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Thursday, July 17th, 2003

Subject:xxx another survey, sorry xxx
Time:12:43 am.
Mood: horny.
Music:xxx at the drive-in xxx.
+ Basic +


[ full name] jennifer kathleen loeffler
[ age] 15
[ sex] grrl :D
[ DOB] 12.22.87
[ blood type?] hmm, A? no, i dunno. haha.
[ where do you live?] wheeling [ghettoness]
[ what state?] illinois
[ sign] capricorn
[ family members] mom, dad, mary, chris, shmalvee and lisa
[ hair color] brown
[ eye color] green/bluish kinda
[ height] around 5'5 i think
[ weight] no thanks :[
[ shoe size] 8-9
[ vision] 20/20 hehe
[ single or taken] single
[ what school do you go to] wheeling
[ what is your mascot] wildcat
[ what are your school colors] blue and yellow
[ nicknames] the jenster, jen, smelly
[ where were you born] illinois
[ what are your hobbies] writing..i dunno
[ hat color] no hats for me
[ hair length] pretty short, but i am gonna grow it out
[ hairstyle] yucky and plain
[ have any pets] no suh
[ what's their name(s)] ---
[ do you have glasses] cool heart ones<3
[ are you good at school] i dunno, define "good"
[ piercing(s)?] 2 in each ear and cartilege

+ Education +
[ what grade are you in] 10
[ where is your school] in wheeling, hense the name "wheeling high school"
[ what do you want to be when you grow up] i have no clue..
[ how are you going to achieve that goal] ---

+ Social stuff/With the opposite sex.. +
[ what do u notice first?] the veins on their arms, smile, shoes...
[ last person u slow danced with] oh jeez, uhm, rew at the 8th grade dance?
[worst question to ask] what's your bra size? i even got that from my boyfriend, pathetic eh?
[ who are your best friends?] kara, ann, mike, sam, molly
[ do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] no
[ who makes u laugh the most?] mary, jess, all of us together
[ who makes you smile?] the purple shirt guy from the tsL show..cuz he's sweet<33
[ who gives u a funny feeling when u see them?] i got a really funny pretzel feeling in my tum when i saw justin..
[ do you have a crush?] yup, it's great :D
[ who do you have a crush on?] justin
[ who has a crush on u?] haha, yeh right.
[ who is easier to talk to] ann
[ if you could date anyone in the world, who would it be] the purple shirt guy from tsL concert..mwhaha
[ do you prefer being the dumper or the dumpee] neither, you get hurt both ways.
[ if yes, do you know who yours is] come again..?
[ do you believe in love at first sight] no, that's called looks
[ what do you like about your (crush) or bf, gf] hilarious, weird, he has chub, cutee...
[ when was your first kiss] in 4th grade.

+ On Dating.... +
[ long or short hair?] oh man, long, but it doesn't really matter.
[ dark or blond hair?] doesn't matter, but darker is nice
[ tall or short?] taller than me
[ Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny?] definitely mr. hilarious
[ good guy or bad guy?] damn, i like 'em bad..hehe
[ dark or light eyes?] doesn't matter, both are nice.
[ hat or no hat?] both are nice
[ pierced or no?] pierced is niceeee
[ freckles or none?] either way
[ stubble or neatly shaved?] jeez, people are really damn shallow.
[ rugged outdoors type or sporty type?] wow, shut up.

+ Favorites.. +
[ color] pink
[ food?] sushi
[ fruit?] strawberries, plums, pomegranites
[ boys' names] jason, or something unique
[ girls' names] rogue, jade, autumn
[ subjects in school] espanol and any science related subject.
[ animals] koala or polar bear
[ sports] uhm no
[ salad dressing?] ranch or this good raspberry stuff.
[ color of socks?] any color, pink, black, gray...
[ toothpaste?] does it matter?
[ toothbrush?] no matter..
[ alcoholic drink?] sXe
[ non-alcoholic drink?] bubble tea is yummy, h2o, sprite..
[ character?] hello kitty
[ shoes] converse, mary janes
[ candy] anything gummy.
[ TV Show] most extreme elimination challenge. woo!
[ movie] pirates of the caribbean, finding nemo, a clockwork orange, white oleander, etc..
[ dance] don't dance.
[ vegetable] spinach, carrots, pretty much everything except peppers and mushrooms.
[ number?] 11
[ holiday?] x-mas, halloween
[ radio station?] sellouts
[ place?] s&s, any concert venue..
[ flower?] iris, pink rose
[ scent?] i like strawberry body spray and i like boys when they don't wear anything cuz they have their own nice smell :D

+ How good are your memories? +
[ first grade teacher's name] ms. jagielo..ew.
[ last words you said] "hi mom"
[ last meal you ate] food from s&s
[ Who was the last person you touched?] kara
[ Who was the last person you talked to?] mi madre
[ Who was the last person you hugged?] i think jess
[ Who was the last person you instant messaged?] mike
[ Who was the last person you yelled at?] kara [joking] hehe.

+ Currents +
[ what's in your CD player] anti-flag [a new kind of army] i think it's called..
[ what color socks are you wearing] pink, purple..
[ what's under your bed] loads o' shit.
[ what's the weather like] around 70ish
[ what time did you wake up today] haha like 2.
[ Current Clothes] tank grrl shirt, purple skirt.
[ Current Mood] anxious
[ Current Taste] orbit gum
[ Current Hair] down
[ Current Annoyance] matt is online and won't IM me. the funny thing is, i don't even wanna talk to him.
[ Current Smell] my good house smell.
[ Current thing you ought to be doing] nothing, it's the summer baby.
[ Current Desktop Picture] this cute bunny, she's hello kitty's friend ;P
[ Current Favorite Group] anti-flag, tsL, senses fail, msi
[ Current Book] HP
[ Current DVD In Player] ---
[ Current Refreshment] mint gum.
[ Current Worry] job
[ Current Favorite Celebrity] jake gylenhaal, hehe.
[ Current Makeup] sparkly pink stuff and mascara.
[ Current Music] nada
[ Current Color Of Toenails] green.

+ On preferences.. +
[ being hot or cold?] warm
[ sun or moon?] moon
[ emeralds or rubies?] cheap silver.
[ having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?] 1 best Friend
[ vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?] green tea
[ boys or girls?] boys<33
[ Kids or no kids?] not yet..
[ Cat or dog?] kitten :D
[ Half empty or half full?] half empty
[ Mustard or ketchup?] ketchup
[ Hard cover books or soft cover books?] softee
[ Newspaper or magazine?] zine
[ Sandals or sneakers?] sneakers
[ Wonder or amazement?] shock
[ Red car or white car?] black
[ Singing or dancing?] singing
[ Hugging or kissing?] oh man, i'd say kiss...but it's so nice to get a hug :(
[ Happy or sad?] depends my mood, right now happy.
[ Purple or green?] green
[ 2 doors or 4 (on a car)] 4
[ Coffee or ice cream?] ice cream, no caffeine for me.
[ Shampoo or conditioner?] conditioner cuz that's what makes your hair smell nicee.
[ Bridges or tunnels?] bridges.
[ One pillow or two?] 3
[ coke or pepsi] sXe
[ flowers or candy] flowers
[ tall or short] tall
[ Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?] chocolate leche
[ Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend?] combo of both
[ Root Beer or Dr. Pepper?] sXe
[ Sappy/action/comedy/horror?] horror
[ Ocean or Pool?] pool, but ocean is awesome.
[ With or without ice-cubes?] w/ cubes
[ Shine or rain?] rain
[ Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring?] spring and summer
[ Eyes open or closed? when kissing?] ahh, closed....
[ Fly or breathe under water?] fly under water..mwhhaha
[ Bunk-bed or waterbed?] bunkbed.
[ Chewing gum or hard candy?] gum.
[ Motor boat or sailboat?] sailboat :D
[ Lights on or off?] off ;)
[ Chicken or fish?] fish
[ grey or gray?] grey
[ color or black-and-white photos?] black and white
[ lust or love?] depends...right now, lust.. ;D
[ sunrise or sunset?] sunset
[ M&Ms or Skittles?] skittles
[ rap or rock?] rock
[ staying up late or waking up early?] staying up late
[ TV or radio?] tv, but i don't do much of either anymore.
[ eating apples or oranges?] plums.

+ Have you ever/Do you ever.. +
[ been in love] not IN love..
[ cried when someone died] yes
[ lied] yes
[ ever dyed your hair] yes
[ given anyone a bath] no
[ smoked] yes
[ bungee jumped] no
[ broken the law] yes
[ made yourself throw-up] yes
[ gone skinny-dipping?] no
[ made yourself cry to get out of trouble?] probably
[ sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?] yes, s'what i'm doing right now.
[ save aol/aim conversations] been doin' that lots lately..
[ wish u were a member of the opposite sex] just to see how much easier they have it than us grrls.
[ cried because of someone saying something to you] course, i'm a huge cry baby.
[ done something u regret] all the time.
[ fallen for ur best friend] no
[ been rejected?] yes
[ rejected someone] yes
[ used someone] no
[ been used?] no, well i dunno.
[ been cheated on] that's another thing i dunno.
[ cheated on someone?] no, never will.
[ been high] sXe
[ stole] yes
[ stayed up all night on the Internet] yes, just last night, lol.
[ been in a fist fight] no, but i'm dying to.
[ been in a cat fight] no
[ wanted to kill someone] yeh
[ fell off a chair] yeh, in the foreign language lab. hehe.
[ made out with JUST a friend?] no
[ been in lust?] been IN lust? what?

+ Do you?/Are you?/Have you? +
[ smoke cigarettes] i have before
[ could u live without the computer?] no
[ how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 51, but there are only 7 on now.
[ drink alchohol?] i have before, but when i was like a young'n.
[ like watching sunrises or sunset] i'd love to.
[ what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?] definitely emotional.
[ trust others way too easily] no
[ Been In Love w/More Than 1 Person?] no
[ Meanest Thing A Guy/Girl Has Done to You] hmm, this is a hard one. put me through like a year and a half of shit. yeh, that's it.
[ Ever Broke Someone's Heart?] no, not enough guys like me, lol.
[ Someone Break Your Heart?] yes
[ Kill] no
[ Look Like] what?
[ Be Like] come again.....?
[ Talk To] ok, what.
[ Buddy Icon] phantom planet, i think. or robert carmine<33
[ Walls] white..?
[ color ur hair] i have and i will again when school starts.
[ ever get off the damn computer] yes suh.
[ simple or complicated?] complicated is more fun.
[ Considered a life of crime?] no
[ Considered being a hooker?] no..well..
[ Considered being a pimp?] no, but i love mike's answer to this one, lol.
[ Are you psycho?] i'd like to think so, yes. haha, no.
[ Split personalities?] no, but ann has like 9.
[ Schizophrenic?] schizo MEANS to have split personalities tard..
[ Obsessive?] sometimes...
[ Obsessive compulsive?] no, i'm not kara who folds her damn head band things, lol.
[ Panic?] yes
[ Anxiety?] not too much.
[ Depressed?] sometimes
[ Suicidal?] used to be.
[ Obsessed with hate?] no, i love
[ Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?] no
[ Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?] no
[ Understanding] yes
[ Open-minded] yes
[ Arrogant] sometimes
[ Insecure] very
[ Interesting] hopefully to someone.
[ Hungry] not at the moment, but i could use some water.
[ Friendly] i'd like to think so.
[ Smart] no.
[ Moody] sometimes, when AF visits.
[ Childish] yeh, it's the greatest. loosen up.
[ Independent] noooo
[ Hard working] double no.
[ Organized] yeh
[ Healthy] no, does it look like it?
[ Emotionally Stable] i hope.
[ Shy] yes
[ Difficult] sometimes.
[ Attractive] no, but maybe a few people think i am
[ Bored Easily] yes
[ Thirsty] yes
[ Responsible] i think
[ Sad] not at the moment.
[ Happy] yes.
[ Trusting] yes
[ Talkative] sometimes
[ Original] i dunno
[ Different] i hope
[ Unique] i hope..
[ Lonely] very
[ Have tattoos?] no, but i'm dying for some.
[ Have a boyfriend?] no :|
[ Sprechen sie deutsche?] no
[ Habla espanol? pequeno.

+Miscellaneous.. +
[ if you could do anything without consequences, what would it be] give the honest truth to people
[ if you could be anywhere, where would you be?] lying in the grass with a boy..one in particular.
[ what would you be doing?]: holding hands and looking at the sky.
[ can you do anything freakish with your body?] no, i'm a loser.
[ what time is it?] 1:04 am.
[ what do/did you hate most about school] hw
[ what is your biggest fear in the world?] drowning, getting on fire..
[ where is your favorite place to shop] uhm, cd stores, hot topic
[ what social group are you in?] no labels or groups, thank you.
[ do you do drugs] sXe
[ what kind of shampoo do you use] suave, i dunno.
[ what car do you wish to have] anything with wheels.
[ who is the last person that called you] mary.
[ where do you want to get married] somewhere outside.
[ how many messenger buddies do you have on right now?] like 7.
[ Do you like filling these out] when i'm bored and in this case i am.
[ How many people are you sending this to?] 0
[ Who will send it back] no one
[ Gold or Silver] silver
[ What is the last film you saw at the cinema] the league of extraordinary gentlemen.
[ in the morning i am] i don't see morning..well i do at like 5, but that's it. haa.
[ all i need is] friends, music.
[ love is] far from here.
[ if i could see one person right now] i'd have to say justin.
[ do you like your handwriting] si.
[ if you could be anybody, who would you be and why] myself because i'm fine with myself i suppose.
[ which superhero would you be] batman cuz he wears a cool mask.
[ are you picky] not really.
[ what makes you cry] boys, movies, anything sad..
[ what makes you mad] people at s&s who come over by you and stick their face in your milk shake.
[ do you believe in heaven] yeh
[ do you believe in God] yeh
[ do you think there is a hell] yeh
[ when you get mad, do you swear a lot] yeh, but i swear a lot anyway.
[ do you believe in fate] used to
[ do you see dead people] boy, i wish.
[ do you ever steal anything from hotels] haven't been to one in awhile, but yes i do.
[ do you want to be the first person on the sun when you grow up] you're so stupid, you know that?
[ what's your weakness] cute boys..
[ where do you want to live?] illinois still.
[ how many kids do you want?] 2-3?
[ do you want to get married?] yes, and he'll be the cutest boy ever and we'll be perfect for eachother<33
[ when was your last hospital check-in?] when i broke my wrist in like 7th grade.
[ where do you see yourself in 10 years?] job, boyfriend, apartment with all my friends.
[ have you ever been convicted of a crime?] no
[ what do you do most often when you are bored?] go online, read
[ name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away
from you?] i think melissa.
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Subject:xxx more surveys.. xxx
Time:1:25 am.
Mood: anxious.
Music:xxx anti-flag xxx.
stole this from me friend mike..

Ten bands/artists that are important to you:

[1] the starting line
[2] senses fail
[3] rooney
[4] phantom planet
[5] thursday
[6] at the drive-in
[7] trail of dead
[8] anti-flag
[9] elliot smith
[10] the softies

Nine tv shows that are important to you:
[1] the simpsons
[2] most extreme elimination challenge
[3] trading spaces
[4] conan o'brien
[5] family guy
[6] that 70's show
[7] premium blend
[8] road rules
[9] real world

Eight movies you'd watch over and over:
[1] american beauty
[2] finding nemo
[3] jackass
[4] a clockwork orange
[5] either of the harry potter movies
[6] white oleander
[7] donnie darko
[8] ghost world

Seven things that annoy you:
[1] homework
[2] stupid people
[3] tv
[4] radio
[5] matt
[6] lippy smacky noises
[7] rubbing my head/hair

Six of your favorite songs:
[1] drunk girl [so. co.]
[2] if u c jordan [so. co.]
[3] one eight seven [senses fail]
[4] the best of me [tsL]
[5] the setup [rbf]
[6] got the numbers [anti-flag]

Five of your favorite artists, as in painters, printmakers, etc:
[1] ?
[2]
[3]
[4]
[5]

Four of your all-time-favorite writers:
[1] jk rowling [wrote hp, mike]
[2] i don't tend to stick to one writer
[3]
[4]

Three albums you've bought recently: (or burned)
[1] not too recently..but saves the day
[2] afi
[3] ben kweller

Two Musicians/Actors you would like to date:
[1] kenny
[2] jake gylenhaal

One Band whose music would be described as writing the
soundtrack of your life:
[1] either rooney or phantom planet
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Subject:xxx no clue what i am dying from xxx
Time:3:01 am.
Mood: worried.
Music:xxx rooney-blueside xxx.
Happy Deathday!
Your name:sxesoftie
You will die on:Thursday, June 10, 2027
You will die of:Exsanguination
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Subject:xxx what the..? xxx
Time:3:03 am.
ex·san·gui·nate ( P ) Pronunciation Key (ks-snggw-nt)
v. ex·san·gui·nat·ed, ex·san·gui·nat·ing, ex·san·gui·nates
v. tr.
To drain of blood.


don't ask me how i am gonna die...i'll probably get shot to death.
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Subject:xxx this rocks. xxx
Time:3:05 am.
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