Atticus 'Spanky' Maximus' Blurty

Subject:	I'm Free If That Bitch Diiiiiiies... I Better Help Her Out!
Time:	4:18 am.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	...silence....

CUZ WE ARE DRAWN.. TO THE FIIIIIIRE! THE POINT OF NO RETURN!
I watched the Buffy musical episode earlier this morning. So damn good. To those who say that show sucked, I say to you - you suck MORE! How can anyone not like that show? It's funny, most girls I know say, "Ew, Sarah Michelle Gellar" & judge the show just on her as a person. How retarded.
Anyway. Worked today. Went to a different store & worked w/ my old boss from 2 years ago. Good shit. Lot of hot women. Yowzahs!
I got Nichele's letter today! Hizzah!!!!!!!! I'm still reading it. hehe It's long & GOOD!
Talked w/ Jo (

zephyr2012) for a bit which was good times too.
Lewis Black was on Countdown today - such a great show.
Saw McCain on the RNC. Sucks he has to sell his soul to the Republicans. lol
Ah, America! Where even drunk drug addicted rich kids can become president! God bless America! lol
& with that - I'm out of here. I'm beat. Laters!

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Subject:	SKEET SKEET SKEET SKEET SKEET SKEET SKEET! GET LOW!!! GET LOW!!!
Time:	2:24 am.
Mood:	indifferent.
Music:	the radio.

Work was fine. Slacked off hardcore w/ Matt. Played catch in the backroom instead of work. Snuck up onto the roof of the building & walked all over. Fun shit! Hot women all over. It's frustrating when all of them come in w/ their boyfriends/husbands/kids. *shrugs* Got to laugh & joke w/ many people. Had a pretty nice long conversation w/ Di on the phone. Wonderful!
Now I'm just listening to some radio music. Sometimes it's nice to just listen to some random music - everything from Oldies to rap/hip hop (Um, "Get Low" lol) to alternative to easy listening. lol I'm random.
& I think that's all I feel like writing. Laters!

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Subject:	Finding Short Term Courage In A Flask
Time:	3:36 am.
Mood:	calm.
Music:	"Last Stop Suburbia" CD by Allister.

You know, I tend to pride myself on being able to observe people & their personality pretty well. & it's just kind of interesting, for me at least, to recently think about how people act & I can totally see insights into their personalities & how they act in certain circumstances. *shrugs* People - man, there are way too many of them. Can't we do something about that? Ship them all out to space. I know I went from talking about how I can perceive people well to talking about how they annoy me. But sometimes their personalities are too annoying to handle. lol Don't worry all - I'm not talking about journal people. So unclench! lol Not like I'd tell people here if I DID mean journal people. lol It's just been a random thought I've had all day. No worries! I just love the people who say they hate a certain kind of people but that's b/c they're pretty much describing the person they are. Or the people who confess to having NO ego but are the ones who have the biggest ego. lol Hm, what else? Eh, I'm sure I could think of other stuff. People are just so crazy.
Work was uneventful - hopefully tomorrow we'll have absolutely no work to do so I can play some baseball in the backroom w/ Matt. HIZZAH! Today was laid back & I was very sleepy. Went to Best Buy but I didn't buy anything.
Had some good conversations w/ Nichele & Di again today. Those 2 constantly make any day great.
Been thinking about SO many girls I know lately. Confusion running all over my brain. But no circumstance can work out. *kicks a pebble* Sucks.
Random: For those of you who consider yourself religious, what is your definition of a "good" religious person? Someone who sticks to the religious teachings 100%, those who do their best to live by their god(s) teachings as much as they can, those who just pay their religion lip service (For example - go to church on Sunday but then go out & about their lives sinning it up? For a lack of a better phrase. heh)? Or do you have another option? & do you consider yourself a "good" Catholic, Jew, Muslim, etc.? How do you view yourself & why? Just curious is all.
I'm addicted to this Allister song "Don't Think Twice"!! It's so catchy! Damn you, pop punk!!! Why must you be oh so catchy with your feel good tunes and angsty lyrics? heheh
And I'm done. Laters all!

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Subject:	Leave Me Here In My - Stark, Raving, Sick, Sad, Little World!!!
Time:	5:36 am.
Mood:	bouncy.
Music:	"A Crow Left Of The Murder" CD by Incubus.

I am LOVING this Incubus song! It's been forever since I've listened to this CD. I'm HIGHLY addicted to this song "A Crow Left of the Murder". I just LOVE the chorus!
( A Crow Left Of The Murder )
I don't want to jinx it but I've had good days for almost a good week now! *knocks on wood*
It's hot in here. *takes off shirt*
So! I slept until 3 p.m.!! VERY nice!
I talked w/ Di, Nichele, & Jo (

zephyr2012). I felt bad since I felt violently ill 1/2 way through the phone convo w/ Jo. I sang Incubus to Nichele.
Talked w/ Sara (Online buddy) & she showed me new pics - hizzah! I love getting pictures.
Listened to Blink in the shower.
Got my DVD player hooked up to my mini-T.V. (It'll do for now) so now I can have a mini-marathon! HIZZAH! Who wants to come over???
Countdown With Keith Olbermann had Al Franken on - it wasn't the BEST segment but I dig Franken so it was cool.
I also watched Daredevil for the first time! ( My Thoughts On The Film - SPOILERS TOO! )
So yes! Good times. I might try to stay up all night! I had a whole shitload of Cinammon Toast Crunch earlier & now I've been drinking Mountain Dew a lot. LOL *bounces around* Angel DVD marathon here I come! Laters all!!!

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Subject:	If The World's At Large, Why Should I Stay?
Time:	4:18 am.
Mood:	hungry.
Music:	"Good News For People Who Love Bad News" CD by Modest Mouse.

I'm hungry! But I'm tired. Sleep or food? Hmm I know, I pick - JOURNAL!
Another good day. Had some odd dream last night.
( Dreams & Psychic Powers? )
Talked w/ the big 3 - Di, Nichele, Jo - all off & on through the day. Much fun! Ah! I can't wait until Di gets my gift. She's going to love it. It's so great.
Went to dinner w/ 3 aunts, 1 step-uncle, 4 cousins, a boyfriend of a cousin's, my folks, & bro. We were celebrating my mom & 2 of the aunts' b-days. Had awesome food (I ate TOO much! Damn you food for looking so tempting!!), good conversations (I was in a good mood & talked w/ everyone. But it gets kind of confusing when everyone is talking to you at once.), good waitress (Oh yummy!), & good pictures being taken. I still have 4 left of the film to take. Damn!
I watched The Daily Show & they had John Kerry on - a really interesting conversation & really cool. If you don't watch The Daily Show - you're either lame beyond words or a Republican w/ no sense of humor. But hey! Being lame beyond words usually goes hand & hand w/ being a Republican w/ no sense of humor. lol jk
& I'm out! Laters! I don't work until Saturday! HIZZAH! More sleeping in!

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Subject:	My Tongue's The Only Muscle On My Body That Works Harder Than My Heart
Time:	3:06 am.
Mood:	exhausted.
Music:	"Deja Entendu" CD by Brand New.

SO tired!
Woke up today & watched Bruce Almighty for the first time & I really suggest you all check it out for some good laughs! I love Jim C. movies! Steve Carrell is great in this flick, too! It made me think about a lot of random things. I loved the things Morgan Freeman said. People are too busy looking up (In response to prayers). Wish I could recall the other fascinating things said in the flick. heh But it made me go out in a better mood than I had started the day w/. I am going to try & make everyone's life better from here on out. I will never let go of my sarcasm & such - that's just who I am. But we're all just trying to make it through.
Work was uneventful - really it was.
I listened to the Top 9 at 9 on Q101 on the radio tonight & the DJ, Fook, was also revealing 'secrets' on how to crack safes. hahaha It was great! He also said that anyone who wanted a remix of a Green Day song had to e-mail him a letter saying so & I did & I got to hear a President Bush remix of "American Idiot" - such an awesome song in its own right, but it was great w/ Bush clips. I sent it to a ton of friends but if you didn't get it, let me know your e-mail & I'll send it to you.
Talked w/ Nichele, Jo (She's back from SoCal & HOW much am I jealous? Tons! I'm so glad she's back!), & Laura.
I'm really exhausted. So I'll add anything I missed from today tomorrow. Laters!

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Subject:	Don't Miss Her... (Hold On Tight)
Time:	2:42 am.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	"Forget What You Know" CD by Midtown.

Not much going on. Work was ok - got to hang out in the security room w/ Matt while he took a conference call & we ended up fucking around w/ the cameras & scoping out women on the cameras. lol That shit is fun! Other than that, the day went by. heh
Got to goof around w/ my little 8 yr old cousin.
Got some random comments on MySpace from Cat - she's so sweet - I've forgotten how sweet she can be.
Got some random phone time in w/ Nichele & Jo (

zephyr2012) - Wooh!
All good stuff.
But now I don't know if I'm going to get to hang w/ Laura this Saturday or not. The only way it could work if I go visit her in Wisconsin. & I don't know if I could get there & back w/ enough time to really do much w/ her. It depends on if I have to work in the morning on Sunday. =\ Son of a bitch! The 1 thing I wanted to really do this whole summer & I don't know if it'll even happen!!! Curse the gods!
Oh - & this Midtown CD is really awesome! Not like their last CD (I liked the last CD a lot, but it's just different).
I'm off to bed. I have to get up & go to another store to work. UGH. I just want to sleep & have someone to hold as I fall asleep.....

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Subject:	"Give Me Something I Can Believe... Oh Baby!" - Weezer
Time:	2:18 am.
Mood:	exhausted.
Music:	"The Green Album" CD by Weezer.

I'm SO tired so I'm going to try & type super fast. Here goes!
Thursday! Not much. Work was ok - joked around a lot. Talked w/ Jo (

zephyr2012) on the phone when I got home who was drunk. I'm still trying to convince her she said what she said. LOL I got so buzzed the other night & I didn't feel like updating. I was so out of it. I talked w/ Amanda (

lostonceagain) which was yet another classic & hilarious convo! I also got to talk to Laura on the phone. What a night! I was shocked to hear that my mom confirmed my boss's story: DuPage is heavily Republian!!! I had NO idea! & I've lived here for most of my life! hah Mom told me that both dad & she are Democrats but don't vote for them all the time. 1 of them voted for Gore & 1 for Bush, but I won't say which. So sad but I had an interesting conversation w/ mom about it briefly.
Today! Work was tiring - b/c the alcohol was still fucking w/ me. Came home & Jo got her gift I sent her! She opened it & I LOVED her response to it all! Aw, she was so happy! I'm very glad about that! We talked for awhile which was hilarious & fun. I also talked w/ Nichele after that which was just as fun b/c it's been awhile since today since I talked w/ her. Miss her! I also talked w/ Laura again! WOOHOO! Also talked w/ Di. Wow, busy day! Ok, VERY uninteresting. Tomorrow's will be full of details & stories & opinions & such. Laters.

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Subject:	Tipsy Yet Tired... Again!
Time:	2:37 am.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	silence.

Today was great! I went to work at my normal job! When I got there, the other Matt said how some woman had called me. I didn't know too many who knew my work # so that cut down the options a lot. Then I started & I got a call. It was Laura (An LJ buddy)! WOOH! It was the first time talking to her on the phone. It was short but a good start. Work was slow & we didn't have much work to do. It was a very laidback atmosphere. Lot of pretty women there too! After Matt left, I had Laura call me at work & we talked for about an hour & 15 minutes!!!!! That's about 15 minutes more than my two 15 minutes & one 1/2 hr breaks are combined! haha We laughed & jokeda round about a lot. Discussed a lot of interesting stuff about each other. She's hilarious to talk to on the phone & I had a blast!!!! Later on, we talked some more for another 1/2 hour! HAHAHAHAH I really want to hang out w/ her now, she seems really cool & very easy to get along with! I wish I wasn't so tired & a little buzzed so I could write what I wanted to say. Totally great! Had a blast. =)
Went grocery shopping a bit, came home & talked w/ mom, & chilled. Yay for Smirnoff Twisted! I also got to talk to Jo (

zephyr2012) on the phone briefly which was fun! Now I am very tired. Laters!

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Subject:	Hey! Read This Entry!
Time:	3:40 am.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	CNN Headline News.

So, I got that salad bar woman's #. haha Not in that way. She's married, FOOLS! But we were talking about men & how they look at other women & that they don't think their wives are beautiful after having kids & I said how that while that's true for a lot of men, it's not ALL men. She is paranoid about getting fat sucked out of her legs & such so she looks good in a bikini. She wrote her # down & said that when I'm 40, married, & have kids to give her a call & bitch about it to her. lol B/C she thinks that all men are the same. I think that if you're married to someone, you should love that person & think their beautiful even after they have kids. I mean, what different if the woman gains 100 lbs or loses 100? She's still the same woman you married.
It was my last day there so that was kind of sucky in a way b/c I wanted to work my magic w/ the women there. LOL But I can go back to my store & work it w/ the women there. ha jk Had a very pleasant phone convo w/ Jo (

zephyr2012) while on break. Then I talked w/ her briefly when I got home as well as Nichele & Nikki (New LJ buddy) online. That was my exciting day. It was peaceful. Had a few ideas for b-day/X-Mas gifts for a few people. mwahah
& that's all. Laters!

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Subject:	Oh How I Long For Sleep...
Time:	2:19 am.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	CNN Headline News.

I'm really tired - but that's the story of my life! lol
Work was fine. Lots of really attractive women there. I forgot how depressing that job can be. Sucks when you're a geeky looking guy who is 22 but could pass for 17. =\ Kind of cuts back on the amount of women who dig you. lol So all I get to do is look but don't touch. The biggest teasers of all = women who are wives/mothers who still look good, dress in clothes only single people should wear, & come in to shop. lol Bastards!
Talked a bit w/ Nichele on the phone tonight - it was a really interesting conversation! I love learning more about her & her friends. I hope to get to talk to Jo (

zephyr2012) tomorrow b/c I've been lacking on my Jo supply of late. I talked w/ Sheri (AWESOME girl I know - long story for another time.) briefly but I wasn't able to stay. I tried to call her back & she didn't answer. Damn, I need people to hang out w/! I'm going stir crazy! I need to socialize! It's odd, I know a few guys from work I'm friends w/ - but other than that, I only want to hang out w/ women. They're easier for me to get along w/ & I don't feel so odd just hanging out w/ them. I have a small circle of guy friends & that's it. Who needs cockblockers anyway? hahah jk
That is all. I am very tired. Laters!

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Subject:	"It's Just Like The Grammy's.... FROM 5 YEARS AGO!" - Lewis Black
Time:	2:04 am.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	CNN Headline News.

(Subject is discussing the concert Democrat's had a few days ago)
Sleep is so nice right about now. But first!
Today at work was interesting - lots of funny conversations going on. I was cutting corn (So we could wrap them in packages w/o the leaves stuff covering them.) & my wrist/thumb areas were hurting. Jennifer & I joked around how I had to protect my wrist & such. I was like, "I've had a lot of good times w/ this wrist! I have to protect it!!" haha Those women there in that department are hilarious. I had my black rimmed glasses on today instead of contacts & Maria said how I looked smart today & I jokingly said, "So I looked stupid the past week & a half?" haha When we were throwing out trash, she stood a few feet in front of me & stared at me for a moment. Hm I'm probably reading something into that that isn't there. LOL Like usual.
Talked w/ Jo (

zephyr2012) on the phone a few times which were both hilarious. I also finished my letters to Di & Nichele. I GET TO SLEEP IN TOMORROW! YAY!
I woke up today w/ SO many good ideas on how to expand & add to last night's rant but I'm beat. I'll do it tomorrow. Sleep time! Laters...

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Subject:	"Your Slow Hat Waving Is SURE To Distract A 400 LB. Bull" - Keith Olbermann
Time:	3:14 am.
Mood:	indifferent.
Music:	CNN Headline News.

Had some crazy dreams! But the wildest 1 was so cool b/c I could actually control my dream! That's the first time that's ever happened! ( Dreams )
Today was good. I woke up refreshed. Last night was me just overreacting. I straightened things out w/ my friend, talked w/ Jo (

zephyr2012) & got things straightened out w/ her to (WOOH!), & then went to work again. I hate my summer "vacation". It's SOOOOOOOOOOO incredibly boring (Other than the phone convos & such - but those are brief). There's nobody to really hang out with. I so desperately want to go see a movie w/ anyone or go play pool or SOMETHING. UGH! B/C I'm tired of just sitting at home night after night. =\ What a waste of a good summer. Oh well.
Work was pretty good - I had a lot of interesting convos at work about alcohol, cheating (& how it's presumptuous to think God's plan is for us NOT to cheat. hahah Maybe He wants us all to have as many lovers as possible?), & my crotch (W/ the hilarious & cute Spanish woman, Maria. She was like, "Doesn't lifting heavy stuff hurt your...your... um... productive...sack?" HAHAHAHAH She's so modest, it's great. I laughed so loud! I said how I hope not b/c then I should stop doing this job.
& now for a really random rant. ( God )
Alright, I'm done. Laters!

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Subject:	My Personality.... Or The Lack There Of
Time:	1:03 am.
Mood:	depressed.
Music:	The Spider-Man 2 Soundtrack.

Wow, just within the last 10 minutes I totally got bummed out hardcore by talking to someone. Not going to go into it. It just felt like someone punched me in the gut. I feel stupid. I just hate my personality & the way I act & all that bull right now. HATE IT. Fuck it all. Why can't I just be all the good things people say I am? I sure as hell don't see it in me. Guess I fooled all you people. HA I wonder why not even those "closest" to me feel like they can open up & be themselves around me. Do I joke around too much? Make light of shit? Try & make them laugh too much? WHAT? I hate being me. I can put on the fake smile only for so fucking long. I just wish I could hide away & never have to go out into the world or socialize w/ people ever. Saves everyone the trouble.
"Highlights" of the day:
Finished George Carlin's book.
Started Dracula by Bram Stoker.
Worked w/ the manager of the produce department I'm at these 2 weeks for the first time: ANALLY RETENTIVE. What a dick.
& listening to the Spider-Man 2 soundtrack yet again.
Laters, I suppose.

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Subject:	Illinois Is Filled With Winners
Time:	12:42 am.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	Cold Case Files on A&E.

I'm so very tired! GAH! I'm 1 of the few people who doesn't mind working later shifts than morning/early shifts. I woke up at 9 & went to work. Again. The only real highlights of the day came when I got to joke around w/ the other 2 workers in my department. Maria, this salad bar Mexican lady who's about 33, was talking to me about all sorts of random stuff (Like college, how old I am & what kind of guy I seem like, her upbringing, how she wants to raise her daughters, how she used to love to write (A WRITER! *sigh*), etc.). We joked around & talked in Spanish a bit. She's married - BOO. hah So then out of nowhere, I'm working on the floor, & she comes up to me & tells me about this girl working at Starbuck's. She's like, "She's very smart, very funny, & cute, & single!" - HAHAHAHA I went back to our backroom & I said how she was trying to set me up w/ a girl & I said how she was my 2nd mother. So I kept saying, "Mi madre" to her. HAHA She mentioned 1 other girl too. Oh jeez. lol
After work, & this is the best part, some random girl comes up to me & says something like, "Hey, you seem like a nice guy - can I ask you a few questions?" & I was thrown but she was cute so I said sure. She said she was taking a survey (Which ended up being bull B/C she needed a way to start talking to me. It ended up being some school project or SOMETHING, I wasn't paying attention - she had to get people to start talking to her w/in 3 minutes by using her outgoing personality & such. She tried to sell me a magazine. HAHA). So we walk to my car & I'm parked next to a shitty car & when I go to my car, she's saying how she's glad that piece of shit car wasn't mine. She asked what type of car I had & that her bro had a white car like that (I said 'poor bastard'). She asks if I'm married (She's writing these answers to random questions down on some little sheet) & I said no. She said "Well then a girlfriend, obviously" & I said no & she asked, "What, are all the girls gay?" HAHAHHAHAHA I told her how she didn't have to say that just for me to buy a magazine. She said she would've said that even if she wasn't doing this. BULL! Was I born yesterday? I KNOW when someone's being fake w/ me. Especially when it's THAT blatant - she sucked at it a bit. So I said I didn't have a check w/ me for it (I wasn't going to do it anyway but I used it as an excuse.) & she asked me where I lived b/c she was willing to go w/ me!!! WTF! BTW, did I mention she was sitting on my hood w/o even asking if she could??? I said how I couldn't take her & she asked why not so I said I didn't have time (I was about to make more shit up). After I said that, she gets up w/o saying A WORD, turns, & walks off!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA The BALLS on that ice princess! WOW! I jokingly said, "Aw, come on! Don't be like that! Good luuuuck!" HAHA See, what a faker! Stupid biotch. The order of people I hate the most:
1. Drama queens.
2. Liars
3. Ignorant people
4. Fakers
Anyway, on the way home some van full of loser lil weird fucks mooned me. Who does that any more? That's SUCH a 90s thing. Get over it. It's not "cool" any more. LORD. America. Those are some of the people who'll be leading this country someday, I bet! Joy!
I came home, exhausted, & my dad, brother, & 2 little cousins (Who are sleeping over) went to see Spider-Man 2 & invited me but I was too tired. I wanted to go though. I ended up talking to Nichele which was hilarious. hehe I am feeling lonely. Way too many beautiful women in the store today. I miss physical contact w/ a girl & getting to joke & make them laugh in person & such. Bah! Sorry this was a little long. Laters. I'm tired.

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