|Saturday, April 5th, 2003|
1:36a - and i have felt the same.
sometimes the only thing that keeps me going is the thought that she might take me back one day.
and the only thing that ruins that for me is the knowledge that she never will.
current mood: lonely
current music: lifehouse - simon
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8:47p - I know a whoopee spot.
Well. I see a lot of familiar faces around here. Lacy, Cassie, Lizlet.. and a few other people I don't particularly recognize but know I know them from Eljay just the same.
Abortretryfail.. I'll give you a shiny nickel to tell me who you are. Because I thought you were Mary, but your profile says united states. I suck and i"m drawing a blank.
Anyway. Um. My life kinda sucks right now. But I don't wanna talk about that at the moment. Suffice to say that as of today, I have another nervous breakdown under my belt.
We bummed around tonight.. went shopping and I got pink ballet slippers (actual slippers, not the dancing kind, but I can pretend just the same. And BB said she'd give me a pair of her old slippers anyway, which mean much more to me than store-bought.) and a tanktop that has blue paisley on it.
CM HATES paisley. This is my subtle revenge.
Lee Greenwood came here today and performed "God Bless America" and "Proud To Be An American" at this rally for the troops we had. Unfortunately, I missed it because it was too damn hot outside and we didn't know what was going on. We were just coming back from seeing Chicago. What a fucking fantastic movie.
I *am* Roxie Hart.
And all that jazz.
current mood: confused
current music: Mama Cass Elliot - Make Your Own Kind of Music
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