[-i could be an accident, but i'm still trying-]'s Blurty

Subject:	xxx kill me now, and make it fast... xxx
Time:	2:12 am.
Mood:	numb.
Music:	xxx i can hear my brother's shitty ass music xxx.

> > ?> > Full name? Jennifer Kathleen loeffler
> > b-day? 12.22.87
> > looks? Straight brown hair [soon to be black :D], greenish bluish eyes, braces..dunno
> > siblings? Mary, chris, alvarez, lisa
> > boyfriend? I wish..
> > pets? nada
> > ?> > Three things that scare me:
> > 1. loneliness
> > 2. losing friends
> 3. cancer
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> > Three people who make me laugh:
> > 1. mike
> > 2. ann
> > 3. molly cuz I am soooo slap happy around her :D
> >
> > Three things I love in no particular order:
> > 1. my friends
> > 2. family
> > 3. boys
> >
> > ?> > Three things I hate:
> > 1. fighting with friends
> > 2. stupid boys who get you hooked on ‘em
> > 3. being lonely
> >
> > Three things I don't understand:
> > 1. boys
> > 2. why grrls HAVE to get their period
> > 3. people who act as if everything’s ok when it’s not
> >
> > Three things on my desk:
> > 1. well I don’t have my own desk, but there’s peroxide here..
> > 2. a light bulb
> > 3. the mars volta cd case
> >
> > Three things I'm doing right now:
> > 1. chewing chicle [sp?]
> > 2. thinking about him..
> > 3. trying to keep my lids from closing
> >
> > Three things I want to do before I die:
> > 1. have sex with at least one hot boy..haha
> > 2. crowd surf
> > 3. make an impact on someone, anyone
> >
> > FIVE things I can do:
> > 1. kick your ass..haha
> > 2. do a triple back flip with my eyes closed
> > 3. walk on my hands, on stilts
> > 4. put spaghetti up my nose and make it come outta my mouth
> 5. make you go insane
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> >
> > Three ways to describe my personality:
> > 1. crazayyyyyyy
> > 2. lonely
> > 3. overall happy
> >
> > Three ways to describe my looks:
> > 1. the whitest white grrl ever, right mike? Haha, woo!
> > 2. yucky
> > 3. german
> >
> > Three things I can't/don't do:
> > 1. paint..wish I could
> > 2. swallow any poison, aka sxe
> > 3. hmm, I think it’d have to be anything with a dick..that’s just gross to me haha
> >
> > FIVE things I think you should listen to:
> > 1. my chemical romance..fucking amazing..
> > 2. yourself
> > 3. the scary music right before ‘ender’ cuz it’s scary…haha
> > 4. the starting line
> > 5. senses fail
> >
> > Three things I don't think you should listen to... ever:
> > 1. people who put you down in a negative way
> > 2. Ashanti..jesus christ, she needs to die.
> > 3. faith no more, gag me with a spoon.
> >
> > Three things I say the most:
> > 1. bitch ass
> > 2. whatev
> > 3. yo, g fry, home dog, slice..just to mike though, hah, you so ‘gheddo’
> >
> > Three of your absolute favorite foods:
> > 1. sushi
> > 2. green tea ice cream
> > 3. this crazy shit ann gave me..i think it’s called kimchi er something? But it’s too hot so I have to dip it in water…hahahaha
> >
> > Three things I'd like to learn:
> > 1. german
> > 2. how a boy’s mind works.
> > 3. what makes the world go ‘round. Yeh fuckin’ right haha
> >
> > Three beverages you drink regularly:
> > 1. water
> > 2. sprite
> > 3. h2o?
> >
> > Three shows you watched when you were a kid:
> > 1. are you afraid of the dark
> > 2. pete & pete
> > 3. hey! dude
> >
> > ?> > Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
> > - being so inconfident..or is it unconfident? I dunno haha
> > - biting my nails
> > - I tend to be a nag..or that’s what my mom thinks
> > - being selfish
> >
> > Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
> > - ooh man, a nice FLAT tummy, haha, yeh right.
> > - black hair
> > - a boy..
> > - some sushi cuz I’m pretty hungry right about now, haha.
> >
> > Name Five Scents You Love:
> > - tommy grrl
> > - adidas
> > - omg, that axe stuff…you really can’t resist it when you’re around it..gah, hehe..
> > - cool water
> > - that stuff kara has in that cool ass blue bottle..like the one from ‘happy gilmore’ that doesn’t get cold..hahha
> >
> > Name Four People That Know You the Best:
> > - ann
> > - kara
> > - mike moci
> > - I hate to say it, but matt
> >
> > Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
> > - low cut shirts..not with my knockers..lol
> > - [I agree with ann, those are just disgusting] anything with the logos "flirt" "baby" "daddy's girl" "angel"
> > - haha, I hate those pants with the really faded butts, it looks like you sat on a wet bench, haha
> > - anything ‘trendy’
> >
> > Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
> > - how I am about to sneeze..bless me
> > - dying my hair and trying to do something with it
> > - fusion..i can’t wait
> > - boys<333
> >
> > Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
> > - babysat
> > - bought clothes from sister’s store
> > - thought about him
> > - went to s&s, woo
> >
> > Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
> > - harry potter shirt
> > - cute rainbow dress..thingy
> > - fries from mcdonald’s
> > - a blue hoodie..
> >
> > Name Five Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
> > - I f I had to say one, I guess the who
> > - the smiths? I kinda like them..haha
> > - system? Haha I really don’t know, I’m not THAT withdrawn from people
> > - yellow card..? ok this is getting ridiculous..
> > - your fucking mom, bitch ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> >
> > First Grade Teacher Name?
> > -ew, mrs. jagielo
> >
> > Last Words You Said:
> > - ew, you’re gross
> >
> > Last Song You Sang?
> > -‘take the reins’ tsunami bomb, either that or ‘demolition lovers’ by my chemical romance<333
> >
> > Last Person You Hugged?
> > - either mary or shmalvee
> >
> > Last Thing You Laughed At?
> > - chris farting, hahahhahah
> >
> > Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?
> > - haha, you know
> >
> > Last Time You Cried?
> > - last night
>
> > What's In Your CD Player?
> > - my chemical romance
> >
> > What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
> > - no socks
> >
> > What's Under Your Bed?
> > - a few posters..but other than that, nada
> >
> > What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
> > - like 10:40..that’s a record
> >
> > Current Taste?
> > - orbit gum
> >
> > Current Hair?
> > - down and boring :X
> >
> > Current Clothes?
> > - boxers and a DARE shirt
> > Current Annoyance?
> > - boys..or should I say boy? haha
> >
> > Current Longing?
> > -seeing ann cuz I miss her L
> >
> > Current Desktop Picture?
> > - my chemical romance..gotta love it haha
> > Current Worry?
> > - school, boys, mike, matt, lotsa shiznit..
> >
> > Current Hate?
> > - nothing, I don’t playa hate yo
> >
> > Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?
> > - oooh man, the veins on the arms..curly/long hair, black hair, purrrrty eyes/smile/teeth…gah, there are so many things..oh yeh, skater with A LOT of scars..sooooo sexy :D
> > ?> > Last CD You Bought?
> > - don’t buy too often, but kara burned my chemical romance and anatomy of a ghost for me
>
> > Favorite Place To Be?
> > - s&s, anywhere with friends
> >
> > Least Favorite Place?
> > - I think the kitchen
> >
> > Time You Wake Up In The Morning?
> > - lately it has been early..like 10ish/11ish
> >
> > If You Could Play An Instrument?
> > - bagpipes..aww yeh bitch, either that or the accordion
> >
> > Favorite Color?
> > - pink
> >
> > Do You Believe In An Afterlife?
> > - dunno, I don’t really relate to church and death and god and all that..
> >
> > How Tall Are You?
> > - 5'5 I think..ew
> >
> > Current Favorite Word/Saying?
> > - shudddddddddddddddddddap, whatev, yo, g
> >
> > Favorite Book?
> > - fight club, the last time I wore a dress, harry potter, the perks of being a wallflower, stargirl, cut, go ask alice, shit loads more..
> >
> > Favorite Season?
> > - spring/summer
> >
> > One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To:
> > - I hate to say it, but Justin.
> >
> > Favorite Day?
> > - any day is ok I guess
> >
> > Where Would You Like To Go?
> > - Japan or germany
> >
> > What Is Your Career Going To Be Like?
> > - no fucking clue..don’t remind me
> >
> > How Many Kids Do You Want?
> > - right now I’m not comfortable with the fact of squeezing children out of my..’lady part’ cuz it just scares me..ew
> >
> > Favorite Car?
> > - anything with wheels, bitch.
> > ?> > Religion?
> > catholic, or some shit like that, who keeps track anymore eh? hahaha
> >
> > Type A Line You Remember From Any Book:
> > - the first rule about fight club is you do not talk about fight club..amazing book
>
> >
> > A Random Lyric:
> > - I’m trying, I’m trying to let you know just how much you mean to me…
> >
> > ?> > What do you think of the person who sent you this? Ann, what’s up dude. hahahhaha
> > ?> > When did you finish the survey? 2:12 am, bitches..

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Subject:	xxx i'm boooooored xxx
Time:	2:17 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.
Music:	xxx my chemical romance-cubicles xxx.

IDENTIFICATION:

*1. Full Birth Name: jennifer kathleen loeffler

*2. Natural Hair Color: light brownish/little blondish

*3. Hair Color Currently: darkish reddish brown

*4. Eye Color At Birth: greenish bluish

*5. Eye Color Currently: " "

*6. Height Currently: 5'6"

*7. Glasses/Contacts: nope

*8. Birth date: 12.22.87

*9. Sign: capricorn

*11. Parents Names: michelle and joseph

*12. Siblings: mary, chris, alvarez, lisa

*13. Location: wheeling, IL ['gheddoness'] right mike? haha

*14. School Attended: wheeling

*15. Grade attend: starting 10th soon..eep.

*16. G. P. A.: no clue..but i'm not THAT dumb

*17. College Plans: i wanna go, but not exactly sure yet

*18. Planned College Major: jesus, stop

*19. Planned College Minor: k, let's stop now

*20. Any Piercing: 2 holes in each ear, cartilege and hopefully a madonna someday<33

*21. Any Tattoos: no, but when i turn 18 i am gonna go buck wild.

SOCIAL LIFE:

*1 Best Girl Friend(s): ann, kara, mary, jess, jen, melissa, sarah, sam

*2. Best Guy Friend(s): mike, matt

*3. If You Could marry Anyone Who Would It Be? too young

*4. Current Dating Partner: no one :[

*5. Current Crush: matt

*6. Hobbies: listening to musica, writing, going online, talking to friends, s&s, etc..

*7. Where Can You Usually Be Found: my room, s&s, kara's house

*8. Who Can You Usually Be Found With: all the grrls and mike

*9. Cell Phone: nope, not a big technology whore haha

*10. Pager: no, like i said up there ^ haha

*11. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: wallflower

*12. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: none

*13. What Type Automobile Do You Wish You Drove: anything with wheels

*14. Who Do You Know Personally That Has The Best Car: i liked sarah's astro..but molly's astro is awesome..'89 baby haha

*15. Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely, i'm not a mozal..mwhaha

*16. Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: friends

*17. Where Is The Best Hangout: s&s

*18. Do You Have A Job: no, but when i'm 16 i want to

*19. Where Do You Attend Church: nowhere bitches

*21. Are You Active In Your Youth Group: no...

*22. Do You Like Being Around People: yes

FRIENDS: Out Of Your BFF's (or friends in general)

Who....

*1. Have You Known The longest ?: kara :D

*2. Do You Argue The Most With: sam.

*3. Do You Always Get Along With: ann

*4. Is The Most Trustworthy: ann

*5. Makes You Laugh The Most: ann, mike, molly, mary, kara, etc..

*6. Has Been There Through All The Hard Times: ann

*7. Always Has A Man/Woman: none of us haha

*8. Is The Most Sensitive: sam.

*9. Has The Coolest Parents: kara and mike's mom is the shiznit

*13. Is The Most Blunt: mike, but that's cool

*14. Is The Shyest: haha i think mike

*15. Is The Most Outgoing: molly or me

*16. Is Most Rebellious: molly or mike breaking silverware hahaha

*18. Is Most Likely To Become Famous: mary

*19. Is Most Likely To Become Rich: mike

*20. Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: molly hahaha!

*21. Is Most Likely To Have a Million kids: kara, haha

*22. Is Most Likely To never Have Kids: mike

*23. Always Wears A Smile: jen

*24. Is Smartest: ann

*25. Has The Biggest Attitude: mike

*26. Without Thinking About It, Who would die for you: ann

*27. Complains The Least: probably jen or me, i don't complain THAT much haha

*28. Biggest Flirt: sam. duh.

*29. Needs A Good Man: kara :D

*30. who would Never EVER Betray You: ann, kara, mike..all my friends.

PERSONAL:

*1. Who Is Your Role Model: thora birch..she's just cool

*2. What Are Your Pet Peeves: i twirl my hair, bite my nails..i dunno

*3. Have You Ever Been In Love: i don't think so

*4. Have You Ever Really Liked Someone You Had No Chance With: haha YES

*5. Have You Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex: all the time

*6. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no, i <3 the hot boys but when it comes down to going out with them, their not the cutest.

*7. How Long Was Your Longest Relationship: uhm, like 6 months, almost 7

*8. Have You Ever Lied To Your Best Friend(s): probably

*9. Ever Wanted To Get Revenge On Someone Because They Hurt You: yes, molly, i am going to get you back for hurting gizzy..

*10. Ever Been Lied To By A Significant Other: i dunno, probably

*11. Ever Been Cheated On: no, i hope not

*12. Ever Said I Love You To A Significant Other: yeh

*14. Rather Be Dumper Or Dumpee: both hurt

*15. Rather Have a Relationship or A "Hookup": relationship

*16. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yes

*17. Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: yeh, but that was a long time ago hahah

*18. Are You Lonely Right Now: god, yes.

*19. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yeh, i don't wanna be alone..

*20. Do You Want To Get Married: yes

*21. Do You Want Kids: yeh

*22. Do You Believe In Psychics: uhm, kinda not really

*23. Do You Believe You Know Who You Are Going To Marry: uhm no, i'm just a kid

*24. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Physical Being: not much to like..uhm i guess my eyes

*25. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: uhmm...funny? caring, i dunno.

*26. Are You Happy With You: not really

*27. Are You Happy With Your Life: pretty much

*28. Are You Scared Right Now: not really

*29. If You Could Change Something In Your Life, Right Now, What Would it be? ahh, shit loads

30. Say Something To Someone That May Or May Not Read This: don't wanna say it in front of everyone haha

FAVORITE:

*1. Quote: dunno

*2. Room In house: my room

*3. Girl's Name: jade, rogue, enid

*4. Guy's Name: jason, brian

*5. Ice cream: green tea

*6. Person to talk to about your problems: ann

*7. Type of music: emo, punk, heavy, indie, some metal

*8. Magazine: circus..mwhah

*9. Song: 'demolition lovers'-my chemical romance

*10. Shampoo: suave, i dunno it doesn't matter

*12. Soap: whatever

*13. Movie: ghost world, requiem for a dream, pirates of the caribbean, finding nemo, slc punk, white oleander, disney movies, mallrats, clerks, matrix, i dunno shit loads..

*14. Actor/Actress: jason lee, kevin smith, thora birch, drew barrymore, i dunno a lot

*15. Beverage: h2o, sprite, bubble tea, sierra mist, anything without caffeine

*16. Candy: reese's peanut butter cups, twizzlers, skittles, anything gummy :D

*17. Gum: orbit

*18. Sport To Play: no thanks

*19. Sport To Watch: skateboarding, yummy<333 heheh

*20. Subject In School: bio, lit

*21. Time Of Day: night

*22. Family Member: mary

*23. Number: 11

*24. Salad Dressing: ranch

*25. Blanket/Stuffed Animal: gizmo and a buncha others

*27. Quote From A Movie: anything from fight club

*28: Day Of The Week: any day

*29. Color: pink, black

*30. Perfume And Cologne: tommy grrl

*31. TV Show: simpsons, family guy, real world

*32. Flower: iris

*33. Pair Of Jeans: paint pants :D

*34. Fast Food Place: mcdonald's..mmm

*35. Game: any old school nintendo games, mario rocks my socks off, right kara? hehe

*36. Teacher: ms. pacyk

*37. Love Song: at last-etta james..i think?

*41. Month: december

*42. Season: spring/summer

*43. Vacation Spot: wisconsin..hopefully we camp again!

*44. Person To Give Advice To: anyone who wants it

*45. Person To Get Advice From: ann

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU:

1. Cried? yeh, i think

3. Gotten Sick? no

4. Sang? yeh

5. Eaten? yeh

6. Been Kissed? i wish, mwhaha

7. Felt Stupid? yeh

8. Said I love you? yeh

9. Wanted To tell someone you loved them but didn't? yes

10. Met someone new? no

11. Moved on? No

12. Talked to an Ex: yes

14. where did 13 &14 go? fuck you bitch ass hahaha

15. Had a Serious Talk: maybe, i dunno

16. Missed someone? yes

17. Hugged Someone? yes

18. Fought with you parents? no

19. Fought with a friend? yes, guess who?

20. Dreamed about someone you can't be with? no

21. Had a lot of sleep? yes

22. Describe the Funniest thing that happened: i dunno, probably something mike did at s&s haha, like almost getting his feet run over, loser...lol

23. Wanted the Survey to be over: yes

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Subject:	xxx boooooooooooooored xxx
Time:	7:12 pm.
Mood:	apathetic.
Music:	xxx my chemical romance xxx.

Start..
What time is it?: 7.12 pm
What is the date?: august 6th
Why are you filling this out?: boredddd

You You You..
Name: jenny
Do you like it?: i guess
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: rogue, or jade
DOB: 12.22.87
Hair colour: brown
Eye colour: blueish/greenish
Where do you live?: 'gheddo' wheeling
Do you like it there?: yep
Why/Why not: it's just cool hah
Where were you born?: somewhere in il
Astrological sign: capricorn
Grade: sophomore..ew
School: wheeling

The Family..
Parents names: joseph and michelle
Do you have any siblings?: yes
If so, what are their names and ages?: mary 18, chris 16, alvarez 16, lisa 10
Do you like your family?: yeh

Favs..
Color: pink
Sport: uhm noo
Candy: gummy stuff
Fruit: strawberries, pomegranite, a lot of stuff
Radio station: radio blows..
CD: my chemical romance-i brought you my bullets, you brought me your love
Actor: jason lee, jake gyllenhaal<333
Actress: thora birch
Animal: koala, gizmo hehe
Flower: iris
Article of clothing: hoodie, sweater
Ice cream flavor: green tea
breakfast food: cinnamon toast crunch

This or That..
CD/Cassette: cd
DVD/VCR: DVD
Radio/CD: cd
Slow dance/Freak dance: freak dance, aw yeh bitches!
Jeans/Khakis: skirt
Jacket/Coat: neither
Car/Truck: car
Strong/Weak: strong
Upset/Pissed: pissed
Tall/Short: tall
Lunch/Dinner: dinner
Nsync/BSB: uhm, i guess nsync cuz justin is awesome haha
Britney/Christina: christina
Love/Lust: love
Inside/Outside: inside
Silver/Gold: silver
Piercings/Tattoos: both

Friends..
Who is your best girl friend?: ann, kara, mike
Guy friend: mike
Do you get along with people easily?: yup
Who have you known the longest?: kara, represent
Craziest: molly haha
Loudest: molly
Funniest: mike, molly, ann
Quietest: mike

Love and Relationships...
Do you have a bf/gf?: nope
If so, who?: -
If you could kiss one famous >ACTOR< who would it be and why?: jake gyllenhaal<33
If your single, why do you think you are?: cuz the boy i like has a grrlfriend, but even if he didn't i doubt we'd go out.
What was your longest relationship?: little over 6 months
Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: yes
First kiss: leszka..

Past...

Do you have any regrets?: yeh, shit loads
Last song you heard: my chemical romance-demolition lovers

Present..
What are you doing right now?: eating a roll from bob chinn's, talking to matt...
Are you cold?: nope
What time is it?: 7:30
Where are your parents?: my mom is at her friend's house and my dad is most likely at work..coughworkaholiccough. haha

Future..
How old will you be when you graduate high school?: 18
Are you going to get married?: i wanna
Are you going to have children?: i wanna
Do you want to go to college?: not really, but i'm going

Have you ever...
Drank: yeh i've had like a sip of my dad's wine and stuff
Smoked: yes
Skinny Dipped: no
Prank called the police: nope
Been followed, ect by the police: umm i dont think so
Been high: hell no
Done drugs: no
Stole: yeh awhile ago though
Been in a fist fight: no, i wish. haha
Broken a bone: no, but i sprained my wrist and thumb
Thrown things at your parents: yeh
Filled out a survey this long: yup

How Would You Spell these...
Sean/Shawn: shawn
Desiree/Desirae/other: desiree
Megan/Meghan: megan
Nicole/Nichole/other: nicole
Mark/Marc: Mark
Eric/Erik: Eric
Morgan/Morghan: Morgan
Jackie/Jaqui/other: Jackie
Caitlin/Kaitlyn/other: caitlin
Shelly/Shelley/other: Shelly
Carey/Carrie/other: carrie
Vick/Vic: Vick
Darren/Daren: Darren
Derek/Derrik: Derek
Bryan/Brian: Brian
Christina/Kristina: Christina
Zak/Zack/Zach: Zack
Gina/Geena: Gina

Others..
Do you right in cursive or print?: print
Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: righty
Do you believe in God?: yup
Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: 5 in my ears
If not, do you want any, where?: i want my ears all the way up, a madonna, lip, and i want a buncha tattoos, maybe 5
Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: yes
Do you drive?: no :X
Ever worn black nail polish?: yes. ooh, too gothic for ya. haha
Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: purple
If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: dunno
If you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it?: fly
Do you do things even when your parents say no?: yes
Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf/ex today?: yeh i am right now
If so, for how long?: still am..
Do you think this is stupidly long?: dunno
Do you like me for this?: dunno..

Finish..
What time is it?: 7:37 pm
What is the date?: august 6
Why did you just do this?: because i was bored

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