I forget myself, I want you to remind me.'s Blurty

Subject:	I've been abusing the surveys on this
Time:	10:14 pm.
Mood:	great.
Music:	Get Down Tonight - KC and the Sunshine Band.

and haven't been talking enough.

hokay what's up in my life?

devon and catherine and I are pretty close. jamison and i also. amanda too, but not quite as much (as them/i'd like). so that's all good.

noelle is in two classes of mine. I worry about her, pity her, and at the same time am kinda angry at her. I'm not really sure why.
gianni's a shitface and that's common knowledge. he's so whatever in life right now.
ryan's in choir with me. things are borderline awkward/nonexistant.

it's easy for me to ignore them. gianni stares at me whenever he sees me. it's like kthnxbye.

my goal from the beginning of the year was to get the weird ta in my chemistry class to fall in love with me by the end of the year.
i accomplished that in about three weeks. just by smiling at him.
we've been talking a lot lately and i'm actually kinda enjoying him. but i know it's not right and i don't want it to work out.
but at the same time I do kinda miss having somebody to make me blush and kiss my neck. but i'm just not attracted to him. it'd be a different story if he was.

we got a transfer from england. he's pretty bossy.

i sent away for info from colleges a while ago. like 10 on my list. i got info from bennington and whitman. i reeeeally like whitman. it's really exciting reading them even though i have hecka time.

i figured out that i'm gonna be taking 4 aps both junior and senior year. i'm prepared to get no sleep and have my hair fall out. i'm not loking forward to it but at the same time i'm sooo excited about it.
junior year:
english
history
apbio
and ap psych (yes!)
not to mention spanish 7-8 honors. D:

senior year:
english
history
ap spanish
and probably ap chem. i mean if i end up taking physics then it won't be 4, but if anything i'll end up taking ap physics. but i won't. so it'll be ap chem OR BIOTECH!!
not to mention calculus (but i'm taking the easy one. so like AB or whatever)

matt was suspended for a while (hah) but even now that he's back i see him like once a week and if even that. he's just kinda laughable.

fencing is going amazingly. i can't wait until i get better and get to be a member at the club and just can continue doing it for hecka long. love it.

kayaking is great. i haven't been able to go lately, things keep on getting in the way but still.

the more and more time i spend with dad the more he becomes my hero in life. what a great guy.

parker's getting head from some freshman. megan and i were disappointed in that and him. gabe and i have been bonding haha. we realized that we have hella friends in common and find each other hilarious. good stuff.

periods suck.

i really like sweatpants? i mean that's not relevant but the aragon ones are heavenly.

i've been thinking deeply a lot lately. i mean more so than usual. i've been writing it down too. for when i become famous and can write anything that'd become a bestseller, y'know.

i figured out that in life i want to be three things. not one of three things. i want to be all three.
a. a naturalist
b. a psychologist
c. a diplomat/something in international relations and peace making.

sounds good, right?

hopefully sometime this year i can do outdoor school. i should call the dude about that. it's gonna be so fun. i'll get bribri to do it at the same time.

things with liz aren't going swimmingly.

i'm super excited about the summer plans still.

i haven't smoked or drank since the party here. nor do i really want to. also i don't even have time. i'm really happy with how that's going. (no sarcasm)

i love jacob black. sorry edward. you're just not right for me. i prefer warmth.

all the good concerts are on weeknights.

aaand that's about it for now! surveys soon to follow I'm sure.

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