aww late nite complaints, some anger, some love and some all around bahness...   
03:06am 20/09/2003
 
mood: aggravated
music: left alone: why do you do this to me?
well today was alright, sure not the best. yes people made me mad today. yes people made me smile today and yes twinkies were eaten by myself... haha... well lets see.... well i went shopping in hopes of getting pants, but man i don tknow if im fat or skinny anymore. it slike fuck cus okay... (jessums doesnt want me showing any crack) which isnt my intention, but i dont do it anymore i have a pink belt now. well listen... okay i try size 7 jeans, too big, size 5 still too big.. so im all mad and angered and said f this you know im gonna go buy dickies then... size 5 wotn do it for me and size 3 fits waiste wise... BUT TOO LONG man i was so pissed off. so i BAUGHT THE UNSEEN AND LEFT ALONE... good good bands and yea they made me feel better today. Today i had alot of stupid customers at the subway. mostly asians. asians are dumb sometimes... maybe smart academically.. but not all too brite up there in the cabeza when it comes to common sence.. errr... so i got out of work late cus of so many of them. errrr well i come home to the comfort of twinkies mmm and cherry pepsi... mmm well i finished my shirt, which is tasteful... AND DOESNT SHOW TUMMY! errr... NOT THAT I WANTED TO SHOW IT ANYWAYS, when fixing it i went in with the intentions OF NOT SHOWING IT. and it came out that way too! SO :P!!!! so yea i listened to music debated on the crappyness that is antiflag now... and upcoming rancid and unseen. jessums is gonna buy the tix tomorrow. yay and i get pierced sunday. o0o watch out! meow
 
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come and knock on my door!   
12:43am 13/09/2003
 
mood: shocked
music: The Oi! Scouts: Revoution
aww jose ole, john ritter died. that sucks so much. he was awesome!!! rip john! for reals you kicked ass! well today i worked and i got paid . i went to the doctor and they took my blood. so i have a tiny hole in my arm... :( not fair. why do they have to take my precious blood. well lets see..... i work again a long day tomrorow. but its melindas bday. happy bday melinda.... now more aduly funny. i opened my bank account... yea i am a real grown up lady now....
 
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out of control   
12:32am 10/09/2003
 
mood: giggly
music: Foo Fighters: Everlong
bahhh stupid xanga. i was trying to change my picture on there and it just wont let me... it likes Jesse Magallon ( YES I DID TRY YOUR PIC FIRST JESSE, i just didnt tell you) lars frederiksen, and Craig Fairbough..... damn them... sorry it doesnt want, le sexy connie... hahaha jk jk. welp today i went on the bus with my dear and sweet boyfriend Jesse. OH it was so grand. hahah jk jk...bus times can make some people looney. i understand that, but it made Jesse all hyper... haha you should have seen him on the 486. HAHA. well anyways i took him to school. cus im gonna refer to my busses as MY CAR NOW hahaha jk jk well lets see took him, ate subway, and then headed back to my house.. took the night busses with a full moon. kinda freaky... this lady on the bus was reading a script so she was reciting lines from two people. and she said some funny shit like "you are all going to die" and "sons of bitches" and i laughed... i couldnt hold it in! well then i got off the bus and got to my last bus and this ugly mexican man asked me my name and i had the balls to say. "pepper spray" and i showed him my pepper spray, provided to me by Jesse. And he got all scared and left me alone. damn people. walking to my house i saw two gay guys kissing and i come home to find out that MY MOM HAD MORMONS IN THE HOUSE! she let them come in and talk to her and my sisters..... freaky..... well yea that was my day... adios amigos
 
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bleached   
08:52pm 02/09/2003
 
mood: busy
music: INXS & Jimmy Barnes: Good Time Tonight
yep, i got the hair bleached. its awesome. i liked how it came out. now i gotta rest it and get it ready for the hair dye... wooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha awesome i know. so yea i have class tomorrow.... and then work on my bday. by the way my bday is thursday.... yea i turn 18.... saturday im going to knotts with Jesse, Daniel & Melinda. If anyone else wants to go, TELL ME! and we will go too. hahaha. yea its for my bday. well pizza at my house on saturday as well from 1-2pm.... well thats it for now
 
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resting my poor poor feet   
11:18pm 01/09/2003
 
mood: exanimate
music: the sound of jesus's voice on the phone
okies, im home from work. yay! today i worked with aracelli, angie and albert... sorry i was the only one with out the A in my name. haha if you call me Alice then yea its A. hahahha well anyways i worked for a while and got a break and worked again. i got a coffee drink, chips, apple pie, and a free donut. it was cool. haha i have a coffee drink like jesse.... NO THEN ILL BE GRANDMA!!! hahahahaha.... well im kidding. im still young!!! i have youth all over me! hahahha. well now im at home finally.......... talking to jesse on the phone... woo. so yea. bye
 
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i wanna hold your hand   
01:42am 01/09/2003
 
mood: amused
music: The Beatles- Accross The Universe
yea i was listneing to a lot of the beatles today. cus i closed at work and now thats what im going to be doing mostly, well not mostly ALL THE TIME im gonna do it is closing. and they have beatles hour at 9 and 10 so that is sooooo cool for me. cus i love them! yea i sported the awesome shoes jesse got me poeple loved them. well work went by alright, Albert is going to cover for me saturday so i can take it off so i can spend my bday with Jesse! woo!! good times, I owe Albert one. well right now im just online doing nothing.. haha well thats it for now.. more later... beday is in 3 or 4 days however which way you count it
 
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fire in the sky   
12:00am 31/08/2003
 
mood: thirsty
music: The Adicts-Numbers
yea there was a red dot in the sky today. Im talking RED RED, red like your blood red... it was scary. haha. well today i went to work, it went by fast but im gonna look for another job. Cus i forbid to work on saturdays, thats the only day i get to see my boyfriend. AND NOW they are taken away..... boo im so pissed. well im looking for another job as we speak so i can get one where i dont work on sats. cus i cant do that. well after work i did get to see jesse. i met him at tower records. he was so good looking today! im talking fucking hot!... like he was matching with the color scheme of red. but fuckkkkkk black and red look sooooo good on him!!!!!! seriously, he was so hot. hahaha. after we met we went to some stores. i baught some bleach. and we came to my house and well. im gonna be candid.... yea fucking candid cus yea, hes hot and why not? why hide what i do with him?sooooo yea we made SWEET LOVE. He's sexy naked. HA! and you all wish you had him... but i do! suckers... haha. well lets see after that we went to the mall. he baught me an AWESOME BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL BLACK ADIDAS WITH PINK STRIPES! WOO SO AWESOME! i love them. i am infact wearing them now. they are so cool. they went with my color scheme today... black and pink hahaha. Jesse baught cool socks and we left. got to my house and got sentimental and all hot for eachother at the same time... and yea it happened again.... and so good too. hahaha..... well after that we hugged. I LOVE HUGGING HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i absolutly adore that. and i adore holding his hand and kissing him. ITS SO COOL cus i love this guy more than anything in the world, even the beatles... haha yea thats right. so after a while he left and i was REAL DOWN and then i saw the red light in the sky and jesse was telling me about this movie called fire in the sky... it sounds real freaky! hahah well im on the phone with him now. so im gonna continue to talk to him. i got work tomorrow too.. boooo
 
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i make good sandwiches   
11:00pm 29/08/2003
 
mood: ecstatic
music: Blondie: In The Flesh
haha yea i work at the subway now. woo. well today was alright, got trained made some sandwiches... yea so im gonna have some income now. yay! i went shopping today too with my sister janice. it was so much fun and i baught so much!!! i have gear... wooooooo!!! having gear is cool!!!!! wooo! haha well im gonna go now. i dont have much to say till later. so bye
 
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what if punx were like the mob?   
02:15am 29/08/2003
 
mood: rejuvenated
music: Amazombies- Thumb War
mohawks and tommy guns.... o0o how exciting? hahaha that just like popped in my head.. haha. well right now im kinda bored. the interenet is becoming real boring for me... but i come on for that special guy in my life <3 huh sweetie? well anyways lets move on to how connie's day was since i know you're all itching to know. well im itching. hahaha. okay today i woke up and got ready for school. took the busses and reached sac at around 4ish. went straight to my lover's class room, took a seat and began writing him a note. He got out of class and we hung out for a hour and a half. Good Times with my guy! After he left, which was sad times i headed to the express shop and baught a green super pop. I havent had a green super pop in a while. haha. so i was eatting it and walking around the building my class is in looking at the clock and eatting my popcicle and then i went the the bathroom to look at the mirror and hahaha omg, i had a green mouth!!!! damn super pop. it was almost done so i threw it away and tried to clean what i could of my mouth. After that it was about 6 30pm so i headed toward my class and sat against the wall and looked over my work. Two mexican senoritas approached me after about 5 minutes of stairing at me and all my beauty... haha i swear jk. well anyways... they asked me if the class was full and i said yea but they didnt believe a half cracker half beaner half matza bread like me! class was opened so i went to class. it was alright. got out and went home and here i am... for your viewing pleasure via blurty... ha.... now on to my xanga
 
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Real Men Love Jesus/Jesus Not Drugs/Killing For Jesus   
11:15pm 25/08/2003
 
mood: drunk
music: Skeptix: Death and Destruction
so yea, im home now after a long and exciting day. My mom and sisters are home as well. kay, i woke up at 12:40, called Jesse. Then after i got dressed and headed toward melinda's. Got to Melinda's with her "scribbler" and we chilled for a bit. cus yea i was a tad bit tired and all. and then after we suited up and went to the bus stop. lots of people honkin at melinda. after we got on the bus and started our mission to the sac. we took our 2nd bus, the 70 toward elmonte. hahaha man asian people made us laugh soooo much. They were wearing bonettes and there was a lady with claws who liked the band INXS. and hahah we couldnt help but laugh. then we took our 3rd bus the 286 and headed toward sac. it was one lonnngg bus ride. toward the end this guy sat infront of us who did not clean behind his ears. it was disgusting. foochie! After we reached sac we headed toward subway. ate some sandwiches and baught jesse some food too. then we were runnin late so we high tailed our booties to jesse's class and he was already out when we got there. he was on the phone with my sister. so i was talking to my sister and settled some stuff. went to the sac book rac and my book was too much. i didnt bring enough money. then we walked over to the "square". im just gonna call it that for now. we went to two book stores there and i found my book and i could afford it. so i baught it. then we went to the anime store where melinda was being eye molested by pervert asians, we found the slayers cds and slayers dvds!! woo!!! and then we saw how to draw your own porn. haha interesting. then jesse became a member and we found they sell anime porn...... how interesting.... *wink.. jk... then after we went and sat at jack in the box and had mucho good times there. jesse and i pecked and smooched a bit and hahahaha a funny black guy came in and sat behind melinda and he was like JEA jumbo jacks, JEA, BITCH BETTER NOT TAKE MINE.. JEA JEA... hahaha GOOD TIMES! then Jesse's parents came and they gave us a ride to the west covina plaza. waited for our bus and then took it to my uncles house. got there before everyone else so we kicked back and watched some tv and then food time and people came and we ate and watched dinner for 5 and played taboo. came back dropped off melinda. now im home. i called jesse a little while ago and now im back here again online.. woo... KNOTTS FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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Missing   
07:08pm 17/08/2003
 
mood: worried
music: Danzig- And The Angels Weep
http://www.wave3.com/Global/story.asp?S=1405568&nav=0RZFHVfp article on my uncle who is missing...
 
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depression   
02:16am 15/08/2003
 
mood: depressed
music: Circle Jerks-Killing For Jesus
BAHHH... i keep feeling down!!!! fuck im starting to sound like those kids from bosco!! .... and some other journal users i see.. but fuck... i dont know whats wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!! part of me wants to go somewhere cus i HATE FEELING THIS WAY SO MUCH!!! and there are so many people who just dont help the sitution. there isnt one person in my life so far who hasnt aided in making me feel sad or mad at some point or another... cus it happens i get that, its normal i dont know whats wrong with me... i havent been happy since january of this year.... so for almost a year ive been feeling down... i know a couple of things that happened in janurary but i refuse to believe those are the reasons that caused me so much unhappiness from then to now..... ill figure out what to do though
 
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songs about masterbation are funny   
01:23am 15/08/2003
 
mood: annoyed
music: The Beatles- For Noone
i hate when people put you down, part of me thinks they know they are doing to be annoying and part of me thinks they dont really know.... but whatever... i complain far too much i notice!! but thats why i have a journal so i dont keep it inside of me. anywho... ive been getting annoyed a lot easier lately too! i cant help it though. thats how i am.... stage craft next tuesday 1-330pm and english from 7-10pm wooo!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahha okies thats it for now
 
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bah......   
12:55am 15/08/2003
 
mood: confused
music: Cyndi Lauper- She Bop
fuck it works 50/50... ive been trying it. its working alright. its gonna take some getting used to. i know that. anyways... weekends on its way... im not looking forward to it. well its not that IM NOT just that monday is gonna be the most uncomfortable day ever for me... ERRRRRRRRRRRR... ive been feeling like that a lot lately. so many people make me feel that way. :( i start school tuesday. alittle nervious but ill get over that. its college its what i had been waiting for. meet new people and get more freedom....

Jesus: wie tun Sie das conway connie?
choklngoncrack: what?
Jesus: wurden Sie mögen meinen Penis sehen?
Jesus: :-D
choklngoncrack: sicko
Jesus: hahahaa
Jesus: wurden Sie mögen Liebe bilden mir?
choklngoncrack: what
Jesus: faccia l'amore me?
choklngoncrack: sure
Jesus: erhalten Sie für mich blank
choklngoncrack: what?


german french and italian anyone?
 
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on the phone with the best friend....   
10:17pm 14/08/2003
 
mood: hot
music: Social Distortion-Ring Of Fire
today was boring. i didnt do much at all. i woke up early too... well what i consider early anyawys 11:30am. then i went down stairs turned on air condition and then started to watch tv. and i watched a bit of television the whole day. i talked to melinda on and off. i wrote skeptix on my left arm cus i was bored. i watched my blind date and 54321. then we went to the hat. Rancid did a interview on mtv2 rock today. after we came home from the hat i ate half a steak sandwich which i shared with janice and chili cheese fries. and me and my sisters watched grease. and then melinda called and now i am on the phone. im gonna go watch some tv...
 
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Late Nite Antix   
02:32am 14/08/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: Bouncing Souls-Fight To Live
im writing in again...im just bored. lookin for things to do. and listening to musica... i like musica... i think i might change how this thing looks, i dont know yet we shall see won't we.... ;) well my boyfriend made a new message board. its cool. go to his site to check it out
ranc0r


right now im looking at pictures. not personal ones just ones from the internet. you know what i wish i knew what i was in my past life... or even if i had one. what if i was a man? or a bug? or a QUEEN! haha imagine.. QUEEN CONSTANCE! ... After all history lovers there was a Constantinople..... and my full name is Constance... *wink *wink... i mean come on, that had to be me! hahaha i kid. i wish... uh oh... the boyfriend replied to a post!! i must read it! ttyl
 
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I'll Melt With You   
12:02am 14/08/2003
 
mood: blank
music: Same as before
Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace
I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and
It's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you
(You should know better )
Dream of better lives the kind which never hate
(You should see why)
Dropped in the state of imaginary grace
(You should know better )
I made a pilgrimage to save this human race
(You should see why)
Never comprehending a race that long gone by
(I'll stop the world )
I'll stop the world and melt with you
(I'll stop the world )
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
(Let's stop the world )
There's nothing you and I won't do
(Let's stop the world )
I'll stop the world and melt with you
The future's open wide
(Let's stop the world )
I'll stop the world and melt with you
(Let's stop the world )
I've seen some changes but it's getting better all the time
(Let's stop the world )
There's nothing you and I won't do
(Let's stop the world )
I'll stop the world and melt with you
The future's open wide
hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm
I'll stop the world and melt with you
(Let's stop the world )
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
(Let's stop the world )
There's nothing you and I won't do
(Let's stop the world )
I'll stop the world and melt with you
(Let's stop the world )
I'll stop the world and melt with you...
 
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why do people argue over the internet   
11:43pm 13/08/2003
 
mood: moody
music: Modern English- I'll melt with you
okay, its so fucking stupid to argue over the internet...it pisses me off so much. its like HOW CAN YOU TELL WHAT THE OTHER PERSON MEANT by what they typed?? its typing. you dont hear a tone, or mood. fuck, and everytime i try to type things to avoid situations like that i always land myself in one cus the other person just doesnt believe i wasnt being mean or wasnt having an attitude. fuck. im just mad. mad at so many tiny things like that. and they add up and add up and i never talk about them cus it just leads to another argument over what?....the fucking internet. AIM=Arguments Interpreted Meanly.. ha. and then when i feel just to think the other person has an attitude with me, if i say something like why are you being that way. they get all defensive and yet im forced to have to think they are telling the truth or else they throw a hissy fit... man, im tired of giving in. im just gonna stop talking. im not gonna be the first to IM anybody to make up. cus man im pissed off how what they think i meant is true (when it isnt) they cant 100% possibly know what i meantm cus they arent me. and i didnt even mean anything bad.... but anyways fuck it... i really gotta start living by that cus i get SO ANGRY at times. fuck. bah so FUCK IT.. fuck this... not worth my time i guess complaining about it. its taking time away from my life. So nevermind about this dumb shit. i let out my last aggrevation... thanks for hearing it out...cus there will be no more
 
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on the phone with jesus   
09:47pm 13/08/2003
 
mood: recumbent
music: minor threat- i dont wanna hear it
jesse got 10 emails!
 
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ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr   
07:51pm 13/08/2003
 
mood: pissed off
music: Violent Femmes-Blister in the Sun
God, my grandma is such A BITCH. you know my day wasnt going half bad then she had to be fat and lazy and stupid. shes going through menopause and she thinks she has the right to snap at anyone at any time. fuck her. ill be so glad when i go... well anyways... i went to work with my mom and sister. then i hung out with my cousin william. Him and my sister geneva played x-men on game cube. i slept. then after went to mt sac. paid for my classes and got my school id. and lets see... went to the doctor for my sister... ew i have a physical and something else on monday. EW. and then after we went to savons to get my sisters ear drops. then came home, napped, watched tv, and worked online. i had to change my sites address. cus its so fucking stupid! errrrrrrrrrr well ill write more later...
photo id
 
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