bored.... just repaired everything in my life that went wrong so im doing better, dont know what to write but o well
its x-mas eve and i am forgetting every fucking thing that went wrong lately and just chilling with my sister :) i love her so much and im glad shes back with us after 8 years of not seeing her. she means so much to me i dont know what i would do if i lost her again..... so im just going to enjoy her company, relax and have good conversation.... and a few more "legal" (lol yea right) things hush hush!!!
just found out that my sisters brother on her dads side is back in the hospital...... his appendix exploded, his intestines are filled with gang green and theres a damn good chance hes gonna die..... omg i cant stand seeing him or my family go thru this much pain. y cant it just be me. this kid doesnt deserve it....hes going thru so much shit, he doesnt deserve to die....not now. i feel like im at the end of everything i dont see how anything could get worse, i know it can and the way things are they most likely will. why cant it be me?
TODAY SUCKS ASS
is this shit even fuckin worth it???
sometimes dont u wonder y ur even here, but then u think there must be a reason since u are still here........................... right??? i dont know
im horrible at wrapping gifts....i get caught in the tape, the paper is always x-tremely uneven.... ahh man i suck at this stuff... :) anyway todays been ok but kinda tired seeing as i got up at 8 which i havent done in a lont ass time, still confused with this whole blurty thing tho.
w/e ill get it sooner or later..... *thinks hard* maybe
Really bored.... house to myself and loud music.
No ones online, thinking about going back to bed..... not sure
This is my first entry on blurty and im still figuring it out lol..... this should be interesting