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| Wednesday, March 12th, 2003 |
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| Tuesday, November 19th, 2002 |
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| Sunday, November 10th, 2002 |
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Aku turun tangga dgn. langkah yg. kelam kabut. Bak kata org. macam lipas kudung, tapi aku taknak disamakan dgn. lipas sebab aku benci lipas. Aku tengok jam, "Ah! dah pukul 8.30". Aku lewat lagi pergi kerja. Baru semalam aku berazam utk. tidak lewat lagi, tidak bermalas-malasan & menepati masa. Ini semua gara-gara penangan motivasi yg. aku lihat dlm. TV pagi semalam - antara org. yg. dimurkai Allah ialah org. muda yg. malas. Doa org yg dimurkai Allah tidak akan dimakbulkan. Kecut perut aku mendengarnya. Sebaik sahaja aku menapak di anak tangga yg. terakhir rumah flat aku, aku tengok sekeliling. Suasana pagi seperti biasa. Seperti hari-hari sebelumnya ketika aku pergi kerja. Tapi hari ini lain sedikit. Aku tengok ramai orang. Aku melewati tembok Perubatan dgn. keadaan yg. sesak. Aku melalui Fakulti Perubatan disebalik kesesakan org. ramai. Aku tunduk. Tidak sanggup melihat mereka. Mungkin aku malu sebab sekian lama aku tidak dikelilingi oleh umat manusia yg. sebegitu ramai. Aku melewati Fakulti Bioteknologi & Makanan & seterusnya tiba di foyer Fakulti Vaterinar tempat aku bekerja sekarang. Suasana fakulti agak bising dgn. gelak ketawa. Aku jadi rimas. Kenapa ramai org. ni? Sampai sahaja aku di mejaku, aku terus duduk melepas lelah. Fuh! lega dah sampai. Dan otak aku pun mula memproses sesuatu yg. aku tidak sedari. Patutlah ramai org., kan hari ni baru buka semester. Semua student dah mula belajar. Hampeh betul! Macammana aku boleh lupa hari ni dah start kuliah? Macammana aku boleh tidak sedar Kak CT yg. pagi tadi bersiap awal pagi hendak pergi kuliah? Aku lihat para mahasiswa & mahasiswi yg. saling bergelak ketawa dgn. muka yg. berseri-seri. Masing2 bercerita ttg cuti semester selama sebulan, masing2 gembira bertemu semula kawan2 sekuliah, & tak lupa juga sibuk memilih subjek yg. perlu dibawa semester ini. Cemburukah aku dgn. mereka? Oh tidak!!! Aku sudah puas menjadi mahasiswi. Sudah puas memerah otak. Sekarang tiba masanya utk. aku mencari duit menggunakan ilmu yg. pernah dipelajari. Selamat bekerja utk. diriku sendiri. |
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| Saturday, November 9th, 2002 |
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 Addicted: are you addicted to quizzes? brought to you by Quizilla Carefree. Whatever man. You're all about just wasting a few minutes. You know these things are just a joke. Yay for you. I got an email from Mr. Married yesterday. I dunno what must I do. Am I doing the wrong thing for thinking only bad thing about him? May be I'm not the one who understand him be4. He told me he got so many problem but didn't tell me what. He want to save me from his problem. Things got so complicated. I dunno.... I can't tell here, it's make me worried. Here is the email that he send to me & other of his friends. Up tu u who read this to judge it. Hope he didn't read my journal & find out what I'm doing here. Subject: WASIAT To: *****@hotmail.com From: *******@**************.com Date: Fri, 8 Nov 2002 16:14:31 +0800 Makin giler hidup aku dalam project Egret ni. Aku tak bergurau. Aku faham ini soal keje tapi ape hal.. hidup aku yang nyatapun sebenarnya memang bermasaalah. Semalampun aku cuti lagi.. monteng lagi.. Kepala aku biol semalam.. berserabut macam sabut kelapa.. sampai bila aku nak macam ni...aku dah tak tahan.. aku dah bosan.. aku dah tak boleh terima banyak tekanan.. baik tekanan keje maupun masalah peribadi.. aku give-up.. aku dah give-up.. tolong laa... Maaf laa kalau keputusan aku ini buat aku hilang kawan.. hilang kekasih.. hilang secret admirer ke.. aku dah tak kisah.. aku dah sanggup ditinggal..atau meninggalkan... aku dah nekad... Cinta pada Allah kekal.. cinta pada Allah... abadi... Aku dah lewat.. kalau aku mati sekarang dah tentu tak dapat ape.. ilmu cetek.. amalan tak seberapa.. apelah nak dikejarkan dunia.. Selamat tinggal semua. Selamat tinggal dunia.... -Maaf aku terpaksa bcc takut kalau-kalau kalian saling kenal-mengenali... ---------------------------------------- I got a dinner with one of my journal's reader last night at F1 restaurant. Spekmatakita came to take me with her kancil at 8 pm. This is the 1st time we go out together. Not bad huh!!! I like her. Pretty gurl & she quiet nervous to see me. |
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| Friday, November 8th, 2002 |
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 What's YOUR Writing Style? brought to you by Quizilla You are not a writer. Maybe you should take up some other field--like photography or painting or such? Cuz it seems you really weren't meant for the literary world..... ...Oh well. C'est la vie, right? We all have our weak points. Maybe writing's yours, eh? I'm so surprised yesterday when I found the dead body of my cat still in the cage. I have no idea what's going on to Mr. Palan. Why he didn't clean the dead body? I'm get angry when I found another cats still didn't have their meal for that day. That means, Mr. Palan didn't come to clean & fed the cats from the last time I visit the cats until yesterday. From now on, I'll make sure I'll check the cats everyday. I've called Mr. Palan's house & his kid told me that he wasn't at home. I called my boss & let my boss see the dead body. I put the carcass inside the garbage plastic be4 throw it away. It's already late to do the post-mortem for the carcass that more than 24 hrs. Me & my boss together clean up all the cages & gave all the cats their meal. After finishing my job, I took a half hr to play with Katty, one of my cat that have been fully recovered from sporotrichosis. I released her from her cage & let her out & playing with me. It's really fun & make me happy. I got an interview letter yesterday for the post of Pegawai Sains at Putrajaya. Another job coming to me. But I don't want it. Just ignore the letter as the same as I ignore the previous one. Milk for the Cat When the tea is brought at five o'clock, And all the neat curtains are drawn with care, The little black cat with bright green eyes Is suddenly purring there. At first she pretends, having nothing to do, She has come in merely to blink by the grate, But, though tea may be late or the milk may be sour, She is never late. And presently her agate eyes Take a soft large milky haze, And her independent casual glance Becomes a stiff, hard gaze. Then she stamps her claws or lifts her ears, Or twists her tail and begins to stir, Till suddenly all her lithe body becomes One breathing, trembling purr. The children eat and wriggle and laugh; The two old ladies stroke their silk: But the cat is grown small and thin with desire, Transformed to a creeping lust for milk. The white saucer like some full moon descends At last from the clouds of the table above; She sighs and dreams and thrills and glows, Transfigured with love. She nestles over the shining rim, Buries her chin in the creamy sea; Her tail hangs loose; each drowsy paw Is doubled under each bending knee. A long, dim ecstasy holds her life; Her world is an infinite shapeless white, Till her tongue has curled the last holy drop, Then she sinks back into the night, Draws and dips her body to heap Her sleepy nerves in the great arm-chair, Lies defeated and buried deep Three or four hours unconscious there. By: Harold Monro |
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| Thursday, November 7th, 2002 |
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I'm so excited yesterday to go to Pasar Ramadhan at Sri Serdang. I went there with Aini, Mas, Ani & Nani. So many ppl there & we have a trouble in searching a parking place. When we arrived, there so many food have been sold out especially kuih-muih. Me, Nani & Ani was bought ikan keli bakar (my favorite), ikan kembung bakar (Nani's fav.) & ayam masak ala KFC (Ani's fav.). One of my cat was dead yesterday. I'm going to checked all my cats at 1 o'clock in the noon & I found the cat was already dead. The cause of the death is unknown. The cat is the want me & my boss took from Animal Medical Center, KL. I've tried to find my boss but she was not in her office. So, I just let the carcass inside the cage for Mr. Palan to handle it. I had deleted all the numbers of Mr. Married in my mobile phone including his brother's number & his friend he used to introduce to me. May be, this is the 1st move I have to do to forget him. I wonder if I need to delete all his email he gave me be4. But, I think I don't have enuff courage to do that. My lifeproblem is like a jigsaw-puzzle. And he is the puzzle that won't fit any space in my jigsaw. So, I hope I can throw it away & find another puzzle that can fit the space. |
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| Tuesday, November 5th, 2002 |
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I am 41% Internet Addict I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck! Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com Ramadhan has coming. Selamat berpuasa to all muslimin & muslimat all around the world. Personally, I'm not prepared physically & mentally to celebrate Ramadhan. Physically - I'm weak. Living without surrounded my bestfriend make me lost my sense to eat. I always skip my dinner & breakfast. I'm sure I'm getting more slimmer just because I don't happy with my life. Luckily for me, Nani & Ani have move in into my house last monday, & my life started again. Mentally - I'm bz thinking about my life before. I'm missing someone that I already knew he don't need me anymore in his life. Can't believe that I've been fooled again by him. Rite now, I try to forget him. I'm sure I can forget him if I'm happy with my friend. I need my friend to make me smile again. I'm already forget him be4 but he came back into my life. This time, I want him to get lost from my life. I hate GUYS!!! There's a lot of things I need to do with my job. A short discussion I'm having with my boss yesterday keep me bz to think. From now on, I have to handle all the work about the research becoz my boss is bz with he lecturer title & as a veterinarian. She's already bought me a microscope that cost RM 9,990, a digital camera & a laptop. Lucky me!!! But all the equipment are stored in her room so I need to use all the equipment in her room with her permission. I also need to look after all the cats everyday & learn how to collect blood & euthanise cat. That's a big problem for me. I'm not a veterinarian so I have to learn it & be an acting veterinarian. I also have to contact all the veterinary clinic all over the Selangor to make a deal with them. I need more sporotrichosis cases for my research so I need all the clinic give me samples from the cases they have. I miss my family a lot. Can't wait to balik kampung for hari raya. But, I still didn't tell my boss about my 2 weeks holiday. I wish she don't get angry with me becoz I understand there's a lot of things I need to do here. I need to referesh my mind & my body at my kampung. I make a decision not to tell my mom about my problem here. I don't want to make her worry. *I'm sorry to several my journal friends. I can't remember all u'r addresses here. So, I need u all tu put u'r link here when u give me a comment. Sorry to fifie, akak tak ingat la add. fifie, if u visit me here, plizzz drop u'r journal's add. |
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| Monday, November 4th, 2002 |
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Mr. Married (the man that I used to love) make a one step to help me to forget him. Just be4 he introduce me to one of his friend, he already told me about the guy one month earlier. But, I took it as a joke for me from him becoz I don't think he don't have any feeling with me anymore. Unfortunately, I'm wrong. A guy called me & told me that he want to be my friend. From the information he gave me, he's the one of Mr. Married recommended for me. But, he's been set up by Mr. Married & one of their friend so he had no idea how can I knew him be4 he know me. The guy that have been set up for me is 28 yrs old & working in one of the engineering company at KL. He's Kelantanese and shorter than me. Not shorter-lah, just at the same level with me. For the 1st time he called me, I get angry becoz he lied to me from where he got my no. He don't know that I knew him earlier than he know me. He try to make things clear for me, & luckily for him, it's make me ..(sorry got a call...continue later). He such a good guy for me. He can make me happy & laugh. But it doesn't mean I already fall in love with him. He call me everyday form his office & sometimes from her mobile phone. From the deep of my heart, I want to meet him. I want to know the person that have been choosen for me by someone that I love, Mr. Married. We plan a blind date at KL. I wait for him at CM for a while & then took a LRT to have a movie at KLCC. We had such a good day. I enjoy every seconds with him. We talk so much about movie, Survivors, digicam, pc & so many things. It was a happy day in my life. I don't know his feeling to me, I just hope he don't have any feeling with me. I just feel that I'm hanging out with my male best friend. The wrong thing is, I keep questioning him about Mr. Married & the more I know about Mr. Married, the more I miss Mr. Married. Yesterday, we have another movie at Mines Shopping Fair. I dunno what's wrong, but I feel so booooooring with him. I'm very fed-up with him until I said, "Awak ni boringlah,". I know he hurt when he heard me said like that. But, I hate the situation we both had yesterday. I felt guilty too because I think I'm playing with him. I know he like me, but I just want him as a friend. I don't need a bf rite now. I took a cab to go back home & leave him alone. When I reached home, I don't even SMS him to tell him I'm home already as I did the last time from KLCC. Night, he called me & say sorry. I don't need his sorry. I just want him to say, "We're just a friend" & he understand that I just want to be a friend not his special gf. I can't be his gf because I still love Mr. Married & it's not fair to him if I'm going to be his gf just to make me more closer with Mr. Married. |
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| Thursday, October 31st, 2002 |
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 A princess bride personality test! brought to you by Quizilla *I am Sagittarius You're feeling very sexy but love mustn't give way to lust or you'll lose respect. Tensions arise if you and someone close can't come to an agreement on a vital issue. I'm concerned that you might both punch below the belt and if that happens then you'll know precisely how much you truly love, honour and respect each other. A spiritual, sexual or financial matter is the catalyst. Whatever happens prepare for a rude awakening and don't expect matters too ever be the same again. *Congratulation to Suria (ex-biomed) for the achievement living on the earth for 22 years. Hepi Beday!!! |
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| Wednesday, October 30th, 2002 |
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 What Name Fits YOU? brought to you by Quizilla *I got good news today. Ani & Nani will move in into my house next week. Both of them will be a R.A with Prof. Aini. Yippie!! My best friends are here with me.* 1. The Best Friend: Maton, Noora, Ani, Nani & Ceqtie. They are there for me, I'm there for them. We rely on each other totally. 2. Work Friend: Ceqtie We share gossip & fun, lunch breaks & may even go out same evenings. Might develop into something where or stay it is. 3. Good-time friend: So many. Can't rely on her for anything except having a good time. Fine if I don't count on her. 4. Couple friend: I don't have. Great, when I've got a bf, to have someone I can go out in foursomes with. 5. Older friend: Kak CT & Kak CBah They guides & helps me, a bit like a big sister or older cousin rather than a mother figure. 6. Family friend: My twin cousins, Fara & Sara. Distant cousin that I keep regular contact with. Can share stuff I can't share with other friends. Very elastic, it can come closer at times or stretch to infinity, but it's always there. 7. Hobby friends: Ceqtie - we both crazy about internet. We both crazy about pc & internet, or whatever. There's little else to it, but I enjoy sharing this craze. 8. Old-time friends: Jet, Jumi, Ira - SMSLD, Mar & Asma - KMYS Best mates in school, I'm difted apart but still like each other. We keep each other's feet on the ground, reminding each other where we came from. 9. Male friend: I dun have. Not just someone who tells me the truth about men, but someone I can have fun with & not compete with, at least not on the fashion friend. 10. Younger friend: I dun have too. She keep in touch what's going on & gives me a chance to play big sister. *source: CLEO, Nov 2002. |
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| Monday, October 28th, 2002 |
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 ?Are YoU CrAzy? brought to you by Quizilla You are normal.. congrads! most people these days.. can't say that! I Don't Want To Wait Performed by Paula Cole So open up your morning light, And say a little prayer for I. you know that if we are to stay alive. Then see the peace in every eye. She had two babies. One was six months, one was three In the war of '44. Every telephone ring, every heartbeat stinging When she thought it was God calling her. Oh would her son grow to know his father? (chorus) I don't want to to wait for our lives to be over, I want to know right now what will it be. I don't want to wait for our lives to be over, Will it be yes or will it be sorry? He showed up all wet on the rainy front step. Wearing shrapnel in his skin. And the war he saw lives inside him still, It's so hard to be gentle and warm. The years pass by and now he has granddaughters (chorus) You look at me from across the room You're wearing your anguish again Believe me I know the feeling It sucks you into the jaws of anger. So breathe a little more deeply my love All we have is this very moment And I don't want to do what his father, and his father, and his father did, I want to be here now. So open up your morning light, And say a little prayer for I You know that if we are to stay alive, Then see the love in every eye. *Source: www.dawsonscreekmusic.com |
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| Sunday, October 27th, 2002 |
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 * Which Tragic Shakespearean Heroin are You? * brought to you by Quizilla Othello's: Desdemona - The daughter of the Venetian senator Brabanzio. Desdemona and Othello are secretly married before the play begins. While in many ways stereotypically pure and meek, Desdemona is also determined and self-possessed. She is equally capable of defending her marriage, jesting bawdily with Iago, and responding with dignity to Othello's incomprehensible jealousy. She is strangled by Othello when he is under the impression that she was unfaithful Still dun have any idea 2 write here. Still blank... Still missing my danchan we::blog. Hope my danchan will recover as soon as possible. Dun have friend here.. Uwaaa.....I'm alone in the green-white. Last night, Abg. Usop (my handsome cousin) called me to tell me that I've got a letter from USM. USM asked me to come for an interview as a Pelatih Tenaga Pengajar. Gosh, I'm already got a job rite now. I have to ignore the interview becoz: (1) The interview will be held on 30th of Okt. at USM. (2) I love my job rite now. (3) USM is too far for me. I'm scared to be alone there. It's kinda funny when they called me for the interview. Actually, I'm not serious when I was apply for the job. It just 'suka-suka isi borang'. |
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 WhAt kInd Of kId ArE yOU? brought to you by Quizilla You are a number three: a normal person. You laugh at good jokes and don't really care about what other people think of you. You think number ones and twos are not as mature as you. You'll probably end up in some boring office job doing something you don't really want to do. What happen to danchan? I hope it just for a moment & don't take so long. I miss my weblog so much... So I just write here, perhaps temporarily..... Uwaa....i'm so sad!!!! |
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Blurty for Syati.
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accomplished.
sympathetic.
okay.
tired.
working.
thoughtful.
silly.
sleepy.
uncomfortable.