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Hello ello [10 Jan 2004|11:41pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | What Is And What Should Never Be ] Havent written in a while. Went to Jimmy's today and hung out with him for a while and then Casey and Greg came over and we were waiting for Dan, Shea, Matt, and Marc to come over. We just watched the game and played ping pong and shat<---a "Jimmy original". Haha. Yeah..I hope something happens with him and Shea but you never know. I guess I'll have to wait and find out! Thats it I guess. Bye bye. post comment

oh yea.. [01 Jan 2004|08:08pm] [ mood | hungry ] Oh yeah..I forgot..I'm going to try this whole vegetarian thing.. :-/ post comment

New Year's Eve [01 Jan 2004|08:02pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Since I've Been Lovin You ] Yeah, so New Year's Eve wasn't as good as it probably could have been..but it was really fun. Well at least I did. Today was really boring..Sara isn't doing too well with her parents..and I feel bad..but I don't know what to say to her..I tried to help her as much as I could but I don't think I really did anything. Then we went to Jimmy's house and hung out for a couple hours..and then I had to come home for some really random and stupid reason but whatever I guess. Stupid inaugeration tomorrow! Eww. Then Kenny's show..so yup. That's about it. Bye. post comment

yayayay!!!bam! [31 Dec 2003|11:25am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | wat da hook gon be ] This vacation has been pretty fun so far. I've hung out with Jimmy like everyday. Yesterday was one of the best days I've had in a while. Today is New Year's Eve, and I've been trying to make GOOD plans...but now I'm thinking..that this is never going to happen..maybe thats a sign or something..I dont know. But I'm getting WAY TOO antsy and annoyed with this..but not trying to think about all the bad things...I don't think that's the problem with me anymore..but whatever..I'm trying..and if doesn't..then maybe better luck next time.. post comment

christmas..what the hell is it for anyway? [25 Dec 2003|11:57pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | trampled underfoot ] Christmas. In the kind words of Matt Campbell.."so overrated." Seriously could it have gotten any worse? Okay..yesterday..christmas eve right? Yup..my mom..working. Crhristmas..yup..my mom..working. From 5am-9pm. How fabulous is that? So yesterday was just a boring day. Then today I wake up at like 8? Then I do nothing..but then decide to make everyone breakfast..but no..I guess we're like forbidden to eat without mom..but guess what? SHE'S NOT HERE! So then I go upstairs and watch Zeppelin divida for an hour and then get dressed to go to Ann and Steve's where I sit for 5 hours on the couch watching the Christmas Story twice not talking at all. Of course the dipshit Colleen gets lost going there. Then we finally get to go to Rose's. I would have rather just stayed there with everyone. Then we go home and my mom gets home like a half hour later and then we open presents and it sucked. I got no clothes I liked except two shirts, and the bag my dad thought I wanted was quite possibly the most hideous thing I've seen since Jen's indian pants. But I love my dad too much to say anything. I started crying..because I finally realized what had been bothering me all day..I was thinking about how much it sucked that my mom wasnt here for christmas like most everyones is..and then I realized that there are kids without parents..and then I started thinking about Kristin and how much I miss her..and how much it sucks for her family to sit there opening presents with one less person. I mean..It hits me every now and then and I'm like.. I lost one of my best friends. In 5th grade when I had no one else to talk to..kristin was one of the few people who even gave me a chance. Even though I hated middle school..I miss her and all the other people who were my friends like greg,kiele, and tina. But I guess what is lost, is lost forever. That concludes my very bad christmas which i thought was going to be my best..i thought wrong..but on the upside i am getting a new cell phone! :) post comment

[20 Dec 2003|10:12am] Sorry no update in a while kerry, haha, this thing has been messed up for a while. Yup well..umm..okay..I'm finally back on my mom's good side..she doesnt want to beat me over the head with a sledgehammer anymore. But she probably will when she see's my progress report..unless my dad wants to be cool and not even say anything to her about it. But if that happened, then Robbie would be like MOM LOOK I GOT ALL A-B's! He's such an asshole like that, does it every single time, even after I ask him not to. I cant wait till he gets to 9th grade and see's how hard it is. He thinks he's awsome just because he did good in 7th and 8th grade. Well guess what..so did I. After 8th it all down hill. Anyways..the point is..Izbicki is a total douch and gave people D-F's when they didnt deserve them. And McGovern gave me a C-D which is definitely not right at all. Why are teachers so gay? Seriously, we wouldnt have a progress report if it wasnt for that whore Slattery. Its like getting to report cards a term, 8 a year. They're just doing it so we can all get in trouble with our parents..I mean it already sucks enough at home for like..85% of the school..lets see if we can make it worse! YAY! We're evil bitches and want to ruin everyones christmas! Enough about that..time to go bye bye post comment

Oh I know right?` [07 Dec 2003|05:25pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Ten Years Gone ] Well everything seems to be going okay. Stevie Wonder informed me on the phone that he is coming to my house Friday..that made me oober excited and important. Haha. I was just informed we dont have school tomorrow! How awsome is that? Me and Matt reunited it was great! I'm so glad to have him back! He's the greatest kid and he helps me alot like yesterday. I cant wait till Friday I think everyone will go fine. I'm really excited. I thought I had a lot to say but I guess not. Later party people. post comment

NOTHING! [03 Dec 2003|02:58pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Saint Louie-SAMMMMMMAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! ] I don't have anything to say I told Sammy I would write one today so I can dedicate a song to him! MEH! post comment

Got this from Lex [02 Dec 2003|03:39pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | So little time ] i found this on someone else's journal.. "Post anything that you want and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love-- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your blurty to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your blurty) have to say." post comment

YES! [02 Dec 2003|03:35pm] [ mood | lethargic ] [ music | Hey ya ] Oh!! Guess what!!!? I have the greatest plan!! Hopefully everything works out accordingly. post comment

HEY KIDS! [30 Nov 2003|11:03am] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | Higher ] Friday night I babysat with Sara and she slept over. I helped my mom put up the village. It looks nice. Not as good as other years but still good. I love December!! Muahaha! I like the way me and my mom are right now. It's awsome..and I actually talked to her yesterday..like a real conversation and she helped in a way so I love it. I guess my dad's plan worked. I'm just trying to help her with things and not give her attitude about it..although granted I still do it to my dad..because he just doesn't make sense sometimes the things he does. I went to the movies with Peg,mom, and Jimmy last night to see Elf. It was good. I'm sure glad he came because it really helped. I kind of like this right now..us..just being friends..it reminds me of a non guilty past I used to have. And if we can start all over again then that would be cool. But I'm 15..and I'm content with this. The hard part is...he's not. That's when I feel guilty. I don't like the guilty pleasure that goes along with a relationship. And I think I need this time to get to know my friends again and not worrying about whose feelings I'm hurting. Lex is my betstest friend in the world. I wouldn't trade her for anyone. I hate how I never can hang out with her because I feel like I ALWAYS have to hang out with Sara and Jimmy. Whenever the four of us do its always me and Lex who want to go outside and do something and they want to stay in and watch a movie and eat. I have no strength or power when its just me. When other times I feel like we're in a cult and they are my groupies. Like walking down the hall its like..I'm the owner and they're my two dogs following behind me..then I feel like the bitch but in reality ther're doing it to themselves. They cling themselves onto me and they won't let go..and its like if I'm not with them then it's a big tragedy like I don't want to be their friends. I don't really know what to say about those two and I don't know if anyone else see's it besides me and Lex but thats what is happening and I guess they both need to realize it. I know this is not the end with me and Jimmy but I know that its not going to happen like right away. I kind of want it to be like it was before when he was in love with Casey and I was his best friend helping him through it and trying to win him over. But how the tables have turned. I just want us to be able to hang out. Like last night we were just joking around with eachother like we used to do and I loved the feeling that we could and no one would take it offensively or anything. Its great..I just wish he could except it. And I have a plan..and hopefully..he can use this time himself and either get over me a little and not be so obsessed OR its going to make him more obsessed. I don't think its the best idea I hang out with him all the time because thats not exactly helping but I'm not going to completely push myself away from him. My parents are going away on the 12th and I wanted to have him over one night and then have a bunch of people over another night. But to be fair Colleen wants the house too. So I get it Friday she gets it Saturday. And Jimmy is like promise it will just be us two. But I want to take advantage of this and for once be able to have people over. So maybe he can come over earlier and then they can come later. I don't know. Not that anyone reads this or cares. Haha. Well Lex is coming over so I have to get dressed. Later kids. post comment

I don't really know. [28 Nov 2003|10:56am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | who cares ] I think I do the right thing..but I always end up doing the wrong. I knew what I told Jeff was wrong...and by the way he replied I could just tell that he was lying or something. Then of course I get to hang out with him the next day and it was horrible. Considering I left half the time. So now Jeff is mad at me, Sara is mad at me, and Jimmy is mad at me..not to mention a lot of other people are probably too. I don't know.. I hate it..I feel like I've changed my setting..I feel like I left my old friends. I mean I can't stand how Lex is always like MEH 9TH GRADE I WISH IT WAS 9TH GRADE! But now I'm thinking that too. I miss Brian and Matt and Mackie and Steele and Case and Hardie and Gabi. I miss them all so much. I guess I haven't exactly lost them persay but there still not there. Matt's not there whenever I need to talk to him anymore he's all of a sudden changed since he's gone out with Jess and she has totally taken him away from us and I hate it. I'm beginning to think Brian just doesn't seem to care anymore. Steele is hung up with Casey now..and Sara isn't a big fan of her so that blows the big one..because I think they're both wicked fun to hang out with. And it's like because Sara has had "past relations" sort of thing with him its too hard for her because we all know she still likes him. Hardie left us a long time ago for some reason but I still sort of miss him and being able to joke around with him. I mean he used to be my best friend too? Now its like all I ever do his hang out with Sara and Jimmy and people are like whats their problem and I feel like my parents and their parents think we're always up to something. And I hate that feeling so I feel like I shouldn't even hang out with them. And I don't know how I recently got so involved with band kids but I have and its just weird how it happened. My mom and dad are onto me and they think I'm doing things I'm not supposed to be doing but in reality I'm doing absolutely nothing wrong. They're always like what are you guys doing over Sara's? We're in the basement watching a movie. Sorry if we don't like to go out and spend our money on going to the movies and have to bug about rides. None of us like doing that. I have to babysit tonight and Jimmy was going to go with me so we could talk..but his parents are like I KNOW WHAT 15 YEAR OLDS DO. I just want to be like tell me..what do they do? I have to watch a 1 year old crawling child who likes to crawl around the house and play...tell me where in any of that would I be doing anything wrong. Yeah..exactly..no where. I know my parents were a little iffy about it because I was in the kitchen and they think when they whisper I don't know that they're talking about me. I'm not the smartest kid alive but I know what's going on. And what pisses me off even more is that Bonnie said she would take care of it and help Jimmy convince his dad. But no she takes his side. Typical parent thing to do. I'm beginning to think my parents aren't going to trust me to do anything at all. It makes me so mad they think the absolute worst of me all the time. I don't get it. But whatever I guess I've always been that untrustworthy and trouble making child my whole life right? Whenever they say thing about how they think I act or what they think I do I don't even try to say anything against my defense because its not even worth it. I can't stand my family! Why do they always have to all gang up on me! What did I do to them. Oh yea..everything. Why don't they just throw be under a buss because I know thats what they all want to do. Why can't they just leave me the hell alone!!!!!!!!!! Oh my god I know I'm going to snap today and of course my mother his home and it will probably be on her and I'll try to hide in my room all day..and then she'll come up and be like why are you doing this? And I'll be like because if I go near anyone I'll flip out on them. And then she'll make me tell her what's wrong. That's exactly what's going to happen. Wow I promised myself I wouldn't do this in here..and I just did. I lie...alot. Goodbye. post comment

DAH! [25 Nov 2003|04:24pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Alexis breathing on me ] Okay..Lots and lots of confusion!!! Anywho..On Saturday I wanted to go to the play with Lisa..but then I trying to be nice and took my cousins..even though everyone thought they were my kids..groossss! Haha. Lex came with me too. Haha. So it was good but I had to listen to Sarah Ritchie laughing behind me. Oh god..the laugh..its worse the cackle. Haha. Well..I've been going through back and forth in my head what I want to do..MEH!! So thats the end of my story. post comment

See I can be right about some things... [16 Nov 2003|02:10pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Hey now ] Well just as I suspected, everything would be fine after the weekend was over. My mom didn't talk to me on Friday night and that was it. I suspected she wouldn't last night but she did and she was actually being nice and was like hey want to get pizza? Of course I wasn't going to pass up that offer. So I pretty much did absolutely nothing yesterday but I guess I got some things done. Jimmy just called like an hour ago and I don't know why but that made me really happy for some reason, but he always calls? I'm just glad this weekend is over because everything is fine now. I'm just not looking forward to a full week this week. Oh well, Wednesday is a good day though. Lex's birthday and 8 months! Yes! Then Thursday is Tommy's birthday. Next week we have a half day Wednesday and then no school Thursday and Friday right? Sweet deal! Oh my god! And then December! Oh god December is going to be awsome! I can't wait to go into town. It will be so good. I love going at night with all the lights and people going shopping..I wish I lived in a village. Oh man I'm so weird...but I love it. I must go now and finish my homework so I can stay up and watch the Pats tonight..and I have to go watch the rest of the race and take a shower and straighten my hair hopefully. NASCAR is awsome and you better believe it!! Dahh! I<3 you! post comment

Survey thing I got from Vanessa [15 Nov 2003|11:21pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | NFG ] 001. What is your full name: Maryann Theresa Sinewick 002. Spell your first name backwards: nnayram 003. Date of birth: 7.31.88 004. Male or female: Female 005. Astrological sign: leo 006. Nicknames: maze,mazie,mare,may may,ma,sinewick 007. Occupation: searching.. 008. Height: 5'9" 009. Weight: oh right.. 010. Hair color: dirty blonde 011. Eye color: Blue 012. Where were you born: weymouth sweetheart 013. Where do you reside now: eastie 014. Age: 15 015. Screen names: c00lk1d623 016. E-mail addy: c00lk1d623@hotmail.com 017. What does your screen name stand for: i dont know jimmy made it up for me last year 018. What is your livejournal name: dont die on me now 019. What does your greatestjournal name stand for: i dont know.. 020. Pets: i dont have any..ladybug died..so sad! 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: i dont think i had a cake because i hate cake.. 022. Piercings: none..i want eyebrow and all up my ears 023. Tattoo's: soon enough my friend ..soon enough 024. Shoe size: 10 025. Righty or lefty: Righty 026. Wearing: well..clothes are overrated 027. Hearing: huh? 028. Feeling: eh.. 029. Eating/drinking: code red.. ~Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love: yes i believe so 062. How many people have you said "I love you" to: alot but some i barely meant it.. 063. How many people have you been in REAL love with: once 064. How many people have you kissed: i dont know..im going to say 2-3? 065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: hahaha yeah sara..right herre..no the cheek doesnt count silly! 066. How many people have you dated: well..6? 067. What do you look for in a guy/girl: humor..and i dont know..i sure would hope they are a little nice and descent 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: HEIGHT!!! and eyes 069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: Funny ones 073. Do you have a crush right now: sure.. if you say so.. 074. If so who is it: hmm lemme guess? 075. Do you believe in love at first sight: no..its impossible.. 076. Do you remember your first love: hahaha oh yea..brian pelland. 077. Who is the first person you kissed: Brendan..but he doesnt really count..so Mike 078. Do you believe in fate: yeah sure 079. Do you believe in soul mates: yes i suppose..not everyone will find theirs though..unfortunately.. 080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: It would be nice. ~Family Stuff~ 104. How many siblings do you have: 3 105. What are your parents names: Ann Elizabth and Robert Joseph 106. What are your siblings names: Jennifer Ann, Colleen Elizabeth, Robert Patrick 107. How many siblings does your mother have: 8 108. How many siblings does your father have: 5 109. Where are your parents from: weymouth?/braintree 110. Is your family close: ehh i dont know..maybe.. 111. Does your family get together for holidays: Yes. 112. Do you have a drunk uncle: haha no.. 113. Any medical problems run through your family: i dont really know..cancer maybe? back problems like its our job.. 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee: hahah i dont really know and i dont want to know 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews: No 116. Are your parents divorced: no together since 10th grade.. 117. Do you have step parents: Nope. 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: uhh no 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country: how the hell would i know? _Music Stuff_ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life: oh god..i dont jimmy has told me..and i dont remember maybe ill ask him now..best friend-queen bron-yr-aur-stomp-zep 122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own: edens crush 123. What's the best cd you own: all the zep cds 124. What song do you absolutely hate: alot of songs.. 125. Do you sing in the shower: yeah 126. What song reminds you of that special someone: i dont know.. _Favorites_ 152. Color: yellow or red 153. Food: fried clams hamburgers chicken fingers 154. Song: thats the way...no not that disco song..the zep song 155. Show: spongebob degrassi fairly odd parents boymeets world 156. School subject: ummmmm no. 157. Band/singer/artist: all american rejects and led zeppelin 158. Animal: I hate animals 159. Outfit: blue long sleeve and sweats 160. Radio station: ZLX, BCN 161. Movie: tbc, zoolander, joe dirt, harry potter!!! 162. Pair of shoes: vans 163. Cartoon: spongebob and fairly odd parents 164. Actor: joshua jackson 165. Actress: I hate girls.. 166. Potato chip: potatoe..how boring..but I love it 167. Drink: white grape juice and code red and milk 168: Soda: code red 169. Holiday: halloween...christmas!!! 170. Perfume/cologne: tommy girl or ralph lauren 171. Pizza topping: pep 172. Jello flavor: I hate jello it makes me gag 173. Lunch meat: turkey 174. Card Game: uno or rummi 500 175. Video game: nascar98 176. Website: blurty 177. Book: I don’t read 178. Computer game: the sims 179. Number: 6 180. Cereal: cinnomon toast crunch 181. Comedian: dane cook baby! Or steven lynch 182. Dessert: chocolate eclairs 183. Disney character: umm I don’t think I have one 184. Clothing store: don’t have one 185. Past time: who knows?? 186. Teacher: hmm thats hard but I think I just might have to say gregg or kames 187. Childhood toy: race cars 188. Carnival game/ride: I don’t do those things 189. Candy bar: Caramello 190. Magazine: Pottery Barn for teens 191. Salad dressing: french 192. Thing to do on the weekend: umm hang out with sara and JIMMY 193. Hot drink: coffee 194. Season: summer 195. Sport to watch: football nascar boxing/wrestling 196. Person to talk to online: VANESSA POMPEO _Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits_ 197. What color are your sheets: I don’t use sheets as a matter of fact 198. What color are your bedroom walls: purple and green yes they are 199. Do you have posters on your wall: yeah 200. If so of what: all american rejects, nfg, led zeppelin, spongebob, lizzie mcguire!! simple plan 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom: yeah 202. How many pillows are on your bed: six 203. What do you normally sleep in: a tshirt and sweatpants 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: everything 205. What size bed do you have: twin 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: Regular. . 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom: no 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: me and colleen got in a car accident and she almost died 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: just spongebob and patrick 211. How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed: 2 and thats all I plan to have 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions: on my stomache or with my leg up 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling: hell no!! Next year its all mine!!! 214. Do you snore: how the hell would I know? 215. How about drool: cmon everyone does that whether you like it or not. 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room: Yes. Kill me now. 217. What color is the carpet in your room: a puke color thanks to my cat 218. What's under your bed: Im too scared to look _This or that_ 219. loser/wannabe: Loser. 220. Doughnuts/bagels: Bagels 221. Day/night: Night . 222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: who cares 223. Heaven/hell: Heaven.. 224. Make love/have sex: I don’t get it? 225. Coffee/tea: Coffee 226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: burger please 227. Rap/rock: Rock. 228. Britney/Christina: oh god..nooo just NOO! 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: I don’t like cheese 230. Real World/Road Rules: come on you assholes REAL WORLD! 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: again..NO! 232. Silver/gold: Silver. 233. Nike/Adidas: neither 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: neither 235. Sweet/sour: sweet and sour 236. Punk/emo: punk but im so emo 237. Hot/cold: cold!! 238. Winter/summer: summer 239. Spring/fall: spring 240. Operas/plays: Plays. 241. Read/watch tv: television 242. Cd's/tapes: CD's. 243. Dvd's/vhs: divida 244. Old/new: Old. 245. Shorts/skirts: Shorts. 246. Pink/red: Red. 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Black and white. 248. Meat/vegetables: meat 249. Mexican food/chinese food: gross! 250. Commercials/infomercials: commercial 251. Scary movies/comedies: scary...FREDDY! 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: wow I don’t really like bathing suits.. 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandal 254. Dogs/cats: again I don’t like animals 255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies 256. Water/land: water 257. Sugar/spice: Sugar. 258. Black/white: Black. 259. ribbons/bows: Ribbons. 260. Chicken/beef: Chicken! 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white 262. Cars/trucks: truckk no im not a dyke 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin. 264. Popcorn/pretzels: pretz 265. Hip/hop: Hop. 266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate. 267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: wwe is a bunch of bullshit 268. Back rub/foot massage: Back 269. Picture frames/photo albums: Albums 270. Pens/pencils: Pens . _What Is Your Opinion Of The Following_ 271. Eminem: Don't like him. 272. Virgins: people who havent had sex..which would be myself.. 273. God: shes cool I guess 274. The Osbournes: yes!!!! SHARON! 275. Reality TV: I love it 276. J.Lo: oh right. 277. Religion: Catholic. 278. Emo music: I love it. 279. Valentine's Day: I don’t see the point? 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: shes gross 281. Homosexuals: I love them!! 282. Abortion: don’t even get me started.. 283. Inter-racial relationships: Ehh.. Don't go there. No offense. 284. Murder: Sad. 285. Death: Crying. 286. Obesity: come on! 287. Pre-marital sex: who cares 288. Terrorism: not cool 289. Pornography: another reason for guys to beat off 290. Fortune Tellers: honestly? 291. Threesomes: wow 292. Prostitution: thats too bad 293. Politics: I don’t get them? 294. Country music: REBA! 295. George W. Bush: not my president 296. Cloning: not cool 297. Britney's boobs: I don’t even care! 298. Gas prices in America: honestly who does that? _Name Game_ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?... 299. Jack: will and grace 300. Tiffany: porn star 301. Ben: affleck 302. Maria: Caz 303. Jennifer: my sister 304. Nicole: Everyone on swimteam. 305. Amy: clack 306. Adam: smith 307. Richard: tommy boy..RICHHHARRD! 308. Justin: Timberlake. 309. Arnold: swartzz..whatever his name is 310. Tom: Delonge! 311. Melissa: ngpack 312. Charlotte: Charlotte's Webb! 313. Harold: Hey Arnold! 314. John: my uncle 315. Joel: billy joel 316. Vanessa: conners and pomp 317. Michelle: marks..hahahahahaha or mcauthor 318. Kevin: borth..and I don’t even know him 319. Brent: what? 320. Jake: silberstein 321. Billy: Joel. 322. Sarah: ritchie 323. Natalie: Merchant. 324. Christy: don’t know 325. Nick: jakes friend 326. Linda: the han 327. Taylor: Galvin. 328. Jordan: my future daughters name 329. Jamie: girl from tough enough 3 330. Adrian: Rocky _Have You Ever...._ 331. Mooned anyone: sadly yes 332. Been on a diet: Yea. 333. Been to a foreign country: Canada. 334. Broken a bone: no surprisingly 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: a nail? 336. Swear at a teacher: hahahahaha kames!!!! haha case 337. Talked to livejournal user via emails or instant messages: who? 338. Got in a fight: yeah 339. Dated a teacher: who does that honestly? 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants: Yea! 341. Thought about killing your enemy: im really not a violent person 342. Gone skinny dipping: not that I can remember 343. Met another livejournal member in the flesh: haha no 344. Told a little white lie: Haha, of course. 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell: yeah..sorry 346. Stolen anything: Yes. 347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: all the time 348. Been on TV: yea 349. Been on the radio: no 350. Been in a mosh pit: Yea. 351. Been to a concert: Yea. 352. Dated one of your best friends: yea 353. Loved someone so much it made you cry: yea 354. Deceived somebody close to you: I don’t even know what deceived means? 355. Broken the law: Yes. 356. Been to a rodeo: no cant say I have 357. Been on a talk show: no 358. Been on a game show: No. 359. Been on an airplane: yea 360. Got to ride on a firetruck: yea who hasnt? 361. Came close to dying: sorry not recently 362. Cheated on a bf/gf: no 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride: haha jess! 364. Terrorized a babysitter: oh yea 365. Made a mud pie: yup 366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: maybe? 367. Snuck out of the house at night: yeah 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name: no 369. Had an eating disorder: no people think I do though 370. Felt like you didn't belong: Yes, 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel: Yea. 372. Smoked: NO! 373. Done drugs: NO! 374. Been arrested: Nope. 375. Had your tonsils removed: no 376. Gone to camp: I don’t think so 377. Won a bet: Yep. 378. Written a love letter: Probably. 379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: yeah 380. Written a love poem: yeah hahaa 381. Kissed in the rain: yeaaahhh!! 382. Slow danced with someone you love: yea 383. Participated in an orgy: hmm no thanks I like to keep it simple 384. Faked an orgasm: all the time 385. Stolen a kiss: No. 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice: Yes. 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf: yup 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: don’t know 389. Gotten a speeding ticket: I don’t drive ...legally 390. Done jail time: Nope. 391. Had to wear a uniform to work: no 392. Won a trophy: yea BOWLING! 393. Thrown up in public: uhh yeaaa 394. Bowled a perfect game: haha no 395. Failed/got held back: yea 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school: no im just that dumb I guess 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds: oh man thats orgasmic 398. Taken ballet/karate lessons: yes I am now!! Brown belt hell ya! 399. Attempted suicide: no 400. Cut yourself: oooh grossss!!! come on now!! Why did you have to say that!!! _Childhood Stuff_ 401. Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes: yyeah 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls: yes 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210: Yea! 404. Did you play Simon Says: Yep. 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock: Yes 406. Did you wet the bed: cant remember? 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: Yes. 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them: umm I still do!! 409. Were you shy: yeah 410. Were you spoiled: yeah I guess 411. Were you abused: No. 412. Did you go to the circus: oh god no! 413. Did you go to the zoo: Yes. 414. Were you in a car accident: yea 415. Did you build snowmen: Yea. 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee: of course 417. Were your older cousins mean to you: Yea. 418. Did you think slinkies were cool: Yea,. 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer: yea 420. Were you afraid of the dark: yes 421. Did you have slumber parties: no I wasnt allowed 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas: YES! 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany: no I had a mushroom and a mullet though..so my life is complete..haha and yours isnt! 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy: Yea. _Randomness_ 425. Do you believe in aliens: yea 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: fax machine , a pen, a basket 427. Do you have any hidden talents: nope cant say I do 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos: what? 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be: I don’t know 430. What would your movie star name be: ??? 431. Do you play any sports: I do. 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen: nightmare on elm street 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently: umm I think nightmare on elm street 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen: the people under the stairs 435. Do you drive: I wish. 436. What is your dream car: a light blue taurus sho or a green jeep wrangler 437. Do you think your good looking: seriously who thinks that theyre good looking? 438. Do others think you are good looking: I don’t know you tell me? 439. Would you ever sky dive: Yea. 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot: no 441. How many rooms do you have in your house: 11 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters: used to be..peter helped me get over that 443. Do you believe in God: I do. 444. Do you believe in Satan: I do. 445. Do you believe there is a heaven: Yes. 446. Do you believe there is a hell: yea 447. Do you own a pooltable: no 448. Do you have a pool: yes 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: no 450. Do you like chocolate: yes 451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar: rainbows 452. How many U.S. states have you been to: 5? 453. Ever wished on a shooting star: yes 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore: I don’t know 455. Do you carry any weapons on you: yea 456. What is your weakness: Ticklishness 457. Name something you can't get enough of: jimmy 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: Tall..funny..not attractive. 459. How many kids do you want to have: 2 460. Future daughters names: jordan theresa 461. Future sons names: garrett griffin 462. What is your ideal way to die: In my sleep 463. How do you release stress: I don’t . 464. Do you consider yourself a trendy person: yea sure 465. Are you an artisitic person: Not really. 466. Are you a realistic person?: couldnt tell ya?. 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off: Nope. 468. Are you a strong person: yea 469. Are you a strong willed person: maybe. 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you: sara 471. Who is the last person to IM you: jeff 472. Do you hate chain e-mails: yea 473. Are you a deep sleeper: no. 474. Are you a good story teller: no 475. What do you believe is your best quality: I listen. 476. What is your greatest accomplishment: making at least one person happy.. 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense: yea I just like to put my finger through the flame 479. Do you have your own credit card: No. 480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?: don’t know 481. Do you have a check book: Nope. 482. Do you like your drivers licence: don’t have one 483. Do you tan easily: No, just burn. 484. What color is your hair naturally: blonde 485. How many fillings do you have: None. 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit: None. 487. Worst feeling in the world? Being alone. 488. Best feeling in the world: Happiness. 489. Is the glass half empty or half full: Full. 490. Last thing you downloaded: zep song?. 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?: NO NO NO NO NO!! 492. What do you think people think of you: why don’t you ask them 493. Are you a likeable person: I think I can be. 494. Do you need therapy: yes yes 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance: No. 496. Do you love you're gf/bf: yes very much. 497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP: fedex is better there is an arrow between the e and the x look for it!. 499. When are you moving: when I get out of high school..me and jimmy already decided we’re moving to boston 500. What's your favorite phrase: dude!!! Time Finished: 11:19 post comment

Well this is okay I guess. [15 Nov 2003|01:58pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Archilles Last Stand ] Last night did not go too well needless to say. My dad was cool about it and he calmed me down and was just explaining things to me. Then my mom got home and I figured that maybe she would actually want to talk to me about it, but no she had nothing to say but shaking her head in disappointment again. Oh well, ya know that's what I'm here for..to disappoint everybody. Now that I think of it, I disappoint myself as well. Maybe it is me..no..I knew it was me..and have always known I've been the one to screw up..perhaps I should stop blaming it on other people. Hopefully I get to babysit my cousins tonight because I haven't done that in a while and since I can't go out I might as well ya know? As far as everything else goes..I had my belt test the other night..I thought I was on the vurge of quitting but I'm not going to now. I'm at brown belt now so why give up? Me and Jimmy are better than ever and I love it!!! People must think I'm such an idiot..I hate being the person who is like "we're going out. now we're not. now we are." ya know? But I went through it multiple times with Mike so I guess I'm used to it. That's all I have to say here..I'm going to go do something productive with my time..maybe play my flute for Duff..hmmm..SCREW THAT! 2 said no - post comment

Well well well [14 Nov 2003|03:35pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | You Can Call Me Al ] Yesterday I want to BSO those of you who can't be as smart as everyone else that is the Boston Symphony Orchestra, and yes I know it's a surprise, it's in Boston. Anyways it was a good day. I really don't know what to do about Alan. So many people are saying things and so is he but I don't even know who to believe anymore. I'm not going to worry about it too much. Things aren't pleasentville at home so I've now become "the bad child" if you will. Report cards today..eeeeh not good. My science teacher said I was getting closer to a C- and she ended up giving me a D-. I'm not exactly looking forward to being grounded this weekend. Nope not at all. Well daddio is home. Better be going. post comment

Survey I got from Lex [12 Nov 2003|10:05pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | last song ] [Current Clothes ] gray sweats, double up white and aqua shirt, black hoodie [ Current Mood ] very happy [ Current Music ] All American Rejects and U2 [ Current Taste ] fried clams? [ Current Hair ] long [ Current Annoyance ] people at school [ Current Favorite Artist ] dont have one [ Current Favorite Group ] All American Rejects [ Current Book you're reading ] I dont read [ Current CD in CD Player] there is 3..nfg..sticks and stones, all american rejects, lexs mix [ Current DVD in player] termanator 3 [ Current Worry ] grades Last person... [ You Touched ] imy mom [ You Talked to ] my sister [ You Hugged ] jimmy [ You Instant messaged ] jeff [ You Yelled At ] my mom [ You Kissed ] jimmy FAVORITE... [ Food ] hamburger [ Drink ] water [ Color ] pink and black red and black [ Album ] houses of the holy [ Shoes ] black vans [ Candy ] kit kat [ Animal ] i hate animals [ TV Show ] spongebob [ Movie ] zoolander [ Song] great hudini [ Fruit ] grapes [ Cartoon ] spongebob and fairly odd parents ARE YOU... [ Understanding ] Yeah [ Open-minded ] Yeah [ Arrogant ] all the time [ Insecure ] not really [ Interesting ] some think so [ Random ] when am i not? [ Hungry ] not usually [ Friendly ] sure [ Smart ] hahahhahah right [ Moody ] yeah [ Childish ] not as much as some people i know [ Hard working ] sometimes when i want to be [ Organized ] no [ Healthy ] yeah i guess [ Emotionally Stable ] ehhh not really [ Shy ] never [ Difficult ] yea [ Attractive ] who honestly calls themselves attractive? [ Bored Easily ] nope [ Messy ] yea [ Thirsty ] yup [ Responsible ] yea [ obsessed ] no not really [ Angry ] sometimes [ Sad ] no [ Happy ] yeah [ Hyper ] yea [ Trusting ] most people do [ Talkative ] i never shut up. [ Legal ] what does that mean? WHO DO YOU WANT TO... [ Kill ] im not a violent person [ Slap ] i dont like to slap people [ Get Really Wasted With ] no one [ Get High With ] absolutely no one [ Look Like ] i dont know [ Talk To Offline ] alot of people [ Talk To Online ] depends. [ my name is ] Maryann [in the morning i am] tired obviously [all i need is] someone to talk to [love is] im not sure im trying to figure it out [im afraid of] clowns [i dream about] chinese people..just kidding..the most random things?? -W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R- [coke or pepsi]: Pepsi. [flowers or candy]: CANDY!! [tall or short]: when your tall you want short when your short you want tall..im tall what do you think? -W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do u notice first?]: eyes [last person you slow danced with?] alan.. [worst question to ask]: what? -W H O- [makes u laugh the most?] ricky lex sara jimmy [makes you smile?] do you have to ask [gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: jimmy [easiest to talk to]: jimmy -D O. Y O U .E V E R- [sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: i dont do that i just call them [save aol/aim conversations]: no [wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: i dont get it [cried because of someone saying something to u]: i dont know?? -H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [fallen for ur best friend]: thats all i ever do [been rejected]: once [rejected someone]: yeah just did [used someone]: probably [been cheated on]: no but i guess i was apart of something like that?? and got blamed what do ya know? [done something u regret]: yeah -D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [smoke cigarettes]:no. [could u live without the computer?]: yeah..its called the phone people [color ur hair]: no [ever get off the damn computer]: yeah [habla espanol]: huh? [how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: more than 150? [drink alchohol?]: nope [like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunset [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional..i like phsycial pain hahaha im a tough guy -N U M B E R- of times i have had my heart broken? : twice of hearts i have broken? : ??? of guys/girls i have kissed? : like 6? of continents i have lived in? : 1 of tight friends? : like 7? post comment

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