Blurty for quiEtLy lOsing cOntrOL.
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| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004 |
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im no longer angry. im actually quite happy. note to self, though. stop smoking, and maybe you could run longer than 10 minutes on the treadmill, fatass. jimmy and i went to nyc monday. we were just walking around and he asked me where that place was. i was confused to which place he was talking about. he meant rockefeller center. =) i got to ice skate at rockefeller center! i've been wanting to do that since i was like 8 years old. it was so awesome. we had hot chocolate. and then we skated some more, mocking the funny people on the ice. ahh. it was a nice day. a colin+xtina day. we got to be us again. i missed that. i think he did too. tovish+1 went to fezziwigs monday night. it was a little awkward, but nice. after a month of not seeing everyone together, it was cool. if you closed your ears and suppressed some of the awkwardness and added a few more joint laughs, you would have us in old times. =( its still good that we're all pretty much talking. hutch is trying to make us jealous or seomthing? but its not working. and i feel bad. ha. my heart hurts. maybe im having a heart attack. if ive learned anything in this past month about relationships/friendships, its people need a break. sometimes that is the best way to realize how much someone means to you. i have to make a list of things ive learned vs my experiences throughout high school. i am fat. and i must never eat again. but of course ill eat and eat and eat. ahhh. xx |
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im no longer angry. im actually quite happy. note to self, though. stop smoking, and maybe you could run longer than 10 minutes on the treadmill, fatass. jimmy and i went to nyc monday. we were just walking around and he asked me where that place was. i was confused to which place he was talking about. he meant rockefeller center. =) i got to ice skate at rockefeller center! i've been wanting to do that since i was like 8 years old. it was so awesome. we had hot chocolate. and then we skated some more, mocking the funny people on the ice. ahh. it was a nice day. a colin+xtina day. we got to be us again. i missed that. i think he did too. tovish+1 went to fezziwigs monday night. it was a little awkward, but nice. after a month of not seeing everyone together, it was cool. if you closed your ears and suppressed some of the awkwardness and added a few more joint laughs, you would have us in old times. =( its still good that we're all pretty much talking. hutch is trying to make us jealous or seomthing? but its not working. and i feel bad. ha. my heart hurts. maybe im having a heart attack. if ive learned anything in this past month about relationships/friendships, its people need a break. sometimes that is the best way to realize how much someone means to you. i have to make a list of things ive learned vs my experiences throughout high school. i am fat. and i must never eat again. but of course ill eat and eat and eat. ahhh. xx |
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