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Saturday, January 24th, 2009
4:06 pm	i fuckin hate my life..my sis is in town...n i hv exams in 2 days...aaahhhh..plus i dumped pd yet again/.im so beyond pissed off wit him..dat fuckin loser...im watchin 27dresses now...uh....
Saturday, January 3rd, 2009
2:37 pm	21st dec to 3rd dec-xmas,new yr fun had awesum tym 4m 21st dec till 2nd..pd came on 21st we went all around hoggin,watchin movies etc...dat chut was supposed 2 leave on 28th since our 3month anniv on 27th..sala cousin of his buked on 26th so he left 4 airport at 3am in mornin...after dat shibani malini came n stayed wit me..went 2 comm street 4 shopping...abdi came 4m pune...new yr was fun aprt 4m bad mob incident ....motherfuckers...hate south indians..had dinner at inijoes...steak..yum..after dat went 2 bawris place watched 3rd part of pirates of carribean..next mornin sibu n malini left..was sad...went 2 c australia(movie) 10 pm show..it was gud...came bak 2 bawris place walkin..reached at 2am..was 2 tired 2 go 2 coll on fri...went 2 garuda n all...n came bk 2 pg in even..2day went 4 1st class bt lense givin prob so went bk 2 pg n came 2 kits place..got lota new stuff 4m cal...yaaaaaaaaaahhhh.. i miss my crush...hes so nice n funny n cute personality..i soo like him ....i felt lyk huggin him when we said bye 2 each other opp forum..aaaaahhh..i so hv 2 get over it...
Monday, October 27th, 2008
9:53 pm	sux sux sux...hate bein me..my cell got stolen by dese bhikaris.....:)...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...........hahahah.....im addicted 2 pet society in facebook....its 2 cute...
Tuesday, September 30th, 2008
10:56 pm	life in bangalore am on study leave at d moment..saw navid ol in gmail i was lyk fuck shud i talk 2 him..bt i dnt signed out ..dont wanna embaress myself in fornt on him,...i strtd goin around wit pd dis 27th sept...i was drunk due 2 party at bawris place...dunno how it all hapend..man i`ll agree 2 nethin..meanwhile i`m still lukin 4 a guy in bglore bt sadly all d christ guys suck man..seriously..ugly n stupid...n d chinks r 2 benga man...miss skool lyk hell..not like d superficial shit i hv 2 put up in coll everyday wit dese fake frenz..uh..tired...aprt 4m boozin n eatin ...nuthin man..hate my life ..wanna die..
Sunday, May 4th, 2008
1:42 pm	well lotsa tension ynite wit vinayak(fucker) msgin me on google chat..uh well now problem is solved..adis really sick ..hope he gets better soon..hes soo cute...aprt 4m dat gettin shit bored..hvnt gone shopping yet..got my sim..
Wednesday, April 30th, 2008
11:13 pm	blore-----well i got in2 christ coll yday..watched d muvie-tashan..it was ok..pouring v badly when we came out...took abt 45 mins jes 2 find an auto walking here n der gettin wet..uh...plan 2 c pgs 2mrw..hope i get a gud one..
Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
10:05 pm	missin adi.. well i misssssssssss adi soooo muc man..dis always happens...when i dont get patta well mua patta neway i start likin d guy.....he cld me up ynite..told him dat i still love him...when he told me i luv u..bt hes not here..:( i mean he wont be der in bglore or newhre close tho he told me dats he tryin 4 manipal wic is supposedly 1hr away 4m bglore..i dont want him 2 want 2 shift coz of me..coz i`m jes a girl..ordinary..i`m sure he`ll get sum1 hotter wit a a better personality..who`d luv him n take care of him better than me..i`m always sooo mean 2 him...cant help its so natural..
Wednesday, April 9th, 2008
8:06 pm	life sux...sooooooooo bored...its so fucked up hot....aniruddha cld me 2day...n we chatted ...whoa i`m gettin better at making conversation abt nethin...i admitted dat i had a crush on him n he told me dat hes has a gf..wteva...dun realli care... i dunno who i like ...i dun care abt guys man...i dont think i care abt nethin..wana fag v badly bt sadly aint gettin chance..
Monday, April 7th, 2008
10:00 pm	my lyf.. well durin boards i.e. march9th me n adi startd goin around n then on 5th april i broke up wit him..coz i`m kinda over him n lost dst thingy aint workin(hes in delhi)..n i strtd 2 lyk pritom wic i told him in a letter as he gv me a letter(gradz nite thru anyo) sayin dat hes in love with me...so i though it wud b right 2 tell him dat i do lyk him...bhah ..he replied via email ...borin reply..last day b4 he left i hugged him when he came 2 say bye... i was lyk so scared dat he wud leave without sayin bye so was damn happy when i saw him..right now adi n me r jes frenz..we talk as usual witout me flirting wit him tho he still does...finalli am completely over him...abt navid well i gv him a chop thru email n after dat no news n even i didnt bother replyin...dats abt all..i`m dyin of boredom since dib is sooooooo hot n soooo borin..anubhuti is supposed2 come 2 my home 2mrw..so dats abt all..
Friday, March 2nd, 2007
6:45 pm	cl11 finals r over!!hv nuthin 2 do now xcept hv meeting wit d hm everyday fr a few hrs..wic r seriously borin..bt am compelled 2 pay attn since he puts nebody on d spot!!we hv holi 2mrw wic is gna b fun!!hv a social 2nite..d new senior common room is gna b opened!!my bady was alota fun...pple came at 12 n sang happy bday gv presents n cards!!n then sum more people kept cumin n givin cards n wishin!!i hd my party previously wit anyo bt it suckd 4 us since all d tym we wre at d counter..bt every1else hd fun so i guess it was ok..bt no way am i takin d pain nxt yr!!i snd a carton full of food 2 hitler since dey didnt hv ne plastic nags thru one of his housemates n when he didnt even bother 2 say thanks..ass..i didnt wihs him luck 4 hs boards..tho i went yday n 2day 2 c out kopili 12s off...saw hm 2 bt 4get man..hes a jerk....i wont even bother tryin!! Current Mood: contemplative
Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
3:19 pm	heyo..its founders brk n nuthins happenin aprt 4m dis humungously hideous pimple on my nose wic hs disfigured my beautiful face.. aaaaaahhhhhhh.. hate it man..love life sux...actually dnt hv 1... Current Mood: angry
Friday, July 28th, 2006
3:39 am	well 2 days lft till i leave 4 skul.i seriously luv adi!!i jes cnt stop talkin 2 hm no matter how pissed off i am.n nw hes like we`re only frnz blah blah!n dat hurts.i`m tired of dis emotional pain man!!!cnt take it.i dnt deserve it. hv 2 leave gt outta hs life permanently!! Current Mood: amused
Sunday, July 16th, 2006
1:03 pm	i`m in divyas hme..kuti.. Current Mood: amused Current Music: photograph-nickelback
Friday, July 7th, 2006
1:29 am	well jes realized wt an SOB adi really is.so am nt talkin 2 hm .am jes hurt.n i`m tired of feelin dis way man.bt i kno dat we hv no future since i wnt b bac in town till dec n no normal guy cn wait so long.dunno hw d saint thought dat a long dist was poss. bt then again dunno mayb he actually is in luv wit me bt i dnt give a fuck nemore.hes nt my type .i`d get bored v soon.adi my kinda guy n knowin dat he is my type he cnt b faithful.its jes not a character trait of his .fuck it all man!! Current Mood: blah Current Music: beep"-pcd
Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
3:25 pm	life sux as usual!! me n sid broke up in d new year panitola party2005-2006.started goin around wit adi d very nxt day.we broke up when i left 4 avs. nw am hvin vacations.cld up adi .told hm dat i still hv feelings 4 hm bt hes like i like u 2 bt i cnt ask u 2 wait 4 me.bullshit.i like hm a lot man.nw am in cal missin hm.wonderin wts goin on as hes strtd goin 2 salt brook n i kno dat der r lota gals der !nways hv decided 2 jes bein frnz till july thn nxt time i`m here i`m nt gna call hm.it still hurts whn he talks abt sum1 dats y. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: stuck on u-stacie orricio
Thursday, June 15th, 2006
10:02 am	lifes crashin down!!new hostel,new frnz bt i still am hurt dat what me n adi had meant nuthin 2 him.fine he may nt hv said it bt ....it sux.ive decided nt 2 talk 2 hm nemore ever coz if i do it jes keeps hurtin n im so tired of d pain!! i wish sid wud accept d fact dat we`re over coz i cant date him nt coz i cnt handle a long dist coz i kno dat in d end its gna hurt n i`m tired of getin my heart broken over n over again.tired of goin around n hvin 2 end it all making wutever i had wit ne1 meaningless.bt i dnt want it 2 b dat.i want it 2 matter .daTS i cnt date ne1 coz i jes wnt b able 2 survive d heartbreak nxt time .its jes 2 muc n i`ve been thru 2 muc man! Current Mood: anxious Current Music: 10,000 promises-backstreetboys
Monday, October 10th, 2005
2:57 am	aug 2005-9th sept 05 started goin around wit vinny in aug 4 abt 6 days.bloody almost broke my hand as he was squeezin 2 hard.well we broke up.hes dumb n a total jerk.i started goin around wit oh yes siddharth who i can now seriously call da luv of my life.hes gr8.tho kinda nerdy n a saint sumtimes.wish he wasnt so gud bt i like him coz hes cho cweet.it doesnt matter if hes nuthin 2 luk at.yup cant belive me ms coneited is sayin tat.i kno hes totally serious abt me 2.i kinda get pissed off at him sumtime when he doesnt call n stuff...hes left 4 cal 2day. when i was goin around wit vinayak i felt pukey n sick all da time n dis puke 2 bt when i started goin around wit sid i jus was so happy.ive neva been dis happy in my life. i`m totally in2 him... Current Mood: bouncy
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
7:45 pm	nm goin on...lifez so confusin..adhi wasnt around in jul so i cudnt tell him tat i like him..rons in town ..saw him at da rain dance..found out dat hes fin his bcom in b`lore n is takin music lessons in ghy .so he either here or in ghy.. dunno when i saw him dis time he was lookin like a total creep major dissapointment .. but i dunno i still like him make tat love him...i`m in love wit him man ..i always hv been..thought i was over him but i never was...my maths marks went up..mon is open day...
Thursday, June 16th, 2005
7:31 pm	fuck fuck fuck.. my maths exam is on tues.. am so well not nervouz.. pissed at da subject.. weird i kno.. neways tats abt it.. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: "so yesterday" hilary duff
Saturday, June 11th, 2005
5:46 pm	2day was ttally fun at sc. tution since sir wasnt der so i got 2 kno these gals well... hv realized dat in dib aprt 4 marus n a exceptional few peeps da other pple dont matter .. i mean da other pple r lame.. guys scence is pretty dull.. started likin vinny in da middle when i saw his ridin his bike n he was lukin oh so hit wit his shirt open n wind blowin thru his hair n stuff.. course he onky looks gud on his bike ..like if hes near ya yuck..a total let down.. oh well..am just hopin dat sunita finally has da guts 2 tel her crush tat she digs him.. i think tat she likes him quite a lot coz its been 3 months n shes not da kinda person who can like ne1 4 so long unless shes serius... after all shes like meeehhh.... hehe.. i swear it is just so uncanny how alike we think n like stuff... hope it lasts ...our frienship dat is..dunno if it`ll stand da test of time tho...