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[10 Jun 2007|10:47pm] |
today i briefly entertained a fleeting notion of grad school. i got as far as checking out the master's program for comm studies at the u, knowing the entire time of course that such a thing can't quite happen right now.
it's entirely possible that the idea was brought on by my desire to be c.j. cregg. that and the fact that i'm doing exactly nothing with my life right now and i hate it. i'm not giving up, though. that's not something i do if i can help it.
spent some time on campus today. it was good to see the people i knew. it looks like summer on campus this summer is going to be a bit different for the kids than it was last summer, and not just because i'm not there. that sort of thing just doesn't happen twice. different people and all that. it's interesting to be watching all these transitions, and meanwhile being in the middle of one myself. the problem doesn't lie within the change itself, but the speed of it. that is to say, it doesn't have one. i wish it did, and i wish that speed was faster.
funny how it all comes bak to the simple fact that i need a job. trouble is, a lot of people do. sorry i keep bitching about this. it just gets frustrating when you send so many resumes and get so little response.
anyway. until things get sorted out and put into place, i'll just keep doing my thing (washing the dishes, watching the west wing, job hunting and riding my bike? sounds like decent things).
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