Well.. throughout the last day my world went from bad to worse...
Because of recent events, ive seriously considered being all out gay, either that or just never being with a woman again. What I thought was fine and gone, popped up again and made my life living hell again. Its like every time things start to get a little bit better, something comes along and makes it twice as bad as it was before. Its really a good thing that I dont believe in god, because otherwise, in recent days, my belief would have been totally and completely demolished. Since yesterday I wish there was a way I could just disappear without anyone missing me, because the only other way I can seem to leave my problems is die, and that doesnt work too well. And since it really doesnt matter what I think im just gonna sit here through this whole thing and say "FUCK" but thats ok.
Off to think of how badly I fucked my life up again, The Fuckup
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