so i did it. I talked to him today online and told him everything, exactly how i felt. He said that it was really bad timing b/c he's leaving to teach hockey out in the midwest all summer and he hasn't been in a relationship lately and he's trying to keep it that way but he said he thinks i'm a great girl and stuff. I'm just glad i went through with it and told him. It didn't turn out half bad either. So at least now i know. Well, thats about it i guess, over and out.
Current music: none.
So did you ever think you were over someone only to find yourself still completely falling for them? Oh yes, well that seems to be the story of my life right now. I thought i was over him, like seriously, i mean he has a girlfriend or as he put it he was "sort of" seeing someone so i, once again, convinced myself that there was no chance and i should just get over it. But then i see ryan's away message "with wiems" and can't help but think how much i still like him. Maybe i should just tell him. Because really i can't do much else anyways. Just go forth and say it out. And be like, "i know this won't change anything but i still felt like i had to tell you" because i don't know what else to do. I'm really out of ideas right now....so if anyone has any suggestions feel free to comment ;) And also like the stalker i am, i went to the team homepage, and it says that the season is over, which i knew b/c he was home, but i also read that he scored the one and only goal of one of the games :) so that was totally awesome. "Love makes hunters of us all" Wicked puts it so well. So thats the excitement of the night.
Current mood: confused.
Current music: Austin ~Blake Shelton.
Just so you all know....i started another journal at livejournal so i probably won't be updating this one as much anymore, i might add little here but not as much as usual. So check out the other one if you want at http://www.livejournal.com/~tapperina102/
Current mood: bored.
Current music: none.
Just checked my home email (which i hardly ever check anymore) and got this halarious quiz from Courtney Garland...try it, its fun :)
Test for Dementia
Below are four (4) questions and a bonus question.
You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all
them immediately. OK?
Let's find out just how clever you really are.
Ready? GO!!! (scroll down)
You are participating in a race.
You overtake the second person.
What position are you in?
Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely
If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you
If you overtake the last person, then you are...?
Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong
Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person?
Very tricky math! Note: This must be done in your head only.
Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it.
Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add
Now add 20. Now add another 1000. Now add 10. What is the total?
Did you get 5000?
The correct answer is actually 4100.
Don't believe it? Check with your calculator!
Mary's father has five daughters:
What is the name of the fifth daughter?
NO! Of course not. Her name is Mary. Read the question again
There is a mute person who wants to buy a toothbrush.
By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth he successfully
expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done.
Now if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses,
how should he express himself?
Answer: He just has to open his mouth and ask, DUH!
Current mood: content.
Current music: none.
FULL name: Roseanne Marie DiFlorio
-Nicknames: Beans, Roxie, Rosie, Rosebud
-Where do you live: currently Niagara Unversity, otherwise Rochester
-Birthdate: October 21
-Shoe size: 7
-Right or lefty: right
-What do you think of the way you look?: im average
-What do you think about life after death?: heaven or hell
-What do you think about love?: its out there you just have to find it
-What do you think about fate?: umm, not really sure
-What do you think about yourself?: in what respect?
-What do you think about your first love?: haven't had one yet
-What are you scared of?: burning myself, failing in life, never finding someone
-What are your parents names?: Tony and Marianne
*The Dream Side of You*
-Do you dream a lot at night?: yeah
-Do you dream in black and white, or color?: mainly color
-Do you remember any of your dreams?: sometimes
-Where is your dream make out spot?: on a pier next to an ocean/lake/nice body of water, under the stars
-What is your dream job?: owning my own hotel and casino in Las Vegas
-Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?: yeah
-Do you write in a journal or diary?: yes
-Do you keep an organizer?: yeah, but i hardly ever write in it
-Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really sure but probably no
-Do you believe that every person has one soul mate: yeah
-Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)?: no
-Do you believe in yourself?: Most of the time
-Do you cry easily?: only usually if i can't do something about whats bothering me
-How much time do you spend online?: enough
-Who are your best friends?: online? or in general? elizabeth would be online b/c i talk to her the most, otherwise probably megan and kathy
-Favorite Website: fborfw.com, comics.com, reuters technology
-If you could date anyone you know online, who would it be?: meaning like never having met them before or just in general?? this section is confusing
-Do you buy things online?: no
-Favorite day of the week: friday
-Favorite movies: austin powers 2, wizard of oz, any harry potter movie, goldeneye
-Favorite actors: mike myers, michael vartan
-Favorite actresses: jennifer gardener
-Favorite song(s): a bunch
-Favorite music groups: ummm, not really into groups....simple plan is good though
-Favorite music singers: josh groban, andrea' bocelli
-Favorite holiday: Christmas
-Favorite season: probably summer
-Favorite color: purple
*When you hear ___ you think of..*
-Bread: crumbs on a cutting board
-Baseball: red wings
-Feet: wet and dripping
-Warm apple pie: my grandma
-Fish: snoopy (it was the name of my fish)
-Clown: big red nose
-Bologna: felice and italy
-Giant Eagle: monty....creepy
-A nun: a ruler
-What is your sexual preference?: men
-Crush: i think its safe to say i no longer have a crush
-Things you like in the opposite sex: eyes, their focus/determination, sense of humor, respectablility
-When was your first kiss: still waiting
-Are you a virgin: yes
-Which is more important- personality or looks? personality
-If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing?: hanging with friends
-Would you ever share your heart completely with someone else?: yeah
-Have you ever written on a mirror?: which side of the mirror are you referring to?....because bored college students with screwdrivers can do a lot of things to a mirror....mwhahahaha, lol
-Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed : cozy bed
-Name one person whose changed your life for the better: so many people
-What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully - physically or mentally - or both?: not be afraid to dance in public
-What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?: elizabeth's rabid rat face
-Number of times I have been in love: 0
-Number of hearts I have broken: none that i know of
-Number of guys I have kissed in my life: none
-Number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 4 or 5
-Number of people from high school that I stayed in contact with: a bunch of people actually
-Number of piercings: 1 - just the ears....for now
-Number of tattoos: 0
-Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: a couple times
-Number of scars on my body: one main one, probably a couple others
-Number of scars on my heart: ummm
-Number of people that have made me scared of what they could do to me physically: none really
-Number of things in my past that I regret: one, probably wouldn't have been worth it though
-Number of times I have wondered why I took the time to take this survey: once
1) Name The Last Four Things You Have Bought:
water, fries, flowers for jenn, ice cream
2) Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
water, milk, fruit punch, not really much else
3) Last time you Cried:
when i was home
4) What's In Your CD Player?
5) What's Under Your Bed?
storage crates with a bunch of stuff
6) What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
7) Current Hair?
8) Current Clothes?
jeans and a sweater
9) Current Desktop Picture?
il piazzo di san marco in venice
10) Current Worry?
jenn...hope she's feeling better
11) Current Hate?
don't really know actually
12) Favorite Place To Be?
hanging with friends or visiting my dance studio
13) Least Favorite Place?
14) If You Could Play An Instrument?
piano, it would totally be piano, i just don't have the patience/ambition to learn
15) Favorite Colors?
16) How Tall Are You?:
17) Favorite expression?
18) One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To?
19) Favorite Day(s)?
fridays and sometimes sat/sun
20) Where Would You Like To Go?
italy, basically anywhere in europe, vegas if i was 21, the list goes on...
21) Where Do you want to live when you get married?
somewhere nice to raise a family, maybe near a casino if i do casino marketing
22) Favorite food?
23) Color of most clothes you own?
blue, its all blue
24) Number of pillows you sleep with?
25) What do you wear when you go to sleep?
shorts and a tank top usually
26) What were you doing 12AM last night?
27) How old will you be in 10 yrs?
28) What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
hopefully in a serious relationship if not married and have a steady job that i like
29) Do you have braces?
30) Are you paranoid?
31) Do you burn or tan?
32) What is the brand of your wallet?:
33) First piercing/tattoo?
34) First enemy?
aimee squilla in 2nd grade
35) Last person you yelled at?
i don't remember, probably my dad, but that was more like "firmly discussing"
36) Last crush?
ooohhhhh, you all know, see previous entries if you don't
37) Last thing you ate?
38) If you could be a pirate, would you?
probably not, not into the whole stealing thing
39) Last time you smoked/drank/did drugs?
40) If you could be with anyone right now, who would it be?
Current mood: bored.
Current music: "Banana phone".
These past couple days have been very crazy. Mainly what everyone was thinking about (and probably still is) was Jenn. After many hours of vomiting and then finally going into ER they found she had appendicitis. So she underwent surgery and now, thank god, is on her way to recovery. She'll hopefully be back by monday, but nothing is for sure. Hopefully she won't miss too many classes and being able to make up the work and everything so she doesn't fall too behind. Also, she doesn't have health insurance so thats another issue they're going to have to work out. Hopefully something comes through, sarah mentioned this program where hospitals are required to give away a certain amount of money a year for patients or something, so hopefully everything on that end will work out. I find it amazing and actually quite scary that so many people i know do not have health insurance. Between outgrowing your parents coverage to just not being able to afford it or have access to it for whatever reason, is crazy and i feel it should be unacceptable in this country. I really don't know too much about canada's plan but i do know that everyone there has access to health insurance some way so they never end up in a situation like jenn's family or have to put aside there health needs because they can't afford to see a doctor.
Current mood: indescribable.
Current music: none.
(X) - i've seen it
(/) - i've seen part of it
02. Shrek (X)
04. Dogma (X)
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride (X)
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Rings
09. The Lord of the Rings : The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean (X)
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job (/)
26. BASEketball 2
27. The Spice Girls Movie
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Safety of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo (X)
34. Monsters Inc (X)
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppins (X)
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump (/)
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop (X)
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding (X)
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car
50. Ghostbusters (X - i've seen the 2nd not the first)
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
52. Back to the Future (X)
53. An Affair To Remember
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge (X)
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (X) (oh how i love harry potter)
58. The Wizard of Oz (X) (one of the best movies ever!)
59. Zoolander (X)
60. A Walk to Remember (X)
61. Chicago (X)
62. Vanilla Sky
63. The Sweetest Thing
64. Don't Tell Mom The Babysitter's Dead
65. The Nightmare Before Christmas
66. Chasing Amy
67. Edward Scissorhands (/)
67. Battle Royale
68. Kill Bill Vol. 2
69. Fight Club
71. The Crow (/)
72. Get Real
73. Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's/ Philosopher's Stone (X)
74. Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban (X)
76. Silence of the Lambs
77. Pulp Fiction
78. The Crying Game
79. Amelie (/)
80. Hedwig and the Angry Inch
81. Happy Campers
82. Velvet Goldmine
84. Peter Pan (X)
86. Particles of Truth
87. The Godfather (/)
88. Big Fish (X)
89. The Passion of the Christ
90. Close Encounters of the Third Kind
91. The Neverending Story
92. The Breakfast Club
94. Princess Mononoke
95. The Prince of Egypt
96. Grease (X)
97. The Hidden Fortress
99. It Happened One Night
101. Dead Poets Society (X)
102. Ghost Ship
103. The Wedding Banquet
104. The Red Violin
105. The Beach
106. The Women
107. Run Lola Run
108. The Quiet Man (X)
112. Punch Drunk Love
113. From Dusk 'Til Dawn
114. Joe Vs. The Volcano
115. Meet Joe Black
116. Gregory's Girl
117. In the Time of the Butterflies
118. The Butterfly Effect (X)
119. Dirty Dancing (X)
120. Final Destination 2
121. Rosemary's Baby
122. Spider-Man 2 (X)
123. Practical Magic
124. A Shark Tale
125. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
126. Sweet Home Alabama
127. American Beauty
128. Rocky Horror Picture Show (X)
129. American Psycho
130. American History X (X)
131. The Forgotten
132. The Black Stallion
133. Secret Window
134. Anchorman: Legend of Ron Burgandy (/) (i want to see it all the way through)
137. Mulholland Drive
138. Seeing Double
140. Dr. Strangelove
141. Huit Femmes
142. Dumb & Dumber (X)
143. Overboard (/)
144. Tommy Boy
145. Talk To Her
146. Party Monster
147. Taxi Driver
148. Jackie Brown
149. Gods and Monsters
150. Andrew Lloyd Webber's Phantom of the Opera
151. The Life of David Gale
152. Napoleon Dynamite
153. Lone Star state of mind
154. Second Hand Lions
155. St. Elmo's Fire
Current mood: content.
Current music: none.
So i finally did it. I talked to jake tonight and i finally got up the courage to ask him if he was seeing someone. We talked a little about the holidays and stuff and then i asked him (and it came off as all casual and stuff too it was great!) and he said that he kinda was, it was a complicated situation but he was. Thats ok though because at least now i know that he is seeing someone and i know that at this time it is not going to work out but thats ok because at least i did it! The girl he's seeing is in Cobourg too. And the best thing to come out of this was that i made a guy friend that i can keep in contact with even if things didn't (don't) work out, at least we're still friends and stuff so that is always good since i feel that is the hardest part of a relationship is keeping in touch with a person after you meet them. So at least now i know, and now i can stop obssessing about him b/c i know that it's not going to work out now, so overall i guess this was a positive experience b/c now i can stop wondering about whether or not he's seeing anyone or anything, at least now i know the facts.
On another note, tomorrow is friday and can i just say how excited i am? Excited that its the weekend and excited about janet's birthday party at her house. So, i know its a little early and all but i just wanted to say Happy Birthday Janet!!!
Ok, now i really have to go to bed now....until later,
Current mood: accomplished.
Current music: none.
So i'm back and couldn't be happier. I know someone is pretty much all of my classes so that is pretty cool. The only class i don't really have any friends in is my money and financial markets class but Gary and Megan are in it if i really need to get in touch with someone. Raffale is in my legal class so that is pretty cool. He said Joey and Mimmo are coming up this weekend so i might go out with them. We'll see, i'd like to but Raffale's like hardly ever online so hopefully i can talk to him before they come up, otherwise, meh i see then alot at home, i mean its not like i have to see them. Also, i made another friend with contact info now in the process so thats always a good thing. Not like i could ever be anything with him b/c it would kinda be wierd and all but still it would be nice to have more guy friends....
i was going to write more in here tonight but its kinda late now so until later,
Current mood: bored.
Current music: "Independence day" ~Martina McBride.
Slightly pissed off right now....got sent home from work after only being there for 2 1/2 hours and it being the last time working before i go back and not having worked all week, seeing how no one else could go home/find rides it falls on me...at least tom knows that i have gone home twice in a row early, thats got to count for something hopefully, and on top of that i come home to get yelled at by my dad for only going into work for 2 1/2 hours, like its really my fault! Honestly he seriously annoys me and i really can't stand it. Oh yeah, so after i was eating cheesecake and he starts annoying me again something about he only had one piece or something, who knows, just really making up random stuff b/c he knows that i'm mad at him and he can get to me....grrr...4 days, only 4 more days
Current mood: aggravated.