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Sunday, July 6th, 2008
emoleericks [ untoldlovestory ]	5:59p	And you can't understand how I could just kill a man (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ lullabella5 ]	5:33p	its awkward and its silent as i wait for you to say but what i need to hear now is your sincere apology when you mean it ill believe it if you text it i'll delete it. lets be clear, i'm not coming back. (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ]	5:26p	and I give myself three days to feel better, or else I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff, cause if I cant learn to make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a shit? and I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere, just get me past this dead and eternal snow, cause I swear that I'm dying, slowly but it's happening, and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere, just take me there, and lie to me and say, it's gonna be alright, Yeah, you worry too much kid, it's gonna be alright. :/ (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ finalxfall ]	5:26p	So I'll kill the doubt I'll put the fire out Extinguish everything Might even forget your name (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ]	5:22p	But does anyone notice? But does anyone care? And if I had the guts to put this to your head... But does anything matter, if you're already dead? And should I be shocked now, by the last thing you said? (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ finalxfall ]	5:20p	The old box full of Polaroids sits on my shelf With the pictures of the first time we took the city by ourselves And the whole ride home We played "Konstantine" And I walked you to your doorstep And you kissed me in the rain, my lucky day I still spell konfusion with a "k" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ]	5:19p	Tell me, What makes you think that you are invincible? (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ finalxfall ]	5:17p	Let's burn this filthy town straight into the ground with our dirty looks and glances Come on, can you hear us now, as we rock you, shock you, drop you (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ finalxfall ]	5:14p	Ill stay with you there is no other (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ]	5:12p	And sometimes when you're on, you're really fucking on. And your friends, they sing along and they love you. But the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap.And it teases you for weeks in its absence, but you'll fight and you'll make it through. You'll fake it if you have to. And you'll show up for work with a smile. And you'll be better, you'll be smarter, more grown up, and a better daughter or son. And a real good friend. And you'll be awake, you'll be alert, you'll be positive though it hurts. And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends, and you'll be a real good listener You'll be honest, you'll be brave, you'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful. You'll be happy. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ]	5:10p	And I was trying to disappear, But you got me wrapped around you I can hardly breathe without you I was trying to disappear But I got lost in your eyes now. (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ neurotoxicity ]	5:03p	But if we would have spoken here's what i would have said: Embrace, destroy this pain. Don't miss this chance it will not come again. You mean more than you may ever know. (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ]	5:09p	You're beautiful. The most beautiful of beautiful. (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ]	5:08p	All I know is I feel lost without you. (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ finalxfall ]	5:07p	And I saw you fall into the sand beneath the trees, And I saw you sitting up and staring at your knees, And I saw the waves arrive in pairs, through the sand into your hair, And wondered is there something in the air? (6 Comments |Comment on this)
emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ]	5:06p	"I miss you." is not enough. (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ finalxfall ]	5:05p	can i sell this sunrise, in return for a sunset? can i just be here one more day, until my sunburn fades away? (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ finalxfall ]	5:03p	I’ve been looking for a way out Something that isn’t so cruel Well I’m a little tired, you see Complacent and miserable I think you’re missing out (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ finalxfall ]	5:00p	So I'm following the road to where you are The streetlights they will guide me to the stars That's where you are (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ neurotoxicity ]	5:01p	kaitlyn idk ilysm right now ok lol. sorry i am so behind, i was distracted looking on my own lol. but idk THANKYOUSOMUCHOK =) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
emoleericks [ lovemachine ]	4:35p	Sorry it took so long. about that situation with my boyfriend and I, everything is well. (: he did away with her so there's no worries. (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ xyour_suicidex ]	4:28p	guys i have one popped ear from a plane and it is driving me mad. also i am going on a plane again tomorrow and if does not unpop by then i will die, pretty much. I'm nicotine, I'm coming clean I fooled the crowd when i made it sound like i was more than ready. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
emoleericks [ neurotoxicity ]	4:15p	heyyy. who all's here? (11 Comments |Comment on this)
emoleericks [ bridgesburned ]	4:07p	i ain't got his kind of money, but he ain't got my kind of love. (Comment on this)
emoleericks [ elevenelevenxxx ]	3:54p	you only wanted me the way you wanted me (Comment on this)

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