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The Past [17♥Jun&;04 @ 05:04pm ]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | J-live feat. Iomos Marad-Appetite to Write ]

So I was looking at my old rhyme book and I was thinking this stuff is way way better then my the stuff in my new rhyme book. I think its either the progression or the mindstate that I was in back in the day. Then I read over my new stuff and its like at the same caliber almost. I think I just might be in the past where I'm thinking, hey I remember writing all this you know. You know the feeling you get when you write a personal classic the joy that you just feel when you get everything off your chest and you created this work of art with words. I think I still may be caught up with that in my old works and I can' t find any of that within my new works. I can find traces of it but I just can't seem to find the spark. My love for it all.
The masterpieces of the old still influence the works of the new. Most impressionists paintings can't be compared to those of a baroque artist but there are some that seem to hang in the same gallery right next to each other.

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Its going good........finally [16♥Jun&;04 @ 12:36am ]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | POH PIH-Sci Fi and Kalypso ]

So I have to wake up in like six and a half hours to go to practice. I can't sleep though, you know its one of those things where you slept in the middle of the day so its a b**** going to sleep at night. I might make it into IB! (keep your fingers crossed) I got my report card today and it was pretty good. Hopefully my counselor thinks the same thing though. My girlfriend and I are doing really really good. She's about to get her own room back so that might mean more time for me and her alone! I decided not to get a job until I'm sixteen. Most of the places I went to said I had to be sixteen so I just decided to wait. Everything seems to be on the plus side though because without the stress of school it all seems good. I still have to do this summer packet though. Thats the wackest mess I heard about though homework over the summer what kind of mess is that?
After the storm you get caught in the eye. When your in the eye you have to stay on your guard and not get lazy. Once you get out the eye of the storm your laziness catches up with you once your back in the winds.

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It's Like [08♥Jun&;04 @ 12:40am ]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Amel Larrieux-Get Up ]

Everything that goes right in my life always takes a dive. My girlfriend for example, she is the best person I could ever be with I'm the happiest person who ever lived when I'm with her or when I'm talking to her. Although....you have to remember its my life here so nothing at all is going to be good out of it you know. It kind of seems that she doesn't want to be with me anymore. She asks me the reoccuring question about "Why are you with me?" Also earlier she was telling me that she was crying for a long time and then she said she couldn't tell me why she was crying it was "girl problems". Then she made up some lame excuse on some "You know I was just being insecure about myself." I don't believe it though. I didn't bother calling her back though because I don't want to face the truth if it is true. For the last few weeks it seems like she doesn't even want to be around me. She tells me that she loves me and that she really wants to be with me but then shes real distant about it. Theres this quincenera coming up that shes going to be in. Well the girl whos having it says hey get your boyfriend. So after she makes the decision of not having me in it and having this chicks cousin she tells me then says "I just didn't want you to spend money." Then today she didn't want me to go with her because it was a "girl's day" or whatever. I'm not sweating that you know she has to be with her girls I have to be with my boys. When you haven't chilled with boyfriend or your girlfriend in like 2 or 3 weeks though I think to me there something going on. I don't want to face anything thats going to be shocking to me though. I really like being with her. I explained myself to her over and over but I still don't think its enough. So now I don't know what to do. Hopefully it all comes out for the better.
Everything that may seem to be like the best thing in the world or the right thing shouldn't be invested in as much. Some businesses do hide corruption within the insides.

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Its a burden [17♥May&;04 @ 12:21am ]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Common-Resurrection ]

I have too many things going on at once. I'm thinking either this is going to be my life from now on or this is just an end of the year thing. Its not stress either because if it was stress I'd be tearing out my hair right now. It's just a lot of things that are due tommorow or I was expected to have them finished by tommorow. Its ok though because now instead of the classes that I wouldn't have to work in I'm going to try to finish up these projects. My english grade is really lacking and I need to focus on that more but I have a bio test tommorow and two things are due on top of that. I have nothing due tommorow in algebra plus I have an A in that class anyway. My communications though there is this group project and I was supposted to do my half of it but I didn't do my half. This whole time I was talking about hey from now on blah blah blah.....but now I just feel like some sort of hypocrite. I shouldn't have fell asleep.......... I need to make sure that my second semester transcript is good because if it isn't I don't go into IB! Thats bad to work all this quarter then just to blow it all of in the course of two weeks.
When you experience a lot of weight on your shoulders you need to relax and take things off one at a time. If you try to take all of the weight off at one time you lose balance and you'll fall.

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Its a burden [17♥May&;04 @ 12:21am ]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Common-Resurrection ]

I have too many things going on at once. I'm thinking either this is going to be my life from now on or this is just an end of the year thing. Its not stress either because if it was stress I'd be tearing out my hair right now. It's just a lot of things that are due tommorow or I was expected to have them finished by tommorow. Its ok though because now instead of the classes that I wouldn't have to work in I'm going to try to finish up these projects. My english grade is really lacking and I need to focus on that more but I have a bio test tommorow and two things are due on top of that. I have nothing due tommorow in algebra plus I have an A in that class anyway. My communications though there is this group project and I was supposted to do my half of it but I didn't do my half. This whole time I was talking about hey from now on blah blah blah.....but now I just feel like some sort of hypocrite. I shouldn't have fell asleep.......... I need to make sure that my second semester transcript is good because if it isn't I don't go into IB! Thats bad to work all this quarter then just to blow it all of in the course of two weeks.
When you experience a lot of weight on your shoulders you need to relax and take things off one at a time. If you try to take all of the weight off at one time you lose balance and you'll fall.

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