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Tuesday, September 16th, 2008

Subject:belting out phil collins? good stuff
Time:11:13 pm.
Mood:i rove how you roooove me.
Music:Against All Odds - The Postal Service.
Why are you singl e?
because I have standards.

Have you ever wishe d you had a diffe rent last name?
ehh not really I'm chill with kelly. it's good to me.


If a stran ger looke d in your close t, what would they think ?
aaaaah


Do you want to be marri ed right now?
no.
unless it's to ben on secret life. haha

What' s bothe ring you right now?
life
ufdja;?!


Do you want child ren?
someday


Do peopl e under estim ate you?
sometimes.


Does it bothe r you when somon e says they' ll call you and they don' t?
not really


What are you doing tomor row?
wopo wouldn't ruin my life just cause I could say wopo all the time.
shouldn't it be h2opo? haha
tomorrow is school, makeup work, feeling lost and hopeless in a sea of people, then laughter at peer educating.


Name a quote from the song you' re liste ning to:
i love this question
"and your mom would stick a fork right into daddy's shoulder
and dad would throw the garbage all across the floor
as we would learn what each other's bodies were for."

and this is the room
one afternoon i knew i could love you
and from above you how i sank into your soul
into that secret place where no one dares to go.

neutral milk hotel = genius

Have you ever hated someo ne, but ended up being frien ds with them?
definitely. haha most of my friends.


Did you sing at all today ?
yeah. not as much as usual. didn't go to school cause of my uterus.

Do you miss anyon e?
so much ):


Do you get emoti onal easil y?
i can.


Can you sleep witho ut blank ets cover ing you?
rarely


How many hours of sleep do you need to funct ion?
eh depends on how many i've gotten for a while
anywhere between 4 and 12. sleep and i have a unique relationship


Last trip you took to the zoo?
no idea. very long time ago. never liked it that much. i disliked the smell.

Did you feel awkwa rd at all today ?
yes. loved it.


Would you ever get a tatto o?
sure.


Have you told someo ne you love them today ?
nope.

Have you ever told someo ne you loved them but didn' t mean it?
yes


How do you answe r the phone ?
YO YO HOMIE G
no
idk depends on who it is

When peopl e say "I don' t ever talk about anyon e" do you belie ve it?
never heard anybody say it. haha


Somet hing that happe ned in your past that you hate talki ng about ?
half of castro valley, parts of 8th grade, my mom and sister and that whole family. idk some things i just don't share easily.
my mental status maybe?


Do you think a lot of peopl e think bad thing s about you?
dk dc


Do you regre t doing anyth ing this week?
yeah


Who last texte d you?
devondre and cole stillman?


Who did you last talk to for longe r than 10 minut es on the phone ?
hmmm probs will.
wow i haven't talked to him enough lately
i had the greatest dream about him.i wish things happened like that irl.

Suppo se you see your boyfr iend/ girlf riend or crush kissi ng anoth er perso n?
dont gots one
so idk
hahah umm i'd probs have the normal reaction of wtf

okay my crush?
okay i don't reeeeally have one so idk


Are you happy right now?
ehh


Want someo ne back in your life?
duh

Are you good at givin g direc tions ?
nope


Do you prefe r hot or cold weath er?
cold
so much
i want winter now. rain? now.


Could you go out in publi c looki ng like you do now?
i would nt want to, but sure


What are your chanc es of getti ng with your crush ?
okay #1, i could have him tomorrow if i wanted. but i don't.
2, he's not a crush. and i have no idea. probably slim to none.
i don't even know anymore. i'm gonna end up marrying erik.


Are you weari ng a neckl ace? Who got it for you?
noep


What was the reaso n you got groun ded for last?
never been. ha!

Have you ever kisse d anyon e whose name start ed with an A?
yes


Are you slowl y drift ing away from someo ne?
ehh i'm sure i am i just cant think of who
see what i mean?


When a frien d walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
HOW CAN I JUST LET YOU WALK AWAY
JUST LET YOU LEAVE WITHOUT A TRACE
WHEN I STAND HERE TAKING EVERY BREATH WITH YOU


YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
WHO REALLY KNEW ME AT ALLLLLL

HOW CAN YOU JUST WALK AWAY FROM ME
WHEN ALL I CAN DO IS WATCH YOU LEAVE
CAUSE WE SHARED THE LAUGHTER AND THE PAIN
AND EVEN SHARED THE TEARS
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY KNEW ME AT ALLLLLL


SO TAKE A LOOK AT ME NOW!
THERE'S JUST AN EMPTY SPACE.
AND THERE'S NOTHING LEFT HERE TO REMIND ME
JSUT THE MEMORY OF YOUR FACE
TAKE A LOOK AT ME NOW
THERE'S JUST AN EMPTY SPACE
AND YOU COMING BACK TO ME IS AGAINST THE ODDS
AND THAT'S WHAT I'VE GOTTA FACE!!!


there's more, too
hahaha that felt good


Have you ever fell aslee p in someo nes arms?
yes :)


Do you belie ve every one deser ves a secon d chanc e?
probs


Do you have a crush on someb ody?
see above man


Would you ever kiss anyon e over 16?
sure. haha is this meant for 9 year olds?
i'd kiss a 21 year old if i knew where he was.



Where did your last hug take place ?
schoo
aw thank god for those kids. good stuff


What woke you up this morni ng?
myself :D


Do you have the same best frien ds now that you had a year ago?
no.
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