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| Saturday, December 5th, 2009 | ||
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emoleericks [ allieeee ] |
9:19p | dont be tardy for the PARTY |
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emoleericks [ screw65hello ] |
9:07p | light me up, put me on top lets fa la la la la la la la la |
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emoleericks [ hopstick ] |
5:23p | Follow |
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emoleericks [ sobrightlyfalse ] |
4:19p | like drinking poison like eating glass |
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emoleericks [ sobrightlyfalse ] |
4:07p | She looked like death. Pale blue eyes starring upwards towards a sky that seemed never ending. A sky that seemed all knowing - unlike her. She flashed a smile. One flash with a lack of emotion that I have never seen. A look of guilt. A look of concern. A look only she can pull off on a day like this. So I stood up sand pouring from my body as we held hands and looked together. And for a second I thought I saw God, but I realized I was wrong. It was a cloud hiding the dull sunlight. And it was then that I realized that this was the last time we would see each other. It was the last time we would get to hold hands. The last time I would get to tell you it will be all right. The last time I would see you alive. It was then that I realized the meaning of perfect. It was a day like this, a in a place right here. With our pinkies locked without a care of the world. And as you faded I smiled and knew you'd be all right. She looked like death. Hands clammy & sweat dripping from the tip of her nose. She fell into my open arms like an apple falling from a tree. As her breath slowed her heart stopped, I lost touch, I lost touch with all reality. I couldn't cry as hard as I wanted to. I knew you'd be in a better place, one without concern, one without hate. A place I hoped like to visit as soon as I could. And it was then that I realized this was the last time I could see you. The last time I could brush back your hair. The last time I could tell you I would be all right. The last seconds you would be alive. And it was then I realized that perfect exist, but only on a day like this. In a place right here with your head on my shoulders & my eyes directed above. And as you faded I smiled and knew you would be alright. |
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emoleericks [ sobrightlyfalse ] |
4:03p | She calls me on the telephone She's been drunk for three weeks straight And her voice starts to quiver and my faith starts to shake And for all I fucking care w hy don't you drink yourself to death 'Cause after all that I've lost you know I'm all that I've got left. |
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emoleericks [ sobrightlyfalse ] |
3:58p | Anyone ever have a relationship like this lol.... I hope that our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us. I hope we come up with a fail-safe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us. I hope the fences we mended fall down beneath their own weight. And I hope we hang on past the last exit I hope it's already too late. And I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here someday burns down. And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away & I never come back to this town again. In my life, I hope I lie & tell everyone you were a good wife. And I hope you die. I hope we both die. I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow, I hope it bleeds all day long. Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises, we're pretty sure they're all wrong. I hope it stays dark forever. I hope the worst isn't over. And I hope you blink before I do. Yeah I hope I never get sober. And I hope when you think of me years down the line You can't find one good thing to say. And I'd hope that if I found the strength to walk out You'd stay the hell out of my way. I am drowning There is no sign of land You are coming down with me Hand in unlovable hand And I hope you die I hope we both die. |
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emoleericks [ ohamandajoy ] |
4:58p | Story of a boy and a girl. Seen me when I'm at my worst, Sorry that's been most of the time. Need you more then I need this air, Only breathe if you let me. Need you more then I need these words... Stop on a dime if only to here you say, that you love me. |
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emolyrics [ worthless_xx ] |
4:41p | in every single way and everything I could give is everything you couldn't take 'cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away snd the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay lyrics about new crushes |
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emoleericks [ disastrousx3 ] |
3:54p | i know this is trite, but: fuck thinking any guy is different from the rest. they are all the same and those who seem like they aren't are really just a hell of a lot better at hiding their true selves. i am so done trying. /end rant. |
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emoleericks [ degausser ] |
8:28p | so lets ride bikes into the sea, and catch a bus outside the reef. drive so deep that we can't see a thing so we have to get off. the bus driver laughs and he shakes his head says, "you're okay, i drive this route everyday." you're uneasy and you say you're scared, and if I die at least you'll die too |
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emoleericks [ gagyourmouth ] |
6:30a | because it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars I cut the cord I finally give in... beyond visions of wretched smiles and the dread that they've befriended I have seen an end to you and I (when did "we" begin) and a warped sense of being that I embrace must exist and we with whole hearts yet broken words we dream of wisdom but I yearn only for you you will destroy me with words that you have never spoken... I've drawn a picture of us twisted within yet below this world I absorb life from portraits as long as we remain abreast of one another we will never meet each other as long as we whisper to one another we will never fully hear each other as long as my eyelids are weighed down by desire and one dying wish I will never know when you appear |
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emoleericks [ boatsandbirds ] |
12:09a | And you dropped the note and we changed key You changed yourself and I changed me I really didn't see us singing through this Then you screamed the bridge And I cried the verse And our chorus came out unrehearsed And you smiled the whole way through it I guess maybe that's what's worse |
| Friday, December 4th, 2009 | ||
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emoleericks [ goddamnit ] |
8:30p | It was third world time, in the great dead north. I felt the wind-bells shiver. Folded hands divorced from a prayer for the permanent. Warmer tears on my sleeves, everybody always leaves. Sometimes I can’t remember nothing. Sometimes it shadows everything. Some Sundays it’s as loud as thunder in the morning when the telephone rings. Clearer days and some distant forecast, dark days and this present past. In the blur of some phantom wide screen, I’ll let go of what I never had. Everybody always, everybody always leaves. |
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emoleericks [ forgetthepanic ] |
11:25p | (757): It was like what a highfive between zeus and Jesus would sound like TFLN is my life & my homepage |
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emoleericks [ forgetthepanic ] |
10:54p | I LOVE YOU don't ever fucking question that 3 yrs & you still dont believe me. |
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emoleericks [ distantdemands ] |
10:42p | We'll drown together and immortalize you and me Leave behind this lonely town We're both better than this, it's not worth being down |
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emoleericks [ goddamnit ] |
7:26p | Dumbfounded I'm dumb as shit I'm just glad that I went to the city that day |
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emoleericks [ buffalo_gal3 ] |
10:14p | Oh, lord knows I'm tired, But I, I, I won't rest my head until I'm home. And if my hands find themselves another body, well, You can't blame them for trying to keep warm. xx |
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emoleericks [ pear_ass ] |
9:44p | Knowing I never did, but I miss you. Taking and breaking and hating, I remember all you said to me now. |
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emoleericks [ distantdemands ] |
8:16p | |
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emoleericks [ distantdemands ] |
8:11p | 'Cause I believe in loving you at first sight I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to To take a hold of you. |
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emoleericks [ __gloryfades ] |
4:16p | i feel you in my heart, and i don't even know you |
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emolyrics [ starsxkisses ] |
9:06p | If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, then all possibility of life is destroyed. |
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emoleericks [ degausser ] |
7:34p | i hope that you would do this for me |