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[12 Jan 2003|03:57am] |
Was reading Tony's entry, and realized today that I never talk about my friends. Suppose I should. So here it goes. All dying or dead friends shall remain nameless out of respect. x.x
Found out today that one of my friends has AID's. I will leave him nameless. Not the best start to the new year. Last year was bad with two of my friends dying in a car accident. Sure I only knew them from school, but we got pretty close over our art courses, and talked to one online often. He even had a character named after me. Had a bet with him that I could read a book more times then him. He didn't win, I guess. I was one up on him when he died. Though, he had me beat with the Harry Potter series. I think he was more obsessed than me. Though I won with the LotR obsession, and he smoked me with Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I could never get into the Buffy thing. I still don't really understand it, but then again, maybe if I watched it, I might. I saw it a few times and it was alright.
But from that friend I met another, only online, but that's okay. That would be the infamous Jamie that helped me fix my journal. He used to live here, but moved before I could ever meet him. Apparantly, he has family here, so if he ever comes for a visit, I may meet him then. He's into the Vampire thing. I used to RP that along time ago, before I knew him, which is too bad, because we could have RPed together. And he's not into the LotR RP thing, which is what I have been into the past year or so. Before that it was random mess. He introduced me to the world of Bob Saget clones, and the art of online arguing. He's a talented guild maker. I could never make an entire group, much less be in one. So Kudos to him. My long standing rule of NEVER JOIN A GUILD still stands. I've seen both he, and my other friend, go through hell because of them x.x
Another two friends I have are Jo, and Gayle. They are close ones that I know in real life, as in I can see them in person. Jo is the resident female sarcasm tha works at the comic book shop, and Gayle is the aspiring Pharmacist. We have done crazy things together. Too bad they don't RP. Madness would insue x.x We used to frequent the concert scene, and take mad road trips to south florida. We were even in a pretty rockin band together, before it broke up and what not. I was the first to go, for private reasons. They are moving soon to Kentucky and I think that sucks big time. I will miss them when they are gone, and now that I think about it, I should probably spend more time with them before the go.
Then there's Mikey. He's insane. Just the other day he staple gunned his nuts to the kitchen counter top, and got stuck there. He had to pry the staple out with a fork. What a retard. That's why we love him though. Other stunts he's pulled involve tazer guns, and pepper spray. He has sex with everyone and anyone, and will take any drug you put in his face. Not the healthiest life style, but whatever makes him happy I guess.
Then there's Dawn. Venya's best friend. She moved away to the great wide north, which is sad because she's probably my best friend, aside from Venya. We used to write endlessly in note books, back and fourth to each other, and most of our story's were kick ass. It was RP with out the computer. I still have all those stories, and when I read them, I think about her, and miss her. I doubt she realizes how much I really do miss her, and how I wish she were here somtimes so I could just look up and see her sitting across my room from me, writing furiously with her head phones on. She could read me better than anyone, and always knew I liked somone before I even knew it. e.e
Then there's Venya, who's real name is Kate. Venya is her elf name, and she's been going by that for years. She's my girlfriend, for those of you that don't know. I've known her forever but we didn't really become close til about 5 years ago. We've been together for almost 3. I love her more than I can really comprehend. So much sometimes the thought confuses me. She was here alot today, (Like she is everyday) watching me RP. She likes to watch, and she's very patient with me. She's pretty great. But she doesn't like me to talk about her so I'll shut up x.x; (She gets embarrassed xD)
Realized I don't want to talk about my friends either. Some I never see anymore, some have died, some moved away. It's hard talking about the past. Especially when it didn't go the way you hoped.
Holy cow, I'm tired. I want to finish this, but I can hardly hold my eyes open. That's what I get for staying up all night.
-Stephan
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