[-i could be an accident, but i'm still trying-]'s Blurty

Subject:	xxx pink stars xxx
Time:	1:36 am.
Mood:	bouncy.
Music:	xxx anti-flag-got the numbers xxx.

well, tonight i went over to sam's house and watched "a clockwork orange." that movie is amazing. i love all their lingo, it's so cute. they call their friends "droogies" and they call eggs "eggy wegs." aww, i <3 it, i <3 it, i <3 it!! hehehe. we also watched some of "swim fan." damn, that grrl has some major problems.

i'm talking to ann and shmalvee online. justin IMed me!! i know it's just cuz shmalvee was at his house, but still. oh man, so adorable that one is :D. adam is over there, too. he's hot, too. lol. or at least his voice is. i'm trying to get over this whole matt thing. hopefully it works. i don't want him to think i'm some dumb kid who needs a fucking apology from him, cuz that's the last thing i need. i don't think i'm being irrational when i say i'm upset about all the shit, but obviously he thinks i am.

mary still isn't talking to me. i don't know why it's so hard for me to swallow my pride for 5 minutes and say sorry. i'm so dumb like that and i wish i wasn't.

and all this stuff with mike just needs to stop. mike, i'm not mad at you. you're one of my very best friends and i wouldn't want us to not be!!

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Subject:	xxx who the fuck gives a shit? xxx
Time:	4:57 pm.
Mood:	excited.
Music:	xxx msi-faggot xxx.

oh man, last night was so fun. what with ann and i commenting for like an hour lol. and talking to shmalvee's hot friends..adam and justin<3. omg, adam is so fucking funny. shmalvee called me at like fucking 4 in the morning and i was talking to adam and he thinks i sound like a teacher. he's like here's my adult voice (his voice got deeper) he's like, "can you please pass me the non-dairy creamer?" lol, i was laughing so fucking hard. i woke mary up and my mom came in like, "who are you talking to?" i'm like, "ugh, alvarez.." lol. but yeh, they're sooo funny. adam is kinda perverted but that's ok!! haha.

i have to babysit soon and i don't want to. ya know, i'm just having too much fun talking to justin, so ya know...lol. aww man, i like talking to him. i mostly love it cuz it's making me forget all about matt. i'm slowly getting over him, which is so awesome. like i don't even think about him really, unless it's about yesterday when he was being a huge ass to me..but yeh, anyway.

i think everyone is going to the local scene concert today. i can't go, so i guess i'm just staying home tonight. hmph. oh well, maybe i'll start another book cuz i'm done with harry potter.

well that's all for now..by the way, justin is STILL talking to me..oh man, i'm melting all over the chair.........

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