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oh my god, it feels so good to be on the computer again. i spent like forever trying to fix it tonight cuz aim was all f-ed up so i had to delete it and download it allllll over again. at least i'm on though :D. i finished the 4th harry potter book, yay! i started the order of the phoenix today and i'm so excited to get into it. i'm only on chapter 4, but it's really good so far. it's cool i am reading a lot and stuff, but i wish i could do other things. oh well. i talked to matt last night and we were asking eachother who we like and i told him justin or whatever (i don't really like him, i guess i just wanna talk to him more). so yeh, he tells me this grrl, sheryl, is the one he likes and ya know they went to the movies and they were kissing. ok first, we went out for SIX MONTHS and he NEVER took me out. he meets this grrl and they're not even going out and they're at the movies?!?!?!?! jesus, i totally yelled at him. he says all this shit how he is gonna need soo much time getting over things, he's gonna be so depressed and i'm sitting at home everyday thinking about him. it just got me so upset, i thought just maybe there'd be a little chance he'd still like me, cuz call me crazy, but we went out for half a year and that just might leave a little bit of feeling left. but i guess not. i'm the dummy who still likes him when he doesn't even give a shit. whatever, i dunno. jason is all like, "don't worry, she's a big slut." i was telling him how jealous i was so i hope he doesn't say anything; he said he wouldn't. let's see, what else is going on..the starting line concert is on saturday! jeez, i am soo excited. i hope they're selling merch there and whatnot. i cannot wait til the drive-thru tour! it's gonna kick sooooooo much ass! ahh, senses fail is probably who i wanna see the most cuz they look so good live on the drive-thru dvd! so i've been hanging out with people like a lot lately and it's really cool. i missed molly sooo much and i'm glad she's back so we can all hang out again cuz she's such a hip gal :]. oh yeh, 4th of july! i had to get up early and mary, my mom and i went to the arlington heights parade to see my little cousin do her little cheerleader thingy. then all of us met at the parade and watched that. it was sooo hot, but it was still fun like yelling in mike's face, cheering him on! hehe. then we were hanging out at burger king and ann, kara, sam and i were all talking about boys and whatnot and jason walked in! i was like "gahh, he looks so good.." like ALL of their friends were there. including keath, matt, eric and a few guys from other schools. like this one boy who definitely caught my eye ;). his name is justin and he is sooooo hot and he's got the chub and he's got the anti-flag shirt and the hot skater shoes and the tight pants....ugh, yeh, i was drooling all over myself..well, pretty much. haha. alvarez told me he saw that sheryl grrl kissing some other grrl and i just think that's disgusting cuz matt probably likes her cuz of that. ugh, that dumb asshole! he said he met her "cuz he heard from someone she thought he was really hot." ok, how shallow can he be. whatev. well, that's all for now. xxx jen xxx |
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lonely.