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Hello ello [10 Jan 2004|11:41pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | What Is And What Should Never Be ]

Havent written in a while. Went to Jimmy's today and hung out with him for a while and then Casey and Greg came over and we were waiting for Dan, Shea, Matt, and Marc to come over. We just watched the game and played ping pong and shat<---a "Jimmy original". Haha. Yeah..I hope something happens with him and Shea but you never know. I guess I'll have to wait and find out! Thats it I guess.
Bye bye.

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oh yea.. [01 Jan 2004|08:08pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Oh yeah..I forgot..I'm going to try this whole vegetarian thing.. :-/

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New Year's Eve [01 Jan 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Since I've Been Lovin You ]

Yeah, so New Year's Eve wasn't as good as it probably could have been..but it was really fun. Well at least I did. Today was really boring..Sara isn't doing too well with her parents..and I feel bad..but I don't know what to say to her..I tried to help her as much as I could but I don't think I really did anything. Then we went to Jimmy's house and hung out for a couple hours..and then I had to come home for some really random and stupid reason but whatever I guess. Stupid inaugeration tomorrow! Eww. Then Kenny's show..so yup. That's about it. Bye.

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yayayay!!!bam! [31 Dec 2003|11:25am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | wat da hook gon be ]

This vacation has been pretty fun so far. I've hung out with Jimmy like everyday. Yesterday was one of the best days I've had in a while. Today is New Year's Eve, and I've been trying to make GOOD plans...but now I'm thinking..that this is never going to happen..maybe thats a sign or something..I dont know. But I'm getting WAY TOO antsy and annoyed with this..but not trying to think about all the bad things...I don't think that's the problem with me anymore..but whatever..I'm trying..and if doesn't..then maybe better luck next time..

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christmas..what the hell is it for anyway? [25 Dec 2003|11:57pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | trampled underfoot ]

Christmas. In the kind words of Matt Campbell.."so overrated." Seriously could it have gotten any worse? Okay..yesterday..christmas eve right? Yup..my mom..working. Crhristmas..yup..my mom..working. From 5am-9pm. How fabulous is that? So yesterday was just a boring day. Then today I wake up at like 8? Then I do nothing..but then decide to make everyone breakfast..but no..I guess we're like forbidden to eat without mom..but guess what? SHE'S NOT HERE! So then I go upstairs and watch Zeppelin divida for an hour and then get dressed to go to Ann and Steve's where I sit for 5 hours on the couch watching the Christmas Story twice not talking at all. Of course the dipshit Colleen gets lost going there. Then we finally get to go to Rose's. I would have rather just stayed there with everyone. Then we go home and my mom gets home like a half hour later and then we open presents and it sucked. I got no clothes I liked except two shirts, and the bag my dad thought I wanted was quite possibly the most hideous thing I've seen since Jen's indian pants. But I love my dad too much to say anything. I started crying..because I finally realized what had been bothering me all day..I was thinking about how much it sucked that my mom wasnt here for christmas like most everyones is..and then I realized that there are kids without parents..and then I started thinking about Kristin and how much I miss her..and how much it sucks for her family to sit there opening presents with one less person. I mean..It hits me every now and then and I'm like.. I lost one of my best friends. In 5th grade when I had no one else to talk to..kristin was one of the few people who even gave me a chance. Even though I hated middle school..I miss her and all the other people who were my friends like greg,kiele, and tina. But I guess what is lost, is lost forever. That concludes my very bad christmas which i thought was going to be my best..i thought wrong..but on the upside i am getting a new cell phone! :)

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[20 Dec 2003|10:12am]
Sorry no update in a while kerry, haha, this thing has been messed up for a while. Yup well..umm..okay..I'm finally back on my mom's good side..she doesnt want to beat me over the head with a sledgehammer anymore. But she probably will when she see's my progress report..unless my dad wants to be cool and not even say anything to her about it. But if that happened, then Robbie would be like MOM LOOK I GOT ALL A-B's! He's such an asshole like that, does it every single time, even after I ask him not to. I cant wait till he gets to 9th grade and see's how hard it is. He thinks he's awsome just because he did good in 7th and 8th grade. Well guess what..so did I. After 8th it all down hill. Anyways..the point is..Izbicki is a total douch and gave people D-F's when they didnt deserve them. And McGovern gave me a C-D which is definitely not right at all. Why are teachers so gay? Seriously, we wouldnt have a progress report if it wasnt for that whore Slattery. Its like getting to report cards a term, 8 a year. They're just doing it so we can all get in trouble with our parents..I mean it already sucks enough at home for like..85% of the school..lets see if we can make it worse! YAY! We're evil bitches and want to ruin everyones christmas! Enough about that..time to go bye bye
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Oh I know right?` [07 Dec 2003|05:25pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Ten Years Gone ]

Well everything seems to be going okay. Stevie Wonder informed me on the phone that he is coming to my house Friday..that made me oober excited and important. Haha. I was just informed we dont have school tomorrow! How awsome is that? Me and Matt reunited it was great! I'm so glad to have him back! He's the greatest kid and he helps me alot like yesterday. I cant wait till Friday I think everyone will go fine. I'm really excited. I thought I had a lot to say but I guess not. Later party people.

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NOTHING! [03 Dec 2003|02:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I don't have anything to say I told Sammy I would write one today so I can dedicate a song to him! MEH!

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Got this from Lex [02 Dec 2003|03:39pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | So little time ]

i found this on someone else's journal..
"Post anything that you want and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love-- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your blurty to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your blurty) have to say."

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YES! [02 Dec 2003|03:35pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]
[ music | Hey ya ]

Oh!! Guess what!!!? I have the greatest plan!! Hopefully everything works out accordingly.

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HEY KIDS! [30 Nov 2003|11:03am]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | Higher ]

Friday night I babysat with Sara and she slept over. I helped my mom put up the village. It looks nice. Not as good as other years but still good. I love December!! Muahaha! I like the way me and my mom are right now. It's awsome..and I actually talked to her yesterday..like a real conversation and she helped in a way so I love it. I guess my dad's plan worked. I'm just trying to help her with things and not give her attitude about it..although granted I still do it to my dad..because he just doesn't make sense sometimes the things he does. I went to the movies with Peg,mom, and Jimmy last night to see Elf. It was good. I'm sure glad he came because it really helped. I kind of like this right now..us..just being friends..it reminds me of a non guilty past I used to have. And if we can start all over again then that would be cool. But I'm 15..and I'm content with this. The hard part is...he's not. That's when I feel guilty. I don't like the guilty pleasure that goes along with a relationship. And I think I need this time to get to know my friends again and not worrying about whose feelings I'm hurting. Lex is my betstest friend in the world. I wouldn't trade her for anyone. I hate how I never can hang out with her because I feel like I ALWAYS have to hang out with Sara and Jimmy. Whenever the four of us do its always me and Lex who want to go outside and do something and they want to stay in and watch a movie and eat. I have no strength or power when its just me. When other times I feel like we're in a cult and they are my groupies. Like walking down the hall its like..I'm the owner and they're my two dogs following behind me..then I feel like the bitch but in reality ther're doing it to themselves. They cling themselves onto me and they won't let go..and its like if I'm not with them then it's a big tragedy like I don't want to be their friends. I don't really know what to say about those two and I don't know if anyone else see's it besides me and Lex but thats what is happening and I guess they both need to realize it.
I know this is not the end with me and Jimmy but I know that its not going to happen like right away. I kind of want it to be like it was before when he was in love with Casey and I was his best friend helping him through it and trying to win him over. But how the tables have turned. I just want us to be able to hang out. Like last night we were just joking around with eachother like we used to do and I loved the feeling that we could and no one would take it offensively or anything. Its great..I just wish he could except it. And I have a plan..and hopefully..he can use this time himself and either get over me a little and not be so obsessed OR its going to make him more obsessed. I don't think its the best idea I hang out with him all the time because thats not exactly helping but I'm not going to completely push myself away from him. My parents are going away on the 12th and I wanted to have him over one night and then have a bunch of people over another night. But to be fair Colleen wants the house too. So I get it Friday she gets it Saturday. And Jimmy is like promise it will just be us two. But I want to take advantage of this and for once be able to have people over. So maybe he can come over earlier and then they can come later. I don't know. Not that anyone reads this or cares. Haha. Well Lex is coming over so I have to get dressed. Later kids.

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I don't really know. [28 Nov 2003|10:56am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | who cares ]

I think I do the right thing..but I always end up doing the wrong. I knew what I told Jeff was wrong...and by the way he replied I could just tell that he was lying or something. Then of course I get to hang out with him the next day and it was horrible. Considering I left half the time. So now Jeff is mad at me, Sara is mad at me, and Jimmy is mad at me..not to mention a lot of other people are probably too. I don't know.. I hate it..I feel like I've changed my setting..I feel like I left my old friends. I mean I can't stand how Lex is always like MEH 9TH GRADE I WISH IT WAS 9TH GRADE! But now I'm thinking that too. I miss Brian and Matt and Mackie and Steele and Case and Hardie and Gabi. I miss them all so much. I guess I haven't exactly lost them persay but there still not there. Matt's not there whenever I need to talk to him anymore he's all of a sudden changed since he's gone out with Jess and she has totally taken him away from us and I hate it. I'm beginning to think Brian just doesn't seem to care anymore. Steele is hung up with Casey now..and Sara isn't a big fan of her so that blows the big one..because I think they're both wicked fun to hang out with. And it's like because Sara has had "past relations" sort of thing with him its too hard for her because we all know she still likes him. Hardie left us a long time ago for some reason but I still sort of miss him and being able to joke around with him. I mean he used to be my best friend too? Now its like all I ever do his hang out with Sara and Jimmy and people are like whats their problem and I feel like my parents and their parents think we're always up to something. And I hate that feeling so I feel like I shouldn't even hang out with them. And I don't know how I recently got so involved with band kids but I have and its just weird how it happened. My mom and dad are onto me and they think I'm doing things I'm not supposed to be doing but in reality I'm doing absolutely nothing wrong. They're always like what are you guys doing over Sara's? We're in the basement watching a movie. Sorry if we don't like to go out and spend our money on going to the movies and have to bug about rides. None of us like doing that. I have to babysit tonight and Jimmy was going to go with me so we could talk..but his parents are like I KNOW WHAT 15 YEAR OLDS DO. I just want to be like tell me..what do they do? I have to watch a 1 year old crawling child who likes to crawl around the house and play...tell me where in any of that would I be doing anything wrong. Yeah..exactly..no where. I know my parents were a little iffy about it because I was in the kitchen and they think when they whisper I don't know that they're talking about me. I'm not the smartest kid alive but I know what's going on. And what pisses me off even more is that Bonnie said she would take care of it and help Jimmy convince his dad. But no she takes his side. Typical parent thing to do. I'm beginning to think my parents aren't going to trust me to do anything at all. It makes me so mad they think the absolute worst of me all the time. I don't get it. But whatever I guess I've always been that untrustworthy and trouble making child my whole life right? Whenever they say thing about how they think I act or what they think I do I don't even try to say anything against my defense because its not even worth it. I can't stand my family! Why do they always have to all gang up on me! What did I do to them. Oh yea..everything. Why don't they just throw be under a buss because I know thats what they all want to do. Why can't they just leave me the hell alone!!!!!!!!!! Oh my god I know I'm going to snap today and of course my mother his home and it will probably be on her and I'll try to hide in my room all day..and then she'll come up and be like why are you doing this? And I'll be like because if I go near anyone I'll flip out on them. And then she'll make me tell her what's wrong. That's exactly what's going to happen. Wow I promised myself I wouldn't do this in here..and I just did. I lie...alot. Goodbye.

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DAH! [25 Nov 2003|04:24pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Alexis breathing on me ]

Okay..Lots and lots of confusion!!! Anywho..On Saturday I wanted to go to the play with Lisa..but then I trying to be nice and took my cousins..even though everyone thought they were my kids..groossss! Haha. Lex came with me too. Haha. So it was good but I had to listen to Sarah Ritchie laughing behind me. Oh god..the laugh..its worse the cackle. Haha.
Well..I've been going through back and forth in my head what I want to do..MEH!! So thats the end of my story.

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See I can be right about some things... [16 Nov 2003|02:10pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Hey now ]

Well just as I suspected, everything would be fine after the weekend was over. My mom didn't talk to me on Friday night and that was it. I suspected she wouldn't last night but she did and she was actually being nice and was like hey want to get pizza? Of course I wasn't going to pass up that offer. So I pretty much did absolutely nothing yesterday but I guess I got some things done. Jimmy just called like an hour ago and I don't know why but that made me really happy for some reason, but he always calls? I'm just glad this weekend is over because everything is fine now. I'm just not looking forward to a full week this week. Oh well, Wednesday is a good day though. Lex's birthday and 8 months! Yes! Then Thursday is Tommy's birthday. Next week we have a half day Wednesday and then no school Thursday and Friday right? Sweet deal! Oh my god! And then December! Oh god December is going to be awsome! I can't wait to go into town. It will be so good. I love going at night with all the lights and people going shopping..I wish I lived in a village. Oh man I'm so weird...but I love it. I must go now and finish my homework so I can stay up and watch the Pats tonight..and I have to go watch the rest of the race and take a shower and straighten my hair hopefully. NASCAR is awsome and you better believe it!! Dahh! I<3 you!

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Survey thing I got from Vanessa [15 Nov 2003|11:21pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | NFG ]

001. What is your full name: Maryann Theresa Sinewick
002. Spell your first name backwards: nnayram
003. Date of birth: 7.31.88
004. Male or female: Female
005. Astrological sign: leo
006. Nicknames: maze,mazie,mare,may may,ma,sinewick
007. Occupation: searching..
008. Height: 5'9"
009. Weight: oh right..
010. Hair color: dirty blonde
011. Eye color: Blue
012. Where were you born: weymouth sweetheart
013. Where do you reside now: eastie
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: c00lk1d623
016. E-mail addy: c00lk1d623@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for: i dont know jimmy made it up for me last year
018. What is your livejournal name: dont die on me now
019. What does your greatestjournal name stand for: i dont know..
020. Pets: i dont have any..ladybug died..so sad!
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: i dont think i had a cake because i hate cake..
022. Piercings: none..i want eyebrow and all up my ears
023. Tattoo's: soon enough my friend ..soon enough
024. Shoe size: 10
025. Righty or lefty: Righty
026. Wearing: well..clothes are overrated
027. Hearing: huh?
028. Feeling: eh..
029. Eating/drinking: code red..
~Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love: yes i believe so
062. How many people have you said "I love you" to: alot but some i barely meant it..
063. How many people have you been in REAL love with: once
064. How many people have you kissed: i dont know..im going to say 2-3?
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: hahaha yeah sara..right herre..no the cheek doesnt count silly!
066. How many people have you dated: well..6?
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl: humor..and i dont know..i sure would hope they are a little nice and descent
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: HEIGHT!!! and eyes
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: Funny ones
073. Do you have a crush right now: sure.. if you say so..
074. If so who is it: hmm lemme guess?
075. Do you believe in love at first sight: no..its impossible..
076. Do you remember your first love: hahaha oh yea..brian pelland.
077. Who is the first person you kissed: Brendan..but he doesnt really count..so Mike
078. Do you believe in fate: yeah sure
079. Do you believe in soul mates: yes i suppose..not everyone will find theirs though..unfortunately..
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: It would be nice.
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have: 3
105. What are your parents names: Ann Elizabth and Robert Joseph
106. What are your siblings names: Jennifer Ann, Colleen Elizabeth, Robert Patrick
107. How many siblings does your mother have: 8
108. How many siblings does your father have: 5
109. Where are your parents from: weymouth?/braintree
110. Is your family close: ehh i dont know..maybe..
111. Does your family get together for holidays: Yes.
112. Do you have a drunk uncle: haha no..
113. Any medical problems run through your family: i dont really know..cancer maybe? back problems like its our job..
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee: hahah i dont really know and i dont want to know
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews: No
116. Are your parents divorced: no together since 10th grade..
117. Do you have step parents: Nope.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: uhh no
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country: how the hell would i know?
_Music Stuff_
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life: oh god..i dont jimmy has told me..and i dont remember maybe ill ask him now..best friend-queen bron-yr-aur-stomp-zep
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own: edens crush
123. What's the best cd you own: all the zep cds
124. What song do you absolutely hate: alot of songs..
125. Do you sing in the shower: yeah
126. What song reminds you of that special someone: i dont know..
152. Color: yellow or red
153. Food: fried clams hamburgers chicken fingers
154. Song: thats the way...no not that disco song..the zep song
155. Show: spongebob degrassi fairly odd parents boymeets world
156. School subject: ummmmm no.
157. Band/singer/artist: all american rejects and led zeppelin
158. Animal: I hate animals
159. Outfit: blue long sleeve and sweats
160. Radio station: ZLX, BCN
161. Movie: tbc, zoolander, joe dirt, harry potter!!!
162. Pair of shoes: vans
163. Cartoon: spongebob and fairly odd parents
164. Actor: joshua jackson
165. Actress: I hate girls..
166. Potato chip: potatoe..how boring..but I love it
167. Drink: white grape juice and code red and milk
168: Soda: code red
169. Holiday: halloween...christmas!!!
170. Perfume/cologne: tommy girl or ralph lauren
171. Pizza topping: pep
172. Jello flavor: I hate jello it makes me gag
173. Lunch meat: turkey
174. Card Game: uno or rummi 500
175. Video game: nascar98
176. Website: blurty
177. Book: I don’t read
178. Computer game: the sims
179. Number: 6
180. Cereal: cinnomon toast crunch
181. Comedian: dane cook baby! Or steven lynch
182. Dessert: chocolate eclairs
183. Disney character: umm I don’t think I have one
184. Clothing store: don’t have one
185. Past time: who knows??
186. Teacher: hmm thats hard but I think I just might have to say gregg or kames
187. Childhood toy: race cars
188. Carnival game/ride: I don’t do those things
189. Candy bar: Caramello
190. Magazine: Pottery Barn for teens
191. Salad dressing: french
192. Thing to do on the weekend: umm hang out with sara and JIMMY
193. Hot drink: coffee
194. Season: summer
195. Sport to watch: football nascar boxing/wrestling
196. Person to talk to online: VANESSA POMPEO

_Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits_
197. What color are your sheets: I don’t use sheets as a matter of fact
198. What color are your bedroom walls: purple and green yes they are
199. Do you have posters on your wall: yeah
200. If so of what: all american rejects, nfg, led zeppelin, spongebob, lizzie mcguire!! simple plan
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom: yeah
202. How many pillows are on your bed: six
203. What do you normally sleep in: a tshirt and sweatpants
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: everything
205. What size bed do you have: twin
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: Regular. .
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom: no
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: me and colleen got in a car accident and she almost died
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: just spongebob and patrick
211. How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed: 2 and thats all I plan to have
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions: on my stomache or with my leg up
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling: hell no!! Next year its all mine!!!
214. Do you snore: how the hell would I know?
215. How about drool: cmon everyone does that whether you like it or not.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room: Yes. Kill me now.
217. What color is the carpet in your room: a puke color thanks to my cat
218. What's under your bed: Im too scared to look

_This or that_
219. loser/wannabe: Loser.
220. Doughnuts/bagels: Bagels
221. Day/night: Night .
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: who cares
223. Heaven/hell: Heaven..
224. Make love/have sex: I don’t get it?
225. Coffee/tea: Coffee
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: burger please
227. Rap/rock: Rock.
228. Britney/Christina: oh god..nooo just NOO!
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: I don’t like cheese
230. Real World/Road Rules: come on you assholes REAL WORLD!
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: again..NO!
232. Silver/gold: Silver.
233. Nike/Adidas: neither
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: neither
235. Sweet/sour: sweet and sour
236. Punk/emo: punk but im so emo
237. Hot/cold: cold!!
238. Winter/summer: summer
239. Spring/fall: spring
240. Operas/plays: Plays.
241. Read/watch tv: television
242. Cd's/tapes: CD's.
243. Dvd's/vhs: divida
244. Old/new: Old.
245. Shorts/skirts: Shorts.
246. Pink/red: Red.
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Black and white.
248. Meat/vegetables: meat
249. Mexican food/chinese food: gross!
250. Commercials/infomercials: commercial
251. Scary movies/comedies: scary...FREDDY!
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: wow I don’t really like bathing suits..
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandal
254. Dogs/cats: again I don’t like animals
255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice: Sugar.
258. Black/white: Black.
259. ribbons/bows: Ribbons.
260. Chicken/beef: Chicken!
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white
262. Cars/trucks: truckk no im not a dyke
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin.
264. Popcorn/pretzels: pretz
265. Hip/hop: Hop.
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate.
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: wwe is a bunch of bullshit
268. Back rub/foot massage: Back
269. Picture frames/photo albums: Albums
270. Pens/pencils: Pens .
_What Is Your Opinion Of The Following_
271. Eminem: Don't like him.
272. Virgins: people who havent had sex..which would be myself..
273. God: shes cool I guess
274. The Osbournes: yes!!!! SHARON!
275. Reality TV: I love it
276. J.Lo: oh right.
277. Religion: Catholic.
278. Emo music: I love it.
279. Valentine's Day: I don’t see the point?
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: shes gross
281. Homosexuals: I love them!!
282. Abortion: don’t even get me started..
283. Inter-racial relationships: Ehh.. Don't go there. No offense.
284. Murder: Sad.
285. Death: Crying.
286. Obesity: come on!
287. Pre-marital sex: who cares
288. Terrorism: not cool
289. Pornography: another reason for guys to beat off
290. Fortune Tellers: honestly?
291. Threesomes: wow
292. Prostitution: thats too bad
293. Politics: I don’t get them?
294. Country music: REBA!
295. George W. Bush: not my president
296. Cloning: not cool
297. Britney's boobs: I don’t even care!
298. Gas prices in America: honestly who does that?
_Name Game_
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: will and grace
300. Tiffany: porn star
301. Ben: affleck
302. Maria: Caz
303. Jennifer: my sister
304. Nicole: Everyone on swimteam.
305. Amy: clack
306. Adam: smith
307. Richard: tommy boy..RICHHHARRD!
308. Justin: Timberlake.
309. Arnold: swartzz..whatever his name is
310. Tom: Delonge!
311. Melissa: ngpack
312. Charlotte: Charlotte's Webb!
313. Harold: Hey Arnold!
314. John: my uncle
315. Joel: billy joel
316. Vanessa: conners and pomp
317. Michelle: marks..hahahahahaha or mcauthor
318. Kevin: borth..and I don’t even know him
319. Brent: what?
320. Jake: silberstein
321. Billy: Joel.
322. Sarah: ritchie
323. Natalie: Merchant.
324. Christy: don’t know
325. Nick: jakes friend
326. Linda: the han
327. Taylor: Galvin.
328. Jordan: my future daughters name
329. Jamie: girl from tough enough 3
330. Adrian: Rocky

_Have You Ever...._
331. Mooned anyone: sadly yes
332. Been on a diet: Yea.
333. Been to a foreign country: Canada.
334. Broken a bone: no surprisingly
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: a nail?
336. Swear at a teacher: hahahahaha kames!!!! haha case
337. Talked to livejournal user via emails or instant messages: who?
338. Got in a fight: yeah
339. Dated a teacher: who does that honestly?
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants: Yea!
341. Thought about killing your enemy: im really not a violent person
342. Gone skinny dipping: not that I can remember
343. Met another livejournal member in the flesh: haha no
344. Told a little white lie: Haha, of course.
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell: yeah..sorry
346. Stolen anything: Yes.
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: all the time
348. Been on TV: yea
349. Been on the radio: no
350. Been in a mosh pit: Yea.
351. Been to a concert: Yea.
352. Dated one of your best friends: yea
353. Loved someone so much it made you cry: yea
354. Deceived somebody close to you: I don’t even know what deceived means?
355. Broken the law: Yes.
356. Been to a rodeo: no cant say I have
357. Been on a talk show: no
358. Been on a game show: No.
359. Been on an airplane: yea
360. Got to ride on a firetruck: yea who hasnt?
361. Came close to dying: sorry not recently
362. Cheated on a bf/gf: no
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride: haha jess!
364. Terrorized a babysitter: oh yea
365. Made a mud pie: yup
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: maybe?
367. Snuck out of the house at night: yeah
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name: no
369. Had an eating disorder: no people think I do though
370. Felt like you didn't belong: Yes,
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel: Yea.
372. Smoked: NO!
373. Done drugs: NO!
374. Been arrested: Nope.
375. Had your tonsils removed: no
376. Gone to camp: I don’t think so
377. Won a bet: Yep.
378. Written a love letter: Probably.
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: yeah
380. Written a love poem: yeah hahaa
381. Kissed in the rain: yeaaahhh!!
382. Slow danced with someone you love: yea
383. Participated in an orgy: hmm no thanks I like to keep it simple
384. Faked an orgasm: all the time
385. Stolen a kiss: No.
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice: Yes.
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf: yup
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: don’t know
389. Gotten a speeding ticket: I don’t drive ...legally
390. Done jail time: Nope.
391. Had to wear a uniform to work: no
392. Won a trophy: yea BOWLING!
393. Thrown up in public: uhh yeaaa
394. Bowled a perfect game: haha no
395. Failed/got held back: yea
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school: no im just that dumb I guess
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds: oh man thats orgasmic
398. Taken ballet/karate lessons: yes I am now!! Brown belt hell ya!
399. Attempted suicide: no
400. Cut yourself: oooh grossss!!! come on now!! Why did you have to say that!!!

_Childhood Stuff_
401. Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes: yyeah
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls: yes
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210: Yea!
404. Did you play Simon Says: Yep.
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock: Yes
406. Did you wet the bed: cant remember?
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: Yes.
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them: umm I still do!!
409. Were you shy: yeah
410. Were you spoiled: yeah I guess
411. Were you abused: No.
412. Did you go to the circus: oh god no!
413. Did you go to the zoo: Yes.
414. Were you in a car accident: yea
415. Did you build snowmen: Yea.
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee: of course
417. Were your older cousins mean to you: Yea.
418. Did you think slinkies were cool: Yea,.
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer: yea
420. Were you afraid of the dark: yes
421. Did you have slumber parties: no I wasnt allowed
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas: YES!
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany: no I had a mushroom and a mullet though..so my life is complete..haha and yours isnt!
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy: Yea.

425. Do you believe in aliens: yea
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: fax machine , a pen, a basket
427. Do you have any hidden talents: nope cant say I do
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos: what?
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be: I don’t know
430. What would your movie star name be: ???
431. Do you play any sports: I do.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen: nightmare on elm street
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently: umm I think nightmare on elm street
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen: the people under the stairs
435. Do you drive: I wish.
436. What is your dream car: a light blue taurus sho or a green jeep wrangler
437. Do you think your good looking: seriously who thinks that theyre good looking?
438. Do others think you are good looking: I don’t know you tell me?
439. Would you ever sky dive: Yea.
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot: no
441. How many rooms do you have in your house: 11
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters: used to be..peter helped me get over that
443. Do you believe in God: I do.
444. Do you believe in Satan: I do.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven: Yes.
446. Do you believe there is a hell: yea
447. Do you own a pooltable: no
448. Do you have a pool: yes
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: no
450. Do you like chocolate: yes
451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar: rainbows
452. How many U.S. states have you been to: 5?
453. Ever wished on a shooting star: yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore: I don’t know
455. Do you carry any weapons on you: yea
456. What is your weakness: Ticklishness
457. Name something you can't get enough of: jimmy
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: Tall..funny..not attractive.
459. How many kids do you want to have: 2
460. Future daughters names: jordan theresa
461. Future sons names: garrett griffin
462. What is your ideal way to die: In my sleep
463. How do you release stress: I don’t .
464. Do you consider yourself a trendy person: yea sure
465. Are you an artisitic person: Not really.
466. Are you a realistic person?: couldnt tell ya?.
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off: Nope.
468. Are you a strong person: yea
469. Are you a strong willed person: maybe.
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you: sara
471. Who is the last person to IM you: jeff
472. Do you hate chain e-mails: yea
473. Are you a deep sleeper: no.
474. Are you a good story teller: no
475. What do you believe is your best quality: I listen.
476. What is your greatest accomplishment: making at least one person happy..
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense: yea I just like to put my finger through the flame
479. Do you have your own credit card: No.
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?: don’t know
481. Do you have a check book: Nope.
482. Do you like your drivers licence: don’t have one
483. Do you tan easily: No, just burn.
484. What color is your hair naturally: blonde
485. How many fillings do you have: None.
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit: None.
487. Worst feeling in the world? Being alone.
488. Best feeling in the world: Happiness.
489. Is the glass half empty or half full: Full.
490. Last thing you downloaded: zep song?.
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?: NO NO NO NO NO!!
492. What do you think people think of you: why don’t you ask them
493. Are you a likeable person: I think I can be.
494. Do you need therapy: yes yes
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance: No.
496. Do you love you're gf/bf: yes very much.
497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP: fedex is better there is an arrow between the e and the x look for it!.
499. When are you moving: when I get out of high school..me and jimmy already decided we’re moving to boston
500. What's your favorite phrase: dude!!!
Time Finished: 11:19

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Well this is okay I guess. [15 Nov 2003|01:58pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Archilles Last Stand ]

Last night did not go too well needless to say. My dad was cool about it and he calmed me down and was just explaining things to me. Then my mom got home and I figured that maybe she would actually want to talk to me about it, but no she had nothing to say but shaking her head in disappointment again. Oh well, ya know that's what I'm here for..to disappoint everybody. Now that I think of it, I disappoint myself as well. Maybe it is me..no..I knew it was me..and have always known I've been the one to screw up..perhaps I should stop blaming it on other people. Hopefully I get to babysit my cousins tonight because I haven't done that in a while and since I can't go out I might as well ya know? As far as everything else goes..I had my belt test the other night..I thought I was on the vurge of quitting but I'm not going to now. I'm at brown belt now so why give up? Me and Jimmy are better than ever and I love it!!! People must think I'm such an idiot..I hate being the person who is like "we're going out. now we're not. now we are." ya know? But I went through it multiple times with Mike so I guess I'm used to it. That's all I have to say here..I'm going to go do something productive with my time..maybe play my flute for Duff..hmmm..SCREW THAT!

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Well well well [14 Nov 2003|03:35pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | You Can Call Me Al ]

Yesterday I want to BSO those of you who can't be as smart as everyone else that is the Boston Symphony Orchestra, and yes I know it's a surprise, it's in Boston. Anyways it was a good day. I really don't know what to do about Alan. So many people are saying things and so is he but I don't even know who to believe anymore. I'm not going to worry about it too much. Things aren't pleasentville at home so I've now become "the bad child" if you will. Report cards today..eeeeh not good. My science teacher said I was getting closer to a C- and she ended up giving me a D-. I'm not exactly looking forward to being grounded this weekend. Nope not at all. Well daddio is home. Better be going.

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Survey I got from Lex [12 Nov 2003|10:05pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | last song ]

[Current Clothes ] gray sweats, double up white and aqua shirt, black hoodie
[ Current Mood ] very happy
[ Current Music ] All American Rejects and U2
[ Current Taste ] fried clams?
[ Current Hair ] long
[ Current Annoyance ] people at school
[ Current Favorite Artist ] dont have one
[ Current Favorite Group ] All American Rejects
[ Current Book you're reading ] I dont read
[ Current CD in CD Player] there is 3..nfg..sticks and stones, all american rejects, lexs mix
[ Current DVD in player] termanator 3
[ Current Worry ] grades

Last person...
[ You Touched ] imy mom
[ You Talked to ] my sister
[ You Hugged ] jimmy
[ You Instant messaged ] jeff
[ You Yelled At ] my mom
[ You Kissed ] jimmy

[ Food ] hamburger
[ Drink ] water
[ Color ] pink and black red and black
[ Album ] houses of the holy
[ Shoes ] black vans
[ Candy ] kit kat
[ Animal ] i hate animals
[ TV Show ] spongebob
[ Movie ] zoolander
[ Song] great hudini
[ Fruit ] grapes
[ Cartoon ] spongebob and fairly odd parents

[ Understanding ] Yeah
[ Open-minded ] Yeah
[ Arrogant ] all the time
[ Insecure ] not really
[ Interesting ] some think so
[ Random ] when am i not?
[ Hungry ] not usually
[ Friendly ] sure
[ Smart ] hahahhahah right
[ Moody ] yeah
[ Childish ] not as much as some people i know
[ Hard working ] sometimes when i want to be
[ Organized ] no
[ Healthy ] yeah i guess
[ Emotionally Stable ] ehhh not really
[ Shy ] never
[ Difficult ] yea
[ Attractive ] who honestly calls themselves attractive?
[ Bored Easily ] nope
[ Messy ] yea
[ Thirsty ] yup
[ Responsible ] yea
[ obsessed ] no not really
[ Angry ] sometimes
[ Sad ] no
[ Happy ] yeah
[ Hyper ] yea
[ Trusting ] most people do
[ Talkative ] i never shut up.
[ Legal ] what does that mean?

[ Kill ] im not a violent person
[ Slap ] i dont like to slap people
[ Get Really Wasted With ] no one
[ Get High With ] absolutely no one
[ Look Like ] i dont know
[ Talk To Offline ] alot of people
[ Talk To Online ] depends.
[ my name is ] Maryann
[in the morning i am] tired obviously
[all i need is] someone to talk to
[love is] im not sure im trying to figure it out
[im afraid of] clowns
[i dream about] chinese people..just kidding..the most random things??

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Pepsi.
[flowers or candy]: CANDY!!
[tall or short]: when your tall you want short when your short you want tall..im tall what do you think?

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do u notice first?]: eyes
[last person you slow danced with?] alan..
[worst question to ask]: what?

-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?] ricky lex sara jimmy
[makes you smile?] do you have to ask
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: jimmy
[easiest to talk to]: jimmy

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: i dont do that i just call them
[save aol/aim conversations]: no
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: i dont get it
[cried because of someone saying something to u]: i dont know??

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for ur best friend]: thats all i ever do
[been rejected]: once
[rejected someone]: yeah just did
[used someone]: probably
[been cheated on]: no but i guess i was apart of something like that?? and got blamed what do ya know?
[done something u regret]: yeah

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]:no.
[could u live without the computer?]: yeah..its called the phone people
[color ur hair]: no
[ever get off the damn computer]: yeah
[habla espanol]: huh?
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: more than 150?
[drink alchohol?]: nope
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunset
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional..i like phsycial pain hahaha im a tough guy
-N U M B E R-
of times i have had my heart broken? : twice
of hearts i have broken? : ???
of guys/girls i have kissed? : like 6?
of continents i have lived in? : 1
of tight friends? : like 7?

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