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| you make me effin sick, so get off me. |
[23 Nov 2003|03:23pm] |
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last night was totaly totaly awsome.
hung out with Maria(masturbation) and stacie(sex) spent the night hiding. shhhh. they made fun on me cause i put my gum on my nose and yell at girls that throw pop on stacies car. sweeeeeet.
erm i touched amelias butt like 389482 times during the natalie fight. sorry about that.
i got the natalie fight cd and 3298482 pics of nigel<3. yea what ev.
i have a scabby butt crack now cause greg droped me.
ive been sitting around allllll day. ugh. i want someone to take me to the thrift store.
me mouth tastes funny.
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| take another little piece of my heart now baby. |
[19 Nov 2003|09:46pm] |
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ate pancakes, went to bens, he wasnt there he was with his baby momma, hung with mike n johnny. spent the rest of the night sleeping on sallys couch. (andrews mom)
today = crazy mad sighns of a lost friendship.
1. im oh so annoying for no effing reason.
2. walking home with peggy wondering about 'something'
3. seeing a shooting star. and making a STUPID STUPID wish.
4. first thing he says when he gets in the car couldnt have CRUSHED me anymore.
5. he feels the need to repeat it 5325775 times. to make me upset. (i cry no one knows)
6. hearing the blink 182 song "feeling this"
7. hearing the jimmy eat world song after
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.
yes...your beautiful just not on the inside.
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| i thought to myself, sheba sheba got my ass lookin like a zebra. |
[17 Nov 2003|07:42pm] |
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Laura's mixtape <3 |
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friday was the knitting party at sydneys. awsome old ladies it was <3!
Sunday i went and saw Elf with peggy mike and jared. cool i guess. the ghetto kids behind us where funnier though. i so thought they where gunna light my hair on fire they where playing with lighters. eeeeek!
(teen girl squad)
"im totaly crushing"
CHILDREN!!!!!
"where did you guys go?"
"we got jealous"
YOU, where the last one to kiss me like you ment it.
i totaly want to be in love<3<3 with only YOU though??
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| its hopeless, im hopeless. i was this close to your lips but oh so far from you heart |
[12 Nov 2003|08:20pm] |
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peggy has made me realize (i dont kno why) but this is it..
1.I've only truly liked 2 people EVERR
2. i could say i love you to one of them, and mean it
3. i dont even like either of them like that anymore.
(crazy how things work out. LOOK its like a puzzle.)
Anyways also she made me realize that if it wasnt for ben...
1.me and peggy wouldnt be lovers
2. andrew and i wouldnt be tight which means him and sydney wouldnt have gone out.
3. i would have never met mike, which means i wouldnt have been "saved" oh my!
4. i wouldnt have wasted a summer crying
5. i would have never made out with a boy friend
6. my summer would have been boring x 4984938248
7. id be bummed cuz hes one of my best friends everr no matter how mad i get at him.
today was horrible ive lost john mcglone...have you seen him? he didnt say goodbye to my which upsets me very much so. but really he dropped out today and i effing balled my eyes out. cool. cuz ill prolly never see him EVERR again. andrew tried to opologize to me, while we where at home of course he could NEVER to it in front of people they might think hes un cool. OH NO. i didnt except it. jared was at my house when i got home made me happy/mad. i dunno. im going to knit
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| oh by the way. |
[08 Nov 2003|08:06pm] |
Everyone is at that damn party tonight except for me. im tierd, damn the man. eff the partys.
I=lonely.
Mall tomarrow with peggy, and the mum
1. im awsome
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| 7 down, 5 to go. |
[08 Nov 2003|07:53pm] |
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ah yes well last night. everything was cool to me. pops found all of the beer and asked who brought it, johns too big of an effing pussy to say he did. everyine had to "leave" even though pretty much EVERYONE stayed. dad sat there and drank johns beers, i laughed. Nick fann tried to walk in my house and take the beer. not too smart, pops could've taken him if he wanted. john was the last to leave (ugh) at about 1:30 in the morning. then john had enough balls to call me today. wow AWSOME kid.
laster that night..."john Ashley" calls me at about 2 in the mornin and it ends up being Steven Brody wanting us to go to a party down the road from me. i wasnt up for it. finaly lay down for bed (me peggy chelsea Kassi sara elyse justine andrew ben and mike) and ben wanted his feet rubbed, so i did and he was makin noises?? and everyone was yelling at him cuz hes annoying times 45584587 so i made him and peggy grilled cheese sandwhiches at 4 in effin morning and then 4 of us all slpet on the couch. THE END
oh today i slept and ate taco bell and im going to go knitt and watch Finding Nemo. goodbye
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| i hate when you wont let me put my tounge in your mouth |
[03 Nov 2003|06:48pm] |
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so saturday night elyse peggy and anrew spent the night. we went to mikes. me and peggy stayed up till forever talking about how im not good enough for my friends. cool.
sunday got a little dog. looks like toto. mike gave him to me. i named it Nigel, after the hottest guy everrr.
people bother me. thats it.
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| I'm sorry I can't be perfect |
[01 Nov 2003|04:07pm] |
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Kanes party was horibble for me. im sorry to anyone that i disappointed. no wait fuck that. yea uhh sorry that i make mistakes but gosh everyone acted like i effing killed someone or something. awsome that if i do one thing wrong im the worst person in the world ...and im going to hell?? cool that my "friend" only cared about his fucking hoodie smelling like stuff. lame.
halloween was a bit more fun. halloween crew=me peggy ben andrew mike and peggys cousin. fun fun Laura had the coooooolest costum everrr. i was jealous. came home, played with the muscle thing that ben and mike LOVE so much. spent the night at andrews. got pushed againts the wall and hit my head. woke up with SOMEONE on top of me...eeek! im sick blah...strep throat fun fun!
what are you supposed to be a pirate?! no wait, what are you supposed to be, some boy in an oragne hat?! ooh im good
bye
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[29 Oct 2003|03:08pm] |
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was the end of lunch today totaly awsome?!! yes i think so..this oh so HOTT senior boy asked me for my digits aha...he'll be at the party that im goin to tomarrow. i walked in the house today and my mom goes "why are you smiling so much?" hmm wonder why. oh yay for me!
anyways my aunt is making my sadies hawkins dress. itll be oh so pretty. its exactly like marilyn monroes famous white dress that blows up. eh im so happy.
they played "girls just wanna have fun" today at lunch and i think that our cheerleading dance should be to that and we should go totaly 80's for it with the hair and everything. just an idea though.
i miss jon x's 64898659869458695869856985968548 + 4378482735877548754873
good day. wont you kiss me?
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| they want someone younger and new |
[28 Oct 2003|04:08pm] |
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i cant stand many people these days..mostly only my 2 bestest friends EVERRRR <3 Joshy and Peggy! and a few others. me and ms.chelsea detter are very weak...we get sore after our like 30 mins of workout. and we are a hot couple like the old men that walk around the track. yes well party thursday...whoop whoop! aha then friday..trick or treatin..yaay with either peggy jayne and steph...OR chelsea elyse and robert. dunno yet.
omg *she touched me today, everyone was jealous.
EVENTS: nov. 7th Chelsea detters birthday partay, located at my house, bring blankets.
nov. 15th knitting party at sydney alessi's house, i am oh so excited for that one!! yess so eventful!
i miss just hanging out with the outskirts, aha it made me cry today. whata baby!
have another one and rive yourself home, i hope theres ice on all the roads, and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windsheild.
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| i <3 being MYSELF!!! |
[26 Oct 2003|06:50pm] |
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now EVERYONE likes to talk shit about me thats so not true...you guys are AWSOME!
cool that just cuz lately ive had a crush on this BOY!! (boy boy boy boy boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) that everyone has felt "weird" about it now and say its oh so gross. aha just cuz hes an awsome nerd.
hung out at peggys yesterday. tried riding bikes around the park, didnt work out, flat tire. then we went to the show. fun. came back here and sat in my basement playing with the oiji board and listening to for the best. arent we cool. right.
<3i copy everyone
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| it hurts my feelings :/ |
[22 Oct 2003|05:28pm] |
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Oh yess and i love how people say they feel weird around me now cuz of what i like?? cool cuz you guys are really GREAT friends?! this doesnt even concern you so why should it make YOU feel fucking awkward..i think you guys just need someone to talk shit about RIGHT! honestly if you guys cant handle this YOUR EFFING LAME AS FUCK! jezzz
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| you've lost the perfect chance, just go. |
[22 Oct 2003|05:07pm] |
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mmm doughtnuts from the crazy lady that gives them to my mommy and she puts spiders in them cuz she knows that how me and peggy like them..yup! these doughtnuts are the hightlight of my day. uhm today was a normal day...nothing special. i did "get happy" for Amanda miller at cheerleading...thought she was gunna pee her pants...i really think she did.
im goin to some church play thingy?? tonight with mike and ben and peggy should be fun..?
i havent decided if i like Andrews new girlfriend or not..she seems super nice but i act totaly dumb when im around andrew and them and she seems just blaaaaaah! PLUS! this past weekend has been the first weekend in like 43874823748 years that i havent hung out with the boys..aah its too scarey for me, im losing them.
goodbye
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| does it comfort you to kno you fough the good fight? |
[20 Oct 2003|05:14pm] |
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so saturday me and peggy go to gregs where no one talks to use but some hott kid and they just sat there and watched porn?! ugh cool! then we had to find a ride somehow to sydneys so elyses mom finaly comes and picks us up and we go over there and we knitt and watch movies and then uhm jon and robert and heff came over but jon and robert left cuz their GAAAAY and like to get mad just cuz chelsea had to take a fatty shit! ahah no wait she was shaving her legs?? but then uhm jon<3 called ME and we talked for a while but then i told him that i thought Nigle was hot so he got mad and hung up on me what ev! so he acts like a douche and calls back at 3 in the mornin like 3431247 times...sweet. then i came home. ladeeda today me and ben finaly said HI to eachother and tht was even waaay to awkward for me...weird.
Johnny hit his knees
And there he prayed
Take the very breath you gave me
Take the heart from my chest
I'll gladly take her place if you'll let me
Make this my last request
Take me out of this world
God, please don't take the girl........COUNTRY BABY...YEEEEA!
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| leave your lipstict at home, dont pick up the phone |
[18 Oct 2003|02:33pm] |
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last night was fun fun fun! uhm got at the barn and like no one would talk to me but then i found my date Maria and we watched rock n roll music explosion play they did pretty good.. uhm me and sarah had softcore sex in jeffs car..mwah sarah! spooned on the tramp. got hot cocoa and the lady though i was drinkin?? what ev
fell in love with the lead singer to The Natalie Fight...whoa beautiful. but im just a dumb youngin hah. Drew kept comin up and was all over me??? WEIRD!! uhm For The Best played last but they only got to play a couple songs...gAH! i love them! came home and got in my nnnice warm bed..mmm fuzzy feelings!
yea today i cleaned and tonight = partay at sydney with mah ladiez..aha thats me ghetto style! yess
this whole situation is incredibly typical i should have seen it all along, its boys like you that make me think im better off home on a saturday night with all my doors locked up tight i wont be thinkin about you baby..this isnt highschool forget everything you think you know about me
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[16 Oct 2003|07:45pm] |
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just got home from the game...could holly suck anymore? dont think so. but i sold my cookies and made $5.50 yay.
My moms boss told her that i looked beautiful on homecoming and that it seemed like such a waste for me to go with who i went with (ugh BEn) if you havent herd yet...these 2 kids named Mary and Ben went to homecoming together once and ruined the friendship they had. sad but true, eh it happens
Stephine Kahn told me off at the game it made me sooo happy to the extreme.
i have a horrible crush on this boy could his name be Mike Ray by any chance. heh
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| your beautiful just not on the inside |
[12 Oct 2003|03:34pm] |
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last night wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. Ben behaived himself thank god. but i dont wanna go with a date again that was just gay. uhm my dress ripped from GETTIN LOWWWW! the little flower thing i bought him died...so he made a new one. he made mine too. cute boy. after kerstin logan amber peggy caitlin elyse chelsea andrew ben mike marcus corey james joel greg andy danny and jon all came over. woo whoo rolled down the hill, fell asleep on the swing with Ben till like 6 in the mornin <3 and i was SUPPOSED to go to a race at Baja today but noooooo my sister is a bia bia and took effing andrew cool?! lol i cried for 3 hours straight cuz i didnt get to go i crY waaay too much.
i think my mum and i are goin for a horsey ride
Did you know, my sweet
That I once took the liberty of watching you in your sleep?
I rolled over and over
Trying to touch your knees underneath the sheets
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| SUCKERS... |
[11 Oct 2003|12:22am] |
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Oh yes and we won the football game tonight. 21-0 wowwie we are soooo special. what ev atleast they feel COOL for homecoming
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| burn these old tears because i dont care about you anymore |
[10 Oct 2003|11:57pm] |
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days like these make all the other bad days seem wonderful.
warning...if you say HI to me in the wrong way i may start to cry. what is with me?! im acting like a fucking douche bag! honestly...tonight was seriously hell...i cant even imagine how bad the stupid dance will be....i should stay home and watch some pee wee. love= when high school boys like middle schoolers...awe! COOL
Peggys cups where too big for the fence...so i started to cry? awsomely awsome. i suck
good job Kaitie your a QUEEN!!!!
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