Sunday, July 20th, 2003

Subject: xxx s&s and arguing xxx Time: 1:17 am. Mood: amused. Music: xxx hot hot heat-bandages xxx.

tonight we went to s&s and i made the coolest shirt ever. if we go tomorrow i am totally wearing it with my black dress :D. it says "i <3 fire crotches" on the back and on the front i wanna write "fire in the hole." score motha fuckas. mwhaha. ok, so we're leaving s&s and i was fucking around with sarah saying the only reason she wanted to bring mike home was because she wasn't wearing a bra and she wanted paul to see her..lol. and we were kinda like pushing eachother and i backed up into her and we were totally just having some fun and like everyone [not everyone, mary, mike, kara and melissa seemed upset] was getting all embarrassed saying sarah needs to act her age and shit. sam told me that melissa said sarah needed to act her age and she was like yelling at sarah and shit. ok, they always have to like bite our heads off when we're trying to have some fun. it's so annoying. i thought the guy from the local scene said "shut up" to us, but it was the other guy in the white shirt. not that i really care, like i was yelling at sarah saying she ruined my chances with him, but i was totally fucking around. i hate when people are like scared of their image so they don't act like themselves. but whatever, i dunno. mary wasn't that mad, but melissa was probably the one who was most pissed off. whatever, i am not changing for anyone. even if they are sexy guys in bands, so there. right now i am talking to mike and jen online. yahoo..nothing to do, except go take a poo and kick a kangaroo..sorry, i am so bored right now. i hope alvarez comes home today. damnit, i miss him. he rocks the house cuz he is just that cool. he doesn't like when i talk about justin so i am going to have to stop all that. he said he feels weird cuz justin is his friend and i like him. i don't want him to feel weird, so he said he won't "go all chris on me." as in my brother, cuz he gets pissed and hates any guy i like.. hmm, i need more holes in my body..gar, i think i will pierce my 3rd and 4th holes with ann or molly, cuz they know how to do that shiznit. i want a madonna sooo bad and if i wasn't such a pussy, i'd wanna get like on my cheek, by my eye..but that would mean no job for jenny..ever. lol. and definitely tattoos..sxe one fo sho, maybe one that says "drug-free" on my wrist..yeh, that'll be cool. only 3 more years 'til i'm 18, woop! well, that's it.

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Subject: xxx at the edge of the world i am waiting for you xxx Time: 3:10 am. Mood: sleepy. Music: xxx the body builders-victoria? xxx.

so we watched 'american history x' at the johnson's and i just <3 that movie. i've seen it before, but it really makes you realize what jerks there are. it makes you feel dumb when you make stupid racist jokes, even if you don't mean them. so yeh, that was a great learning movie. so we had our 'family talk' today and it was so bad. i didn't say anything the whole time. my brother actually thinks what he did is justified and it doesn't bother him. my dad blames my mom for all this because he thinks she has brainwashed us all these years. my dad said all of this to my brother, and he didn't say anything. my mom was just like, "well, when he said this to you, didn't you tell him it's not true? unless you think i DO brain wash you." he's just like, "i didn't disagree and i didn't agree." mary was really upset. she was just like, "god, all those years mom has been there for you when dad wasn't and you can't even defend your own mother." it's so true, though. so i can't sleep so i decided to give a shoutout, even though you know who you are, but shh. haha. -ann [quivering red snapper] -kara [little foot/one] -mike [yo g fry home slice dog homie yo] -sam [crazy ass hyper one] -molly [dingle berry sista] -mary [mullet lover] -jess [crazy small hand] -jen [cool hip dance] -sarah [you don't wear bras, and i like that] -melissa [just go, get your hair done. and nails.] haha, i'm a loser, but hey i have nothing else to do. but i <3 all of you dearly :D. haha, alvarez's cd kicks so much ass. well it is also kain and adam's. don't worry folks, justin will be in the 2nd body builders cd :D. hehe, so cutee. it's awesome cuz it's really weird and they're cool jiggas and they can rap better than a black man on drugs. haha, i don't know. that was bad. i'm sorry. but adam sounds soo nice. justin does too, in that one 'prince' song. haha, kicks.so.much.ass.i.love.it. well, that's all. i can't sleep so i just wanted to write this. byee.

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