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*Loving Me For Me*
People ask if I'm in love with you
Because I'm sitting here with your picture
And smiling to myself
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through
And I blush as I say yes
What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me
And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being
With abilities to set me free
Free, make me be me
Makes me want to say
Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, believe me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality thats hookin' me
Is that you're loving me for me
Is that you're loving me for me
People ask why I'm in love with you
Well, let me start by saying
You got my heart by just being who you are
And what we got is between me and you
It doesn't matter about the money I make
Or what I do, or that I'm a, huh, a star
Unconditionally you're there for me
Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually, so sweet
This is meaningful, is incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable
The way I feel, so sweet
Makes me want to say
Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, believe me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality thats hookin' me
Is that you're loving me for me
Is that you're loving me for me
Its so amazing how something so sweet
Has come and rearranged my life
I've been kissed by destiny
Oh, heaven came and saved me
An angel was placed at my feet
This isn't ordinary, he's loving me for me
Stripped of all make up, no need for fancy clothes
No cover ups, push ups
With him, I dont have to put on a show
He loves every freckle, every curve, every inch of my skin
Fulfilling me entirely, taking all of me in
He's real,he's honest, he's loving me for me
Yeah...
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have you ever loved somebody so much it makes u cry?
have u ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right?
have you ever? have you ever?
have you ever been in love, been in love so bad?
you'd do anything to make them understand.
have you ever had someone steal ur heart away?
you'd give anything to make them feel the same.
have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart?
but you don't know wut to say, and you don't know where to start.
have you ever loved somebody so much it makes u cry?
have u ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right?
have you ever? have you ever?
have you ever found the one you dreamed of all ur life?
do just about anything to look into their eyes.
have you finally found the one youve given ur heart to,
only to find that one wont give their heart to u.
have you ever closed ur eyes and dreamed that they were there?
and all u can do is wait for the day when they will care?
have you ever loved somebody so much it makes u cry?
have u ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right?
have you ever? have you ever?
wut do i gotta do to get u in my arms baby?
wut do i gotta say to get to ur heart?
to make u understand how i need u next to me
gotta get u in my world cuz baby i cant sleep
have you ever loved somebody so much it makes u cry?
have u ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right?
have you ever? have you ever?
Just Friends
A tale of two lovers,
Who loved each other so much,
But their differences separated them,
And soon it ruined their love.
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He approached her one sunny day,
And said, "We have to talk."
And as the clouds came rolling in,
She knew what he thought.
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He said, "My dear, I love you so much,
But I'm afraid it has to end.
Perhaps we'd both be better off,
If we were just friends."
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The meaning suddenly hit her,
And the words broke her heart.
She couldn't stand to lose him,
She couldn't stand to part.
She looked at him with tearful yes,
And asked, "Is that what you want?"
And as he shifted from foot to foot,
She knew their love was gone.
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The words repeated in her mind,
Just friends, just friends…
She would have to stand the test of time,
A test that would never end.
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He said, "I'm glad you understand,
But that's how you've always been."
And as he walked away, he heard her say,
Just friends."
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She sat at home that night,
Thinking everything through.
"How could love end so suddenly.
A love that was so true?"
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He saw her the next morning,
Smiled and said, "Hello."
She wanted to hold him and love him,
But refused to let her feelings show.
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She smiled back and said, "Hi."
And then she kept on walking.
As he watched her drift by,
He thought, "What was I thinking?"
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He called her that very night,
And said, "It's true what they say,
You never know how much you love someone
Until they leave you one day."
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She said, "I didn't leave you,
In fact, you left me."
And as the tears fell from her eyes,
She said, "Why can't you see?"
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"Our love has already been slaughtered,
There is no life after death.
And if friendship is all that matters,
Then we shall be just friends."
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It was his turn to cry.
He thought, "What have I done?"
"How could something like this happen?
How could I be so dumb?"
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She practically read his thoughts,
And said, "My dear, don't cry.
It wouldn't have worked anyway."
And all he asked was, "Why?"
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"We both want different things,
We want to lead different lives."
And as he hung up the phone,
He thought about her reply.
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"Perhaps she is right," he thought.
"I don't need her."
But he knew he was lying,
They both needed each other.
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He walked down the hall to the kitchen,
And then pulled out knife.
And as she sat there crying,
He ended his life.
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She knew something had happened,
And she cried, "Please God, no!"
And as she ran down the street,
She yelled, "I loved him so!"
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She knew she was too late.
As she walked through the front door.
And there, of course, he lay,
Crumpled on the floor.
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She fell forward with a sob,
And he opened his eyes.
She said, "Darling, I love you.
Darling, please don't die!"
He lifted a bloody hand,
As she put pressure on the wound.
And as he caressed her cheek,
He whispered, "I love you, too."
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She became aware of the sirens.
And they took him away.
He was still alive, barely,
And she held his hand all the way.
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She sat in the waiting room
And cried her heart out.
The doctor emerged from the hall
And said, "There's nothing we can do now."
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She ran into the room and held his hand,
As she cried,
"If you leave me, I'm leaving with you."
And then, he died.
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She walked out feeling helpless,
And ran into the street.
As the truck turned the corner,
She began to feel weak.
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It was too late to run.
The truck was going forty-five.
And like her lover,
She also died.
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In the paper, the headlines read,
"Two peoples lives end,
Because one thought they should be
Just friends."
my reflection shortly fades as i stare into the puddle, of my own unsound tears
leaving behind our memories, and my self-inflicted fears.
i'll postpone my remaining tears, in hopes they wash away
along with all the times you told me that you were going to stay.
i'm closing up the hole in my heart, that you left the day you lied
it took every undamaged part of me to pretend i never cried.
i'm forbidding myself to look at you, in hopes that i'll forget
the way you broke my heart in pieces, the day you up and left.
i'm ridding my mind of the hopes i had, of the day that you'd love me
but my eyes were closed too wide to tell, and too blinded by u to see.
i'll pack up all my feelings, and ensure myself i'll be okay
as i walk out the door and out of your life, while i slowly fade away.
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