| 12:27p |
i'm so pissed right now
My roommate is driving me absolutely insane right now. She is acting like sarah's roommate used to. Oh my God, I'm going to kill her. She's making me feel bad, because for the first time since i've been in college, i actually have friends to go out and do stuff with. i used to hang out with sarah, but basically i'd sit in the room. now i go out every night and i think she's jealous. i think i know why too. i mean she has other friends. she's never really hung out with me and sarah unless it was in the dorm or at a meal. i was fine with that. i usually hung out with sarah and she usually hung out with her surfer friends or whoever. but...
now, all of a sudden, she wants to spend EVERY FUCKING WAKING MOMENT WITH US!!! She likes this guy that we hang out with and she makes it so obvious. we all can tell. she wont tell us though and is acting like we're these evil friends who keep leaving her and not hanging out with her. even though she never has before!
the other night, we were playing cards with the guys (like we do almost every night) and she calls and wants to knwo where we are. she started calling me and sarah every half an hour lately to see where we are. we said we were playing cards. which was TRUE. well, she didnt ask where and i didnt say. well, of course she wanted to come because stephen was probably there, so she heads down to the cafe where we usually play. however, we were in the lobby of Ave. she got all mad because "we lied to her that we were playing cards". what the fuck? well, she ended up finding us and proceeded to make a fool of herself. she was acting all girly and giggly and completely different than she ever has before. i hate how she changes around different guys she likes. she was acting weird and it was so awkward while she was there. she always has to be the center of attention. when me and sarah hang out with the guys it's not weird because we dont fight over attention. we ALL talk together. with her, she has to have all the attention on her. it's so irritating. thats really why we dont want her hanging out with us. its not fun anymore. and because she's totally using us to get to stephen. oh then it gets really great:
she decided to pee in her pants to do something crazy to impress stephen. she came in announcing to everyone that she peed in her pants. what she doesnt realize is that no one thought it was funny. they actually thought it was really gross and that she's really weird now. that was really awkward too. see what i mean about the attention having to be on her? another thing she does is always try to bring up her weight and say she's fat to get attention. the thing is that she's fucking 100 lbs and a size 0. how fucking annoying is that when people who are the lowest size possible say that they're fat?
the other day she was on the phone with her friend from home and was saying how she peed her pants and it was so funny and she was hanging out with all these guy friends of her playing cards like she does all the time. um yeah. she was actually hanging out with me and sarah who were hanging out with the guys. and that was the first time that she ever played cards with us.
and another thing is she always says to me and sarah how she doesnt like jason..until we told her that he was best friends with stephen. so now she's all of a sudden great friends with jason.
yesterday at lunch she told nick that we "left her and went to the beach without telling her where we went or inviting her". she fucking knew exactly where the hell we were going. we told her last night. she could have went. she said she had homework. i even woke her up before we left and she told me to have a good time. so yeah, she knew exactly where the fuck we went. she had no right to tell everyone that we left her.
so last night, sarah and i went to play tennis with stephen and hang out in the cafe and lauren went to someones room to watch a movie. i thought that she had left the building and locked our door when i left. well, she didnt leave the building and i accidently locked her out. well of course since i'm out to get her, she thinks i did it on purpose and left this message on my phone telling me that shes really getting pissed off because i wont answer the phone when she calls. well first of all, if i did i'd never get anything done because she fucking calls every 15 minutes now. but i was in the cafe and the phone did not ring. so she had nick call me to tell me to unlock the door and for some reason it rang that time, so she thinks i was ignoring her. the one time i actually wasnt.
well i gotta go to orlando. |