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[31 Oct 2003|11:15pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | "Halloween"-AFI ]


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[22 Sep 2003|01:56pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | "Physical"-Revolting Cocks ]

It has been a while. I thought an update was finally due. hehe. Wow, so much has been going on. Hrmm...

I went to DragonCon (tis a convention of dorkhoodness hehe). I will hopefully be posting pictures soon.

School has been rather demanding. I am proud of myself however; I am passing both math classes with B's. I couldn't believe it. It is funny what your brain can do. Oh yea. English is...interesting. I love the class just...the teacher...grr. Our personalities just seem to clash, making the environment a bit tense. Whatever I just need to scuk it up.

My friends are....distant. I seem to be losing the ones I love dearly and I can't do anything about it. It has been aching at my brain for a couple of weeks now. It just hurts. I hate change that I have no "control" over. But control is an illusion. *sigh* We will see what happens.

Well, I best be off to look through the Friend's pages. I am a bit intimidated...there are sooo many. Wish me luck. hehe.

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[29 Aug 2003|08:53pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | "Wreath of Barbs"-Wumpscut ]

Tonight was absolutely amazing. It started out as pure hell. I had so many plans and then just because of one small thing they all came crashing down around me-leaving me homebound. I was enraged! You have no idea. I was ripping off barbie heads...hah. I finally decided to just grab my CD player and a CD and walked out the door. I didn't really know where I was headed but I just went wherever I felt like going. Dusk soon crept up and I was amazed at how beautiful the setting sun was. It reflected off of the dark gray clouds rolling in. The music accentuated the scene and a calm came over me. I can't remember the last time my entire being was calm. It was absolutely amazing the thoughts I cleared up. I must do this more often. I think as people we need time to ourselves, to reflect on what we have done, what we are doing, and what we hope will happen in the future. Music is also key. haha. It is so powerful. It can cradle you when you are feeling any kind of emotion...it simply blows me away.

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[28 Aug 2003|11:30pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | futurama ]

Today is my brithday. I'm 17 now. It started out really well, I am in a bad mood now. Damn hormones. AFI just won a VMA...dunno what to think about it. Good for them though, they are getting recognized for their work. :)

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[24 Aug 2003|11:10am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | "Liquid Seperation"-Front Line Assembly ]

Well, shit has been hitting the fan with most of my friends. I really fucking hate drama. I did, however, go out last night with a couple of good friends, Allen and Gregg, (they aren't involved in any of the dramatic situations wahoo!) so that was great. We planted ourselves at Border's for a few hours and had some fun. I love Border's. Allen was drinking a super double mocha coffee thing and eating the caned sugar as a chaser. He was entertaining to say the least. The great thing was Gregg and Allen are two people that have interests that most of my other friends don't share and I love it! It gets so boring being around the same shit day in and day out. I hope I hang out with them more often. Especially Gregg, I never see the boy anymore.

Anyway, I have decided to do well in school this year. I must get A's and B's. My plan, thus far, is to either go to a Community College and knock out all of my core classes then transfer to a 4 year university, preferably Georgia State ('tis downtown tehehe). I would go there for 2 years, then transfer out West after getting money, loans, and better grades. I dunno, or I could just go to Ga State and then transfer out west. I just really wanna transfer out West (if you couldn't tell). I'm taking a road trip next summer to California so I will explore the colleges. I just need to get the hell out of this goddamned state. Fuck!

I have tutoring and loads of homework today. Gotta get those grades up! haha. I am off.

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patty cake, patty cake, I wanna bone davey...what? [19 Aug 2003|02:49pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "Bandages"-Hot Hot Heat ]

Which AFI member will befriend you? by something_imperfect
Name
Birthday Month
Your New FriendDavey Havok
What you do togetherPlay some ill patty-cake
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

bahahahah patty cake is so cool...

Which Wacko in the world gets you cornered in a dark Alley? by SunCrush
Your Name
Your Age
You had this in your wallet$71
Your attacker was a Mr. President George Bush, Jr
Did you win or lose the fightTie, both walked away.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

HAHAHA

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[15 Aug 2003|06:04pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | "Eraser"-NIN ]

Wahoo! Fooled around with some stuff on the layout here. I put up another picture of AFI. Heh. Anywho, I am going to go see Freddy vs. Jason tonight biatch!! It looks fuckin hilarious...wooh!! Good times...Will give full review when I get back sometime sunday?...yes..

Oh and I just wanted to add this to the entry:


need you
dream you
find you
taste you
fuck you
use you
scar you
break you
lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me

...yes...
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[14 Aug 2003|04:52pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | "Reptile"-NIN ]

Well, I got sick of my old layout and finally just brought my LiveJournal layout over to this one. It will stay here until I have time to do another one. New icon too...thought I would give some props to Mr. Jade.

Other than that, school has started. I have a heavy load but I know I can get through it. Looking forward to Christmas already.

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Aunty Meaghan has a new favorite person! [10 Aug 2003|03:50pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "Nicotine Patches"-Tori Amos ]

Aw, my 7 year old nephew just told me his favorite band is AFI. How fucking cute is that? hahaha. We shall bond at Christmas! Heh, just thought I would share that.

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[08 Aug 2003|12:31pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | "Atack Decay"-Front Line Assembly ]

bron┬Ěchi┬Ětis

1.Chronic or acute inflammation of the mucous membrane of the bronchial tubes.


Wahoo! Doesn't that sound lovely? Well, I have it...oh joy! Once again I am sick...what is wrong with me? I used to be so healthy...

So, yes, my lungs hurt like hell and I am coughing...coughing anywhere and everywhere. Starting to really feel crappy...I was up all night coughing so lack of sleep is going to kill me too. BAH!

In other news: I picked up my schedule this morning. Yes, it is totally and utterly fucked up. I have a meeting with my grade advisor Monday. I will be stuck taking all of the wrong classes that day. Woo! These next few days are gonna be peachy. ;) Oh yea. Senior year is starting out so well, don't ya think? hahahah

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[07 Aug 2003|07:21pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | "Smothered Hope"-Skinny Puppy ]

Sagitarrius
You should be dating a Sagittarius.
22 November - 21 December
Your mate is frank and open, optimistic and honest.
Though the Archer can display bouts of
argumentative, impatient and critical
behaviour, he or she is extremely adventurous
in bed.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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[07 Aug 2003|11:38am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | "Third Season"-AFI ]

I hate relationships, all relatiopnships. I have been 'friends' with a person for about 2 years and have realized teh entire time I was insecure and a fucking push over. Goddamn...alright people I am very relaxed...I just want everyone to get along...I am such a fucking people pleaser!! BAH! That is something I hate and I must deal with but anyWHO! I have felt they have taken advantage of that...and I knew that I needed to wake up and smell the coffee. Well in 2 years it didn't happen....BUT this summer a lot of shit went down and I guess you could say I saw the light. hahah. IT FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD TOO! Now I just need to get my shit in order and decide what to do with this new found realization...my "plan of attack"...hahah. Argh I suck at confrontation but damnit I have to do it...argh...I will keep you posted. hehe

Side Note: I really don't like Good Charlotte's music...but...that damn Billy kid is so hot...WHY?! WHY MUST HE BE IN A BAND I DISLIKE SO?! Eh, another one of life's mysteries I guess...weirdness hahah

Another Side Note: here is some beautiful Bella Morte hair-brewhahah )

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Wes Side Representin!! [05 Aug 2003|05:54pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | "First Light"-Bella Morte ]


Congratulations, you're San Francisco, the city of change.
What US city are you? Take the quiz by Girlwithagun.
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MUSIC...BANDS...HAIR...MMM [02 Aug 2003|11:54am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | "Minus"-OhGr ]

WOOH! I saw Bella Morte and The Last Dance last night-THEY BOTH KICKED SOOO MUCH ASS!! wOw...such beautiful hair too..hahah. Anywho, had a GREAT time with the Greggster and Trouble. Trouble is such a cool cat! She and I had never really hung out but yeah...it was "fantabulous". And yes people you NEED to check out The Last Dance AND Bella Morte (if you haven't already haha).

On a Meaghan-Let's-Be-A-Dork moment last night I gave the wrong CD to get signed to one band-apologized profusely...guys in band gave me odd looks for the rest of the night...hahaha wooooh....cringeness...It's all groovy..I am just happy I didn't fall or trip or anything like I do at most public outings. Haha..alright breakfast time! Yay!

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[30 Jul 2003|08:11pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | "Figurative Theatre"-Christian Death ]

OOk...in a good mood today. I am going to see Bella Morte on Friday...yayness...

Bleaching the shit out of my hair once again this evening...I really need to find a new hair color. I am sick of causing pain to my scalp...hahah...so sad.

Trent Reznor is amazing.


fragile
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
I can't watch her slip away

I won't let you fall apart

she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
hoping someone can see
if I could fix myseld I'd - but it's too late for me
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"Tell me what you want me to BE!" [27 Jul 2003|02:23pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | "Tight"-Mindless Self Indulgence ]

This weekend has been interesting. Parents are out of town and I feel I should have done something naughty.

Saturday Karen, Jess and I went to Stone Mountain. We ended up climbing up the damn rock, meeting some very cool people on the way. Sat and talked to those people half way up the rock haha and yeah. I realized I am out of shape...it was horrible.

We ended up taking this lifty thing back down the mountain (yes, we are lazy bums) and then we had to find a spot for the "Lazer" Show. So they left me to get our blankets and food and I sat at there for god knows how long, baking in the sun. Wooh, oh yea! It was fun. I was wearing all black too...stupid me. Anywho, they get back and we end up having a nice time. We played frisby and cards. Hahah, It was something I would have never thought I would do willingly but it was pleasant. Just hanging with them all day was cool. I have been hanging with the same people all summer and finally getting a break was refreshing.

I got home and practically molested the heating pad and the ice pack...oh the pain. I feel a hell of a lot better today, still sore and rather red..haha...it was good though.

I changed the background on here...just another pic of Trent...fucking hot picture of him. The man...just damn. *drool*

Ya know, Mindless Self Indulgence can fucking rock sometimes. Bahaha...anywho, I am on this insane music research thing now. I must find good music, damnit! Anyone reccomend any noize bands?

"I love my mommy cause she fucked the shit out of my dad..." bahhaha...wooh...dude...that is funny. I also like: "Masturbation is good for you-it's not the best..." I told you MSI can rock...haha

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[25 Jul 2003|02:34pm]
[ mood | irate ]
[ music | "Reptile"-NIN ]

All I have done today is fight with my ex-boyfriend...

goddamnbitchmotherfukerasswhipeshitloadofbullshit

I fucking hate relationships...I truly do...I just want to be a hermit. Have some hot guy deliver me food...that is all. Just to gawk at. NOTHING more...ugh.

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[23 Jul 2003|04:06am]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | "Nothing"-Stabbing Westward ]

bored )

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[23 Jul 2003|01:40am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | "If You Think I'm Sexy"-Rod Stewart ]

I HAVE A FUCKING COLD!

There goes AFI... For those of you non-sick people who are going tomorrow, I hope you have tons of fun.

Of all the weeks to get sick...out of every other goddamn week...yes...something hates me.

It's been a bad last few days.
My friend is moving to LA.
I miss my best friend... :(
I need to get the hell out of this state.
Ex-boyfriend is..ugh..
THIS GODDAMN COLD!!!
NO AFI!!!!!!!!

*Deep Breath* Alright, must stop wallowing in self-pity. At least I saw AFI last March right? Yes, and they kicked my ass into next millenium. Oh yea. Muhahaha.

I got my subway-sized Trent Reznor poster today. I guess I will just have to molest it tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that and so on.

Let us listen to Rod Stewart's-"If You Think I'm Sexy". Okay, people, dance!

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AFI mofo!!!! [21 Jul 2003|11:42am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | me saying "oh yeah!!" over and over again ]

AFI IN 2 DAYS!!!!!

Oh, yes, it is official! I am going to Warped Tour. My dear friend Allen and his friends are-oh-so very kind and are letting me run along with them...oooh yessss..I am sooo relieved! You have no idea!! Damn. OOOOOH YEAAAAA!!!!!!!! *does the hamster dancce*

AFI IN 2 DAYS!!!!!

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