbecued "Ronald McDonald is known to children around the world. He now speaks in 20 languages, including Japanese, Norwegian, Portuguese, and Russian. " | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Monday, August 9th, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 7:01 pm | Work did first shift of work today... of you watched the news, you would have seen a bit off a dubbing job by me... not much but oh well... Im being paid $298 before tax to fuck arse about... for this week anyway | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Friday, August 6th, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 10:33 pm | cool shit...    | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 11:13 pm | New lyrics... This a song I wrote lat night about midnight... No, I wasnt in a suicidal mood, It just started and flowed so well... I think its rather System Of A Down mixed with punk or something... Detach Detachment is discovery removal from society destruction of ones will to be detachment from society Suicide is the only way perfect end to a fucked up day from the rafter I will sway detaching from society Life as a hermit, I will lead neutral is my self-esteem privacy is the hidden key detachment from society Suicide is the only way perfect end to a fucked up day from the rafter I will sway detaching from society Leave me alone Your Judging eyes hit home... HARD!!! I will be gone forever Suicide is the only way perfect end to a fucked up day from the rafter I will sway detaching from society | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 9:51 pm | WTF Ever wonder why australia's un employment rates are bad? I applied late last year, 6 months later... they replied saying I had made it to the 2nd round of Selection WTF? who the hell do they think they are? By this time I had recieved confirmation from WIN TV that I had a job there... Here is my reply, and their response... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- >From: >To: >Subject: Coles Myer application >Date: Mon, 2 Aug 2004 09:42:03 +1000 > >Joshua, > >The comminication below is uncalled for and unproffessional. We have >withdrawn your application and will not consider you as a potential >candidate for employment. > >We regret that you chose this course of action. > >Regards, > >Coles Myer Recruitment > > > >Fuck you, you sons-of-bitches > > >From: > > >To: > > >Subject: Coles Myer Application > > >Date: Sun, 1 Aug 2004 18:39:02 +1000 > > > > > >Dear Joshua, > > > > > > > > >Reminder- Please complete ur Coles Myer online assess ASAP.To complete > > >visit our website at www.careers.colesmyer.com & log in with your > > >existing sign in details. The next stage in this process will take >place > > >in August to be considered for this please complete the online > > >assessment asap. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >_________________________________________________________________ > >Play Love Hunt to win a $9000 holiday and find love! > >http://mobilecentral.ninemsn.com.au/mclovehunt/lovehunt.aspx > > > > > > > | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Sunday, August 1st, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 12:47 am | Hmm I am not evil   | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Saturday, July 31st, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| 12:40 pm | ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Battery ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Lashing out the action, returning the reaction Weak are ripped and torn away Hypnotizing power, crushing all that cower Battery is here to stay Smashing through the boundaries lunacy has found me cannot stop the Battery Pounding out aggression turns into obsession cannot kill the Battery Cannot kill the family Battery is found in me Battery Crushing all deceivers, mashing non-believers never ending potency Hungry violence seeker, feeding off the weaker Breeding on insanity Smashing through the boundaries lunacy has found me cannot stop the Battery Pounding out aggression turns into obsession cannot kill the Battery Cannot kill the family Battery is found in me Battery Circle of Destruction, Hammer comes crushing Powerhouse of energy Whipping up a fury, Dominating flurry We create the Battery Smashing through the boundaries lunacy has found me cannot stop the Battery Pounding out aggression turns into obsession cannot kill the Battery Cannot kill the family Battery is found in me Battery | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| 12:25 pm | HA HA HA HA A certain wrestling fan would know what a heel turn is right? no? Oh well... specially since donno is a poser... | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| 12:22 pm | HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plan is working fine, Im as evil as ever... Talk about a major heel turn there... | ||||||||||||||||||||||