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Sasquash! The rain is depressing me :'C [02 Jan 2004|07:51pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | Pink Floyd-"On the Run" ]

Today was actually a lovely day until it started rainng..it sucked after that. Lets being....

My mom and I went to the fabric store up in mira mesa to get some tracing stuff for my new zebra skirt that I started making yesterday. I wonder how long its going to take, hopfully like a day. When we came back I dryed my hair and put on my face paint and ate a really good sandwhich and went out. My mom took me & Daniel & Matt to Tilly's. I found but one thing I liked and it was a skirt. Too bad I didn't get it becuase it was like 30 bucks! They had some pretty neaon shirts but I decided not to get those ether. Then we went to Guitar Center and we left the boys there. My mom and I waited like 5 minutes in the stupid line to get a pretzel that she really wanted, but they was just takin too long so we left! I was hoping to get some new jeans from this store cuase it was buy 1, get 2 free! Of coarse, I saw soo many that I liked but all of them were like size's 7 and up, and thats not my size. Suuucked anus crack. But I went to Forever 21 cuase thats a cool store (actually) and I bought a pretty skirt. Its black and white with pretty buttons on the side. I love it :D!!!!! I saw Liz there with one of her new friends. Daang, havent seen her since I bleeched my hair. She said it looked weird....yeah....thanks. Whatever. Then I went to Sam Goody cuase I have 30$ gift card for that store. They have sucky c.d's man, and they didnt have the d.v.d that I wanted ether. I ended up getting 'The Anger & The Truth' by Unseen to add to my Unseen collection. I havent listend to the whole thing yet, but so far so good. This weird fat guy who worked there kept following me man. He asked me how I was goin atleast 5 or 6 times . Then he asked if I needed help. Uhhh no thanks, and if I did I wouldnt ask him. That guy was kinda creepy. They didnt have any c.d's I wanted. Suucks!

Then my mom and I went back to the Wetzle's Pretzel's place to buy her friggin pretzel. We waiting a total of 18 minutes in that god damn line! If you add the 5 from before it was 23 minutes. SHIIIAT! Thats a long time for one pretzel. And afterwards, she said it wasnt even that good. What a waste! Atleast she bought me a Cherry Coke...I <3 Cherry Coke!

Then it began to drizzle fo rizzle as we were looking for the car in the parking lot. We picked up my brothers and then drove home. It started comin down reeeeal hard and my mom was panting. She was freaking out like no other becuase of the rain and she started making me all paranoid and I don't even know why! Foxy Lady came on the radio and I sang it to her. Yeah...you know that song is written about me!! If ya don't know, now ya know!

Alllright so the rest of my night was just boring. I sat on the computer, drew some pix on paint. But I had a delicious subway sandwhch...I love SUBWAY! Yeaaaaaaaaaah! John and Kyle were suppose to come over but they didn't. Dammmnit...I'm so bored to the max right now! Man and I was gonna sew Kyle's pants and shirts for him, I havent anything to sew for myself at the moment and I was looking forward to that. :'C I'm sad...but I'm not going to complain cuase who wants to read that?

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I copied this from Andy [02 Jan 2004|05:06pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Unseen-"nO TURning Back" ]

destruction
Your sign of frustration is....Destruction!!! When
something pisses you off, you must destroy it.
You have great potential to become a vandalist.
All you need to do is find the perfect gang
first.


What sign of frustration are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

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New Years Eve [01 Jan 2004|04:15pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Toy Dolls--"Nelly the Elephant" :Dthis song makes me giggle ]

last night was fun. i went over to lil rosies house and david was there. we just hung around and listend to music and then ryan and brett arrived. i attempted to play the fuckin pin ball machine for a long ass time but its so hard damnit! brett and ryan kept nailing me with the ping pong ball. terds! they got me pretty good a couple of times though..cheers for them!

then we watched everyone play halow(i hate that game, i suck) and andy came and we watched him suck at playing it almost as bad as me. even though i didnt play. rose is sooo good ahh! i wish i was good a video games man. beans and aly came over too and we all just ate and watched indianna jones and shit. it was grand. i tried teaching andy how to dance but he has a small brain and he doesnt care. david kept trying to put the ice cubes down me and alys shirts and pants. he didnt get me cuase im slllllly! me and andy tried to get david back for farting in our faces, but i failed, i dono if he got david back or not. hahahaha man o man, davids farts are NASTY! He needs to learn to warn me before he lays them in my face again!

while rose and i awaited for midnight to come we did the indian prance outside to get rid of our energy. we took qucik-tabs before and were really hyper. we pranced, pranced, pranced in the streets! WILD IN THE STREETS! Wahhh! we almost got hit by cars man ahh. then we spun around and gazed at the soloar system called "shh" and then andy tried shooting a poper at me. david aimed on right at my ass and then i got him back. then everyone was trying to hit each other with the poppers haha. i got brett and david pretty good. beans did it right in my face, scared the jiggidies out of me!!! whoa dang. We ran out of those poppers pretty darn fast, so i ate and we all went in rosies room. i made rose and beans sing me a song and andy sang the same song over and over to me. why you ask...BECUASE I LIKED IT! i made a beat to it with my foot on the wall. then they all left.

me, beans, aly and rose watched faris bullers day off and i fell asleep on beanies sholder. then i woke up and they were all gone! oh dear, i thought they went to maggies big party but i guess not. they were in roses room and brushing their teEeffff!! we all went to sleep around 3. my new years was extravagent. :D

DUUUDE whats with all the people being all down in the dumps in their blurtys. im sick of it man, just suck it up!

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Pasedina [30 Dec 2003|03:43pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | nothing... ]

Me and Aly pOO are in Pasedina right now viviting her fasa ( colada ) ;-D We came in yesterday around 5:30-ish and we rode the train. It was really fun...we saw a weird looking guy. Aly says he looks like he was the make-up person for Brittney Spears. Hahahahaha! He was wearing black lather pants with pointy witch-looking boots and pretty diamond chain belts and with little purse attached. That had rhine stones on it as well :D. He had a funky artsy hat on and rhine stones semented on his for-head. QUEER! He kinda freaked us out, and Aly was trying to get me to walk next to him so she could take a picture.

We couldnt fall asleep 'til late last night becuase we had the giggles :D We also watched a movie about a women pretending to be a man....pretending to be a woman (who was a dancer) it was a silly movie. We had to listen to our music to make ourselves fall asleep, which didnt last long concidering how cold it was in the room and all we had was 1 dinkie pink blanket. We had to wake up early this morning.

Were at colada's office right now and I met his old secretary named Norma Jean. She's soo funny hahahhaha. Me and Aly had a fun time hanging out with her and at lunch. We were bored, so we were staring at all the little people in the city and we saw a pink little old lady. She was darling!!! Were kinda just sitting around now waiting to get out. I think were going to go to her gramma's house tonight. Oh man! Oh man! We went to the bathroom just a minute ago and we heard a man masturbating...woooo-wee! We had to get one of the ladies to skoop it out-but no one was there...? Mysterious.





We are coming home tomorow then going to Casa de Shag.
<3 MiSsa and Aly pOO

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Hahaha, funy story! [28 Dec 2003|11:27pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Narcoleptic Yout (again)-"Busted Condom" ]

Oh man, you guys, this sure made me giggle!

A guy has been asking the prettiest girl in town for a date and finally she agrees to go out with him. He takes her to a nice restaurant, buys her a fancy dinner with expensive wine and on the way home he pulls over to the side of the road in a secluded spot.

They start necking and he's getting pretty excited. He starts to reach under her skirt and she stops him, saying she's a virgin and wants to stay that way.

"Well, OK," he says, "how a bout a blow job?"

"EEEEyyyyyyeeeewwwwwww!" she screams. "I'm not putting that thing in my mouth!"

He says, "Well then, how about a hand job?"

"I've never done that," she says. "What do I have to do?"

"Well," he answers, "remember when you were a kid and you used to shake up a Coke bottle and spray your brother with it?"

She nods.

"Well, it's just like that."

So he pulls it out and she grabs hold of it and starts shaking it.

A few seconds later, his head flops back on the headrest, his eyes close, snot starts to run out of his nose, wax blows out of his ears and he screams out in pain.

"What's wrong?!" she cries out.

"TAKE YOUR THUMB OFF OF THE END!

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Woo! [28 Dec 2003|10:02pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]
[ music | Led Zeppelin-"Whole lotta Love" ]

Rose came over today and we watched like 20 minutes of my Led Zeppelin dvd. it was good. Man we wre kinda bored during some of the songs so Rose read my super gay ass magazeans about fuckin trendy clothes and make-up and BOYS! WOO OMG! Hahaha..."Lets Star!" Hahaha man o man, then Rose decides to talk about the economy. She mentioned that they cought OSOMA! oh dang! Oh dang...no way man!?...but wait.."I thought they got Bin Laden?" ( I asked) yeah were prettty retarted that we didnt even know Osoma and Bin Laden were the guy in one! Whoooooooooaaaaa! Hahaha then Rose got all psycho online and we watched Degrassi. The episode where Marco comes out of the closet. Props to him, that took guts! Like the show.

Me and Rose went to church. How grand. We never go to church, I think its becuase me didnt go on Christmas and my mom felt guilty? I dono. Hahahahahaha it was sooo funny. When we were walking on the way in me and my mom were arguing about Chris and as soon as lil Rosie opens the door, Daniel yells "Chris DOESNT CARE!" ....or something to that extent. HAHAHAHA! And it was totally silent in there. Me, Rose, Daniel and mom and Matt liike walk in and tried to pretned that nothing happend and allllllll the people in there stared at us. Oh dang man, every single person gave us the stink eye, or a dazed n confused look like "what the hell's with those goobers?" hahhahaha Daniel, Rose and me could not stop laughing. HAHAHA! Ok...guess you had to be there.

Then we came home and Rose at a roll. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd then JOhn came over and we watched DEGRASSI! Aww he gave me a christmas present and its cute. My joy explodes! Incase you didnt know...this weekend has been the "Every Degrassi Episode EVER MARATHLON!" omg omg omg omg omg omg. Intenseto the max! Wooo! It was great.

Man o man, tomorow Aly and I are takin a train to Pasedina in LA all alone. Waaaaah! Oh man I hope we doont get on the wrong train or forget while were in the bathroom or something. What an adventure it shall be! Im so excited, I havent seen Aly in a coons age man, and were gonna be there for like 3 days. Whoa! Were coming home on the 31st, new years eve. I think were coming back in the day so theres time to party hardy at night.

**My birthday is coming up. :D Oh yeah! January 9th! :D**

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fucking vacation [27 Dec 2003|05:19pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Narcoleptic Youth--"86 the crap" ]

--Only the highlights--
San Fransisco

The drive took 8 hours, but it went by pretty fast. I had my music and I was comfterble in the car, so it only seemed like a 2 hour drive. When I got to the hotell I called Aly and Rose to let them know I got in safley. Aly was beeing a terd on the phone, so the conversation was short. Me and Rose talked for like 15 minutes, but I had to hang up becuase it was my Dad's cell. The "bay area" was kinda overrated! My mom wouldnt stop ranting and raving about it on the way there and when we arrived it was like.....ok..? I kinda liked walking aruond down town cuase I'm into the city thing, lots of homeless narcotics though. It was fun at night.

The best part of San Fransisco was going to Haight & Ashbury!!! Thats ALL I cared about when we were there. It was awsome man. Kinda like a mix of P.B and Hillcrest but 500 times better and more psychadellic-ie. Man, I wish we spent morre time there. I was the only one in my family who actually wanted to be there, and my freaking tripplet brothers wouldnt stop complaining, and my father was being an ass (like usual) and my mom was sick. Chris was making fun of me how incredibly lame I was for being into all that stuff. Whatever, I ddidnt care man, it was neat. I didnt but anything cuase I was pissed off at everyone. I got this cool flyer thing thouhg hahaha. I wish Aly and Rose went with me. They would of apprichiated it like me and I no Aly woulda died there. Since shes a hippie. It was cool, we drove past the Muir Woods, where all the hippies would prance around naked in the 60's. I kept talking about it and no one cared and my brothers kept yelling at me. Stupid ____'s!

On the way home from Haight~Ashbury we drove downtown in the fuckin traffic. We were rushed bc my dad and chris were going to the Radier game. I saw a lot of protesters and more homeless Narc's. One guys cught my attention (not cuase he was hot or anything. he was old, fat, harry and wrinkly.) His sighn said somthin like "THE U.S AND WORLD IS SELF DESTRUCTING! NO PEACE ON ETHER (still)!!! WE HAVE SINNERS FOR OUR LEADERS AND MURDER'S FOR OUR FOLLOWERS..." then something about the economy. The sign said more but I cant really rememver it.

Lake Taho
It was only suppoe to take only 3 hours to get there, but it took 6. It took an hour and a half just to get ON the Bay Bridge man. What the helll!? It was snowing driving up the mountian and it snowd from tuesday til chrismas. Man o Man, I had a white and gloomy Christmas. I tried calling everyone but a lot of the calls didnt go through. I called Aly and we talked for a short while and then I got dissconnected!!!!! AHH! WHAT THE HELL? I called lil Rosie and we chatted shortly too. I wish her a Meryy Christmas and everything and we gossiped. Then I hung up. I Tried to call John but the connection was fuzzy so I gave up. Then I called Beans and that was usuless too. I sent Kyle a text message since that was the only way I could communicate to anyone--unfortunatly I did not get one back :C

Christmas was cool . In the morning me and Daniel built a ugly snowman and had a snowball fight. Then Joey made breakfest for everyone and my dad was being a dick to him, then we opend presents. I got the coolest d.v.d's!!! I got that new Led Zeppelin one with 5 1/2 hours of live conert footage and stuff. And I got The Doors dvd too. Not the movie. This has like 40 of their songs in music videos and concerts, its cool. We were kinda got snowed in so I wached part of the doors. Oh lord, it was cool.

The rest of the trip was cold. I forgot how much I disliked going on family vacations. I had a good time though, it was just waaaay to long to be away from home. I missed everyone and I was lonely.

Today!!!!!! :D
Drove home fast! I hope I got out and do something tongiht. I will definatly tomorow. I am going to Pasedina with Aly from the 29th and coming home on the 31st in time for any new years eve parties. Hopfully I get to see Rose and John tomorow or Ill be doomed!

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Friday [19 Dec 2003|10:34pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | flux of pink indians--"1970" ]

dang this week sucked anus crack. my last entry had a big fat list of things that sucked anus crack...but somehow it cancled out and it didnt update. damnit! oh well. todayw as ok i suoppse. i was kinda late in the morning, so i got there and gave cherry jean and beans's gifts and i was off to math and thanh walked me part of the way. math was stupid. i found out that i failed 3 out of 5 standras, what a nice thing to look forward to. damn mrs. vanderby. science was stupid and so was the concert. lunch was stupid too. katie gave me a girft but i didnt get her one, i felt kinda bad but whateva whateva whateva.

after school.......................aly picked me up and I gave her her present. and she gave me mine. its soo cool ahh! she gave me this jim morrison poetry book that ive been wanting for a coons age and this pretty far out necless. i like it :Dthen she left. my dad and i picked up lil rosie and went to blockbuster. then rose and i wathed Degrassi: the next generation. it was the season finally. oh man, one word describes it all....INTENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!WAHH! Craig got what he deserved, his dream boat factor went down a couple of notches for him saying "i love you"to manny AND ashley. what the hell man?! then john and kyle came over and we watched degrassi again and made john's blurty. then they left, and then rose and i listend to narcoleptic youth. duude, theyre my new favorite band YO. i dig the flux of pink indians now too man. thanks andy oz..

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I'm gonna be gone from the 20th to the 27th...so merry christmas everyone.

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hUmp dAy [17 Dec 2003|04:36pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Minor Threat--"Good Guys (don't wear white)" ]

la la la this week has been weird, unconfterble, sad, boring, confusing and crappy. A few good things happend though.

My day was kind of a waste. I would of accomplished more if I stayed at home. Math was kinda boring, like usual. All we did was take notes for our stupid standards tomorow. Arrgu....I'm not too confident for this one. Man, just when I think I'm doing good in math--it gets harder.

Science, we had a sub! Thank the lord! Mrs. Bangwanger has the flu I think. She's also on crack, so maybe she is rehab or somethin...? Thats what Rose and I predict so whatever. Anyways, we had a sub. All we were suppose to do was work on our project or do other homework. I did nothing but talk to Jake and Kelsey, Daniel and Ashley. Me and Kelsey has soo much fun talking about Criag and Degrassi. Friday is the season finally--eeeeeeeeek I cant wait!!!!!!! Its gonna be INTENSE! Now that I think about it, I should of worked on my science project becuase I'm falling pretty far behind and I must get an A int hat class. I have an 88%.

Lunch sucked. I was starving.

Avid was boring, kind of a waste of a periode too. We talked about Romeo and Juliet and how its all about Sex. Stupid kids giggled every time Mrz. Z said the word "sex". Friggin children! Grow the fuck up...oooooh my god!!!! We read scence 5 and that was it. I got a damn C on my Roots final. :C Well, atleast I passed. After third period, I stayed in during offrole and my plan was to do all my homework. (It was my detention) Mrs.z Made me, Kevin and Mike go help this guy cut 100 strings. It was lame, and all I did was talk to Jake. I got 10 extra credit points though. :D
I want to get back together with John and I dont care who knows it!

Today I'm getting my hair colord. And I am finaly done with my christmas shoping for my friends. I got my mom the "Let it be Naked" c.d. Me and Matthew bought it for her last night, I still have to get something for my pops, but what!?

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Mmmmm ok... [17 Dec 2003|04:11pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | The Beatles--"We can work it out" ]

Try to see it my way,
Do i have to keep on talking till i can't go on?

While you see it your way,
Run the risk of knowing that our love may soon be gone.

We can work it out,
We can work it out.

Think of what you're saying.
You can get it wrong and still you think that it's alright.
Think of what i'm saying,
We can work it out and get it straight, or say good night.

We can work it out,
We can work it out.

Life is very short, and there's no time
For fussing and fighting, my friend.
I have always thought that it's a crime,
So i will ask you once again.

Try to see it my way,
Only time will tell if i am right or i am wrong.
While you see it your way
There's a chance that we may fall apart before too long.

We can work it out,
We can work it out.

Life is very short, and there's no time
For fussing and fighting, my friend.
I have always thought that it's a crime,
So i will ask you once again.

Try to see it my way,
Only time will tell if i am right or i am wrong.
While you see it your way
There's a chance that we may fall apart before too long.

We can work it out,
We can work it out.

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Updating [15 Dec 2003|04:01pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Narcoleptic Youth-"Classify" ( new favorite band!) ]

Woe, I havent updated in a long while. The whole weekend (friday til today) blurty was down so I didn't get to update. It was driving me nuts! I had to vent, so I just let me feelings bleed out on my Degrassi journal. I'm not putting that up in my info or in here becuase that stuff is confidential and only the TRUE grassi fans are allowed to see. Bahahahaha!

The bad week turned into a bad weekend. I'm not really gonna go into detail cuase its non of your buisness and it would just take to long to type it all out. Im lazy! Friday night, went to the cheer party. I was fun, I got cool lip gloss. Darryl called me.

Satruday
I.....slept a lot. I was sad. I went online and talked to people pretty much the inter day, I should of sewn, but my mom wasnt home and I needed her friggin help! My reeally cool and aunt and uncle came over. Haha, My uncle's name is Luis, and my mommy calls him Loo! That reminds me of John and Kyle haha. We had a really good Itallian dinner becuase my mom's side is Itallian! Yummy pasta's and bread :D We exchanged gifts and drank wine and had a relaxing evening. Too bad the intire night I was like pissing in my pants wondering what the hell was going on. I went to bed early that night....I think? I cant rember hahaha...where is my head?!

Sunday
Showerd early and was lazy in the morning. Mom and I went to church and then shoping until like 3. Then we had to drive to LA to visit my dad side of the family. It was kinda fun, not as boring as I thought. Daniel cought the flu on the weekend so we didnt stay long. We watched the Ring and ate a nice dinner. It was grand. We exchanged gifts too and I got to open one. I got a cute red shirt from anchor blue. I dont normally shop there, and I'm surprised I liked the shirt. I need new clothes so that was good. There rest of my gifts were in envolops so I'm guessing they are money or gift certifactes. Theres nothing wrong with that, its what I wanted.

Today was boring. Something unexpected happend and it made me partly happy. I hope tomorow is better.

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c U n T [12 Dec 2003|04:01pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Total Chaos--"Riot City!" ]

mMm this week was by far the WORST week ever. ever ever ever! WAHHHHH! I cant even describe. part of my bitchyness right now is my fucking periode (hehe i know you wanted to know-wink wink) fuck man ive been PMSing like no other yesterday and today. so if i was being all "stick in the butt" to you i apologize, i didnt mean to. im so fucking pissed at so many people right now and i want to name them all but i cant becuase i apparently have people readint this stupid thing! fuuck.

I just wanna fucking chop off ___nuts and toss them in a fire pit. i want to fuckin scream in___ears so they go deaf! i wanna fucking spit in___mouth so they chock on their tounge! that way they will never talk shit or gossip about me ever again! i wanna fucking kick___in the testicals so that he'll bleed when he pisses for a week. i wanna fucking rip out___hair so she is ugly and no guys wanna date her again (that slut). all those" ___" stand for more than one person, not just one person. --just so you know.

tonight is the cheer hliday party. ooh dear god, im so not in the mood for a cheer holiday party right now, but maybe it will cheer me up. i feel really rotten for missing darrlys birthday party tongiht. it starts at 5 and my cheer party doesnt even start til 7 but i cant go. i miss daryyl a lot and aly. i probably wont even see aly at this intire weeken. poop. :'C im crying.....oh and im missing the avid EXTRAVAGANZA TOO! what the hell man, this doesnt feel like christmas time man. i feel like the fuckin grinch. all the christmas songs on the radio and the lights on peoples houses and even the presents under my chirstmas tree seem so dumb. there are people, lonely people out there who dont get gifts and dont get to hear those carols and i just feel rood and like a rich-snob. i feel bad, not thankful.

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sick [10 Dec 2003|11:37am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | the HAVOC-''Cause for rebellion" ]

ahh i didnt go to school today cuase i feel ill. baahhh man o man. me aly AND rose aree sick..whos nexxt?!

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shiat! my throat hurts! [09 Dec 2003|04:57pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]
[ music | skulls--"on target"--dude! omg! i love this song! ]

today was so loooong...but it was gOOD. Well lunch kinda sucked. that brittish kid that john and kyle always make fun of came over. i dont know why. jake decided to be an anus crack and break my softlips. he fuckin flicked off the part that goes on my lips and it fell to the ground. what the heazie?! then the fuckin brittish kid with green teeth stpped on it. what the fuck man. i just met him like 30 seconds before that, why the FUCK did he do that? fucking brittish--no wonder john and kyle dont like him. jesus! I was alreayd pissed at jake for breaking it, but atleast i had a chance to fix it, then this kid i dont even know, and he doesnt know me decided to fuckin step on my softlips. fucking wench! hes a young woman. Now i have NO softlips, and this couldnt be at the worst time. my lips are all chap from the cold air and my sickness. i forgive jake.

during offrole katie was nice and treated me to subway. i ate a chicken pizziola. dude, thatw as a weak sandwhich. i usually get full when im like 1/2 done with them but this one i wasnt , it was weak. the famous maggie came with anthony during offrole. anthony intorduced beans and me to her. man she didnt say anything, not even "hello" just a smile. i guess she was too cool for us. w/e! w/e! w/e! w/e! w/e! w/e!!! jake visited cuase he needed to vent. that was nice.

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hooray for herpies! [08 Dec 2003|07:49pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Pink Floyd--"money" ]

i dont really have anything to say about today...it was kinda stupid.

math was funny with our new student..lil ben! haha hes from the west side yo. gangsta gangsta! he thought the square root of 48 was 2...and half of 10 is 8...and i thought i was dumb. whatever...science was alright. i actually did my technical essay. jake and i talked a little about degrassi and i told him what it was about. im so surprised he cared! my heart smiles.

third periode we walked to its-a-grind and we all read our poems. i dont like mine..its about elizabeth and its like a year old. i dont think anyone understood it and mrz. z laughed so whatever. kim and sabrina(the teenage witch) had very good poems. david had a lovely love poem...he took my hand and recited like the last 2 parts of it. again, my heart smiled. i got a nasty ice blended mocha, i gave the rest to beanzie c bronko, and i ate my bagle during off role. off role was kinda fun today. kyle visited me and beans and we talked a lot. i had to walk t the bus alone. my anti-social self. i came home and DIDNT watch degrassi cuase i wanted to get my math and science homework done before practice. i finished it all and i feel so accomplished. i think im gonna sew and re-do my cheap sex tube top tongiht..mehbeh. and make my christmas list :D

this is for rose--i want those candy kane shorts form Old Navy!

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jkfsf [07 Dec 2003|10:01am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | none ]

last night was so fun. woo. ill only summorize....

psychotic serenity was the first to play so that was cool. we thought we were gonna be late..but we wernt. it took me forever to try and convince rose to go in with me and we finally did during anti-social. mna o man! haha you should of seen us, and if you did i bet it was a knee slapper! we run in and not even after 5 seconds were ont the floor. it was like 123BAM! our asses got smaked into the edge of the step. oh man. rose got picked up but i didnt and i just ran in and i fell on the stage and now...my elbow has a bump and it hurts.

the rest of the night we just walked aorund and saw some hippies in another room. uhmm that was kinda weird, i bet aly would like it thought hhehe :D we also walked up to stone henge with with everyone and then kyle took us to a famous skate spot. hah that was coool. then i thought i heard the band playing so i made rose sprint back to the che with me. turns out...no one was even playing. so we just stayed inside and watched kyle eat his toast and listened to the opposition. they were ok, i only like 2 songs but whatever. then career soldiers went on. right when they started playing ryan just pulled me in and i couldnt get out. i fell a lot. one time i saw a little opening so i charged in and right away i flew out and i skidded like 5 feet across the floor. my shoe almost fell off, good thing it didnt. i would of cired! they played 'so this is freedome!' awsome song, so me and molli ran in and ohh dang. we almost got our faces smashed into the stage haha..

yes, last ngiht was grand.

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fuuuuuuuuck [02 Dec 2003|03:58pm]
[ mood | horney,sad, pissed off, lonley ]
[ music | Led Zeppelin--"Dyer Maker" ]

"KIDS LOOK AT WHATS WRONG WITH THEIR LIVES, I KNOW SOMETIMES I DO! BUT WHAT I MEAN IS, IT HURTS ME TO SEE PEOPLE-->ESPECIALLY KIDS, SUFFER AND GO THROUGH LIFE ALONE. I MEAN, I WOULD GIVE ALL I HAVE JUST TO SAVE SOMEONE FROM THROWING THEIR LIFE AWAY. IRONICLLY, I CATCH MYSELF HEADING DOWN THAT SAME ROAD SOEMTIMES! THATS WHY I'M NOT NO SAINT AROUND TOWN--I GOTTA EXECISE MY DEMONS BEFORE ANYONE ELSE DOES."___woo dang, pretty deep.

man o man, cheer is going straight into the shitter. all we have is mrs. dixion now, since shes a fucking bitch, she made out other 2 coaches quit. what the heazie man!? were stuck with her until the end of january--fuck, i dont wanna have to deal with ms. dixion and her fucking complaints and how she thinks i put my wrsts all fucking wrong. fuck, shes a fucking cunt with a weird nose. she has never even cheered before and she doesnt no what the hell shes fucking doing. everyones doing this e-mail patition thing to keep rachel and phil. mna, if they dont come back i swear, im quitting.

today was dumb. it was boring too. lunch was like boring to the max, john wouldnt let me put lipstick on him. dang. i would of let him take it off, i just wanted to see. shizzah! whatever....we werent late to 3rd period this time though. Hmmmm somehting kinda weird is goin on....

in avid i gave chase his brithday card that was personally made by me! it was a pop up. nooo...i did not make it on the computer...nooo... i did not buy it from the store. I made it by mysefl! :D i hope chase liked it! we sang to him and sable. then we did tutprials and grade checks. im happy to say that i am not failing anyclasses right now. even though im missing like 2 standrads in sciecne i still have a B? How can that be? I have to do my project tonight and its due tomorow, i havent even stared. fuck.

mike came during offrole, i didnt really talk toh im though. he is shy. kyle visited me and beans for a while to! that was cool, but we were all bored and just played with cell phones. brittany got me a sandwhich from subway and it tasted like fucking...like...anus crack. steak and cheese...fuck it was gross. im in a bad mood.

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friday-satruday [29 Nov 2003|12:53pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Skeptix-Routine Machine ]

ok yesterday was the best! well, the degrassi part of it was! eeeeeeek oh my god. im not gonnna spend my time explaining what happend in the new episode, cuase if you missed it, its NOT my fault. Bahahha Loser! All I can say was that it was INTENSE! Oh lord, Craig is soooo dreamy! And Manny, shes the "school slut"Im sure you all know that though. Ok after that Me, Beans, Rose and Aly waited for the azen Alexx to come over and we went to Darals house (...spell check..)

We got there like at 6:30--ish? I think around there, I wasnt paying attention to the time. Oh yay! I saw John! :D :D :D Ok...yeah 2 bands played. BoZo was the only one i knew the name to haha. Yeah theire good cover bands. Aww Darel dedicated a song to Aly poo. "Yeah Yeah Shes the one" I recall. Thats cute. I wish someone would dedicate a song to me...or sing one to me. Like Craig did! Ahhhhhhh! Heart beating....

K so we were all hungry when we left the dudes house at like 8:30. We took a field trip to jack in the box, and saw some gangsta gangsta white folks! Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiyat man., big pimpin yo. We ate and watched Degrassi again and talked online and la la la. I fell asleepp on the lime green couch in the homework room. Beans decided to tickle my feet and she woke me up. We migrated into Alys and listened to music and fell asleep.

I woke up today and Aly and I watched the Sinning and I went home. I cleaned my moms bathroom and my bathroom and now I have ten dollars. I should spend it at Off The Record and buy Aly some sockies. Wonder what else Im doing today. I think Im going to see Battalion of Saints (haha Batt-a-lion- yoou have to be there...) and The Locust tonight. IIIIIF Rose goes, If she doesnt well I ahve n plans.

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jdshfjshfjkhsf [26 Nov 2003|08:59pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | GG Allin--"No Rules" ]

Today was laaaaame! I did nothing! Absolutly nothing-and I'm sure you all would love to read about my boring, did nothing day! :D

Well I woke up from a weird dream..in a nut shell: Rose and I stole soda from a broken soda machine. I got chased by big guy and John and Steven Voo punced on the giant. They werent strong enough so Rose hit the guy in the face with a rock and he fell down. I kicked him int he nuts and spit in his face and ran off! --the end-- nice dream ehh? Yeah so I showed, which was the most eventful part of my day.

I re-did my blurty, and I dont really like it. Kinda clashes and looks like I dont know what I'm doing (which I kidna dont...) let me know if you like it or not. It took me forever to change the colors ahh! I am so dumb when it comes to doing these blurty things. But I like my new icon picture. I happent o ahve that c.d-Minor Threat complete discography "out of step". I drew a picutre like it too (with the white sheep and then one black sheep) yes, I am an artist! Speeking of artists, Andy and I are! We have drawing on paint extravagandas. thats what we did today for like an hour. It was grand! I watched grassi...ate dinner with my whole family! Joey, Chris, Mom, Dad, Daniel and Matt! whoooooo!

I just got back from running erins with mummy. We went to pick-n-save, bed bath and beyond (which i heard "atlast" and HAD to call aly) and then target. I got a new bra--snazzy! I think aliens are invaiding. If you look outside youll see 3 stars in a vertical line blinking on-and of-on- and off-. then youll see 2 lights ont he side, blinking! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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fucking cunt [26 Nov 2003|01:16pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Adicts--"Viva La Revolution" ]

bahhh im really mad! Arrg I hate being home alone. MmmMmMmm wheres John? Yesterday Katie and I were suppose to hang out, but I dont know....we didnt. So I made a Cheap Sex and Adicts shirt and cleaned my house. I changed my clothes about4 or 5 times becuase I was bored and then I went to Alys. We watched A LOT of grassi!!! Yahoo only 2 more days til the new season. And guess what folks...there is gonna be 3 new episdoes on friday! Not one, but THREE! oH my lord! Im so excited I wonder whats gonna happen!!!! Its gonna be INTENSE!

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